Chapter 37 Let me draw near to you
If love is a cocoon, then I look forward to the moment when the cocoon becomes a butterfly! ββ
Xue Zuining's gaze suddenly enlarged when she touched the figure at the door, and then she panicked, she didn't expect Xu Ze to appear in the Lu family at this time!
"Lu Huaining, don't you think so much about what the whole world is against you being together? Good! I'll tell you plainly now! Xu Ze made a loud sound, but Xue Zuining's body trembled fiercely.
"Xuze, don't-"
Xue Zuining wanted to push away the arm around her waist, she had to end the current situation of facing both sides, but she was firmly locked.
"Tell me, why did he say that?" Lu Huaining's narrowed cold eyes swept over one face after another, and the most slugging fell on her face, "What are you hiding?" β
"I ......" Xue Zuining was speechless.
"Lu Huaining, what capital do you have to be aggressive towards her, can you hurt her again and again just because of your self-righteous hatred and extreme love?" Xu Ze's eyes were full of disdain and anger when he strode closer, "Where were you when she was provoked and hurt by other women?" Where were you when she had a high fever and fainted on the road? When you threaten and force her again and again with her mother, do you know that the woman who has been used as a handle by you again and again is the one who gave birth to you! β
Time seemed to stand still because of those dozen words, and all kinds of faces were distorted a little bit.
Mrs. Lu wanted to take a step forward, but sat back on the sofa.
Lu Huaining froze in place, but heard her broken voice and asked slowly, "How do you know this?" β
"That day, when I was carrying you unconscious in front of the orphanage to get into the car, your MP4 accidentally fell on my car, and I listened to ......"
Xue Zuining took a step back heavily, but he also woke up the man behind him who seemed to have been struck by lightning.
Lu Huaining grabbed her wrist, the uncontrollable force made her frown, but she didn't see the slightest resistance, he looked into her eyes, and his hoarse voice lost its usual calm, "What did he say...... It's all true? β
Xue Zuining just opened his eyes, but was forcefully pulled back by the man, "You tell me!" Xue Zuining, what the hell is going on with all this-"
"You let go of herβ"
"Enough!" Old Madam Lu's ending voice exploded with a crisp sound of porcelain, her vicissitudes of life were stained with the fatigue of the years, but when the secret suppressed in her heart was finally about to be revealed, her eyes were relieved, "Huaining, let her go, don't hurt you...... Younger sister. β
"She's not!" With every word, Lu Huaining almost gritted his teeth.
Old Madam Lu closed her eyes in pain, and it took a long time before she slowly opened them, "Housekeeper, please leave unrelated people first." β
"Yes." The housekeeper acted according to orders, and Mu Changshan, who had been standing outside the game, was naturally unceremoniously cleared, and Xu Ze also chose to leave silently out of respect.
"It's a lot cleaner." Mrs. Lu seemed to see through the heat and coldness of the world, and the housekeeper slowly sat down on the sandalwood chair with her, her eyes fell on the photos of the three generations in the same house, and sighed, "This photo, it's time to change." Her gaze fell on the two of them, "Don't you want to hear me?" Find a place to sit down, your feet are tired from standing. β
"Originally, I thought that this secret would be taken to my coffin forever, but now that your mother has chosen to make it public in this way, I must also respect the wishes of the deceased." Old Madam Lu choked her wrist weakly, and tears were stained on her handkerchief, "There are too many rights and wrongs, and the old man can't remember where to start for a while." Perhaps, if I hadn't gone my own way back then, I wouldn't have so many debts now. Do you know the truth, when I hid from Zhengxun and brought you back in swaddling clothes, you were only a little bit old......" She compared her hands to a length, and laughed through tears, "I didn't expect that in a blink of an eye, it was nearly thirty years, and you have grown so big." β
"I remember that Lan Lan played the piano very well, and that's why they got to know ......."
Xue Zuining could feel that the palm holding her was a little cold because of the revelation of the past, and she could feel his pain, but she didn't know how to appease Lu Dao, so she could only quietly shake back the temperature of her palm.
"Child......" Old Madam Lu's last gaze stopped at her, "Do you know now why I can't let you be together for anything?" β
"I understand." Xue Zuining nodded, "But I really don't have any blood ties with the Lu family, because I'm not a mother...... Zhong Yilan's daughter. β
One word stirred up a thousand layers of Lang!
"How is this possible?" The old lady jumped up from the chair all of a sudden, and Lu Huaining was even more surprised, but this seemed to be the only explanation that they were not brother and sister.
"I don't have to lie." Xue Zuining stood up and bowed lightly to Old Madam Lu, "I'm sorry, my mother who raised me for twenty-three years has been hiding this truth from you because she can't let go of the pain of the past, and she has made you scared for so long. She looked at this old man who had painstakingly concealed his past, and even wanted to use Chen Sang to stop herself and Lu Huaining, but if they didn't stand on the commanding heights of morality and money to evaluate their mother, then maybe everything could be perfect.
It's just that it's impossible to turn back time!
"Where are you going?" Lu Huaining looked at her and wanted to turn around, and grabbed her hard while coming back to his senses, as if a drowning person was grasping the last straw.
Xue Zuining pushed away the hand that was clenching him, lowered his eyes and said slowly, "Let's all calm down, and when you find the answer, come to me again." β
Lu Huaining wanted to stand up, but Old Madam Lu stopped him at that moment and said solemnly, "She's right, it's really not suitable for you to stay together now." If she has a heart, she will never let you not find it. β
Lu Huaining only felt that every cell in his body was tearing, what did he do? Those so-called revenge, but the most retribution is their closest people! From beginning to end, it turned out that he had always hurt her who was the most innocent!
And this time, what kind of identity should he use to face her again?
The fist, with a single blow, smashed on the carved handrail like a masochistic one, splashing blood!
When Xue Zuining walked out of the door of the Lu Mansion, what he saw was Xu Ze, who unexpectedly did not leave.
"You're out." Xu Ze also seemed to be annoyed by his impulsiveness just now, and there was an apology in his tone, "Are you going home?" I'll send you. β
And Xue Zuining unexpectedly did not refuse, but when she got out of the car, she turned to him and said leisurely, "When chasing girls in the future, remember not to hurt her in the name of loving her, it hurts, really!" β
Xu Ze, who was sitting in the car, looked at the figure that disappeared into the dim corridor, and smiled distractedly, he was the most redundant person after all, he was, he is, and he will still be in the future.
And from that day on, Xue Zuining guarded her former home every day, and a pot of bright green potted plants would appear on time at the door of her house every morning, but there was only one card for five pots of vigorous plants.
It's not a colorful rose, it's not a fragrant lily, Xue Zuining faced the cluster of new green, she seemed to understand the man's mind.
Stroking the green leaves, she asked herself, should she hate? But she found that her tired heart had lost the energy to hate someone. Whether it is the relatives who have been with each other or him, she has no intention of hating.
If God had already written the ending for each other, then why did she choose to fight against fate meaninglessly?
A few days later, in the early morning, Xue Zuining opened the door first as usual, but unexpectedly found that the green color that should have appeared on time did not appear in her line of sight, and when she returned to the living room with a little disappointment, she found that there was an unread message on her mobile phone.
"Xue Da Beauty, if someone hurts you, how long will it take for you to forgive that person?" The sender is shown to be Su Big Bad Wolf.
Xue Zuining held the phone, thought for a moment, and edited a text message, "Those potted plants are delivered to my door every day?" Otherwise, how could his text messages appear on his phone so coincidentally in the early morning.
A minute later, the reply received, "Xue Da Beauty, if a man has hurt you deeply, how long and how long will it take you to forgive him?" β
Three minutes later, Su Dagongzi, who was sitting in the office of President Sheng Tian and rubbing coffee, got a reply, "It is God's business to forgive a person, and my task is to send him to God!" β
In the next second, a sip of coffee was spewed decisively scrapped the carpet under his feet.
"Didi!" In the kitchen, Xue Zuining, who was preparing dinner, was holding a shovel in one hand and salt in the other, but he heard the sound of his mobile phone, which had been quiet for a day since the morning, and he couldn't wait to pick it up when he dropped it, but found that it was just a boring blessing from China Mobile.
She threw her phone on the sofa in frustration, kicked hard under her feet, and was depressed in her heart: Lu Huaining, you big liar, I just tested you for such a lost time, you have no patience, and you want me to forgive you, hum! You're simply insincere in making me angry!
And just when she was sulking, there was finally a burst of burnt smell from the kitchen.
At the same moment, in the Shengtian Building, Lu Huaining sat a little tired, got up, twisted his neck, and walked to the window - the night of the city is in full view, and the starry lights make this starless night so bright and bright, looking at it from a distance, it is like a beautiful picture, but such a prosperous beauty falls in his eyes, but it highlights his loneliness even more.
He shook his head, trying his best to deny this feeling, and the voice in his heart said that it was not his loneliness, but that winter was a bleak season, which made this prosperity lonely......
It's just that it's already late spring.
Such self-deception, such oppressive work, makes him like a person with an empty heart going to a song hall K song, after prosperity, the loneliness is even worse.
She is not in his sight, it doesn't mean that he doesn't know everything about her, now Xue Zuining and him are like cats and mice, playing a game of hide and seek, in fact, he could have ended this game and subdued her with the cat's claws, but deep down, he didn't want to do this.
He was looking forward to the day when she would take the initiative to walk towards him......
Lowering his head, he rubbed his eyebrows, lit a cigarette, took two puffs, took out his mobile phone and dialed the number, but the next second he heard the call being connected, he heard a voice full of grievances and cried and complained suppressively, "Lu Huaining, I'm about to freeze to death, I hate you!" β
Then, there was a "beep" cut-off sound.
A heart as quiet as a lake, as if someone had suddenly thrown a pebble, suddenly a storm arose, and his heart suddenly became depressed, as if the air in the room had been sucked dry by him, and he raised his hand to push open the window, but it was an unintentional glance, and the figure on the ground that was shrunk to a small size still jumped into his sight.
Is it her? Could it be her?
The fingertips pinching the cigarette butt trembled, and Lu Huaining thought that she had just said that she was about to freeze to death......
So, is that figure really her?
The rhythm of his heartbeat suddenly accelerated, so fast that his heart was almost overwhelmed, excited, panicked, and for a moment he was a little confused.
He closed his eyes and looked at the ground again, making sure that someone was standing there, but if it was her, he was really not sure. Lu Huaining squinted his eyes hard and stared at the black shadow on the ground, but this distance was too far for him to really see clearly......
He didn't remember how the cigarette butt fell between his fingers, but the moment he grabbed the coat on the sofa and ran downstairs, the blood in his whole body seemed to break the ice and rush at once......