Chapter 57: I'm Sorry, Don't Go
Chapter 57 I'm sorry, don't go
"Do you know what you're doing?!"
Shen Nanhe's sharp voice sounded.
Jiang Qiyuan, who was in the dark, seemed to be stunned, and for a long time, he didn't say a word.
Shen Nanhe was pressed on the bed by Jiang Qiyuan, and the ups and downs of his chest gradually changed from violent to calm.
I don't know how long it took for Shen Nanhe to finally hear Jiang Qiyuan's low voice, and seemed to whisper, "Don't force me anymore......"
Shen Nanhe's pupils shrank, and his whole person became stiff.
She thought she had misheard, but after a while, she heard Jiang Qiyuan whisper in pain and struggle, "If you have to use this way to fight against me, Shen Nanhe, I admit it...... I lost ......"
Shen Nanhe's heart was beating wildly, and he didn't know how to describe the feeling in his heart at this moment, until he ...... Jiang Qiyuan slowly lowered his head and put his head on her shoulder socket.
The warm breath he exhaled was all poured on Shen Nanhe's neck, and she stared blankly at the ceiling where she couldn't see anything, and tears flowed out of the corners of her eyes at some point.
The nose and throat, one moment sour, the other choked.
Shen Nanhe frowned and held back his tears, but the tears still flowed out uncontrollably.
Jiang Qiyuan's hand stuck on Shen Nanhe's wrist became weak, and Shen Nanhe wanted to withdraw his hand, but Jiang Qiyuan suddenly pressed her hard, and said loudly, "Do you want to go?" ”
Shen Nanhe's heart trembled, she stopped moving, and only heard Jiang Qiyuan say, "Don't go......"
Shen Nanhe's tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, and they dripped into Jiang Qiyuan's black hair.
Jiang Qiyuan hugged Shen Nanhe tightly in the dark, as if he was afraid that she would suddenly disappear.
Shen Nanhe used all his strength, and then he couldn't hold back his choked voice, his pink lips opened, and he said loudly, "Is it still useful to say this now?" ”
Jiang Qiyuan's body tightened, and he subconsciously clenched Shen Nanhe's arms, his head buried in her shoulder socket was raised, and then looked at the person under him, "Zhi Hao's matter...... Sorry ......"
Arrogant as Jiang Qiyuan, Shen Nanhe has known him for so long, and he has never seen him say sorry to anyone, I have to say that Shen Nanhe's heart was a little soft in an instant.
But the sequelae left by the past pain are still vivid, as long as you touch it lightly, it is the pain of the heart dripping blood.
The lip flap opened lightly, and Shen Nanhe said, "Is there only Zhi Hao's matter?" ”
In the dark, they could already see each other's faces, and it took ten seconds before Shen Nanhe heard Jiang Qiyuan say, "Don't go...... I apologize. ”
Shen Nanhe's tears rained down, and she couldn't hold back her choked voice anymore, she cried, "Don't you think it's really too late to say this now?" Who do you like, who do you hold in the palm of your hand, she is a glass bottle, who you don't like, just smash her to the ground, that's a pile of glass ballast, I've had enough of the feeling of making glass ballast, I've had enough, do you understand?! ”
Jiang Qiyuan's expression, Shen Nanhe couldn't see it, her tears had blurred her vision, she had suppressed it for too long, and she didn't know how to express the resentment in her heart.
Jiang Qiyuan raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears on Shen Nanhe's face, Shen Nanhe remained motionless and let him wipe it.
Jiang Qiyuan said, "I'm sorry, I was wrong. ”
The more he said this, the more uncomfortable Shen Nanhe's heart became, and her tears kept pouring out, as if she could never stop.
Jiang Qiyuan's palms were all wet, and there was really no way out, so he could only lower his head, put his face on Shen Nanhe's face, and then said in her ear, "Don't go, okay?" ”
Shen Nanhe closed his eyes and subconsciously shook his head.
Jiang Qiyuan hugged her tighter and said loudly, "Don't go!" ”
Shen Nanhe still shook his head.
Jiang Qiyuan hugged her tightly, as if he was going to rub her into the bones, and then said loudly, "Don't force me to ......"
Shen Nanhe cried, "It's you forcing me." ”
It's been so long, she admits that she was forcing Jiang Qiyuan at first, but now, she got to the point where she had to go, whose fault is it?
When Jiang Qiyuan heard this, he said in a low voice, "I will never say anything like you in the future, you stay." ”
Shen Nanhe said, "Stay, and then what?" ”
Watching you with other women?
Or do you want to see me with other men?
There are some words that Shen Nanhe can't say after all.
Jiang Qiyuan was silent for a long time, and then said, "I don't care, as long as you don't leave, we can even go back to the way before!" ”
When Shen Nanhe heard this, he couldn't help but feel angry and funny in his heart.
Her lips opened, and she said with a bit of sarcasm in her voice, "Back to the past? How long ago? Back in the first days when I ran after you? Or go back to the time when you avoided me? ”
Swallowing his saliva, Shen Nanhe said infinitely disappointed, "Forget it, I'm really tired." ”
She was not yet eighteen years old, but she always felt that these two years had consumed her energy for decades to come.
Before Jiang Qiyuan could speak, Shen Nanhe continued, "Maybe what you said is right, the relationship between us is destined to not be able to come together, I was young before, I was not right, I was too self-righteous, I thought that as long as I wanted, I could get it, don't worry, I won't embarrass you, I will persuade my grandfather, and I will find a suitable reason to leave." ”
Speaking of this, Shen Nanhe's heart was like a knife, but there were surprisingly few tears.
Maybe it's really hurt to the extreme, and it hurts to the extreme, so that you can have an epiphany.
Jiang Qiyuan hugged Shen Nanhe and said loudly, "But I don't want you to go now!" ”
He was stubborn like the child who couldn't get sugar, Shen Nanhe couldn't help but say when he heard this, "How many times have I told you the same thing, but what about you?" ”
Fate is so fond of jokes, always making these self-proclaimed smart people entangled in love, hatred, and profit.
Things have changed, thirty years in Hedong and thirty years in Hexi, and now Jiang Qiyuan has come to beg Shen Nanhe to stay.
Jiang Qiyuan was already iron-hearted when he heard that Shen Nanhe was already resolute, and he was silent for a long time, and then said in a low voice, "If you have to go, I have one condition." ”
Shen Nanhe's mood at this time no longer had the strength to explain to him why he wanted to put forward conditions, she was just silent.
Jiang Qiyuan said, "Don't be with other men soon. ”
Shen Nanhe's heartstrings trembled, and he said, "This is not what you ask, I can guarantee it." ”
Jiang Qiyuan subconsciously raised his voice, and roared as if angry, "Then don't go!" ”
Shen Nanhe said, "Why don't you let me go?!" ”
Jiang Qiyuan said, "Because I don't want you to be in my sight, can you be with other men?" Because I'm going to be uncomfortable, I'm going to be angry, I'm going crazy, I'm going to want to kill someone, is that enough? Shen Nanhe, why are you forcing me to ......?"