Chapter 36: Together or Apart
Chapter 36 is it together, or apart
Because of Shen Nanhe's sudden tears, the atmosphere became a little weird, and Tang Xinyu chased into the bathroom to see Shen Nanhe.
Shen Nanhe propped his hands on the sink, lowered his head, and when Tang Xinyu walked over, he only saw Shen Nanhe's tears, big drops pouring out of his thick black eyelashes.
Tang Xinyu was a little scared, walked over and pulled Shen Nanhe's arm, and said softly, "Nanhe......"
Shen Nanhe was silent for a few seconds, then suddenly turned his head, hugged Tang Xinyu tightly, buried his face in her shoulder, and choked up, "I miss him...... I miss him so much......"
Tang Xinyu patted Shen Nanhe's back, her eyes couldn't help but redden, and she said loudly, "I want Nick too, but people can't be resurrected after death, if we can, we will keep him no matter what, right?" ”
Shen Nanhe hugged Tang Xinyu tightly, as if he had exhausted all his strength.
I'm sorry, Nick, I'm sorry, I'm using you as a shield again.
Half of Shen Nanhe's tears were because she missed Jiang Qiyuan too much, and half of them were because she was guilty of using the deceased to fool her through.
Shen Nanhe's long-suppressed feelings can only be vented in this way.
Tang Xinyu comforted Shen Nanhe, and she also shed a lot of tears.
By the time the two of them came out of the bathroom, nearly twenty minutes had passed.
Ruan Xiaotian and Xiang Zheng were both waiting outside, and when they saw the two coming out, they stood up and walked over.
The lights in the KTV were dim, and Shen Nanhe lowered her gaze slightly, and they couldn't see the expression on her face clearly.
Tang Xinyu sniffed, and said in a somewhat muffled voice, "Don't sing today, send Nanhe back." ”
Xiang Zheng and Ruan Xiaotian said at the same time, "Let's go, I'll send her." ”
Shen Nanhe raised his head slightly, and said loudly, "No need, I want to go back by myself, you send Xinyu back, I will call you when I get home." ”
With that, Shen Nanhe walked outside.
Shen Nanhe has always spoken the same, Xiang Zheng and Ruan Xiaotian didn't dare to say anything, after the group of four people got out of the KTV, Xiang Zheng stretched out his hand to stop a taxi, Shen Nanhe sat in, Xiang Zheng said, "Go back and call." ”
Shen Nanhe nodded.
Sitting in the taxi, Shen Nanhe lowered the window and leaned her face close to the window, facing the night breeze that made her mind a little clearer.
is the so-called long-term illness and became a doctor, and was injured a lot by Jiang Qiyuan, and after being injured for a long time, Shen Nanhe found that his bottom line was getting lower and lower, and his ability to bear it was getting stronger and stronger.
When she couldn't sleep these days, she was thinking, forget it, let's just leave it at that, before everything is irretrievable, stop it.
But more often than not, her heart was aching, like a pinprick stick, which made her unable to sleep, and also made her clearly realize that giving up, or abandoning, is not something that can be done in a while.
When the taxi drove back to Jiang's house, it was exactly ten o'clock in the evening, Shen Nanhe gave money to get out of the car, and then walked to the Jiang family's compound alone.
When he came to the door of the villa, Shen Nanhe saw Uncle Tong coming over, and he said loudly, "Miss Biao is back." ”
Shen Nanhe nodded, not even wanting to speak.
Uncle Tong saw that Shen Nanhe's eyes were red, and he didn't know what was going on, but he asked cautiously, "Has Miss Biao had dinner?" ”
Shen Nanhe said, "I've eaten it." ”
Uncle Tong said again, "The kitchen has boiled fruit balls, and I will bring you a bowl?" ”
Shen Nanhe said softly, "Okay." ”
Uncle Tong was very happy, and immediately turned around and walked in the direction of the kitchen.
Shen Nanhe went upstairs, and as soon as he turned on the light and entered the house, his mobile phone rang, it was Ruan Xiaotian, and Shen Nanhe answered the phone.
Ruan Xiaotian said, "Have you arrived home?" ”
Shen Nanhe sat on the edge of the bed and said loudly, "Just entered the house." ”
Ruan Xiaotian said, "That's good, drink some soup at night and go to bed early." ”
Shen Nanhe said, "Okay." ”
Ruan Xiaotian hesitated for a moment, and then said, "We also want to be very Nick, but he definitely doesn't want to see you like this, good night, go to sleep." ”
Ruan Xiaotian hung up the phone, leaving Shen Nanhe sitting alone on the edge of the bed, listening to the beep sound coming from the mobile phone in a daze.
The maid knocked on the door and brought fruit balls, Shen Nanhe went to open the door, and the servant said loudly, "Miss Table, these fruit balls were personally brought by the housekeeper to learn how to wrap with the cook, saying that you liked to eat them when you were young, so you should eat more." ”
Shen Nanhe's recent tear socket is a little shallow, and because of such a sentence, she is already about to cry.
The servant put down the tray and was about to leave, Shen Nanhe stopped her, and then said, "Give Uncle Tong a bowl, and you all have some to eat." ”
The maid smiled and said, "That's good, Miss Xie Lu." ”
Closing the door, Shen Nanhe walked to the table with her mobile phone, pulled over the stool, she held a spoon in her right hand, scooped a ball, and then swiped the unlock button of the mobile phone with her left hand, and sent a text message to Tang Xinyu and Xiang Zheng, telling them that she was home.
After a while, Tang Xinyu came back: Rest well, don't be sad, we all feel uncomfortable when we see you sad.
Shen Nanhe replied: I know that I am eating balls, and there is nothing to do.
After a while, Tang Xinyu replied: Cheap, I'm still worried about you, my mother asked me if I would eat fried dumplings, and I said no!
Shen Nanhe smiled, and then sent a smile back.
The buzzing sound came, Shen Nanhe saw that it was Xiang Zheng's short message, opened it and took a look, and it was a very long paragraph: Nanhe, I know that Nick is irreplaceable in your life, and I also admit that during the time I was with him, you were very happy and happy, so he has been away for so long, you will still remember him, I just want to say ...... I don't want to replace him, I just want you to give me a chance to try to make you happy and make you happy.
Shen Nanhe looked at this passage, and even the balls in his mouth felt sour.
Holding the mobile phone, Shen Nanhe said after a while: Xiang Zheng, let's not repeat the old words, okay? I'm really not suitable for you, Le Caijie is very good to you, you ......
Shen Nanhe's words hadn't finished yet, Xiang Zheng's text message came again, Shen Nanhe opened it and took a look, it wrote: Don't mention Le Caijie to me, the shoes don't fit, only the feet know how to say, I don't like her, why do you have to let the two of us be together? Am I such a big person, I don't know who I like? Nanhe, I don't want to force you, but really...... You make me a little crazy, I don't know what to do, you let me stay with you, you say we are buddies, but buddies are not like this, I like you, I like you, I can't treat you as a buddy, I can't see you crying, I can't wait to feel sorry for you, since the words have been said here, then I'll just put it bluntly, whether to be lovers, or separate, you choose one yourself.