Chapter 209: The Fog Clears (14)
A helpless smile turned into relief slowly spread at the corner of Feng Yichen's mouth, for him, such a mood, he couldn't understand it anymore, asking him what the reason for doing this was not the same as asking him why he did this, it was not equivalent to asking him why he was doing this, and it was also equivalent to him questioning his original decision.
"Ye'er still needs to hide it, can't let her know about it" The cold Feng Yihan mentioned Feng Yeyu, which made Feng Yichen's mood for a little rest open again.
Feng Yeyu's performance today has already let him know that if this matter is known by her, what kind of farce it should be, everything that should and shouldn't happen has happened, if she knows, with her character, it will definitely make all this even more chaotic.
"Ye'er sneaked out of the palace today, that's why she will know this, there are a lot of gossips outside the palace, after today, you can't let her out of the palace again"
Feng Yihan, whose face was a little dignified, stared at Feng Yichen, and the thoughts in his heart rippled a few times because of his words, but he didn't tell Feng Yichen what he was thinking in his heart
The conversation between the two was not easy, nor heavy, but in the blink of an eye, the sun was already setting, and the twilight was coming.
Feng Yichen left the imperial study before nightfall, and after he left, Feng Yihan was the only one left in the huge imperial study.
He stood firmly in front of the window and looked out the window at the clouds dyed red by the setting sun, but his mind was always surrounded by thoughts that had been born for a long time.
Thoughts have been entangled in his mind, making him suddenly realize that the sky has already darkened, until the palace man who holds the lamp outside the hall walks into the room, he suddenly realizes.
But he didn't let the palace man light up the darkness in this room, and waved the palace man away, he was alone in this darkness, this kind of darkness made him feel a little different, but he couldn't explain this feeling.
In the distance, the corridor swirled in the bright lights, and he remembered that for countless nights she would take the trouble to walk down that path to the imperial study, and then be by his side, and those days were really beautiful.
Little by little, the memory broke through the shackles of darkness, and the kind of thoughts that had precipitated due to the darkness hit his heart more and more, and Feng Yihan only felt heartache.
He wanted to see her, he thought about her like crazy
The phoenix's eyes narrowed slightly, he turned around, his sleeves were lightly raised, and a pale purple light appeared in front of him, he looked at the purple light fixedly, and took his own steps without the slightest hesitation, he could no longer suppress the kind of longing in his heart.
The night is silent, just as the flower blooms silently.
Nangong Luojing, who was dressed in thin white, looked up at the bright moonlight, and couldn't help but sigh in his heart.
It was the first night, and I sat alone on the soft floor, my mind moving with the wind, but I couldn't get rid of my thoughts of that person.
See, no, this is not in her control, she once thought that the most thing she may have done in her life is to wait, and now she understands more that what she has done the most in this life is not waiting, but getting used to waiting, falling in love with the bitterness, but a hint of sweetness after the bitterness.
Therefore, she made a decision for herself more than once, but every time, after she made up her mind, he was always able to easily overturn her hard to make up her mind, how could he easily overturn her decision so easily
Thoughts were flying, the soft pain from one hand made her can't help but change to another one to replace the already sore hand, the silence of the room and the mottling of light and shadow made her thoughts settle faster and faster, she didn't want to think about it, but she couldn't control her thoughts.
When the love was deep, she slowly sat up and folded her legs.
Night, and it was an endless night, and the darkness devoured her heart, or her endless and nowhere to put her thoughts.
Thinking of this, Nangong Luo Jing couldn't help but hook his lips, and a wry smile immediately crossed the face that was softer and softer by the hazy color of the moonlight.
It's not real, it's not like an ordinary thing.
However, this kind of beauty is not only pleasing to the eye in Feng Yihan's eyes, but it has left a heavy mark in his heart.
In the darkness, he caught the bitter smile that overflowed from the corner of her mouth, and the pain immediately spread in his heart.
Looking at the woman's side face, it was full of bitterness, but it was suffocating in beauty.
She couldn't help but feel distressed like this, and he couldn't help but want to tell her that he would never let her wait alone in such darkness in the future.
The sudden feeling of warmth came out little by little through the placket of his clothes, familiar but a little unfamiliar.
She carefully discerned this feeling, whether it was an illusion, or a dream, if it was an illusion, it was too real, if it was a dream, she could understand the word empathy, but the reality of the touch made her eyes suddenly thickened, and the darkness around her had made her see everything around her as a blur, at this moment, her eyes had already made all the blurred vision no longer hold anything, her heart, her body, had all been placed on her shoulders The slightest warm touch, and the shallow breathing.
She didn't dare to look back, she was afraid that when she turned around, she would suddenly find that she had these hallucinations after thinking about it day and night, she didn't want it to disappear so quickly, she really didn't want to.
Her eyes were tightly closed, she still couldn't convince herself to turn back, and she endured the pain in her heart, and her body couldn't help but tremble slightly.
Looking at her who refused to turn around to look at her, Feng Yihan's brows furrowed slightly, and she couldn't help but guess in her heart that she didn't want to see herself.
Because of his own speculation, a little inexplicable panic arose in his heart.
He could put her smile in his heart in the past, and now he is the same, but he is a little more afraid of losing than before, he doesn't know when this fear sneaks into his heart, at least now he knows its existence deeply.
This woman is the person he loves the most, he can't lose her, he is afraid of losing her, if he loses her, his world will be like this night, lose the light, and he will be immersed in such a dark world forever, and he will never see the light that belongs to him.
Just like then, just like that moment, like a flower's brilliant smile, it was a ray of light in his dark world, so warm and gentle, without a trace of flaw, so pure.
"Jing'er, Jing'er, Jing'er" The thoughts in his head flew wildly, and Feng Yihan had obviously lost his senses.