Ji Qingguang was taken aback, but he smelled some familiar body odor on that person.

"Brother Shaoyan? How do you drink so much? Ji Qingguang's voice was slightly nervous, and some of them were out of breath because of the overly tight hug.

Jin Shaoyan seems to have really drunk a lot of wine, and he has a big tongue when he speaks: "I suddenly want to see you!" ”

Ji Qingguang's heartbeat, because of this sentence, was completely disturbed, and his heart ushered in a sudden contraction of suffocation, as if the rhythm of the first heartbeat.

She was stunned by the man in her arms, smelling the lingering cologne mixed with the thick smell of wine on his body.

If all the unhappiness and ups and downs she has experienced these days have made her feel extremely painful, then at this moment, it seems that everything is not important.

Suddenly, my heart was filled with a throbbing, and I couldn't spare a little space to think about unpleasant experiences.

Brother Shaoyan, you must not know the way, I waited for you to hug me, and I waited for ten years! But is all this true?

She was so afraid to ask, afraid that she would accidentally break this beautiful moment. Perhaps, it would be nice to be held like this.

Ji Qingguang relaxed his body, wrapped his arms around Jin Shaoyan's narrow waist, leaned on his shoulders, and closed his eyes quietly.

However, she didn't know what to do, and the sad eyes behind her watched the scene of them embracing each other without blinking.

I forced myself not to look at it, but I still couldn't take my eyes off, knowing how piercing everything in front of me was.

Many times Jin Shaoqing was remorseful, if he had found Ji Qingguang in the small black room first that year, maybe they wouldn't be so miserable today.

However, there is no if, the person she loves in her heart will always be his brother.

Yes, what an ironic reality, Jin Shaoqing felt that his heart was almost numb, too many times, he felt that he was going to get close to her, but as soon as that person appeared, he beat him back to his original form.

No matter how much effort he put in, he was like a clown, bouncing around her with a heartless smile, but she couldn't see the torment and fragility that he occasionally leaked.

Turn around and depart as if he had never appeared. Maybe you can die like this!

After a long time, Ji Qingguang felt that something was wrong, and Jin Shaoyan gradually collapsed in her arms.

Although she has a lot of strength, it is indeed a little difficult for a man with a height of 185 cm to hang on her body like this.

She shook him as hard as she could, but she didn't respond, so she had no choice but to hold him up and walk slowly by his arm into the house.

directly dragged him into the vacant guest room of Jin Shaoqing's house and threw him on the bed.

Jin Shaoyan seemed to be a little drunk, and he never woke up, Ji Qingguang twisted a towel to help him wipe his face.

But he grabbed his hand, pulled it into his arms, and shouted vaguely: "Weiyu, I miss you so much, I really miss you...... Why did you leave me alone? ”

Ji Qingguang's body suddenly stiffened, his heart fell from the clouds into the abyss, and a crystal tear slipped out of his eyes.

It turned out that everything was her own passion, and she would never be able to enter this man's heart.

In the past ten years, she has regretted, withdrawn, suffered, blamed herself, and sometimes always wondered, if she met Jin Shaoyan who loved Ji Weiyu deeply when her love first opened, then what would happen now?

However, there is no answer, there is no time to think about everything, she has fallen in love with this gentle and mature big brother.

When I was a teenager, I watched Jin Yong's "The Condor Heroes", and I felt sorry for Guo Xiang's infatuation.

Who would have thought that he would also fall in love with his big brother who would never be able to love, and he missed his youth for ten years, and maybe there will be even longer.

Breaking free from his embrace and getting up, I saw tears streaming from the corners of his eyes.

Like Yang Guo, he is also in love with the little dragon girl who can't be seen, right? But Yang Guo waited for sixteen years, and finally came back.

However, Ji Weiyu, whom he loves, will never appear again, whether it is sixteen or sixty years.

Who is more pathetic than whom?

Help him cover the quilt and turn to leave, even if the tears are still flashing and her heart hurts like pins and needles, she will turn around resolutely.

Maybe...... It's okay to die.

She went out of the door of the guest room, but saw Jin Shaoqing sitting alone on the bay window drinking in the dark.

The posture is chic, and her back looks a little depressed under the cold moonlight, maybe she is too sad, and she actually thinks that Jin Shaoqing, who is drinking wine alone, looks so sad.

Unconsciously walked over and stopped behind him.

Jin Shaoqing didn't look back, drank the wine gently, and couldn't hear the emotion in his voice: "Today is Sister Weiyu's birthday!" ”

So that's the case, even Jin Shaoqing knew that his drunkenness and sadness were all for Ji Weiyu.

A bitter smile blurred at the corner of her mouth, and she asked in a low voice, "You think I'm ridiculous, don't you?" ”

Jin Shaoqing didn't answer again, who is more ridiculous than whom?

"Ji Qingguang, I'm going abroad for a while, maybe I won't come back in the short term, be careful yourself!" Jin Shaoqing said suddenly when Ji Qingguang left.

Ji Qingguang was stunned, and suddenly felt inexplicably angry and sad, but finally went back to the room without saying a word.