Chapter 44
44. Hurt parting
Qianqian reached out again and grabbed him, biting her lip and asking, "What do you mean?" Going your way? It's only now that you're drawing a line with me, are you clean! ”
Miao Fan flicked his sleeves, but he couldn't throw her away, he said coldly: "Let go." ”
Qianqian glared: "Don't let go!" ”
He didn't say much, he tore his sleeve when he lowered his head, her wrist suddenly lost strength, her body fell backwards with an unstable center of gravity, and she barely stood firm in a few steps.
Her eyes were red, she clutched half of her sleeves tightly, held back her crying, and said, "What's wrong with you?" I was fine before I went in, but when I came out, I changed like a person, where did I mess with you......"
Miao Fan turned his face away lightly, didn't look at her tearful eyes, lowered his eyes and whispered: "You didn't provoke me, you just kept lying to me." ”
"When did I lie to you......"
"Didn't you?" Miao Fan suddenly raised his eyes to look at her directly, his gaze sharp, "You deceived the hell disguised map of the Xu Mansion and threatened Mr. Zhu with a painting to give you exam questions, is there such a thing?" ”
Qianqian was shocked, and opened her mouth and didn't know how to explain: "I ......"
Seeing her expression, Miao Fan couldn't hide her disappointment and anger, and asked: "And in Xuzhou, you went to the pawnshop to cheat, framed Yang Da, and provoked a dispute between the Wang family and the Yamen, and I lost my errand because of this." It's not a coincidence that you live next door to Wang's house, in fact, you have already started the idea of Wang Yuanwai, and you and I go to Sanqingguan, which is actually part of the game......"
He told everything he learned from Zhan Liantai: "Even earlier, you pretended to be Miss Huang in Jianing County, deceived Li County's family wealth, and hid the stolen goods in the Golden Pavilion Temple, so the official mission came to seal the temple, and I was homeless and outcast. His voice trembled slightly, "Qianqian, you are very smart, much smarter than me...... You said you like me, but I don't know why you like me? Now that I know the truth, you just think it's fun to tease people like me, and play fools in the palm of your hand, right? ”
"No, it's not! No! ”
Qianqian denied it and hurriedly defended: "I really like you, I didn't tease you, I mean it!" ”
Miao Fan chuckled in a low voice, looking lonely: "How much sincerity is there...... Qianqian, do you dare to tell me what your real name is? ”
"I," Qianqian bit her lip in embarrassment, like a fish in her throat, and spoke weakly, "I'll call ...... Qianqian. ”
Miao Fan shook his head slowly, not blaming her, but his tone was extremely cold: "Look, you don't even want to tell me your real name, how can you make me believe that you are sincere?" ”
She didn't say it because she didn't want to say it, but because she couldn't say it. She went to take his hand and almost begged, "Is it that important to have a name?" Little monk, think about the days we spent together, am I good to you? Are you happy? And you didn't already know what I did, you said you didn't mind, and now you're angry about what to do......"
"What I don't care about is your past. I thought you were a miserable person, and all the bad things in the past were forced, not out of your original wishes, but the fact is that you are a person who lies and deceives the world, and you make a living by cheating, and you have never thought of repentance. You lied to everyone, and you lied to me. Qianqian, I gave up the Buddha for you, and what did you give up for me? ”
Not long ago, Miao Fan was still struggling to vacillate between Buddha and demons, and he was almost completely abandoning the Buddhist path, but now he was more determined than ever.
He wants to take refuge in the Buddha.
He ignored her pleas and turned away: "I'll find another temple, you...... Shape up or ship out. ”
"Don't go!" Qianqian threw the umbrella and desperately chased after him to stop him, tears fell uncontrollably, "I'm all your people, how can you leave me!" ”
Miao Fan recalled the night before the exam, she was charming and coquettish under her, and her heart became more and more sad. He was almost in tears: "I violated the great precepts of Buddhism by being close to you, but I don't regret it." But you just treat me as the same wronged boss as Mr. Zhu, and carefully set a trap for me, tying fire hoards and immortal jumps, that's what you call me, right? I don't know how many times you've done the same thing before, and did you tell those men that you really like it? ”
Qianqian was angry and angry, crying and shouting: "I didn't! I'm only getting along with you, I'm a liar and it's true, but I'm not a prostitute! ”
Miao Fan was a little moved and wanted to wipe her tears, but he paused when his hand was raised in the air. He clenched his palms into a fist, slowly retreated, and shook his head as he retreated: "Qianqian, I don't know if what you said is true or false, you lied to me too much, I can't believe you." ”
Qianqian cried breathlessly: "I didn't, I lied to you......"
Miao Fan tensed the corners of his mouth and pursed it into a straight line, he kept retreating, constantly widening the distance between him and her, with a resolute expression. Qianqian wanted to chase but couldn't take a step, so he could only watch the rain get heavier and heavier, and his figure disappeared into the rain curtain after the last day.
Raindrops hit her cheeks, mixed with tears, and hurt more than a knife. She burst into tears.
Xiaohe first watched the two of them pull and pull, and then they quarreled, but he didn't expect Miao Fan to throw down Qianqian and run away, leaving Qianqian crying alone. She was so worried that she wanted to run out of the house to pick up her umbrella, but was stopped.
When I looked closely, it was the cold-faced man who had caught them.
Ruan Qi blocked Xiaohe, while Zhan Liantai walked leisurely into the rain, bent down to pick up the umbrella, and covered it over Qianqian's head.
Qianqian just looked at the direction where Miao Fan disappeared, tears flowed, and she didn't look back at who was behind her. Zhan Liantai was silent, holding an umbrella to protect her from the rain, but he was most wet.
Occasionally, passers-by pass by, and when they see this, they always have to speculate: "Eighty percent of them can't pass the exam, and they cry like that." ”
Pedestrians came and went on the street, only he and she stood stubbornly in the rain like immobile stone statues, motionless. After a long time, Zhan Liantai finally spoke: "I once knew a woman, she never cried, she always laughed. ”
She walked across the Mandarin Duck Bridge, found him depressed by the bridge, tilted her head and smiled and asked, "Sell...... Body? Then I can buy you back and do anything? "So pampered, so kind.
He was a horse herding slave for her family, and she always went to the horse farm in a bright red riding outfit, and ordered him with a smile: "Hey, bring my horse." "So proud, so bright.
She also smiled and said to him, "I don't love my husband, even though I am married to him." "So calm, but so sour.
Even, when she was determined to die, she still smiled in her eyes and said to him: "So that's what you want? You're satisfied. ”
One moment she was still laughing, and the next moment she pierced her throat with a hairpin.
The hot blood splashed into his eyes, burning him almost blind, and the only thing that didn't fade from his eyes was her sarcastic and desperate smile.
How nice would it be if she cried once? He thought she wouldn't be sad, and he thought she wouldn't die.
In a trance, Zhan Liantai stretched out his hand towards Qianqian, and muttered in despair: "Don't cry, I like to see you laugh......"
Smack-
Qianqian turned around and slapped his hand away, his cheeks were full of tears, and his expression was stubborn: "Don't you fake your kindness!" If you want to arrest me and go to jail, arrest me! Exile or beheading! ”
She was so strong that Zhan Liantai was stunned for a moment, and after a moment, he said, "I won't arrest you." ”
"If you don't catch me, you follow me? If you don't catch me, you expose me? If you don't catch me, you tell him so many things that shouldn't be said! Qianqian felt that he was unreasonable, and shoved him hard, "Are you sick or what?" You can't see me, don't you! Now that he's gone, don't want me anymore, so you're satisfied, right?! ”
Zhan Liantai stumbled, he subconsciously touched the folding fan in his arms, but it didn't fall out. He stood up straight and looked at Qianqian fixedly: "I just want to know what your name is, do you still remember ......?"
"I'll never tell you my name." Qianqian interrupted him, raised the back of his hand to wipe the tears on his face, and said coldly: "Can you catch me?" Don't catch me and go. ”
After speaking, she turned around and left, her back straight, like a proud phoenix, even if she was in trouble, she was radiant.
Xiaohe looked at Ruan Qi, the cold-faced man seemed to have no time to take care of her, but went to ask Zhan Liantai if he wanted to chase her, Zhan Liantai waved his hand and lowered his head and sighed. So Xiaohe pulled his legs and chased after him: "Girl, wait for me-"
At the beginning of the lanterns, Jiangzhou Mansion is as prosperous as ever, and maybe it will be more lively today, because the scholars of the Gongyuan have come out, and they have a group of people to charter the restaurant and paint the boat, looking for fun.
Only Mifan wandered alone in the streets.
He recalled the bits and pieces of his acquaintance with Qianqian, she was always domineering, ordering him to do this and that, and over time he was used to listening to her instructions, she said to come to Jiangzhou, he came, she said to go to the exam, he took the exam...... Ever since he left Kinkakuji, he has been in a daze, not knowing where he should go. It was she who set a goal for him and found the direction for him to live in the world, he was like a flat boat that followed the waves, and she was like the helmsman of the ship, without her, maybe he would have been buried in the unpredictable sea.
She asked him if the two of them were good together, happy or not? She was the best for him and made him happy, but it was because she was so good that he couldn't accept the fact that she lied to him.
Thinking of this, it is inevitable to be depressed, he buried his head all the way, the crowd was surging, but he was the only one who went upstream, and was incompatible with the surroundings and the world.
But when he realized that there was a wall blocking the way, he realized that he had walked into a dead end, and he turned around and looked up, only to realize that he had actually walked back to Zhuzhi Lane.
The alley was quiet, and he subconsciously looked at the familiar mansion and found that it was General Tie who was guarding the door.
No wonder it's so quiet......
He walked over, picked up the lock and looked at it, there was a thin layer of ash on it, it seemed that it was not locked today, probably after he entered the tribute courtyard, there was no one here. After all, it is the place where he settled after coming to Jiangzhou, he once sincerely regarded this place as his home, and occasionally imagined that he and Qianqian would tie the knot here, stay together, and have children......
Dropping the lock, he walked down the steps, went around the courtyard wall, and climbed over the wall.
Just take a look, the last one, and forget it from then on.
It's just that he didn't expect to bump into her as soon as he landed.
Qianqian changed back into women's clothes, she came to clean up the things that had been left behind, and she was also surprised to see Miao Fan: "Why did you come back?" ”
Miao Fan lowered his eyes, a little uncomfortable: "I...... Come and have a look. ”
"Look at it casually, I haven't touched your things, you can take it if you want." She and Bai Ri are like two people, as if they have let go of their knots, but they just treat him normally and don't entangle him much.
Miao Fan couldn't say what it was like in his heart, as if he was still looking forward to something, but it didn't happen, and he felt a faint loss. He let out an "oh" and hurried into the study, but he only took out two books, and did not take any clothes or money.
Qianqian's eyes glanced at the things in his hand, and he remained silent, but sighed while pouring two cups of tea, and said with a little sadness: "Anyway, we will be separated by the end of the world in the future, and the past grievances and grievances will go with him, you come here, let's replace the wine with tea, a cup of enmity." In the future, I won't pester you, and you don't have to pay attention to me, so it's over. ”
Miao Fan looked at her in a daze, and when he saw her so free and easy, his heart ached.
"In the past, I couldn't live with you, I made it so bad that you couldn't be a monk, and you lost your yamen errand, it's human nature that you don't want to forgive me, and I don't ask for your forgiveness. Among the thousands of women, the heroes are like heroes, take the tea and drink it, and turn the cup upside down, "Do it first." ”
Miao Fan didn't move for a long time, she made a hurt expression, and her eyelashes trembled: "Are you going to treat me as an enemy......
"No, it's not."
He doesn't drink it because if he drinks it, he really has nothing to do with it, and it stands to reason that this is the right thing, but why is he so uncomfortable?
He finally picked up the cup and told in a low voice: "I won't be there in the future, you take good care of yourself, and ...... Stop deceiving. ”
After drinking it, the tea has a slightly bitter aftertaste.
Putting down the cup, Miao Fan was going to say goodbye, he was going to take another look at Qianqian and engrave her appearance in his mind. But when he looked up, he saw that she was laughing, and laughing like a cunning cat.
His mind began to get dizzy, and he looked at the teacup in disbelief: "You ......"
He stumbled, and she hurried over to hold him and kissed him on the cheek.
"Little monk, do I seem to be such a good talker?" She is like a real ghost, charming and charming, eating people and not spitting out bones, "This time, I will definitely make you unable to escape!" ”
The author has something to say: O(∩_∩)O Halu haha~ I said that Qianqian is an attack! The next chapter is what you're looking forward to, but I don't think I can write anything about the River Crab Era...... I'll try it first, and if it doesn't work, I'll delete it, so you must hurry up and read it and keep it in mind!!
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