Chapter 82 The Desolation and Helplessness of the Poor, Who Can Understand?
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On the shore of the lake of bitterness, the two young people looked at each other, not the tenderness and sweetness of you and me, but the indifferent indifference.
The girl looks delicate, but she wears heavy makeup, and she has a nondescript feeling, at first glance, she looks like the street girl who sells her body for a living.
The boy bit his lip stubbornly, and his simple clothes revealed the simplicity and honesty in his bones.
"That's your choice?" The boy asked, tears rolling in his eyes, but he held back to keep it from flowing.
The girl nodded, not as pure and lovely as in the past, but with the worldly accident reality: "In the past, we were all too naΓ―ve, and we didn't think about the future that this world could give us. We all came out of the poor ravine, and we are used to living a hard life. But no one wants to live a hard life all their lives! β
"Together, we may be able to fight for a future, but how many years will it be in that year? And that's just a possibility. Now there is a great opportunity in front of me, and I have no reason to give up! It would have saved me 10 or even 20 years. You are a good person, and I believe that you can give me happiness, but that is only spiritual happiness, and you can't give me any physical and material happiness! β
"You can't gamble, five years, I only need five years!" The boy roared, very excited.
The girl shook her head coldly and said, "I can't afford to bet, because I'm betting on my youth." Five years later, we are out of school and have lost the opportunity we should have as students. β
"Do you know that Lu Dao only treats you as a plaything, and there will be no result between you!" The boy yelled excitedly, angry.
"I know the way!" The girl nodded dryly in the boy's incredulous gaze: "But what can this be?" What the final result will be, no one knows yet. And I'm going to try to get what I want. β
The boy smiled miserably and said, "You have become so scary and so strange"
The girl laughed at herself and said, "Who can stay the same?" I used to be innocent and cute, but what kind of life did I live? Dressed in shabby clothes, he was looked down upon. Now, I am well-dressed and free. I can even take the money and slap the bitches who sneer at me all day long, and they have to give me a low sigh of laughter! If you can live a good life after changing, why do you have to be stupid and stick to your duty? Women, if you don't squander your youth capital while you're young, when you're old, you won't want to squander it! Wouldn't you regret it for the rest of your life? β
The boy staggered back three steps, tears wandering in his eyes suddenly slipped, and his pale face was filled with infinite pain. Is the person on the other side terrible, or is this world terrible? Can't tell
The girl looked at the boy who had never been so painful and fragile, and there was a touch of unbearability in her eyes, after all, her childhood sweetheart had a relationship for more than 20 years. However, that unbearable was quickly forcibly extinguished by her, and now they are already people from the two worlds, and there may be no intersection after that.
"Now, your vision is still limited to a small campus, and when you enter the society, you will understand how naΓ―ve you are. In society, those so-called friendships are linked by interests, and if there is no interest, no matter how close the brothers are, they will turn against each other. If you want to live better, bury your innocence! Otherwise, you are destined to be a poor person who is struggling at the bottom. The girl admonished.
The boy laughed miserably and shook his head stubbornly: "This is what you think, and I only believe what I see." I also only believe in the delicate girl who likes to climb on my back and sing mountain songs! This world is not as unbearable as you say! β
A girl's heart hurts, who hasn't had a good memory? And now, she buried it all with her own hands. Since then, she is just a secular woman who works hard for her interests, and even does not hesitate to become a plaything in a man's crotch!
"I hope you don't regret it!" The boy said in a low voice, and then, he took out a piece of paper full of Juanxiu's own from his pocket and put it in the palm of the girl's hand, with a slight weakness in his tone: "I hope someone can accompany you through these places one by one, and I will also fulfill my promise to go through it, I hope we will not meet again!" β
The girl trembled and spread out the slightly old paper, looking at her own handwriting, tears came out of her eyes very uncompetitively. This was the most beautiful place she had sought with him at the age of thirteen, and he thought she could not write well, so he let her write it. But she knew that his handwriting was much better than hers. And he just wants to keep this good memory for two people!
Ten years later, she didn't expect him to still keep it close to her.
Looking at the simple face that was not gentle, the girl covered her mouth, turned around and ran away.
This time, it has become a stranger, or maybe it is goodbye!
Looking at the girl's back disappearing from sight, the boy looked up to the sky and roared: "Thief God, Lao Tzu no longer believes in love, you are playing with the fate of the poor, do you have to make this no longer good world more evil?" β
"Ahh He had never been so cynical. He has always believed in the beauty of this world, but this world is cruelly cut on his fragile heart every time.
Blood-drenched and shocking!
Someone tapped him on the shoulder, and the boy hurriedly wiped away his tears, and turned his head to see a young figure standing there.
"Uncle, don't cry. Li'er gives you the ice cream! The little girl handed the ice cream that had just taken a small bite to the boy, and there was still a little residue at the corner of her mouth: "Dad often tells Li'er that people live in the world and can bleed, but they can't shed tears!" I'm strong, I'm proud; I work hard, my heart is calm! β
The little girl waved her little fist and smiled brightly, bringing great contagiousness to the boys.
The boy looked at the familiar little girl, tears flowed more and more, pushed the ice cream back, put his fist in his heart, and said, "Li'er, Uncle has the last sentence is enough!" I'm strong, I'm proud; I work hard, my heart is calm! β
The little girl nodded, but took out a piece of paper from her pocket to wipe the boy's tears, and said with a smile: "It is said that girls are not beautiful when they cry too much, and boys are the same!" β
The boy smiled, no longer as reluctant as he had been a moment ago.
Nirvana and Guan Feixuan walked over side by side, Guan Feixuan picked up the little girl who smiled and ran towards her, Nirvana patted the boy's shoulder and said with a smile: "There is no hurdle that can't be passed, that girl made such a choice because she has no eyes!" β
The boy shook his head and sighed: "They are all the desolation and helplessness of the poor who are forced by this world, who can understand?" β
Nirvana smiled slightly and said, "Reality gave that girl a gamble, and she made a bet on her youth." Nowadays, there is also a gamble in front of you, but you have to make a bet with your whole life. β
"How about winning? What if you lose? The boy grinned and asked, less honest and more immature determination.
Nirvana said: "Win a lifetime of wealth and glory, lose and return to the origin!" β
The boy laughed and said, "I hate gambling the most in my life, but this time, I gambled!" Let's see who will win! β
Nirvana nodded and said, "Then you go to find the fat man who used to cry here a lot, and say I'll let you go to him!" He'll arrange everything for you! β
The boy stood up, bowed deeply to Nirvana, and then turned to leave, his back thin but unusually firm.
"Uncle" the little girl swallowed the ice cream in her mouth and called out loudly.
The boy turned.
"Come on!" The little girl smiled brightly and waved her little fist.
The boy nodded heavily, grinning, and slightly honest.
His name is Li Zhe, and he will be called a paranoid madman in the near future. In his monotonous world, he only remembers two smiles and two cheers! And this made him pay a lifetime of gratitude.
Those who know him well often hear him say one sentence repeatedly: Maxima is always there, where is Bole?