Chapter 198: I Don't Hate You
Xia Wenjun is such a sunny and kind child, until now, Xia Xiaobai will wonder if he has been having a nightmare and has never woken up.
Maybe when she wakes up, the reality is completely different from what it is now
Talking about Xia Wenjun, Xia Xiaobai's heart hurts so much, but she doesn't want Xia Wenhui to be sad, so she keeps holding back and doesn't let herself cry.
"You're my sister, how could I care if something like that happened to you? If I don't care about you and leave you to fend for yourself, I think Wen Jun will not forgive me in the spirit of the sky! ”
She helped Xia Wenhui lie back on the bed and helped her tuck the quilt.
"The doctor said, you can't be too tired these days, you need to recuperate, in order to recover quickly, let's rest!"
Xia Wenhui nodded, Xia Xiaobai got up, and was about to go to the window on the side to bask in the sun, but Xia Wenhui's wrist was grabbed.
"Sister!"
"Huh?"
Xia Wenhui's expression was a little unnatural, and Xia Xiaobai turned around.
"Say whatever you want!"
"Sister, do you hate me?" After waiting for a long time, Xia Wenhui finally mustered up the courage and asked.
"Hate?" Xia Xiaobai simply replied with a word, Xia Wenhui lowered her eyelids in some loss when she heard this, she didn't hear Xia Xiaobai's rhetorical tone.
Immediately after Xia Xiaobai's words, she raised her head happily.
"I don't hate you! It's just that the anger was real! Hehe~ You're my sister, why do I hate you? Silly girl, don't think about it, hurry up and rest! ”
Xia Wenhui smiled slightly, nodded, and closed her eyes.
Xia Xiaobai's mood doesn't know how to describe it, it's quite complicated anyway, and in this complexity, there is a touch of sweetness, like drinking sugar water, sweet to the heart, between her and Xia Wenhui, is this a gap that has finally been resolved for many years?
It's just that the price of resolution is too great
The door of the ward was knocked on, and Liang Yuchen's handsome and upright figure appeared at the door.
"Wen Hui is asleep?"
His voice has always been very soft, warm as jade, and the same feeling he himself gives people, just a son, an elegant gentleman.
"Huh? Is there something wrong with me? ”
"Come to my office, let's talk!"
Xia Xiaobai's heart sank suddenly, Liang Yuchen is her father's attending doctor, could it be that there is something wrong with her father?
Her father Xia Hong has been in a coma for several days, has not woken up, and there is no sign of improvement, if it is not for drug control, it is unknown whether it can be delayed for so long, but now this situation
It was really a house leak that happened to rain overnight, and bad things came one after another.
Even if she Xia Xiaobai has an invincible heart like Xiaoqiang, if she continues like this, she will be a little unbearable.
She clenched her fists and made herself strong and strong, now in this situation, except for her, there is no normal and healthy person in her family, if she is fragile again, who will carry the whole family?
"Well, good!"
Xia Xiaobai went to his office with Liang Youchen, Liang Yuchen made her a cup of tea, and Xia Xiaobai took it with both hands.
"Thank you! Is it my dad's business? ”
"Yes, Uncle Xia was originally relatively weak, and this time he has been in a deep coma, according to the current situation, the situation is not optimistic, so I called you over today to ask you to be mentally prepared!"
Although he knew that Lu Dao was such a result, Xia Xiaobai still couldn't help but feel sad.
At this moment, she seemed to have fallen into a dark and cold ice cellar, surrounded by cold, cold and biting, and now the only thing that could give her warmth was the cup of hot tea in her hand.
So she clutched the cup of hot tea tightly, greedily absorbing its heat to keep herself as calm as she should be.
But all of this was broken as soon as she opened her mouth.
"Okay~" because her voice was very hoarse, and the end was still trembling.
Liang Yuchen was originally a waveless face, and a touch of concern appeared.
"Xiaobai, are you okay?"
I don't know if it was tears that suddenly appeared in her eyes, which made her vision blurry at the moment, or because she kept her head down, so that the heat in the teacup blinded her eyes, anyway, she can't see too clearly now.
She opened her eyes wide, took a deep breath, and then looked up and smiled at Liang Yuchen.
"Don't worry, I'm fine!"
After that, it seemed to be for Liang Yuchen, but it was more like saying it to himself.
She said: "My family is now a normal person, if I am not good, what can I do? ”
Her words were like sharp blades, like spikes, piercing straight into Liang Yuchen's heart, and her eyes were already red early in the morning, but she had to pretend to be strong and keep smiling, which made Liang Yuchen's eyes hurt.
The hands hanging on both sides, open and clenched, clenched and opened, and after a few times, he slowly suppressed the emotions in his heart, without letting him lose his mind, regardless of the woman in front of him, wanting to give her a little comfort, a touch of warmth.
He knew everything that happened to Xia Xiaobai, and several times he almost rushed to her impulsively, but he couldn't, he was afraid that he would not be able to control it, and he would do something out of the ordinary, so he had to work hard to restrain his feelings for Xia Xiaobai and try to distance himself from her.
Not lovers, just friends
He wanted to say some comforting words and give Xia Xiaobai a little bit of information and comfort, but as an attending doctor, he clearly understood in his heart that those lies, if they were said, would only give people hopeless hope, and he couldn't do this.
The complexity in his eyes gradually disappeared, and he returned to his usual calm and calm gaze.
"If there's anything you need, just mention it to me, after all"
He tugged at the corners of his mouth, and realized that it was so difficult to laugh when he said this.
"We are friends!"
"Okay, I know what I said, and Xie Lu thanks you!"
Two people who have a very tacit understanding, friends who have been friends for many years, some words do not need to be said explicitly, and they can naturally understand them.
came out of the hospital, while there was still time, Xia Xiaobai stopped a taxi and went to the cemetery.
The handsome boy who used to smile brightly and always called her sister intimately has now become a handful of ashes and is buried alone in the ground.
People are really fragile and small
Xia Xiaobai didn't expect to meet Zhang Jiani in front of Wen Jun's grave.
Even if Xia Xiaobai is a person with a good temper, at this time, here, meeting Zhang Jiani still made her full of anger, which rose in an instant and quickly set the prairie on fire.
"Why are you here!"
Xia Xiaobai's fire-breathing eyes shot straight at Zhang Jiani, with anger and questioning in his tone.
But Zhang Jiani looks very calm, but compared with before, she is haggard and thin, and her whole person is not so youthful, but she seems to be at least ten years old all of a sudden, not only her face is ugly, her cheeks are sunken, and even her hair is dry and dull.
"I'll come over to see Wenjun!" As soon as he heard this, Xia Xiaobai was furious.
"What qualifications do you have, what face do you have to come and see him? Have you forgotten who killed Wen Jun? ”
"I admit that I was at fault at first, but I was careless about what happened that day, and I didn't know that Lu Dao Wenjun would listen to that recording by himself"
Zhang Jiani's originally calm face showed panic and chagrin. Even if Zhang Jiani knelt down to her now, Xia Xiaobai would not forgive her, because it was this woman who took advantage of her brother's innocent feelings to kill his brother.
"Enough! Warwick has already admitted all this, why do you want to act here and refuse to admit it? It was you who killed Wen Jun, and it was you who let Wen Jun's life end when he was eighteen years old! Whether you intentionally or unintentionally, if you hadn't deliberately seduced him, seduced him, and deceived him with your hypocrisy, he would still be alive and well today, he is still my lovely and kind brother! But now, look at it."
Xia Xiaobai suddenly grabbed Zhang Jiani's wrist and threw her in front of Xia Wenjun's tombstone, Zhang Jiani did not stand firm, and fell directly to the ground.
Xia Xiaobai angrily pointed to Xia Wenjun's tombstone: "Now that he is dead, he has become a handful of ashes, and he is buried here, and there is no more him in this world, dead, dead, do you understand!" ”
Xia Xiaobai almost roared hysterically, Zhang Jiani knelt on the ground, her expression was complicated and sad, and the breeze raised her messy hair, which looked even more poignant.
Zhang Jiani no longer struggled, nor did she defend herself, she suddenly leaned towards Wen Jun's tombstone as if she was deflated, her eyes were full of sadness, and she burst into tears in an instant.
She caressed the cold and hard tombstone with both hands, like caressing the most beloved lover in the world, and her whole body leaned against the tombstone.
She was crying, but she was smiling
"Yes, he is dead, and he will never smile at me again, never be gentle and considerate to me, and no longer pretend to be annoyed that I didn't eat, count me down, and run sweaty again to buy food for me. Never take me to the infirmary to buy cold medicine when I have a cold, won't accompany me to get a drip, won't call me to put me to sleep at night when I can't sleep, won't give me a warm hug when I'm sad and in pain"
Zhang Jiani's beautiful face was already covered with tears at the moment, but she didn't care at all and forgot to wipe it.
"You're right, I killed him, I wanted his life, I was a murderer! But do you know the truth, even if the police arrest me now, sentence me to death, and shoot me immediately, I'm not afraid, really, not at all, on the contrary, I'm quite happy."
She was like an evil person, caressing the tombstone with her palm, and kept smiling at Xia Xiaobai, laughing all the time
"Because, I can finally be with him again Recently I have been dreaming of him, but he doesn't want to see me, always with his back to me, I asked him if he was angry with me, and he didn't answer. I think even if he doesn't answer, I know that he must be angry with me."
She continued to laugh and touch the tombstone, but the tears flowed more and more.
"But, do you know the truth? These are not the saddest things, and the saddest thing for me is that it wasn't until after he died that I realized that I loved him, loved him very much."