Yes, my name is Mo Xiaobei. God knows how much I hate the word Mo, and even I rushed to the Civil Affairs Bureau several times with the household registration book to change my name, but when I thought of my poor mother's bitter plea before she died, I had to give up.

Why do you hate the surname Mo, it is all due to my father, Mo Hui. Even though I hadn't called him dad for years, I felt sick to my stomach whenever I thought of his face.

I have to say that he does have a good face, thick eyebrows and big eyes, and a peach blossom. Sorry, I'm stingy to give him more compliments.

It is estimated that I was able to hook up with my mother at the beginning, and it was completely due to his only appearance that was full of advantages, and in order to go with him, my mother even broke off the relationship with the family. I have to say, my mother is really stupid.

When I was eight years old, my father, who rarely appeared in front of me, came back from that corner and brought us a great gift for the first time.

That's right, a huge gift, and that gift almost broke my mother's mind - a baby.

In line with my mother's involuntary statement, my mother always treats that baby very well, and I am jealous of the good one.

I overheard that the baby was born by the old man messing around outside, and when she gave birth to the baby, the baby's mother died of a heart attack on the operating table, so her family contacted the old man, and this is my sister, Mo Xiaola.

Mo Xiaola suffers from severe congenital heart disease. Don't beat, don't scold, don't speak. When she made a fuss, she was about to cry and faint for you.

My mother is kind-hearted and supports Mo Xiaola as a baby, and I gradually accept this poor girl and sincerely treat her as a sister.

But the old man secretly ran away with all the family's savings, and then, he didn't see him for many years. When he came back again, he was already dressed in a suit and leather shoes, his hair was combed brightly, and he was dressed in a big style.

Standing in front of the adobe house in front of our door, it looked out of place.

As soon as he raised his hand, the black-clad man behind him, dressed like an underworld boss, threw a contract to my mother with a cold face. I glanced at it, and it was the divorce agreement.

My mother was red-eyed, gritted her teeth, and trembled as she signed her name on the divorce agreement.

I was amazed that she had written such a good hand.

After signing, my mother turned around and went into the back room. The old man smiled: "Very good. ”

Then he bent down and asked me pretendly: "Xiaobei, are you with your father or with your mother?" I snorted disdainfully. He touched my nose with ash, his face darkened three points at the moment, and then turned to ask Xiaola, "Would you rather follow Dad or Mommy?" ”

I packed the ticket, and he definitely forgot what Xiaola's name was.

Ten-year-old Ra's dark eyes sparkled, and she turned her head and asked me, "Sister, what is Dad?" ”

Oh, poor little bitter gourd, I don't even know what my father is.

The old man thought that Xiaola was embarrassing him, and he couldn't hold his face, and his shiny leather shoes drew an arc on the ground, and he turned around and got into the car. The exhaust exhaust discharged us.

Since then, my mother has never mentioned the old man again. It's just that in the dead of night, I wake up occasionally, and every time I can hear her suppressed whimper.

At that time, I found out that I hated Mo Hui and it had gone deep into my bone marrow.

Xiaola was thirteen years old, sick and almost died. Mom pulled out a small note from a dark red box and asked me to call the old man, but no matter how many calls I made, the other end was always busy.

Dead, my mother scraped together and explained the situation to the hospital, until kowtow knocked a bloody hole in her forehead, and a doctor moved her compassion and halved Xiaola's medicine money.

Xiaola's disease was slightly better later, but my mother didn't get a tetanus shot in time because of the blood hole, and after two years of delay, she finally went.

Before she died, she kept spitting out the word Ah Hui in her mouth. I know that it is the old man's.

I also knew that the old man actually lived in our city, and I had a lot of trouble to inquire about his residence, and I knelt at his door for a day and a night, in the sun during the day and in the rain at night. The moment I got home with my dizzy head in tow, she cried and said to me, "Mom is dead......

I swear, I have never hated a person so much in my life, that kind of hatred, is that you have a kind of hatred that smokes his skin and picks his tendons and drinks his blood, that kind of hatred, let me understand for the first time that there is really such a ruthless father in the world.

When my mother fell, the pillars of the family naturally fell on my head, but I didn't feel pity, only occasional regrets.

After dropping out of school, I started working day and night. Li Yi once said, I have never seen a girl like you who can toss.

I didn't expect to see him again eight years later, and when I appeared at the entrance of the hospital, I chuckled in my heart, thinking that he just suddenly woke up and came to see Xiaola. Hehe...... It's really self-inflicted.

He scolded me for a word, but none of them reached my ears, and now the old man, I have truly regarded him as a stranger. is not extravagant, not flattering, completely, just a stranger.

In fact, on the day my mom died, I made up my mind to treat him as a stranger.

That day I used scissors to pick the veins on my left wrist, and it is undeniable that I was crazy and confused that day, and the scene that day was so spectacular that it is not an exaggeration to say that the blood is gradually getting three feet. It was only when Xiaola pounced on me and hugged me that I cried, and I came to my senses and scolded myself for being stupid, what should I do.

Sometimes, you really have to put yourself in a very low position so that you can prevent yourself from being hurt in any way.

This is the truth that I have summed up from Xiaola in the ward. As it turned out, it worked, because for the next few years, I didn't want to fight for it. Sure enough, it was easier and happier than usual.

That calm mood until I closed my eyes and never opened them again......