Chapter 177: Exhausted

Xia Xiaobai was in a coma for a day and a night, although she tried hard to pour something into her stomach, but she was not an unintentional person, after such a thing happened, how could she be completely free and still be able to eat with her belly open.

Even if you eat it in your mouth, it's tasteless, but it's just trying to keep yourself from falling down.

As long as she is a little more sober, the scene of Xia Wenjun's flesh and blood will be played over and over again in her mind like a slideshow, torturing her alive, making her all her organs hurt, and her heart is like being stabbed fiercely, and the pain cannot be described in any words.

Wen Cuiying's words were like sharp swords, and the sword pierced her heart, but she couldn't complain at all, because even she felt that she was the initiator of all this.

It's just, what's the use of regretting it now? After all, Xia Wenjun could no longer appear in front of her alive, smiled brightly at her, and called her sister.

As soon as she walked out of the ward, the whole person fell weakly into Liang Yuchen's arms, and Liang Yuchen immediately hugged her.

"Xiaobai, you're okay!" Even in his voice, which has always been gentle and peaceful, there is a hint of eagerness and worry.

Xia Xiaobai smiled dismally: "To be honest, I'm not very good." ”

"It's better for you to rest and rest more, don't think too much, the deceased is gone, and you can't have anything to do anymore."

"I know it, don't worry, I'm fine, I can still hold on."

She has to hold on, and she still needs to take good care of Wenjun's funeral and their family!

After Xia Xiaobai came out of the hospital, he ran non-stop to busy with the funeral, and Mai Lele and Zhao Junning also rushed over.

Ye Fang and Zhou Li, colleagues in Xia Xiaobai's company, also came over to comfort Xia Xiaobai, their faces were full of concern and worry, and Xia Xiaobai smiled at their sincere care.

She thanked them, and having friends like this can be regarded as a blessing for her Xia Xiaobai.

Xia Xiaobai, with the help of Liang Yuchen and Qi Shaoyi, finally finished Wen Jun's posthumous affairs.

Xia Hong is still unconscious in the intensive care unit, and doctors say that he is not out of danger.

Xia Xiaobai was busy with Xia Wenjun's funeral, and he had to take care of Xia Hong, Wen Cuiying had become a little abnormal since she went crazy that day, and was proposed by the hospital to stay in the psychiatric department for temporary treatment.

Xia Xiaobai is busy alone, but she also has to behave less sadly, to deal with the condolences of relatives and friends, the grief of many days, plus the tiredness of running around day and night, even if she is an iron beater, she will not be able to hold on, not to mention that she is just a little woman with a mortal body.

The day after the funeral, Liang Yuchen, as Xia Hong's attending doctor, ordered Xia Xiaobai to rest at home all day today, and not to come to the hospital again.

Xia Xiaobai didn't go to Gu Jingxi's house, she hasn't lived in it since she came back from the United States, anyway, Gu Jingxi isn't there, it doesn't matter if she can't live or not, not to mention that so many things have happened recently, she doesn't have any time to rest at all, Xia Xiaobai rented this house, she is alone.

So when Xia Xiaobai was in a daze and had a dry mouth due to a high fever in the room, no one knew what to do.

She felt like she was in an oven, surrounded by the hot air that wrapped her tightly in it, her throat was sore, her body was hot and hot, and her head hurt as if it was about to explode.

I don't know how long Lu Dao has been asleep, and I don't know what time Lu Dao is now, her body has been feverish, as if she put her whole person in a steamer and steamed it.

Could it be that she Xia Xiaobai had to die so young? Death is not terrible, what is terrible is that life is better than death, if death insists on taking her life, she has nothing to say, but now, the only thing she can't rest assured about is her father, if she is dead, what should her father do?

She had already put life and death aside, but now she didn't want to die, she couldn't leave her father alone!

In a daze, Xia Xiaobai struggled to get up from the bed, and the mobile phone also vibrated at this time, in such a quiet room, the buzzing sound seemed so abrupt.

She reached out and fumbled on the bed for a long time, and then she found the phone, and picked it up without looking at it.

"Hey" when she made a sound, she realized how ugly her voice was now.

"Xiaobai, where are you? What's going on with your voice? ”

Qi Shaoyi's very worried voice came from the other end of the phone, revealing eagerness.

Xia Xiaobai opened his eyes and found that it was already night, the light in the room was dim, and the silver moonlight outside shone through the open window glass, giving the dim room a layer of silver light.

She reached out and pressed her temple, swallowed her saliva, and moistened her throat.

When she spoke again, her throat was still stinging as if she had been sawed, and her voice was hoarse like that of an eighty-year-old woman.

"I'm at home"

"What's wrong with you?"

"I may have a cold, a fever, and I'm not feeling well"

"Okay, then you wait, I'll come over right away!"

Listening to Qi Shaoyi's undisguised words of concern, Xia Xiaobai's heart seemed very complicated, and at this time, she even thought that every time she was in trouble, she needed someone next to her to take care of her and give her warmth and care, that person was not Gu Jingxi?

Damn, knowing that he won't be by her side, he does his best to take care of Bai Manni, desperate for her, and even the company's affairs can be put aside, knowing this, but there is still a faint hope in his heart, the person who called her at this moment is not Qi Shaoyi, but Gu Jingxi.

At this moment, the person who is so anxious, so anxious, and cares about her is Gu Jingxi.

But she knew that Gu Jingxi was now far away on the other side of the ocean and was taking care of Bai Manni.

He said that he is now out of habit with Bai Manni, a kind of family affection that transcends love and friendship, he doesn't love Bai Manni, the person he likes is her Xia Xiaobai.

When Gu Jingxi said this, it can be said that she was full of emotion, so affectionate, so she believed it.

But now that I think about it, if it was just out of a kind of family affection, then at the moment when Bai Manni fell, how could he show such a shocked, anxious, worried, sad, and angry look.

Even at that moment, in the heaven and earth, only Bai Manni existed, and everyone else became air.

That kind of eager, worried and even a little flustered expression is not something that can be pretended, Gu Jingxi's expression at that moment actually revealed his true thoughts at that time, he cared about Bai Manni, a woman, beyond everything, maybe even he didn't know whether his feelings for Bai Manni were out of family affection or love.

If Gu Jingxi really likes her as he said, then so many days have passed, and she has been back for so long, how can he not even call her, how can he completely ignore her, Gu Jingxi will be like this, it can only show one problem, that is, he has no even a little affection for her, and he can't even talk about liking it!

Enough Xia Xiaobai, it's really enough, don't think about it anymore, it's really cheap enough!

There are so many people in front of you who are good to you, you can't see it, you can't feel a piece of people's hearts, but only at this time, think about the man who shouldn't think about it, and always give you hurt and pain! You're not cheap, so what?

Qi Shaoyi didn't hang up the phone, he was still talking loudly on the other end, his voice was urgent, his breathing was short, he could hear that he should be running on the road, he shouted loudly in her ear.

"Xiaobai, wait a little longer, it'll be fine in a while, hold on, I'll come over immediately, let's go to the hospital"

Xia Xiaobai didn't hear the latter words so clearly, intermittently, and her voice became softer and softer, farther and farther away, more and more ethereal, and in a daze, she only heard a name urgently called on the other end of the phone.

"Xiaobai, Xiaobai"

Is that calling her, but she is so tired, she really wants to rest, she really wants to lie down and fall asleep like this, and then she doesn't wake up again, so she doesn't have to face the cruel fact that Wen Jun is busy, and she doesn't have to face Gu Jingxi again, which makes her suffer in this relationship that shouldn't have developed.

Also, if she doesn't wake up again, Qi Shaoyi and Liang Yuchen, they don't have to work hard for her things, Liang Yuchen has taken care of her and helped her over the years, she can't repay it, and Qi Shaoyi, this man himself is physically and mentally exhausted, and he has to take care of her, but he can't give him anything

It's okay, let's sleep, it's not bad to fall asleep, and everything stays in all the good times

The lack of water and food support in the body, coupled with the fatigue and physical and mental exhaustion of the past few days, Xia Xiaobai's body at the moment is already on the verge of collapse and has reached the limit.

The room was dark and oppressive, lifeless, with a breath of death, she lay straight on the bed, the voice in her ears gradually became smaller from the beginning, and then gradually became louder, so that the hysterical shouting made Xia Xiaobai finally struggle to open a gap from the drowsiness.

Raising her eyes weakly, she saw Qi Shaoyi's handsome face full of eagerness and worry, she wanted to smile at Qi Shaoyi, could it be that she was really going to die, so she hallucinated?

But she can't, she doesn't have any strength all over her body, and even pulling the corners of her mouth is a very difficult thing, the bones in all parts of her body seem to be falling apart, and she can't use her strength, and the only thing she feels now is pain, and her whole body hurts.

Along with this unspeakable pain, there is another feeling, that is, heat, as if in the heat, stuffiness, and suffocation of a steamer.

Being able to feel pain means that this is not an illusion, and the strength of Qi Shaoyi's hands on her wrists also proves this.