[Who is Murong Li, see another book "Princess Li", Xue Ji will have a plum blossom mole on her chest every life, and the root is Murong Li...... They had a marriage, and his greatest obsession was the plum blossom tattoo on her chest, and since then, the plum blossom mole has been seared into the soul and the world has bloomed on the chest. 】

For many years after Murong Li's death, I lived like a walking corpse.

At that time, I would think almost every day: Why am I a divine cultivator? If I were just an ordinary mortal, I could accompany Murong Li to live and die together, and I fulfilled the sentence: life and sleep together, death in the same cave. If so, how nice it would be.

However, I forgot that if it weren't for the witch crossing me to become a divine cultivator, and allowing me and Zhu Zixiao to renew their relationship in another world, I would have died in that storm and crashed into the bottom of the sea with that helicopter to make fish feed, to be precise, I made fish feed, and the helicopter made submarine garbage. Not to mention accompanying Murong Li to live and die together, he didn't even have a chance to meet him.

Now think about it carefully, in the life of Murong Li, I have died twice, the first time was to save Zhu Zixiao from being beaten by Ding Ruochen, at that time I was still deeply affectionate to Zhu Zixiao, and I was so persistent that I had to get him. The second time was when I suffered from this disease and died early, even though I was a skilled doctor and often boasted of being a miracle doctor, I couldn't get a few more years from the disease, just because I did too much evil in that life.

I occasionally think that a person like me, according to the world's moral judgment, should never be reborn, but because I am a divine cultivator, I can always be reincarnated through a new corpse after death.

The world seeks immortals and asks for immortality, but they don't know the pain of immortality, I hope I can really be the person who can never be born, and I can't sleep for a long time, and I will die for a long time.

Even though I think so, I won't "seek" death like a witch.

At the beginning, I didn't particularly hate immortality, I really wanted to live at that time, because there was a Murong Li in the world who accompanied me and loved me.

If I die, Murong Li will definitely miss me, and because I am a divine cultivator, I will always be reincarnated, and there will always be a day when I will meet Murong Li again.

But it is precisely because I am a divine cultivator that I have constantly comprehended the laws of heaven and earth on the road of cultivating gods in previous generations, so I know the most basic truth in this world more clearly than anyone else, that is, the one-dimensional nature of time.

The world's mistaken belief that time stands still only because there is no reference for fluid change, and no one is strong enough to turn time backwards.

When I was reincarnated as a teenage girl for the third time in front of Murong Li, he was already a gray-haired old man, looking at his clumsy figure and pale beard, I suddenly realized a fact: one day in the future, he will leave me, this time, that is, forever, and I will still continue to be reincarnated through a fresh corpse that fits my soul.

So when I returned to the wooden house in Jiashan and found Murong Li, I cried, crying sadly, crying violently, and that was also the last time I cried.

After crying, I began to try to accept this fact, but when Murong Li really closed his eyes in front of me, I still broke down.

At the beginning, it was infinite longing, then it turned into bone-eating pain, and in the end it turned into depravity, if I had to use words to describe me at that time, I think these four words should be the most suitable: absurdity and bloodthirsty.

The more I use alcohol to paralyze myself with **, drugs and killing, the more I miss it, the more painful it is, the clearer I know that Murong Li will never return to my side again, even if the stars change, even if the mulberry fields are vicissitudes, forever is forever.

For many years I lived in this depravity, until one day a great monk wearing a robe and holding a tin staff uttered Kafka's famous words: You can escape the pain of this world, it is your freedom, and it is in your nature. But perhaps, to be precise, the only thing you can escape is the escape itself.

The only thing that can be escaped is escape itself.

Murong Li is dead, this is a fact, I don't accept it, it's all a fact.

In that life, I became a monk and found a nunnery in the mountains, where I ate fasting and chanting Buddha all day long, planting vegetables and melons.

I was like that for many lifetimes afterward.

With the dust in my hand and my clothes on my body, the world respectfully calls me a teacher, envying me for not messing with Hongchen.

It is said that Hongchen is the most bitter, and I say that the most bitter is immortality.

After thousands of years, I finally accepted Murong Li's eternal death. I also gradually understood: the change of life and death is the way of heaven and earth,

Even though I see everything thoroughly, persistence is still the background color of my soul.

Especially after encountering the demon instant, I was completely obsessed again, in order to save the demon instant's life, I did everything I did to disobey the laws of heaven and earth, but I ended up with a punishment that could not coexist.

Fortunately, that has passed, and now I and the demon are both immortal and immortal true gods, relying on each other in this heaven and earth, and accompanying each other for endless years to come.

Although it is accompanied by eternal life, it is not always tired of being together.

A while ago, I was called by the fairy king flower to play chess in the fairy world in my previous life, and Hua was a chess addict in my previous life, and the two of them often took decades.

I wandered around alone, and came to Beihai by chance, but unexpectedly found an uninhabited island overgrown with sycamores on the Beihai.

I've always loved the sycamore, and the dreamy purple when it blooms. My affection for the sycamore dates back to my first life.

At that time, I was an orphan who didn't know who my parents were, and I grew up in an orphanage, and there was a sycamore tree planted in the courtyard of the orphanage, and next to the sycamore was a locust tree, and a rope was tied between the two trees to make a simple swing, which was the source of my childhood happiness.

Then one spring, the sycamore did not sprout, and until summer it was still bare without a leaf, and the dean's mother found someone to dig it out and see that the roots had long since rotted, and I was sad for a long time.

Later, I liked Zhu Zixiao, he is also a person who likes sycamores very much, and often sits alone under the sycamore tree on the edge of the school playground in a daze.

I still remember the first time I met Murong Li, he walked out from behind a plane tree full of flowers.

So when I saw Beihai, an uninhabited island overgrown with sycamores, I immediately decided to live here.

I cut down some plane trees to build a house, and I picked a phoenix plane tree to build a lyre for myself.

By the time I finally arranged all the furniture, it was already the season of the sycamores.

On top of the broken flowers all over the ground, I set up the piano and played a song "Si Jun Fu", which was a song composed for him by my lovesickness after Murong Li's death, but unfortunately, he would never hear it.

Murong Li is not the first person I love, but he is the first person I love deeply and have always loved.

However, I, who know the laws of heaven and earth, have not had the luxury of seeing Murong Li since his death, nor have I ever hoped to see him again.

In the countless years experienced, I occasionally saw people with Murong Li's soul fragments, but they were just a remnant soul, a soul fragment that had been contaminated with other breaths by the years.

Because I never thought that Murong Li would come back one day, so when Qianhuang came to me with Murong Li, I was stunned, as if I had been a wooden chicken.

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