Chapter 27 I'll Give You Freedom
changed back into his clothes, drank one-third of the soup in the silk pot, and put the rest of Xue Zuining back into the thermos flask, and then went through the discharge procedures.
didn't wait for the Su family to pick him up, nor did he say goodbye to Xu Ze, he only called Xi Juan, and Xue Zuining left the hospital with a thermos flask and returned to his residence.
When she came out of the shower, she heard the mobile phone ringing on the bed, she glanced at the call, didn't mean to answer, and found the hair dryer to blow her hair.
The 'whirring' sound from the hair dryer overshadowed the ringtone of the mobile phone, and Xue Zuining's face was so calm that there was no trace of waves, but his heart was turbulent.
How can she not be shocked, after all, it is a man she sees as more important than her own life.
But that love was too heavy, and she had lost too much. If it weren't for the fact that she still had a small life in her belly, she probably wouldn't have been able to hold on.
She remembered what she said to Xu Ze in the hospital at noon, and sighed softly unconsciously.
would promise him like that, it was not that she was impulsive, let alone that she was willful. It's just that she suddenly feels very tired and tired, as if there are countless boulders pressing on her chest, making her feel suffocated at any time. All the causes of this situation come from her relationship with that man, and she knows that if she doesn't let go, then the end will inevitably end in a tragedy of losing both.
So she would rather ruin this relationship now than regret her mistakes in the future, and it just so happened that Xu Ze's sacrifice to save her life gave her the courage to make such a decision ruthlessly.
She owes too much to others in her life, and now she owes Xu Ze a life, no matter whether she can get together with him in the future, according to him taking care of her so much, she will only owe him more.
never thought that she would agree to Xu Ze one day, because she has always divided her feelings very clearly, and she does not allow herself to regard marriage as a way to repay her kindness.
But there are no absolutes in life, what you think will happen will not necessarily happen, and what you think will never happen often turns out to be the opposite of your thoughts.
I don't know how long it took to blow, and when her fingers ran through her hair and felt half-dry, she turned off some of the blow dryer, and the noisy environment immediately calmed down.
Not seeing how many missed calls there were, she put on a coat and went downstairs.
Just as the door opened, the phone rang again, and at the same time, she heard a familiar whistle.
My heart was shocked, and by the time I realized what was going on, the doorbell was already ringing downstairs.
Somewhat reluctantly, she returned and picked up her phone on the bed.
Lu Huaining stood outside the door, carrying a bag of freshly baked whole-wheat toast in his left hand, while holding a mobile phone to his ear in his right hand.
I don't know how many calls I made to her along the way, but no one answered. So I ran to the hospital, only to be told that she had been discharged. Then he continued to call her on the way to the villa, and it was not until he saw her show up that he took the phone and put it back in his pocket.
Without half a word of complaint or blame, he handed the thing over, his dark eyes were deep, but gentle.
"I don't like to eat anything too sweet anymore." She refused without changing her face, because it was the truth. After becoming pregnant, she found that her eating habits seemed to change a lot.
Some of the foods she used to hate are now in love with her, and the delicious food that she used to be crazy about is now on her blacklist.
Lu Huaining frowned slightly, but didn't say anything, and threw the bag directly into the trash can after entering the door.
Xue Zuining was a little distressed when he saw it, because what he threw away was not a bag of toast, but a love that she rejected.
"I don't think we have anything left to talk about." Xue Zuining spoke when he sat down on the sofa in the living room, annoyed that he was not trustworthy, promised to break up but did not fulfill his promise.
"Come here." Lu Huaining motioned for her to sit beside him.
Xue Zuining didn't move, "What else are you still unclear about?" ”
"You want me to carry you personally?" There was a hint of menace in the faint tail note.
Xue Zuining smiled bitterly, "Lu Huaining, what are you going to do?" Don't you think it's tiring? She didn't want to repeat the words that hurt each other, and he just wouldn't give her a good time.
Lu Huaining turned a deaf ear to her words, Junrong reversed the gloom he had in the hospital before, and looked at her calmly and calmly.
"Come over here and let me give me a hug."
Because of these words, Xue Zuining almost went crazy.
What did he think they were doing? Romance and love you and me?
Did he even realize the seriousness of the matter! She's really going to leave him this time!
"Xue Zuining, I promise that I will not hide it from you again, no matter what you ask me now, I can tell you the truth." It was the only way he could keep her, after much thought.
"It's really touching, but if you want me to believe that you will keep your promise, then first fulfill the last promise you made to me." Xue Zuining easily returned to the first army, which made Lu Huaining a little stunned for a while.
"After all, after love, there are some things that you don't want to say too badly, and I really hope you can let go of each other."
"I can't." Lu Huaining still said the same thing.
Xue Zuining twisted his eyebrows, gritted his teeth, and blurted out hurtful words: "You said you can't do it, so what can you do?" Do you know how many people you have against you? This time, a Fang Qing came out and harmed his daughter, so who will take revenge on you next time? And the way to get revenge on you is to kidnap me and kill me? ”
"I'm not going to let that happen again!" Lu Huaining got up and approached her, "I'll take you to another place to live, there are my people watching you around that house 24 hours a day, and you will be accompanied by someone to serve you when you travel, it's very safe." ”
"As long as I leave you, I can be safe, and I don't need to change accommodation." Xue Zuining stepped back when he approached, but he still couldn't dodge his outstretched hand, which he grabbed steadily.
He looked into her eyes, his gaze sharp as if to see through her.
"Xue Zuining, don't say such angry words, hurt me like this, you may not feel good in your heart."
"You're wrong, this is what I really want to say in my heart, I can only get real safety without you." She blurted out ruthlessly, forcing herself to meet his dark eyes that instantly cooled.
It seemed that centuries had passed, and the silence between the two was broken by the sudden call from the mobile phone in Xue Zuining's hand.
Breaking away from him, Xue Zuining's eyes moved to the screen, and the caller ID was grandfather.
Sure enough, it's Zhilu Dao.
She raised her eyes and looked at Lu Huaining, "You don't have to worry about your daughter's affairs, I'll deal with them." ”
"Since you are so determined to leave me, do you care about what I do?" She was afraid that the Su family would not spare him. Angry at him, he didn't know what to do, Xue Zuining didn't open his eyes.
"Whatever you want!" She turned around and planned to go to the balcony to answer the phone, but Lu Huaining suddenly grabbed her.
"Xue Zuining, no matter how much you hate me, I think that everything I do is from your position and consider you for you. I wanted you to believe me, but you never believed me. ”
"Speaking of which, you are the most hateful!" Xue Zuining shot back coldly, "You said that everything you do is from my position and consider me, but you never thought about whether this is what I want." You told me not to hide my heart in my heart and bear everything alone, what about you? How has your heart ever opened to me? I share the same bed with you, but sadly I can't figure out what's going on in your heart. You hide your love and care for me, never say anything you have done for me, whether you are misunderstood by me or frustrated, you will always hide your wounds alone, and never show your vulnerable side in front of me. You're so great, so strong, you're like a god, and you make me feel like you don't need me at all! So whether I leave or not, it doesn't matter to you at all! ”
The series of questions and accusations were powerful, if she hadn't heard her say it with her own ears, Lu Huaining wouldn't have known that the way she handled things would make her feel that she didn't need her.
Wholeheartedly consider the person you love, don't want the other party to be sad and uncomfortable, don't want the other party to be troubled, so you have to bear it alone.
This is the way he has always handled things, and it is also the way he loves her, and it is only now that he is sure that this is not what she wants.
"What I want is a man who can share my heart with me, support and encourage each other, be able to accompany me when I am in pain, laugh with me when I am happy, and get through difficulties with me when I am in trouble, and he will tell me when he is in pain, and he will want me to advance and retreat side by side with him when there is difficulty, no matter what happens, and always face it hand in hand, not a god."
She closed her eyes, trying to calm the emotions churning in her chest.
Lu Huaining unconsciously tightened the five fingers that grabbed her arm, and stared at her tightly with dark eyes containing deep coldness, obviously having a thousand words to say, but he didn't know how to open his mouth and where to start.
The mobile phone kept ringing, and the twilight outside was getting thicker, and a beam of orange sunlight fell exactly where the two stood facing each other. Xue Zuining's already dry hair on the cage reflected a strange brilliance, making her delicate facial features even more charming.
"Okay." In just one word, it seemed that all her strength had been spent, and Lu Huaining couldn't hold her hand.
"No matter how much you hate the way I love you, this time I still insist on not letting you interfere, all the fault is because of me, so everything should be borne by me alone." He breathed a long sigh of relief, and looked at her with a gaze that suddenly became gentle, "If you want to be free, I'll give it to you." ”
If he could, Xue Zuining hoped that time would freeze at the moment when Lu Huaining turned around, so that all grievances, grievances, loves, hatreds, and hatreds would come to naught. There was no harm, no pain, no struggle, and he stayed in her eyes forever.
The dim light couldn't hide the loneliness of his back, she didn't doubt that he loved her, and she also knew that he was in pain, but the two of them came to this point, and it hurt her even more.
- Xue Zuining, don't say such angry words, hurt me like this, you may not feel good in your heart.
He saw her feelings for him so clearly, why didn't he understand that the appearance of two people was not enough to have love and affection.
No matter how much she pays, what is the use of not knowing it.
The phone ringing finally stopped at some point, and he was no longer visible in her field of vision.
- You want to be free, I will give it to you.
When you close your eyes, the world is dark.