Chapter 129 Born in Sorrow, Died in Peace
When I go to Faye Temple and ask, Jing calls for retreat, and people want to break all the obstacles in their hearts and eliminate all the demons in their hearts. When Fu Su heard this, he shuddered, and he didn't let go of a fart, and quickly hugged Zhenru and went back to Tianyuan.
On the way back to Tianyuan, Fusu thought that he was really a scumbag! There is nothing that can not be fed when giving birth to children, although she is not very keen on creatures like children, but she still likes her son very much. It's just that the child has restrained her temperament that has been indulged for more than a thousand years, she can't sit still, she can't be restrained, and as soon as she is detained, she wants to change the law and run out all day long.
It's really like a good belt, no trouble or toss, Fusu feels that he is relieved, and his heart is wild. However, Fusu still firmly believes that she is responsible for Zhenru, she can hand over Zhenru to Jingzhao, but she will not fake others, and even Cangjie can't look at her unbearable temperament, and said that she can leave it to him to take care of, anyway, he is now a child king. But Fusu believes that children should grow up next to their parents, there must be no parents, no mothers must be there, children without mothers are like grass, and children without parents must not be as good as roots.
Then Fusu took turns singing "No flowers, no tree height" and "Little cabbage, yellow in the ground" for a few days. She tossed things like this, choking Cangjie half to death, Cangjie didn't intend to pay attention to her, and it could be seen that this girl was too energetic, and if she was idle and didn't do anything for others, she would change her methods to toss others.
Fortunately, the last thing that monks lack is the courage to face the long years, and loneliness and boredom are the first things they have to learn to face. Fusu soon found something to toss, as if he was growing up day by day, and the longer he looked, the more he opened. But it doesn't look like a scene at all. Nor like myself. After studying for a long time, Fusu asked the streamer: "He can't have picked it up, right?" ”
The flowing blood trough was completely emptied, and he said weakly: "I look like Chenjun, it seems to be the same eyebrows." ”
Listening to what the streamer said, Fusu put his mind at ease, and then began to wonder what kind of appearance Tianchen would be. Then he began to flip through the books, looking through all the existing classics of Zen Buddhism, trying to find out the name Tianchen. The so-called where to walk. There must be traces, and it really let Fusu find it. However, because Buddhism, especially Zen Buddhism, has always loved to play with the heart, not on paper, there are not many records.
The most lull back and forth Fusu turned around, but it was actually translated from the Taoist classic "Taoism", "Taoism" not only tells Li Daozong's life, but also records Li Daozong's various views on the Tao. It is a semi-biography and a religious treatise. Fu Su found such a sentence from "Taoism" - where Chen Jun sits, Yu is a mortal.
Take a look at it. Fu Su really can't see that his son has this ability, and no matter where he goes, he will line other people like ordinary people: "Do you mean to be born well?" ”
"It shouldn't be, it should be like Shen Yuan compared to Cang Jie, I will also think that Cang Ji is 10,000 times better than Shen Yuan." The streamer silently praised Cangjie behind him, Shen Yuan is certainly good-looking, but sitting with Cangjie is really incomparable.
"Well, there are some people in this world who are so annoying, and once they appear, they can contrast others with vulgarity and ugliness." Fusu hates this kind of person the most, gritted his teeth and looked at Zhenru, son, if we look better, what kind of bearing do we use if we look good, just by looking good, we can throw people out of 108,000 miles.
Streamer decided to give Fusu a peace of mind: "Actually, you're not bad anymore." ”
Because of the streamer's soft voice, and the fact that Fusu was concerned about Zhenru's appearance, he almost ignored the past: "Wait, what did you say?" ”
This heresy is owed! The streamer wanted to complain directly, but it was better not to hit Fusu's poor self-confidence, it was not strong-willed, and it talked nonsense, and it couldn't bear it if Chenjun troubled it in the future: "When you were in the red fruit forest that day, those little broken children had only one thought in their hearts, how could there be such a peerless female cultivator in the world." ”
After speaking, the streamer went to look at the floating su, and the floating su did not smile as it thought, but looked like a fly, and said inappropriately: "What have those little broken children seen, if they have seen the sea of Shuangshu, they will not be so amazing if they look at me again." Forget it, I don't fight for that, my appearance and temperament are not good, and I can also cultivate to be strong enough, let me choose one of these two, and a fool also knows that he should choose to be strong. There is a saying that when the heavens open a window and door, the window must be closed, and of course it is better to have a dignified door than a window. ”
Streamer:......
It knew that sooner or later, Fusu would have the confidence to cross the sea of stars, such a wonderful sword intent in the body, and no matter how confident it was, it would be a white and soft hot bun, just enough for people to take a bite before the main meal came.
Actually, for Fusu, it's okay to be bald, and other people, if you have Cangjie, you can do it, and if you can't go against the world, you will agree to her, and if the right path in the sea realm is going to embarrass her now, you have to think about it. I didn't dare to shout now when I saw the righteous path, and I didn't shout and shout to kill and attack the door, but the young disciples below did some small actions that couldn't be put on the table.
However, Fu Su couldn't bear this: "By the way, if there is Tianyan Peak, no, there are disciples of the Chengyun Sect who have been bullied in Tianyuan, you tell me, Hengzhi I am a witch now, there are no taboos, beat them, and teach them a lesson for their elders." At a young age, seeing the high and the low, such a crooked wind must not rise. ”
The streamer looked at Fusu and silently said: You must always be like saying "At a young age, see the high and the low, such a crooked wind must not rise", that means that you are truly invincible in the sea of stars. But now, now, it's not a problem to run rampant in the Canghai Realm, the old ghost in the tribulation period doesn't go out easily, Fusu relies on the sword intention in the Canghai Realm, and he can take care of the rampant without relying on his father or mother.
What is strong, strong is that one day, I can do whatever I want, and I don't have to worry about anyone. I do good or evil, without any purpose, just because of three words - Lord is happy!
So, Fu Su found something to toss, and Cangjie finally didn't have to watch her stay in front of him every day, and who didn't bother with a long sigh. As for Fusu's lessons from time to time to teach the righteous juniors who have come to practice, what is it, his daughter doesn't say that she teaches a righteous junior, even if she hits the heads of the four major sects, he also stands behind him to support.
Cangjie has always had a kind of "fatherly" sense of mission that my daughter is unparalleled in the world, and everything my daughter wants to defeat deserves to be killed, and my daughter should not come to this world once in the world.
Thereupon. Fusu recently went out to beat people. Cangjie also matched the five thugs of Leyou and Huaiguang. It is also good to take them out of the city to practice their hands. Fu Su silently accepted Cangjie's support, and then played even more arrogantly, so far, Fu Su finally has a sense of "there is someone above the old lady".
However, Fu Su knew that her state was not right. It's not that she's obsessed with the transcendent status that comes with Cangjie, it's that she's lost in aimlessness. Once upon a time, just surviving would have drained her endless energy. Then there was a bald head behind her to force her, and now ...... It seems that there is really no goal anymore.
The sword intent and cultivation have all reached a certain level, and she herself knows that she can walk sideways in the Canghai Realm, although she can't help but borrow the momentum of Cangjie. Born in sorrow and died in peace, this sentence is a true portrayal of Fusu.
"What's the matter, there's no one to teach you lately?" Cangjie is a little strange, Fu Su has not been out of the city for a few days to beat people, a few days ago I heard that a disciple of Chengyun Sect was attacked, and the news was reported. Fusu didn't even go out, and only gave a sentence "They don't fight." Can I still fight for them?" and went back to the house to coax Zhenru.
It's like a dead father, every time Cangjie thinks like this, he doesn't have the consciousness of being a father at all.
"No, Dad, it's not right for me to go on like this. Just like the worldly gentlemen, born rich and rich, lacking nothing, they indulge themselves to depravity and waste their good time wantonly. Daddy, I have a long time to squander, but how can I keep squandering. I'm lost now, and I don't even know why I want to continue cultivating, because the goals I want to achieve seem to have been achieved. Fusu slumped his head.
Thinking about it, he opened his arms to the girl sitting next to him, he always felt that the girl was separated by a layer, and it was not easy to be so close. Now that the girl is willing to be close to herself, Cangjie is naturally too happy, patting the girl in her arms, and then rubbing a chicken nest: "How about finding a target for your father." ”
Stunned, Fu Su thought about it and nodded: "Tell me about it." ”
"Want to go home?"
This time, Fu Su didn't react for a long time, until the last one finally understood Cangjie's words: "I haven't thought about this for a long time." ”
"Now ask yourself, do you still want to go back? Even if things are wrong, even if the vicissitudes of life have changed, even if the world has changed, do you still want to go back? "Although Cangjie didn't understand where the Fusu came from, he knew that it was not any of the three thousand Great Worlds and the One Hundred Thousand Small Worlds Worlds, because the suppressive power of the Heavenly Dao here on the Fusu was quite small!
As if she had suddenly woken up, she remembered the floral curtains at home, and the hydroponic hyacinths and tulips she had planted on the windowsills, and she wondered if the road had already bloomed; I also remembered the female cat downstairs who had just given birth to four small milk cats in the neighbor's house, and she also said that she would hold one to raise; Then I remembered the takeaway stall in the community, and she liked to eat siu mai, plum vegetable buns and pumpkin porridge the most...... She thought about it a lot, and the last thing she thought of was her parents, and even her face was not very clear, but she remembered that her mother always had a faint fragrance of ink, and her father often rubbed her head, and she was called "Little Bad" in her twenties.
She remembers the supermarket where she can buy anything with a cart, the noise on the street, Tao Niang, Du Niang, and the scarf, **.
I thought I had forgotten it for a long time and might never be remembered again, but now that I think about it, it feels like it was yesterday. It turned out that she hadn't forgotten, but she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to go back, so she didn't dare to think about it again.
Suddenly, Fu Su took the initiative to throw herself into Cangjie's arms, grabbed Cangjie's robe and cried: "I want to go home, I like my father to call me small, and I like my mother to pull my ears every morning to let me get up for breakfast......"
In addition to not liking exams, she likes everything about Hyundai, even car exhaust and smog, now that she thinks about it, it is the reason why she likes Hyundai.
Hate wants to live, love wants to die, this is true for people, things, and even an era.
(Cangjie just painted a big pie, in fact, he can't go back, and when he goes back, he will be like Cangjie said.) This is actually a knot in Fusu's heart, although she said that she forgot, but some things are like a human stomach, and a billion light years away from home will stubbornly stay at home. (To be continued......)