Tang Mengyao said: "Just like that, I always haven't slept well recently. ”

Shen Ruchu took her hand, and his middle and index fingers looked at her pulse, and said with a smile: "Well, the body is a little weak, but the fetus is very stable." ”

Tang Mengyao was stunned for a moment, only to understand that Shen Ruchu was pulling her for something, it turned out that she was taking a pulse for her, and said with a smile: "I bothered you." It's because my heart is too narrow, and I can't sleep with a little bit on my mind. First of all, I was pregnant with a child, which made me so excited that I couldn't sleep, I was afraid to close my eyes, and I always felt that when I closed my eyes, it became a fantasy; Behind the teahouse, I ......"

Shen Ruchu smiled gently and said, "Sister, should I still be my sister?" When I was my sister, it was over. You're uncomfortable, and I'll admit I'm having a hard time too. Isn't it because we care about each other that we are so uncomfortable? If you care about each other, why do you want to make such a fuss? Well, it's all over. ”

Tang Mengyao said: "If you think so, I will feel at ease." These few days really seem like a few years, I feel like a failure as a person, I think I am going to lose you, and it also makes Yun Feng very sad, he has not come back for many days. ”

Shen Ruchu was taken aback and said, "Then where did he go?" ”

Tang Mengyao sighed, sneered, and said, "Xuanyuan Ji'an is pestering him, where else can he go?" Or so much so that he can go anywhere. Her tone was a little indifferent.

Shen Ruchu was a little puzzled and said, "You just let things develop like this?" ”

Tang Mengyao continued to sneer and said, "What else?" Anyway, I have a child now, and in the future the child will be my everything, and he can do what he wants. ”

"You can't think like that! You must not have this kind of negative thoughts, I have never seen you push men out like this! Even if you are a little disappointed in him, even if you have the sustenance of a child, you can't be so pessimistic, you are not in the hands of Xuanyuan Ji'an by doing this? Shen Ruchu said.

Tang Mengyao said: "I don't want to do this now. In the past, he always stepped back, and I pulled desperately, carefully maintaining. After walking on thin ice for so long, I still can't end well, so I tried my best. If he wants to toss, let him go. She said this with great hatred and anger.

Shen Ruchu said: "Don't worry, he won't like someone like Xuanyuan Ji'an." You must not be angry recently, pay attention to the fetus, everything is the child's greatest. ”

Tang Mengyao's attitude surprised her, she had heard that many women had miscarriages and various sequelae because of their husbands cheating on them during pregnancy or confinement, but Tang Mengyao was unusually cold; If she really lets go, it doesn't matter if she doesn't care. Shen Ruchu was most worried that she was too disappointed, so she simply broke the jar and broke it.

Tang Mengyao smiled: "I only care about children now, and everything else doesn't matter." Has the baby in your belly been honest lately? ”

Shen Ruchu smiled: "I'm not honest, I'm getting more and more naughty, and now I'll kick me at night." Hmph, when he comes out, I'll have to spank his ass! Let's go, let's go see how they drink. Are you going back? ”

Tang Mengyao said: "If I don't go back, why should I go back?" ”

Shen Ruchu smiled. Only then did I understand that Tang Mengyao had said so much earlier that she was simply angry - if she was really disheartened, she would definitely take this opportunity to return to the capital, and it would be a hundred times if she was separated! She was reluctant to go, which showed that she was reluctant to Gong Yunfeng at all.

"Your body is not fit to go far. In case you stumble on the road, now is the most important time to recuperate. Even if you want to go back, I will persuade you. Shen Ruchu said with a smile.

Tang Mengyao breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that she had already concealed her emotions well.

Shen Ruchu wanted to persuade again. But now at this stall, it is too embarrassing to mention Gong Yunfeng, and she is deliberately avoiding it now. Especially Tang Tianrui came to beg him not to have any more dealings with Gong Yunfeng, and he was even more reluctant to mention this name easily.

"You two are here, tell me to find it!" Tang Tianrui's eyes were red, and his drunkenness was more obvious than before.

Tang Mengyao said angrily: "Tell you to drink less, look at you now!" ”

Xi Mama chased after her, slapped her thigh, and shouted: "The old slave has already said that the third master can't drink well, look at it now, it's not that I said it!" ”

Tang Tianrui was originally dissatisfied with her, and relied on the smell of alcohol, so his tone was not good, and he said angrily: "I want you to take care of it!" Don't take care of the master's business, do your part! ”

Xi Mama is a little aggrieved, according to the past style, this time she must toss and pose or something, but Tang Tianrui is willing to return to the capital obediently, which is already a compromise for her, and now she is in a drunken state, if she really cares about it, she will definitely not take half of the advantage, and immediately glanced at Tang Mengyao aggrievedly, Tang Mengyao is a master of peace, and said: "Mama, you are tired, go while resting, and we will go back later." ”

Shen Ruchu said to Tang Tianrui: "How is it, are you really drunk?" ”

Tang Tianrui sneered at her and smiled: "Joke! Master, I'm such a drunken person? Tomorrow we will wake up early and set off as we go! ”

Shen Ruchu saw that his pace was a little unsteady, and he knew that he had drunk a lot, and said with a smile: "Okay, good, you're not drunk!" It's good not to be drunk. ”

Liu Lijun came over and said, "I'll escort you two back home." ”

Shen Ruchu said with a smile: "It's not too early, you should go back early, my sister-in-law is probably worried." Here, I'll just ask Lao Song to send it over. ”

Tang Mengyao said with a smile: "I asked someone to drive the carriage here, let's just squeeze it, don't bother you anymore." ”

Shen Ruchu glanced at Mama Xi and said with a smile: "It's not troublesome." "A carriage squeezed three people, and let Tang Tianrui and Mama Xi sit together, I don't know what to do.

Tang Mengyao said with a smile: "It's really not early, we should go back, there are still a lot of things to pack." Chu'er, let's go back first, I've been bothering you here for a long time. ”

Tang Tianrui said with a smile: "Shen Xiaosan, if you have the opportunity in the future, you must go to the capital, I will take you around, the capital is more fun, at least it will be much more prosperous!" That is the foot of the Son of Heaven, the spirit of the king, you walk in the streets of the capital, you will feel an unprecedented clarity, but there is also a more domineering, and yes, the wind of gentleness prevails, and the men in the capital are a little girly. He said with his tongue wide for a long time, and in a hurry, he also held Shen Ruchu's hand.

Shen Ruchu knew that he was drunk, otherwise where would there be so much nonsense, and gently brushed his hand away; Tang Mengyao looked embarrassed, afraid that Tang Tianrui would surprise Shen Ruchu, so she hurriedly pulled her aside.

"When you leave tomorrow, I'll see you off outside the city." Shen Ruchu said with a smile.

Tang Mengyao said: "No need, we will go out of the city early tomorrow morning, and it will be arranged." It's inconvenient for you to have a big belly, and we all know this affection in our hearts. Okay, I'll come to see you in two days, so I'll be here today. ”

Shen Ruchu nodded, sent Tang Mengyao and the others out of the door, sent them and sent them, and stood on the side of the road and waved her hand for a long time, until the carriage disappeared in the night, and she withdrew her gaze.

"Madam, let's go back, it's heavy dew outside." Songyue said, at this time, the night in Anyang was already a little cold, and some dew would fall.

Shen Ruchu nodded and said, "I don't know when we will see each other again." ”

Song Yue smiled: "Madam, didn't Third Master Tang say it?" Let you go to the capital to play. When our lord comes back from the victory, maybe he will go to the capital to receive the reward, and then the little boy will also be born, and you will go to the capital with the master. ”

Shen Ruchu smiled and didn't speak. Because she understands that some people turn around for a lifetime.

I don't know if it's because my heart is too heavy, or if I eat too much at night, Shen Ruchu is lying on the bed and can't fall asleep, she not only thinks of Tang Tianrui's departure, but also thinks of Gong Yunfeng - Gong Yunfeng is becoming more and more mysterious, although she doesn't know who he is and what he wants to do, but she can now be sure that he is definitely not an ordinary person - in fact, from the first time she saw him, Shen Ruchu knew that he was not an ordinary person, but for such a long time, she deliberately let him walk down from the altar.

and Wen Xu - she doesn't know how to describe that emotion now, missing, worried, blessed, expectant, and slightly complaining, from pregnancy to now, he has hardly been by his side, countless lonely and difficult days, she has carried it alone, she has been wronged, there have been dangers, she has almost died a few times, but she has endured all this silently.

Wen Xu is to protect the family and defend the country, which is indeed a glorious task, but what is the meaning of this for her as a woman? All she longed for was a stable life, but what stability was there now? She does not want any glory and wealth, she believes that with her ability, she is enough to live a happy and healthy life; She has always believed that what is needed is the best! But when she needed Wen Xu countless times, where was Wen Xu?

Every time he thought of this, Shen Ruchu felt heartache.

Don't mention anything to her about righteousness, she never intended to be a woman who understands righteousness; Don't tell her those loyal vows, no matter how beautiful the vows are, they are comparable to the warmth of getting along day and night?

Wen Xu ...... Wen Xu ......" Shen Ruchu thought silently, she got up gently, put on her clothes and walked into the courtyard. The night sky was clear, the night was dotted with stars, like a deep blue velvet adorned with sparkling diamonds, and the bright moonlight looked extremely cold.

She stroked her belly and muttered to herself, "Baby, do you know how much you miss your father now?" Every time she is frightened, every time she is lonely and helpless, she hopes that he can be by her side, but ......" she couldn't go on, and a line of tears fell gently, and the thoughts were like poison devouring her heart and emotions.

If she didn't have the child in her womb, she didn't know how long she could hold on and how long she could keep this belief. At this moment, she finally understood what "lovesickness without a ruler" was...... (To be continued......)

PS: Bow and thank Dugu for the pink that he conveyed; Bow and thank the little artillery 085 for the sachet; Bow and thank the two peace charms sent by the millennium; Bow and thank the grandmother who bought vegetables in front of the door and Wu Qianyu for the peace charm. Doudou has been really tired lately and is not in a good mood, so ...... The update may not be normal, but it will be added later.