Step 33 Human Struggle (Ask for Recommendation)

Li Haofeng was very entangled, as for the reason, it still came from these two guys who were saved by himself.

He is not a saint, and he has no intention of becoming a saint, so those good deeds of cutting meat and feeding eagles should be left to others to do.

But he didn't intend to be an executioner, he didn't hesitate to kill people, and he was as decisive as slaughtering pigs and sheep.

Because that's too cruel, it's true that the world world is very cruel, but at least he is willing to choose to be more relaxed for himself.

Of course, he has nothing to say about those who can harm him, but for these people who are not a threat to him at all, he thinks about it and listens to his conscience.

Have to spare people and spare people, since killing or not killing is only in your own thoughts, then spare them, at least for the sake of them being raised by people.

It's not the kindness of a woman, but doing things with your heart, this is the conclusion that Li Haofeng came to after thinking about it, since life and death are in me, why do you have to kill them?

Li Haofeng really said these words to the voice in his heart that kept telling himself to 'kill them' and 'kill them'.

He knew where the voice was coming from, fear! Blind fear of an unknown future and memories of a bad past!

Fear tends to be blind, and when you do feel fear, how much of it is a crisis signal that your brain reflects? And how many of them will be the memories of fear that are already ingrained in your memory?

It's not scary to be afraid, it's always to be afraid!

Li Haofeng doesn't want to let this garbage emotion control him all the time, what will fear bring? Fear can dictate a person's actions, as if they were saying 'kill them' in their hearts, and perhaps many people here think that it is the right thing to do.

In fact, people who think so have been unconsciously changed by certain fears

Because in Li Haofeng's view, intellectually saving their lives has a deeper meaning.

First of all, intelligence, as long as these two people are not dead, it means that they still have information in their mouths, not to mention whether they can get it out, but if they die hastily, then it will definitely not be able to be used.

Maybe some people will think that Li Haofeng is undoubtedly letting go of danger by doing this,

But in fact, do these people really still have the slightest degree of danger?

The answer is yes, their danger hasn't diminished since they first appeared.

But at the same time, their danger has never increased

This means that at the moment when they choose to die and judge themselves, they are faced with a mental choice that ordinary people will not be aware of.

They will choose to die because they have no hope, whether they will be rescued or escaped.

This is reality, not fiction, no organization would be willing to bother to save two failed pawns, they know this in their hearts, otherwise they would not choose to die altogether.

For the inhuman torture they will suffer to survive, they are already feeling the torment at this moment.

They want to die because they see no hope, only despair for the future.

Li Haofeng didn't have the ability to read minds, and it was impossible for him to know what these people were thinking, but he at least knew that the reason why these people chose to die so happily was because they didn't have expectations for them to live.

After all, ants are still stealing life, let alone people?

Then it's easy to say that he can give them freedom and hope, which is just a gesture for Li Haofeng, as for whether these two people will tell any secrets? Li Haofeng didn't think they would know anything more useful.

Because it is never themselves who teach them to commit suicide, it means that this organization has strict discipline.

But what he wanted to get was so superficial as a little bit of information?

Reason, judgment. These are the two things that Li Haofeng has been insisting on, and this is also the capital for him to endure the humiliation and bullying that many people can't bear when he was in middle school, but he smiled slightly.

Because he knows that revenge is not a day, but the impulse is only for a moment.

He was afraid, at least he knew it clearly, and he was probably more timid than normal people.

But he chose to protect himself when he was incapable, because he needed to think about his family and his mother. Although he had a lot of strength when he was a child, he knew that if he won the fight, his mother would have to bear the other party's medical bills, and at the same time bear the anger of the other party's parents. If he loses, his mother will also have to bear the medical bills and the anger of the other family.

Because they have no power or power, orphans and widows are the price they have to pay.

So he can bear it, he stopped fighting after he went to middle school, this is very abnormal, adolescence came, but instead of going to the fire square steel, he shrunk up?

Yes, he shrunk up, he had to shrink up, it was no better than the slapstick in his childhood, and since junior high school, he has really fought and killed, and he didn't dare to gamble with the safety of his family.

God knows if the road will meet a ruthless person? He didn't believe that there were only good people in this world, even though he had lived so much thanks to the help of good people.

Looking at these, I thought maybe it wasn't a big deal. Indeed, in Li Haofeng's eyes now, it is not a big deal, but these destroyed him almost instantly at the beginning.

Human nature is aggressive, and the reason why man is called the master of all things is not because man fights heaven and earth and defeats all the tests of nature?

However, human nature is not all above board, and human nature is sometimes really weak. Persimmon looking for soft pinch, that's what I'm talking about, three years of junior high school plus now a senior year of high school, four years of honest duty to him is only one thing, by everyone as a soft persimmon

But he endured all this, and he gritted his teeth and endured it if he couldn't bear it, if it weren't for the current adventure, maybe it would take a long time for him to work hard again, but he believed that as long as his mother was alive for a day, he would have a reason to continue to endure.

Because he's afraid! He is very afraid of the ugly side of human nature, which for him is far from being able to hide the beautiful side of human nature.

However, after all this, it also made him more familiar with the various weaknesses, various defects, and various incredible tenacities of human nature.

Now that he has used it, he has discovered the flaws in the inner world of these two people, and he is determined to use this to make a small test that he has never tried, so it seems that Li Haofeng feels that leaving the lives of the two of them is undoubtedly a wise decision.

Fear comes from memory, and courage comes from this, but the truth of fear is false, because once you have the courage to get rid of fear, you will find that the real you have grown to the point of overcoming him long ago.

Li Haofeng left the cabin, leaving the two of them looking at Li Haofeng's back with a surprised expression, their hearts were full of uneasiness and confusion, even if they were professionally trained agents, they were also human!

As long as he is a human being, there must be something vulnerable, Li Haofeng knows this very well, because he himself is like this, no matter how strong he is, his mother will always be his weakness.

Maybe these two people are not like him, but there must be something fragile in their hearts, after all these years of suffering, Li Haofeng unconsciously understands a skill, he knows how to scrutinize, to think, to judge, through a little bit of the other party's unintentional emotion, to analyze the weak side of their hearts that they are weak and cannot resist.

It's not a talent, it's not an ability, it's a compensation after Li Haofeng defeats the weak ego that can't be defeated, in other words, if anyone can do it, then everyone can get a similar ability.

But in fact, oneself, especially the weak oneself, is the most difficult thing in the world to defeat. Ten thousand enemies, but no one can defeat himself, Li Haofeng can't compete with the worry about his mother in his heart, but now he can force himself to become strong and have the ability to protect everything.

The dead agent was no match for the darkness of the future, but he forgot that even a second to live meant that you had countless options to choose from in that second.

Now the remaining two people are still alive, maybe they will live better under Li Haofeng's plan in the future, but this person is dead forever, and he has not been able to reverse time, he is dead when he is dead.

The remaining two agents looked at the dead bodies of their companions on the ground with suspicious expressions, and for a moment no one could guess what was going on in their minds.

Li Haofeng calmly walked out of the cabin and returned to his seat, Xiao Meiniang and Xu Yajuan were sitting together, waiting for him with nervous expressions.

Although he knew in his heart that nothing would happen to Li Haofeng, the fact was that he knew that people who were so sincere about you would still worry about you.

Li Haofeng looked at it from afar, and couldn't help but show a relaxed smile on the corner of his mouth, how familiar was this scene in his opinion? It's like playing late when I was a child, and it's almost the same as my mother's worried look.

At the beginning, I didn't know anything and couldn't understand this mood, but now seeing that the two girls who were in love with him also had such feelings for themselves, Li Haofeng felt a little inexplicable in his heart for a while, both regret for himself when he was young, and vigilance for himself now.

At the same time, the duo is deeply grateful

Because they didn't ask themselves to do anything for them all the time, and they did a lot for themselves when they didn't know what to do.

At the same time, Li Haofeng still had a kind of guilt in his heart, he swore that he would maintain this bond for eternity and eternity, and he would do whatever it took to do anything!

Li Haofeng has always had a taboo, that is, he never swears, because in the past, he never believed in people's oaths.

But now that he has temporarily unlocked this taboo, he wants to keep this beauty in his heart forever.

These are what Xiao Meiniang and Xu Yajuan don't know, Li Haofeng quietly touched the back of the two, although his skills are indeed very poor, any estimate between the two in the past will find out, but now it is because of distraction Li Haofeng did not notice it.