Chapter 149: A Difficult Choice
The hospital, always filled with the pungent smell of disinfectant water, can welcome the arrival of new life, and at the same time will send away some deceased people whose hearts have stopped beating, in short, a few are happy, and a few are sad.
When Xia Xiaobai hurried over, he realized where Mai Lele asked her to come over.
The women sitting outside, without exception, have one thing in common, that is, the lower abdomen is bulging, and the belly is also of different sizes with the size of the child.
Pregnant woman? Gynecology Clinic!
Xia Xiaobai was stunned for a moment, remembering that Mai Lele got married and divorced quickly, could it be?
At this time, if you have a child, you really don't know whether to be happy or sad.
Xia Xiaobai swept over one by one, and finally in a corner, he saw Mai Lele leaning there, hanging his head, and his face was tired, Xia Xiaobai hurriedly walked over and sat down on the seat next to her.
"Lele? You're not going to have it, are you? Speaking of the back, her voice gradually became quieter, and Mai Lele turned her head, raised her eyes, and spoke with a faint expression.
"Hmmm! Pregnant! ”
"Ahh Isn't it, how could it be? Hey, do you think I should be happy to bless you to be a mother, or should I worry about you? ”
"Who said I was going to be a mother? I don't know if I want to do it! ”
When Mai Lele said this, her expression was also light, as if she was not deciding whether to leave a child, but was just talking to Xia Xiaobai about something that was so simple that it couldn't be simpler.
This made Xia Xiaobai a little unacceptable, Xia Xiaobai looked serious and serious, and began a long story about educating Mai Lele.
"Comrade Mai Lele, it's not right for you to do this, do you know what the consequences of doing the child so irresponsibly now, and what kind of price it will bring to your body, leaving sequelae that can't be made up, etc.? Let's not talk about anything else, let's just talk about this child, he is also a life, and he also has the right to decide whether he goes or stays. McLele, he's not a thing, he's not an object, he's a child, a living little being, and he's your child! ”
Mai Lele sat up straight suddenly, a pair of big dark eyes flashed with scorching light, and suddenly grabbed Xia Xiaobai's arm.
"But he didn't come at the right time, did you think about his future life? Everyone has a father who loves him, for what he doesn't have, for what he has since he was born, he only has a mother, do you know that Lu Dao will leave a shadow on his childhood, and it will let him grow up in an unhealthy family, if he grows up, because of this, he becomes extreme, and has a quirky personality, what should I do? Okay, you say that if I kill him, it is irresponsible, so what about giving birth to him, have you ever thought about what the consequences will be if you give birth to him, and whether he is willing to do it himself? ”
Xia Xiaobai, who said this, was speechless, and could only blink and look at Mai Lele.
The brilliance in McLele's eyes dimmed instantly, and she smiled bitterly and covered her forehead.
The voice was full of helplessness: "I am the mother of the child, I love him more than anyone else, I am more difficult than anyone else to make this decision, but what to do, what do you say you want me to do, what else can I do?" ”
McLele's instantly seemed to be weak, all the strength in her body was drained, and she sat there weakly, looking extremely painful.
Xia Xiaobai watched from the sidelines, feeling extremely sad and distressed in his heart.
Her good sister, the woman who always laughed heartlessly and was so happy that she was sad and sad at the moment, and she couldn't do anything, not even help her make any decisions.
She silently stretched out her hands, hugged Mai Lele into her arms, let her lean on her arms, and gave her warmth and support little by little with her rather warm embrace.
McLele leaned into her arms, suddenly hugged her violently, and buried his face in her chest.
Soon, she felt a damp heat in her chest, and she knew that McLele was crying.
Cry, if crying can solve the problem, if crying can make your heart feel better, and don't let yourself be so depressed and uncomfortable, then cry to your heart's content, and vent everything with tears.
However, after crying, you still have to face reality, and you still have to make a decision after crying, even if it is really difficult.
After Mai Lele cried for a while, he finally calmed down, and Xia Xiaobai still asked the doubts in his heart.
"Lele, did you tell Ou Zhenhao?" McLele looked up and sneered, although he didn't cry anymore, his eyes were still red, and his long eyelashes were stained with undried moisture.
"What do you have to tell him? Does this kid have anything to do with him now? ”
Xia Xiaobai was so shocked that his jaw was about to fall to the ground, his eyes widened, and he looked at Mai Lele with an expression of disbelief.
"You mean, this kid isn't Ou Zhenhao's, so whose is it?"
Mai Lele couldn't help but roll his eyes towards the sky, and looked at Xia Xiaobai with the eyes of an idiot, and saw that Xia Xiaobai's heart was furious.
"It's not his, who's it! I mean, now that we're divorced, whether this child stays or flows has nothing to do with Ou Zhenhao's man. ”
Xia Xiaobai felt quite embarrassed that he suddenly had a short circuit in his head just now and came up with such a good idea.
The expression was sneering: "Also, I didn't think it through." ”
Suddenly, she looked at Mai Lele reverently and seriously, and she saw that Mai Lele was furious in her heart, and her face was inexplicable.
"Lele, you just said that you are afraid that the child will be born without a father in the future, and his childhood will be unhappy and there will be shadows, but in fact, you don't have to be him, right?"
McLele nodded: "Yes! ”
"That's easy!" McLele was even more puzzled, thinking, where is this easy to do!
Xia Xiaobai grabbed Mai Lele's hand and squeezed her eyebrows at her for a while, Mai Lele was even more strange.
"What, are you twitching your eyes? What are you doing with the old wink! ”
Mai Lele sighed silently, I really wanted to slap it directly and kill this girl, she was so ambiguous and sexy to give her a look, she actually said that her eyes were convulsed!
It's hard to suppress the anger, she is now a pregnant woman and is the object of key protection, so she can't meet her in general.
"Zhao Junning!" Xia Xiaobai patiently reminded him.
"What's wrong with him?" McLele is even more inexplicable.
Xia Xiaobai was completely defeated by her, her good temper was all used up, and she sighed heavily.
"Oops! Didn't you say that you are afraid that the child will not have a father in the future and lack father's love, I think that Zhao Junning is good, I think he likes you a lot, and ah, he doesn't mind that you just got divorced. I think it's okay, as long as you want, he will be willing to marry you, and when the time comes, won't you have a father for this child, so what you have been entangled for so long can not be solved perfectly? ”
Mai Lele thought about it, and felt that what Xia Xiaobai said was not unreasonable, but now it is not what it used to be, at that time she had just divorced, but she didn't know that Lu Dao had this child, and now that she has a child, whether Zhao Junning can accept her like this, it is really difficult to say, after all, the child is not his.
He can accept a divorced woman, but it does not mean that he can accept a divorced woman who is pregnant with her ex-husband's child and remarries him.
But any normal man, he will be a little selfish, some mind, he has no children, he has to help others raise children first, although he is not wearing a huge green hat, but the hurdle in his heart is somewhat sad.
Comparing hearts to hearts, if Zhao Junning now raises a child born with his ex-wife by his side, and then marries her, for that child, she can't treat it as her own, people, there are still some gaps and selfishness.
She asked herself if she was not so open-minded and great, so if she was someone else, it would be the same.
Mai Lele looked at Xia Xiaobai helplessly.
"Xiaobai, sometimes I think, you are really simple, and you are also very cute, thinking about things is really simple!"
With such a helpless expression and such a reluctant tone, Xia Xiaobai is not stupid, how could she not hear it, and she was not happy at the moment.
Pouted: "Don't you just say I'm stupid, do you need to follow the crowd like this, ah, McLele, is this interesting?" ”
McLele was not angry, but still looked sincere: "No, what I said is true, there is no intention to beat around the bush to squeeze you." ”
In the face of such a serious and sincere Mai Lele, Xia Xiaobai couldn't bear to be angry with her, and after looking at her for a while, he sighed heavily.
"You say, why are our sisters so twists and turns! Hey"
Mai Lele looked at Xia Xiaobai's sad face, and suddenly smiled, laughing and laughing, he couldn't stop the car, lowered his head, held his stomach and smiled, Xia Xiaobai was a little confused, and muttered on the side.
"Is it that funny?"
However, seeing Mai Lele smiling so happily again, not only was she not angry, but she felt very relieved, if she could make Mai Lele smile again and suffer a loss, what would it be worth!
Mai Lele didn't speak, just held his stomach, lowered his head, and couldn't stop laughing at that big man, Xia Xiaobai looked at it for a while, and then laughed, and reached out to touch Mai Lele's back.
"Okay, okay, don't get too excited, you're laughing so hard, be careful that the child is not happy."
Mai Lele, who was still smiling happily, stiffened after hearing this, Xia Xiaobai felt clearly, his back under his palm was as stiff as iron, stuck there, and his heart hurt for no reason.
"Isn't McLelot there?" The nurse pushed open the door of the ward and shouted expressionlessly.
McLele hurriedly stood up, raised his hand and shook it: "Eh, I'm here, I'm here!" ”
The nurse stood at the door and glanced at it: "It's your turn, come in!" ”
The voice was as cold as the instruments on the operating table, without the slightest temperature.
Mai Lele put down the bag and handed it to Xia Xiaobai, Xia Xiaobai reached out to catch it, and suddenly grabbed Mai Lele's arm, Mai Lele lowered his head, Xia Xiaobai raised his head, and looked at each other.
Xia Xiaobai moved the corners of his mouth and asked in a very small voice:
"Lele, have you really decided? Are you sure you won't regret it? You"
Mai Lele looked at Xia Xiaobai calmly, reached out and patted the back of Xia Xiaobai's hand, and didn't say anything.