Chapter 206: The First Confession
This firm sentence made Shen Yuqing a little shocked, she didn't understand what qualities Su Luoyan had, and she was deeply attracted to Leng Yunhao. She didn't believe what Cao Monroe said about revenge. Because she didn't see the evil side in Su Luoyan's eyes, she just didn't know what happened between Leng Yunhao and Su Luoyan.
The face is on. What changed Leng Yunhao, what made him so depressed. This is her own flesh and blood, and it is her only concern in this world, she just hopes that Leng Yunhao can live a happier life, she has no extra thoughts.
"What about her?" Shen Yuqing asked. Love is always mutual, if you love deeply, you will cherish it, if you don't love, even if you work hard, you will not get the return you want.
This question, Leng Yunhao didn't know how to answer it, if Su Luoyan loved him, but she left him when he needed it most, she was going to be someone else's bride now, it was she who treacherously left him here alone. But if you want to say that you don't love, their happy pictures have never dissipated from his mind.
"Mom, I love her very much, no matter what, I will only love her alone." Leng Yunhao said firmly. This is his heart, even if Su Luoyan chooses Fang Yichen now, even if she can no longer stand by his side, then he is destined to wait for her in this life.
He didn't know if there would be a day when she would wake up to his love, and she would suddenly think of his goodness. He only knew that the only thing he could do now was to divorce, and only when he appeared in front of her as a single person would he be qualified to have sex with her.
Shen Yuqing was silent, there is no right or wrong in love, since Leng Yunhao has such emotions, she can only show respect, his behavior is too impulsive in the eyes of others, which is a great harm to Su Ruolin, but where is Su Luoyan now, what happened between them? What made Leng Yunhao so depressed and miserable? There are many things in her heart that need to be unraveled little by little.
After receiving Cao Menglu's call, Su Ruolin stood at the window and breathed a sigh of relief, she gradually liked such a free and easy life, she didn't have to think about anything, she didn't have to think about anything. Getting along with Ma Lang has always been so simple and casual, she feels that there are many things in Ma Lang's personality that she has been longing for and suppressing herself.
For example, she has always been cautious in her life, even if she sometimes wants to be lively, but when she thinks that she should be polite as a lady, her inner thoughts are suppressed. And Ma Lang is different, when he is hungry, he will say that he is hungry, when he is happy, he will laugh, and when he is unhappy, he will twist his brows.
She likes such a simple and straightforward character, and the time she spent with Ma Lang made her realize for the first time that life is actually lived. She felt like a puppet before, pulled forward by morality and ethics. That kind of pain and bondage, she was just numb before.
She went to Xiangshan with Ma Lang, and when she saw the frost forest dyed, the beauty was indescribable, Ma Lang screamed loudly like a child, he encouraged her to stand on the top of the mountain and call out, and the first time she heard her voice was so loud. They watched the sunrise together, and climbed to the top of the mountain in the middle of the night just to witness the splendor of the sunrise, and she saw tears of excitement in Ma Lang's eyes.
They are all such simple people, they can cry happily for a little happiness, and they know how to give back for a little touch. Su Ruolin felt that this was a gift from God to her, when God closed a door, it not only opened a window for her, but also let her see a beautiful world.
She is grateful to Ma Lang from the bottom of her heart, it was he who let her out of the haze, it was she who gave her hope to continue living, and she felt that she was like a golden bird for more than 20 years before. That kind of life didn't bring her joy, on the contrary, it was more of bondage and pain. She decided she wanted to change her life.
Cao Menglu's phone call was like a chasing soul, and she kept calling, but she hoped that Su Ruolin could go back as soon as possible and tell her Shen Yuqing's attitude after knowing this matter. But these, for Su Ruolin, are no longer important things.
She let go of her sorrows, and also let go of this chicken-ribbed marriage, she felt that life should be simpler, and she should not always position herself in the position of the eldest lady of the Su family. Behind these empty apertures of light is the life she needs to experience.
"Ma Lang, I'm going home in a few days." When Su Ruolin told Ma Lang, he was lying on the edge of the beach listening to the sound of the waves crashing. The afterglow of the setting sun shone brightly, and the smile on his face was bright.
"Can I go home with you, then? I want to go and meet your parents. Miss Ruolin, you are so kind and beautiful, and your parents must be very amiable. Ma Lang was a little excited. The words "home" seemed to give him hope. He didn't realize the meaning of parting in Su Ruolin's words.
"I can't take you home, Ma Lang, my parents would be very angry if they knew that I was with you during this time." Su Ruolin immediately interrupted Ma Lang's reverie, she couldn't take Ma Lang back to Su's house, Cao Menglu would definitely be furious. This kind of thing happened to Su Ruolin, which was unprecedented.
"For what? Miss Ruolin, are your parents very feudal? Ma Lang was a little incomprehensible, he frowned, looking puzzled.
"Ruolin, I like you, you should be able to feel it. I want to meet your parents, I want to tell them that I want to be with you. Ma Lang suddenly knelt down in front of Su Ruolin affectionately, his eyes were fixed, and he didn't look like a joke at all.
If Su Ruolin is single now, she will be very happy, but now, she is a married woman, although her marriage with Leng Yunhao exists in name only, but the two of them have not gone through the divorce procedures yet. Ma Lang is such a good boy, he will definitely mind her marriage history.
Su Ruolin stood there in shock, she didn't know how to refuse Ma Lang. From the bottom of her heart, she also likes this exotic boy, he has brought her too many new things, and let her see another side of life. She likes the feeling of being with him, but it's not like to be together. She is a Chinese girl, she still has a lot of traditional things in her bones, she can't do crazy pursuit of love,
"I'm sorry, I'm married." When Su Ruolin said this, she lowered her eyelids, it turned out that refusing is not an easy thing, especially rejecting someone you already have a good impression of.
"I don't mind, Miss Ruolin, I can wait for you, I promise, I will not disturb your life. The first time I saw you, I fell in love with you, Miss Ruolin, I came back to China with you, I like it very much, I am willing to stay for you. Ma Lang was a little excited, even if he was rejected by Su Ruolin, he was still staring at Su Ruolin with enthusiastic eyes.
This kind of confession was what Su Ruolin once expected, but now, even if she wants to accept it, she must not do it. She was married, and such an experience was not fair to Ma Lang. And they have only known each other for a month, and there are not only cultural differences between them, but also not enough to understand each other.
Love and love are definitely not able to be together because they attract, it is the union of two families. She can't turn her back on her family and choose to be with Ma Lang, she is not brave enough to gamble with her youth anymore. She should go back to the way she was, live her life step by step, and not go against her parents' wishes.
"I'm sorry, I can't." Su Ruolin turned around and quickly chose to leave. At this time, she was particularly afraid that she was not firm enough, and in the face of Ma Lang's enthusiastic eyes, she was worried that she would fall into it at some point. She couldn't do anything to disappoint her parents.
She needs to maintain everyone's duty to be a lady, and she must not release her emotions casually. Her messy steps walked into the distance. She should listen to Cao Menglu's words, return to the Su family immediately, and visit Shen Yuqing with the etiquette of a junior, if Leng Yunhao doesn't insist on divorce now, she may want to turn back. 13605551
But she heard her heart and said no again and again. She can't turn back, otherwise it would be a blasphemy against life. She can't hurt Ma Lang, she would rather let him down than bring harm to him.
Shen Yuqing's body has recovered very well, but her heart knot has not been untied, and she did not directly ask Leng Yunhao what has happened in the past two years. Her son has grown up, and he is no longer the cold hairy boy he used to be.
It's just that she really wants to know what happened between Leng Yunhao and Su Luoyan, originally she never noticed that there would be an intersection between these two people, but the reality is so straightforward, her son fell into the sea of love, and it was difficult to extricate himself.
She really wanted to talk to Su Luoyan, seeing Leng Yunhao's sad face, as a mother, she would always think more. However, there must be some abruptness when such an identity appears.
The news of Su Luoyan's engagement to Fang Yichen, she saw it on the Internet, and she needed to spend a lot of time to make up for the missing two-year memories. Shen Yuqing is a meticulous person, she will never allow herself to have such a broken life.
When the picture representing the engagement appeared in front of her eyes, the doubts in her heart were even stronger. V5qn。
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