Chapter 184: Relying on each other
Qi Shaoyi used a very complicated look to shoot up and down Qi Haiming's body, and the look was sharp and full of mockery, which made Qi Haiming uncomfortable, a little annoyed, and a little embarrassed.
Qi Shaoyi said: "No need, in order not to make extraneous branches, and for my mother to be able to go through this most difficult journey happily, you still don't know anything, just let my mother live well in this world!" ”
Qi Haiming wanted to speak and stopped, stared at Qi Shaoyi with a complicated expression for a long time, sighed heavily, seemed to be helpless, and left with full words.
As soon as the people of the Qi family left, those who were originally onlookers naturally scattered like birds and beasts, so what should they do.
It's just that none of them thought that a small accident in this corridor would cause a storm in the city, and almost everyone knew about it.
Chinese people like to gather together when there is a lively look, with a kind of doubt, or schadenfreude, or inquiry, or compassion, in the attitude of an outsider, watching, and when the show is finally over, this feels extremely boring, each goes back to his own home, each finds his mother, and when everyone disperses, Qi Shaoyi's tall and slender figure seems more and more lonely.
Xia Xiaobai saw it in her eyes and hurt in her heart, yes, she found that after witnessing the scene just now, her heart couldn't be calm anymore, it hurt, it hurt.
She is also condemning herself, although what happened recently has made her very broken and sad, but how much better will Qi Shaoyi be than her?
She always thought that the most painful person in the world was herself.
But now she realized that this is not the case, in this world, there are many people who are more painful, sad, and sad than her, and Qi Shaoyi is one of them.
He was born only to save another person, his mother is a junior who can't be made public, and he is just an illegitimate child who is despised and spurned.
His nominal mother, who hates him and sees him as a thorn in the flesh, and his own brother, who saved his life, not only does not thank him, but on the contrary, sees him as an ambitious person who robs him of his property.
As for his father, although there is still a little bit of father-son affection for him, it is only a little bit, compared to his company, his family, and even his so-called face and self-esteem, Qi Shaoyi is not at all above any of them.
But such a man, he often appeared by her side like an angel, helping her, taking care of her, and warming her, but she didn't know what deep pain was hidden behind his gentle smile every day.
How much effort did it take him to keep himself calm and composed, and to smile so happily and warmly in front of her.
Qi Shaoyi stood quietly for a while, turned around a little weakly, and happened to see Xia Xiaobai standing on the side, with a complicated expression and tears in his eyes, the exhaustion and sadness on his face had not had time to retreat, his face that should have been handsome and had a light smile all the year round also looked very haggard at the moment.
Qi Shaoyi didn't expect Xia Xiaobai to appear here at this time, and he didn't know how long she had been standing here, and how much she had seen just now, a trace of panic flashed in her eyes, and she walked over in a few steps.
Xia Xiaobai has not been discharged from the hospital yet, so now she is naturally wearing a hospital gown, too many things have happened recently, Xia Xiaobai's whole person has lost a lot of weight, which makes her already not very fat body, look even thinner, wearing a wide hospital gown, some can't hold up, and it seems that her whole person seems to be blown away by the wind, but her face is a lot more ruddy than before.
Qi Shaoyi said with some concern: "Are you feeling better, why did you come out?" ”
Xia Xiaobai didn't want Qi Shaoyi to feel uncomfortable and embarrassed, so she pretended to smile relaxedly.
"Hey! What could I have done was just a cold, and Dr. Liang was making too much of a fuss. ”
Qi Shaoyi saw Xia Xiaobai's expression as usual, guessing what happened just now, she shouldn't have seen it, and couldn't help but secretly breathe a sigh of relief.
hooked the corners of his lips, and the smile was no different from usual, just because he was too haggard now, this smile, looking at the bottom of his eyes, was really a little dazzling, and it made people's hearts inexplicably tingling.
Qi Shaoyi used to talk to her with such a smile, making her think that he had been living a good life, even if his identity was not good, he still lived a very happy and chic life.
But when she saw the scene just now, she couldn't do anything like before, thinking about nothing, not knowing anything, just looking at the appearance.
"Besides, I have a high fever of more than forty, can I still say that it is a trivial matter?"
Xia Xiaobai had mixed feelings in her heart, she was afraid that Qi Shaoyi would see the change in the expression on her face, so she couldn't help but look away.
"It's okay now, by the way, is Auntie better?"
The expression on Qi Shaoyi's face froze, the sadness in his eyes was like thick ink that could not be dissolved, and a bitter smile overflowed on his lips.
"You can go in and have a look, but"
Qi Shaoyi's eyes were slightly red, and there was a glittering light under his eyes, Xia Xiaobai naturally knew what it was.
"Shaoyi" she realized something, but the words were like a fish in her throat.
She only experienced the grief and pain caused by the loss of a loved one a few days ago, so she could clearly perceive the pain caused by the loss of a loved one.
What's more, Qi Shaoyi has grown up since he was a child, except for this only mother, no one has really cared about him, and really given him the warmth and care he deserves, that is to say, if his mother goes like this, in this world, he will no longer care about his relatives.
Wang Fengjiao is his mother, and she is the pillar of his life in this world, if she leaves, Qi Shaoyi's pillar will inevitably collapse, and when the time comes
She didn't dare to think about it anymore, and she couldn't think about it.
"Auntie, she'll be fine, Jiren has her own natural appearance"
Although these words seem pale and ridiculous to say at such a time, everyone knows that this is just a word of comfort to others, but it is just self-deception.
Medically it has been determined that it is cancer, and a clear result has been given, time is running out, unless the so-called miracle happens, and it is obvious that the probability of those so-called miracles in this world will appear is even lower than that of winning the Mark Six lottery.
Qi Shaoyi didn't say anything, just took Xia Xiaobai into the ward, the curtains in the room were closed, and the lights were not turned on, as if he was afraid that the light would be too strong, making the room look dazzling.
Qi Shaoyi turned around and closed the door, his expression a little sneering.
"My mom said that the disinfectant water in the ward smelled too strong, and she didn't like it, so I sprayed some orange-flavored freshener."
Xia Xiaobai suddenly realized, just now he felt as if he had smelled this smell, so it was.
"Auntie her"
Xia Xiaobai lowered her voice and pointed to Wang Fengjiao lying on the hospital bed, Wang Fengjiao was sleeping very deeply, her face was pale, her cheeks were sunken, and she looked even more haggard than she had seen before.
Qi Shaoyi poured a cup of hot tea and handed it to Xia Xiaobai, who took it with both hands and held it in his hand.
"Recently, her mental state has not been very good, sometimes she will wake up once in a while during the day, and she will be drowsy again after not saying a word, sometimes she will not wake up for almost a day and a night, but she is still awake, but the whole person looks tired and painful"
The sparkle under Qi Shaoyi's eyes condensed in his sockets again, and his eyes drooped.
Xia Xiaobai didn't know how to comfort Qi Shaoyi, as if it was useless to say anything now, and she didn't want to say some false and impossible nonsense like just now.
She put down the cup in her hand, held Qi Shaoyi's palm tightly with both hands, and let the temperature of her palm be passed on to him, at least to give him a little warmth, let him know that now he is not alone, he still has her as a friend.
Qi Shaoyi didn't expect Xia Xiaobai to suddenly hold his hands so tightly, he suddenly raised his head, facing Xia Xiaobai's sincerity on his face, and a pair of caring eyes, like the warm sun in winter and carbon in the snow, which was particularly heartwarming.
The original disguise suddenly collapsed at this moment, and more and more crystals condensed in the bottom of the eyes, and finally broke through the eye sockets, bursting out like a flood, and hot tears flowed out.
Qi Shaoyi suddenly grabbed Xia Xiaobai's wrist and pushed it into his arms, Xia Xiaobai didn't expect him to do this, and instinctively wanted to resist, but when she heard Qi Shaoyi's suppressed sobs in her ears, the original little discomfort and resistance disappeared instantly.
Qi Shaoyi buried her face on her shoulder, and the tears that had been suppressed for a long time were out of control once they flowed out, instantly soaking the clothes on her shoulders, but Xia Xiaobai didn't care at all, she just hugged him and patted his palm gently on his back.
"Cry out, cry out and there will be nothing left, vent all the sadness, pain, and resentment in your heart, cry"
In the VIP ward of the hospital, one was lying down, and the other two were sitting on the sofa, hugging each other tightly, one sobbing in a low voice, and the other comforting in a low voice
If Wang Fengjiao hadn't fallen asleep, she would have seen and heard this scene today, she would naturally be very sad, sad, and painful, but fortunately, she didn't know anything.
That afternoon, in the ward, Xia Xiaobai and Qi Shaoyi didn't say much, and even they basically didn't speak, but they showed quite tacit understanding, and they seemed to be able to guess each other's thoughts.
After Qi Shaoyi vented the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time in recent days, his whole person was also a lot more relaxed, although he was still a little reluctant to laugh, but it was not as distressing as before, instead of laughing painfully like this, it was better to cry.
Both sides opened their hearts, so naturally they didn't have to pretend to be anything, or force their faces to laugh, just to make each other happy, and after this time, the relationship between Xia Xiaobai and Qi Shaoyi became better and better, and it seemed that there was a feeling of sympathy for each other and the same disease.
It's just that the next day, the hot headlines pushed Qi Shaoyi to the top of the wind again