47. Who is lost?
The people in the car had a smile of unknown meaning, and the eyes that looked at her seemed to have some exploratory meaning.
Ji Qingguang remembered that everything was seen by Jin Shaoyan, she lost completely, and from then on, she could never get close to this man.
Even if she has a way to make Jin Shaoqing "break up" with her, it is impossible to become Jin Shaoyan's lover again.
Because, they are brothers!
At this moment, Ji Qingguang did not feel too much sadness or heartache, but had a sense of relief.
Maybe it's because the love has been too long and too long, and the injury is too deep and too serious, so when Zhilu Dao is no longer possible, it is not the pain, but the relief that finally no longer has to be extravagant.
She has been carrying the love she can't get for ten years, and her sister used the gate set up by death to isolate her from Jin Shaoyan's heart, and she can't get close.
Sometimes she thinks that if Ji Weiyu doesn't die, maybe she can still let go and fight, even if she is spurned by everyone, at least she is still qualified to fight.
However, Ji Weiyu used death to imprint the mark in Jin Shaoyan's heart, even if she exhausted her life, it couldn't be erased, right? What could be more painful than looking at someone you are in love and die in front of you?
Because of the pain, it is unforgettable. Everything ends at the most beautiful moment, and that love is eternal.
If Jin Shaoyan and Ji Weiyu are like all couples, from love to blandness, from before the moon to flowers, to firewood, rice, oil and salt, one day they will quarrel and get tired. Maybe they can't wait for the day when they get tired of each other and fall apart.
But...... No maybe, what she left Jin Shaoyan was the most beautiful memory, the warmest feelings, and the pain of not being able to love and begging.
Ji Qingguang looked at Jin Shaoyan who walked down from the car in a daze, not knowing what else Lu Dao could say at this moment, from then on, she even erased the possibility of rejection.
"Can you tell me what's going on?" Jin Shaoyan still has a smile as warm as jade, and the slightly melancholy eyes under the glasses are so easy to make people fall into it.
Ji Qingguang shook his head, spread his hands helplessly, and said, "I don't know how to ......."
Jin Shaoyan looked at her tiredly, as if he didn't want to say a word more, so he didn't ask anymore, only asked if she needed him to send it.
Ji Qingguang still shook his head and said that he wanted to go by himself, and then the two of them went their separate ways.
The phone kept ringing in her handbag, and she felt irritable, so she turned it off, and now she just wanted to be alone.
Jin Shaoyan got into the car, and for a long time he unconsciously drove with Ji Qingguang, who was pacing, and there was a strange thought brewing in his heart, but he couldn't figure out what it was.
The moment he saw Jin Shaoqing go to help her put on the necklace, he realized that there were many things he had overlooked.
The little girl in her eyes, the wild girl, seems to have grown up in a moment, and has grown into such a thrilling and beautiful woman.
And the little girl who has always liked to secretly look behind him will one day be embraced by others.
This person is his younger brother, and all the answers come to mind and heart with the memory, Shaoqing seems to have liked Xiaoguang for a long, long time, and when no one found out, he always liked it, right?
But...... Why did he feel a little sour? It's as if something that belongs to you is suddenly declared someone else's.
Jin Shaoyan's eyes suddenly changed color, as if he was frightened by his inner thoughts, shook his head, and tried to sober himself up.
He must have been too tired to do this, go back to sleep, all his love was buried with the light rain on that night ten years ago!
He called Jin Shaoqing and told him that Ji Qingguang was in Century Plaza, asked him to pick him up, and then drove away.
Light rain, Xiaoguang finally doesn't need me to protect her, Shaoqing will definitely take good care of her, right?