Chapter 189: Staying in the Palace

Seeing her solemn expression and heavy words, she was faintly uneasy, she has always spoken and acted more steadily, such words should not be chasing after the wind.

"Don't worry, I know what I should do and what I can do, and I will take the young master first, not because of your reminder, but because I have always fulfilled my purpose." The dark spirit is still lukewarm, and the purpose in her heart is also one of the reasons why she stayed by Song Jingran's side; And from the moment they were rescued by Song Jingran, they could die, but he couldn't.

The dark soul smiled, the smile was very far-fetched, in fact, she had a lot of things to confide in her, just like ordinary sisters, occasionally she could tell the bitterness in her heart, talk about the sorrows of life, and talk about the laughter of the family, but the words that came to her mouth were swallowed back again and again;

She didn't want her to worry, so she chose to bear it silently, in the past, she might still be able to tell Lin Xuan'er, but now the situation is different, Miao Ji is everywhere between them, intentionally or unintentionally provoking, and Lin Xuan'er has no intention of Gao Jin, so she can't notice it;

And Gao Jin cares too much about Lin Xuan'er, so he sometimes ignores it, only herself, as if she is outside, but mixed in with it, it's just that she has been reminding herself to be sober, soberly looking at the sharp knife, piercing her body one by one.

Dark looked at her complicated smile, and her heart tightened suddenly, when was the smile that was once fully armed, when was invaded by a touch of sadness, that sadness was the experience of carrying feelings, for the first time, she had the idea of feeling sorry for her.

"Is he okay with you?" The dark voice was soft, and she finally mustered up the courage to tell the care that had been suppressed in her heart for many years, perhaps influenced by the child, and hoped that this care would not come too late.

The dark soul finally showed that smile from the heart, the warmth in her heart, as if the temperature in the hall had risen a few points, and the dark care was undoubtedly her greatest relief at this time.

"I don't want him to be nice to me, but," the dark spirit paused, sighed, and added, "I have to be nice to me." ”

The dark soul knew that between her and Lin Xuan'er, Miao Ji would definitely choose one to deal with, if she wanted to become the person Miao Ji wanted to deal with, she must first get Gao Jin's approval, Lin Xuan'er had too many secrets hidden in her, and she might not necessarily be Miao Ji's opponent, so she couldn't be mined by Miao Ji in her, she had to fight for Gao Jin's mind and distance her affection with Lin Xuan'er.

Looking at her uncertainly, the dark soul smiled and said all the things she wanted to talk about in her heart, because she didn't want all her painstaking efforts to be understood and told by no one, so it was too harsh and cruel to herself.

In the cool garden, although it is a cold season, the plum in the garden is still under the severe cold, blooming delicate petals, and some of them are hiding from the cold, or budding to be released, but, under the blowing of the cold wind, they all seem a little lonely; Born in different seasons, it has to suffer from the bitterness of different seasons, just like people choose a path, even if it is difficult, they must continue to walk tenaciously.

Song Jingran and Gao Jin are in the pavilion in the garden, watching the blooming of plums, enjoying the mellow wine, and carefully brewing the victory or defeat of the war chess; This scene is like a pair of immortals in a flower roll, and it is like a pair of wild cranes in the world.

Song Jingran was very surprised and puzzled by Gao Jin's decision not to mention the affairs of the government, but he didn't ask more, because he missed this very much, and he also wanted to stay here for a while, looking for some memories of the past, and reminiscing about the feeling of gradually being forgotten.

Gao Jin seems to be immersed in the here and now, he doesn't want to reminisce about the unrestrained feeling, why doesn't he miss the memories of the past, it's just that time has passed, they live in different time periods, in different positions, with different responsibilities, and different bodies and minds;

Many times, he does whatever it takes for the sake of politics, and even has a feeling of being reborn, but more of a helplessness, he doesn't like cold-blooded and ruthless himself, but for the sake of the country and the people of Beiliang, he can only add ice to cold-blooded and indiscriminate in ruthlessness.

Gao Jin defeated Song Jingran in another game of chess, he sat up straight and stretched lazily;

Song Jingran also picked up the tea cup on the side and took a sip on the side of his mouth, the tea was cold, but it was still refreshing.

Gao Jin said half-jokingly, "Jing Ran, you don't seem to be in a state today, or you want me to do it." ”

Song Jingran smiled, put the teacup aside, and followed his voice and said, "Did King Liang deliberately make fun of Song, or did he praise Song with his heart." ”

"It seems that Song Dashao is determined to dissociate himself with King Lone." Gao Jin was still joking, he repeatedly reminded Song Jingran to use the previous title, and he just used this to imply the estrangement between them, but on the surface, he seemed to mind the estrangement of Song Jingran's title.

Song Jingran heard that Gao Jin's words were confidant, but he still pretended to be ignorant, and said with some joking words, "Thanks to King Liang's love, Song is better to obey than to be respectful." As he spoke, he deliberately clenched his fists and nodded twice at Gao Jin.

Gao Jin punched him in the fist, and the two of them burst into laughter.

Gao Jin put the chess game again, Song Jingran glanced at him thoughtfully, and then turned curiously and said, "By the way, Ah Jin, I heard that you used a piece of border soil to exchange a thousand horses with Saiwai?" ”

"You know all about this." Gao Jin set up the last two chess pieces and looked at Song Jingran with a playful expression.

Song Jingran smiled, "This doesn't seem to be a secret." "This matter is that he deliberately spread the news of the disobedience, and he knows how strange it is.

"Why, you're finally interested in caring about the affairs of the court?" Gao Jin leaned lazily and glanced at Song Jingran, not wanting to burden his heart, so he picked up the tea cup on the side and tasted it himself, although it was just a cup of cold water.

Song Jingran also shook his body lazily, and said with a smile, "Although I said that I would not be an official, it does not mean that I do not care about the government and politics, let alone ignore the country." ”

Song Jingran wanted to dispel Gao Jin's thoughts again, and at the same time asked him to know that he would not abandon him, let alone abandon the country.

Gao Jin smiled and relieved the tea cup in his hand, Song Jingran said so decisively, it seems that he doesn't expect much from him personally, so he can only start from his dark shop, hoping that he will not resent himself.

"Okay, today let's only talk about poetry and painting, not anything else." Gao Jin didn't want this topic to disturb the rare leisure, maybe after today, it would be difficult for them to open their hearts so much, and suddenly, there was a strong depression in their hearts.

Song Jingran smiled, and seemed to be very satisfied with Gao Jin's proposal, this scene, this state, only they were each other, nothing else, he had a feeling of greed.

"By the way, tonight's Lantern Festival, you all stay in the palace, and everyone will have a lively time." Gao Jin's refreshing tone, he didn't want to think about it, since it is rare, then it is rare once.

"How can that be done, the palace is important, how can I stay here with my family and my mouth." Song Jingran said seriously, he really didn't want to stay, after all, the dark spirit was pregnant, and Yu Zixia was insane, he didn't want to have a case.

"What, are you still afraid that the palace will have no place for you to live?" Gao Jin deliberately joked, Song Jingran smiled helplessly and shook his head, Gao Jin seemed to think of something, and said unclearly, "By the way, you and the dark spirit"

Gao Jin deliberately wanted to speak and stopped, waiting for Song Jingran's answer.

"Oh, long before you ascended the throne, I had already kept the darkness in my room." Song Jingran looked a little unnatural, and he remembered that this matter had never been mentioned to Gao Jin.

Dark Spirit has always been obsessed with Song Jingran, this is something they have known for a long time, so Gao Jin is not curious, but with Song Jingran's temperament, he should not be a person who accepts concubines casually, let alone his subordinates.

"No, it's because of the child again?" Gao Jin mocked him playfully, he once knew that Song Jingran left Xiaohui in the Song Mansion because of Xiaohui's child, so he asked casually.

Song Jingran pursed the corners of his mouth, which was a prevarication of his question, but when he mentioned it for the sake of the child, he reminded him of the first child he had with Lin Xuan'er, and he broke her heart with a sentence because of the child, and now that he thinks about it, his heart still hurts faintly.

Gao Jin saw that he had lost his mind, and seemed to have fallen into a swamp, and all his thoughts were mixed in;

Even though the two of them returned to the war chess, they no longer had a leisurely physical and mental investment, but they still remained in this scene.

Until the evening, Miao Ji received instructions from Gao Jin, saying that Song Jingran and others were staying in the palace for the Lantern Festival, and asked her to arrange it in advance.

Leaving Lin Xuan'er and Yu Zixia, Lin Xuan'er didn't know what kind of state to accept her for a while; A pavilion in front of her, so she turned to her and said, "Mrs. Song is tired, why don't you rest here?" ”

Yu Zixia smiled and nodded, without the slightest childishness;

Lin Xuan'er smiled thoughtfully, and led her to sit down in a pavilion, Yu Zixia's change made her even more afraid to contact her easily, and she was not sure if she really had a problem, she could only pretend to be meaningless first.

The two sat for a while, Lin Xuan'er saw that Yu Zixia had no intention of speaking, and she couldn't suppress the doubts in her heart, so she said first, "I heard that Mrs. Song was not in good spirits not long ago, but now she is better?" ”

"Thank you Concubine Xuan for your concern, the slave family is much better, even better than before." Yu Zixia showed a meaningful smile, such a smile was like she was back to the heavy woman she used to be.

Lin Xuan'er was familiar with her smile like this, she actually shuddered a little in her heart, she was sure that what she was looking at was still the same Yu Zixia as before, but why did she pretend to be crazy and stupid, it must have something to do with Song Jingran, or it could be said that it had something to do with herself, but she still pursed the corners of her mouth and said, "So good." ”