Chapter 287: Convulsive pain

He was stunned, tears that had not been shed for a long time, slipped unscrupulously. He was so aggrieved that he cried like a child, and no one came to comfort him, and no one came to reprimand him. He just wanted to curl himself up, to find a hug to lean on.

For several days, he was sluggish, and the old man didn't want to see Fang Yichen because of this incident, his heart was so cold, he had to suffer something worse at such an age.

Fang Yichen didn't feel that the old lady's departure was his fault, on the contrary, he blamed Su Luoyan a little in his heart. If it weren't for this woman, then his life would have been the same as before, he wouldn't have been targeted by men, and he wouldn't have done anything unjust to Leng Yunhao.

It is said that women are the scourge of the water, and he really thinks that Su Luoyan is the heinous scourge of the scourge now. It was this woman who made him lose everything and made him so embarrassed. He lost the world, the people he loved the most, and now even the most important part of his body.

He was so embarrassed, it was all given by her. He wanted to hate, to hate this woman with the longest hatred, but he couldn't find a way.

When Su Luoyan was dangling in front of his eyes, he still wanted to say a few words to her in his heart, but like an angry child, he was unwilling to deal with her. She gave him a full meal, but he deliberately didn't move all the time, and he never used what she bought for him. The two of them, because of this incident, became even more indifferent.

Finally, one day, the frustration was vented. When Su Luoyan helped him find a change of clothes from home, he didn't know where his temper came from, and he suddenly flipped everything to the ground. He had had enough of this silence, and being with this woman was like falling to the bottom.

The endless silence enveloped him, and he tried to grasp something in fear, but at the end of the day, he couldn't grasp anything. He wanted to drive this woman away, but he was a little reluctant in his heart.

Su Luoyan just glanced at Fang Yichen deeply, she bent down, picked up the clothes scattered on the ground one by one from the ground, and then silently put them back in their original places.

"Luo Yan, are you laughing at me? It's useless to laugh at me, to laugh at me for being this embarrassment? He finally mustered up the courage to speak. If he loses his legs, he's a waste. The inferiority complex that rose from the bottom of his heart enveloped him.

If Su Luoyan was going to leave now, he couldn't stop him at all, what else could he give her? She was unwilling to help him, and chose to stand by when he was the most difficult, and he knew that she was actually the only one in her heart, Leng Yunhao. He knew that the Dao was the result, so why did he still not give up?

"I didn't. No matter what you become, I haven't laughed at you. On the contrary, how you should view yourself is a question that you need to think through. Su Luoyan said lightly.

For so many days, Fang Yichen had been a little difficult in front of her, how could she not know what he was thinking in his heart. If she had promised him to go to Leng Yunhao to intercede that day, he would not have gone to the bar to drink the bar, then there would have been no car accident later, and a series of things would not have happened.

"Huh, really? Don't you just want to see my jokes? Okay now, you see, right? The Fang family is about to go out of business, and the Fang family is about to be finished. I don't even have a leg now. Are you satisfied? He stared at Su Luoyan with sharp eyes, half mocking in his tone, but dissatisfied and aggrieved.

Of course, Su Luoyan knew his feelings, she didn't care when he said these words, if it could make him feel a little more comfortable, then even if he said more to her, then she would rather bear it.

She also thought that if she hadn't rejected him so simply that night, would all this not have happened? He wasn't a very nice man, but he did give her protection. What she felt most distressed about was the old lady, she left in such a hurry, leaving behind the old man and Fang Yichen.

"If you feel a little better if you say that, then you can say whatever you want. It's just, think about your mother, she loves you so much, she fainted when she heard the news of your car accident, I won't bother with you, but you don't always have trouble with yourself. ”

Su Luoyan said very slowly, and every word fell on Fang Yichen's heart. He didn't want to get along with anyone, but he just felt pain and grievances in his heart. He wanted to find a place to release.

But Fang Yichen was a stubborn man, even if Su Luoyan gave him steps to come down at this time, he was as willful as a child. He did not want to come down, for no one could understand the sorrow of his heart. He lost the legs that had supported him for more than twenty years, and he lost his mother, who loved him the most in this world.

Now that he has nothing, does he still need the sympathy and pity of others?

Fang Yichen didn't look up at Su Luoyan, but tears were inexplicably circling in his eyes. Even if he is a man who stands up to the sky, he has a fragile side to the extreme.

"I don't want you to mention my mother's business." He finally threw out a sentence, staring at Su Luoyan with dark red eyes. Fingers curled up slightly trembled. At this moment, he is like a stubborn donkey, not allowing anyone to approach, but his heart longs for someone to be able to approach.

Su Luoyan saw through Fang Yichen's thoughts at a glance, she thought, if she could open her arms and give him a hug at this time, he would definitely be able to let go a little. However, she couldn't. She just stood there stunned, not approaching or meeting her eyes.

"Then you calm down first, I'll go back. Maomao is still in the hospital. After Su Luoyan finished speaking, he sighed heavily, and then moved his steps and walked outside. She didn't look back at the man behind her, and her thin back became another heavy wound in Fang Yichen's heart.

How could she not see through what he wanted? His eyes were desperate for her to be close, how could she walk away so ruthlessly? I still don't love it, I haven't loved it all the time. If Leng Yunhao was lying on the hospital bed now, she would definitely be waiting before and after the saddle, right?

Thinking of Leng Yunhao's face, his heart ached even more. If it weren't for that man's existence, how could he be so embarrassed, and if it weren't for that man's existence, he wouldn't have to lie here in such pain. His legs, his loved ones, the most precious things in his life, all became a thing of the past because of this man.

When he was the only one left in the ward, Fang Yichen hugged his head and cried, for so many days, the heartache and humiliation he had suppressed all erupted for a while. He lay in a coma in the hospital room for so many days, struggling back and forth on the line of life and death alone.

How he longed for a pair of hands to grab him, to give him a little strength, to give him a little hope. But no, there was none. The people he cared about the most never cared about him, and the people who cared about him the most had left him.

After coming out of the hospital, Su Luoyan went to see Maomao, who was the person she was most concerned about. Mao Mao was full and sleeping on the small bed that belonged to him, and he didn't know what was going on in the outside world. Su Luoyan squatted beside Mao Mao, looked at the child in the crib, and gently stroked Mao Mao's little face, but she couldn't help but feel sour in her heart.

Leng Yunhao, do you know the way? There is a life that belongs to you in this world! He has eyebrows and eyes similar to yours, will he eventually grow up to be you? She silently said this to Maomao in her heart, how much she wanted to tell this child how much she loved his father.

Su Luoyan thought about it for a long time, and finally dialed Leng Yunhao's phone, she should draw a line with that man, at least when these things happened to Fang Yichen, stay away from Leng Yunhao. However, as the daughter-in-law of the Fang family, she couldn't watch the Fang family lose from now on.

"Yun Hao, I have something to look for you." Her voice was very soft, and she said this with a hint of hesitation. Leng Yunhao's eyes tightened slightly, but he frowned for no reason.

He was still working overtime in the office, his phone was thrown aside, he heard a buzzing sound, and at a glance he saw a familiar name that he had not seen for a long time. His heart tightened inexplicably, and the gel pen in his hand fell on the table, rolling down to his feet.

"Well, what's the matter? Luo Yan, what's wrong with you? He was on the other end of the phone, and his heart was pounding. I can't wait to be able to appear in front of Su Luoyan before her words fall. So many things happened in the Fang family, how did she spend it alone? Several times, he thought about going to the hospital to see her, but the car stopped at the gate of the hospital, but the person just sat in the car and stayed for a while.

"I'd like to meet with you if it's convenient for you." Su Luoyan hesitated for a moment and spit out what he wanted to say. She didn't tell Fang Yichen about this, thinking that it would be useless to say it. She already knew in her heart that even if she loved Leng Yunhao a hundred times and a thousand times, she could no longer be as carefree as before.

She silently told herself in her heart that she was now Fang Yichen's wife, and she was going to see him on behalf of the Fang family. She didn't have any selfish intentions, and she would definitely not tell him about Maomao's background.

As smart as Leng Yunhao, he could understand what she wanted to say, and she was looking for him, most likely for Fang Yichen. Knowing that Lu Dao was for another man, he was still obsessed with going to see Su Luoyan.

"Okay, you wait for me for fifteen minutes, I'll pick you up at the hospital." By the time he said this, he had risen from his seat, and the folders had fallen to the ground and the papers were scattered. He didn't have time to look back, he opened the door and strode outside.

The wind was blowing, mixed with a hint of chill. His heart became warm because he was about to see Su Luoyan immediately. The excitement and surprise that lingered in my heart when I got into the BMW car turned out to be a bit similar to the first date. How long has it been since such a heart-pounding feeling has been away from him?

He just felt that the silent heart had come to life again, and the woman who could ignite the flame of his life was always Su Luoyan. Time has passed, but her charm has not diminished in the slightest.

When the car stopped at the entrance of the hospital, Su Luoyan was already waiting in front of the hall. Wearing a camel-colored woolen over-the-knee jacket, she is even more thin and graceful. On the pure white little face, only the big eyes were left looking at this side blankly, and when the eyes met, she couldn't help but dodge, and he had clearly caught a little surprise, but he missed it in an instant.

He parked the car beside her, and she naturally pulled the door open and got into the car, but it was not like she was sitting in the passenger seat. The position that belonged to her, she actually gave it up.

Leng Yunhao's heart felt a little lost, but then he only smiled bitterly, started the engine, and drove towards another place. She took the initiative to find him, which was what he had in mind, at least it showed that he could still remind her.

Hugo Cafe is still elegant, with soft music floating in the air, suitable for friends who have been reunited for a long time to catch up. The two of them sat there, each with a cup of coffee in front of them, Leng Yunhao's fiery eyes stared at the woman in front of him, and he wanted to speak several times, but he couldn't help but stare deeply.

It had been a long time since he had looked at her so closely, but he felt that she was thinner than ever, and there was not a hint of ruddy in her pale face. Those low-hanging eyes hid the door of his heart tightly, and he wanted to see the lines on her heart through that door, but it was only in vain.

"Yun Hao, can you let him go?" After a long time, Su Luoyan slowly raised her head, her eyes fell on Leng Yunhao's face, she had rehearsed this sentence several times in her heart, but she couldn't confide in it.

How could she come and pray for Leng Yunhao to let go? It was Fang Yichen who had bad intentions before, even if he encountered a setback now, then he was just humiliating himself. She should remain as calm as she did before, and not take care of the affairs of these men's worlds.

However, even if she is ruthless, she still has good intentions, even if Fang Yichen does something that heaven and earth do not tolerate, the rest of the Fang family is innocent. As long as Leng Yunhao chooses to let go, then the Fang family will be able to have a glimmer of hope.

She could watch Fang Yichen be decadent, she could watch him push himself into the abyss, but she couldn't watch Old Man Fang's gray hair become thinner and thinner, and she couldn't watch the happiness of the Fang family move away little by little. The old lady has left in a hurry, and this originally peaceful and happy family cannot be completely dispersed like this.

"Did he let you come?" Leng Yunhao's heart was cold at this time, and she opened her mouth to find him, sure enough, it was for Fang Yichen. Didn't she know that the bastard almost ruined him? If he treats Su Luoyan well, then Leng Yunhao can ignore his previous suspicions at this time and give up.

But that bastard was cold to Su Luoyan and made his most beloved woman sad, why did he forgive Fang Yichen so easily? Even if he broke his leg, even if his Fang family was unlucky, it was all his own fault.

He didn't understand why Su Luoyan wanted to say this? Is it that after being together for a long time, even if you don't love, you will have other feelings? Does she have feelings for Yichen on the other side? Thinking of this, he still couldn't help but feel sour in his heart.

"No, I came on my own. Yun Hao, I know that he has done too many things to you that shouldn't be done before, and these are all caused by me, now I implore you to let go, okay? Su Luoyan stared at Leng Yunhao with a serious expression. She could only speak to Leng Yunhao in a pleading tone, because she really couldn't find any excuse for Leng Yunhao to choose to let go.

Her heart stabbed again, she actually used the word pleading, she didn't know what to say, as long as she Su Luoyan was willing to speak, he would definitely help.

"For what? Why are you going to help him like this? Luo Yan, if it weren't for him taking advantage of the danger, the person who married us would have been us, if he hadn't made trouble from it, Tianxiang would not have suffered such a big blow. Leng Yunhao frowned, he had too many grievances in his heart, and in front of his beloved woman, he couldn't find the right words.

Su Luoyan lowered her eyebrows, but remained silent. What Leng Yunhao said, she never thought about it. It's just that there is no turning back in life, since it's all over, let's go over.

"Because, because I am the daughter-in-law of the Fang family, I can't watch the Fang family collapse like this. Yun Hao, I am representing the Fang family today, please let him go. Su Luoyan said softly, she didn't have the courage to look up at Leng Yunhao.

It's just that the sharp eyes on the top of his head always fall there, with heartache and sadness. These words were the biggest blow to Leng Yunhao. He stared at Su Luoyan and was speechless.

The daughter-in-law of the Fang family? Was she identifying herself with him? Knowing that Lu Dao's mind has never changed, as long as she stretches out her fingers, he will appear beside her before and after the saddle, but, however, she actually embarrassed him with the hat of the daughter-in-law of the Fang family.

Leng Yunhao didn't say a word, the coffee he drank before was extremely bitter, and it flooded into his heart from his mouth. He stood up, disappointment and pain in his eyes. The reunion he longed for, the reunion he longed for, he longed for them to be able to catch up like friends, but in the end it ended in nothing.

He left, his lonely back was little by little, he didn't give Su Luoyan any reply, just a little happier footsteps, got into the car, and breathed a long sigh of relief, but he still couldn't reduce the depression in his heart

Fang Yichen, who was lying on the hospital bed, his face became more and more solemn at this time. He couldn't have imagined that while he was still lying on the hospital bed and struggling to support himself, Su Luoyan would be impatient to see Leng Yunhao.

Su Luoyan, are you in such a hurry? I'm anxious to meet that man, and seeing that I'm like this now, are you going to abandon the darkness and turn to the light? Or are you just helping Leng Yunhao destroy me all along? As soon as Fang Yichen thought of Su Luoyan going to meet Leng Yunhao privately, the flame in his heart began to burn.

"Fang Shao, the young lady got into Mr. Leng's car, and the two of them are in Hugo's café now." When this call fell into Fang Yichen's ears, he only felt that his heart began to twitch like pain. He Fang Yichen can't compare to Leng Yunhao at any point, Su Luoyan actually loves that man with all his heart.