Chapter 7: Goodbye
At the beginning, people came and went in the dessert shop, and they didn't know each other, but they reached out and took the same drink, giving the stranger the most sincere smile. In front of the collapsing drink stand, you stood in front of me, like the brilliant fireworks behind a subwoofer in the most brilliant night sky. For the first time, you took my hand and took me into the study hall of your class, and introduced me to your friend that this is my girlfriend. My stunned look made them all think that these were definitely beautiful episodes, just your pranks.
You are in my small world, you are becoming taller and taller, excellent and calm, with few words, although you have a warm smile, you are definitely not an approachable sunny boy. Who knows, you will be clumsy and naΓ―ve than you think. The messy scarf you knitted, although you repeatedly emphasized that it was just the product of being pranked by your classmates, is still the beauty I want to keep private. You have sheltered me from the storm, planned the most desirable future, made promises to me that I could not fulfill, and let me see your shoddy betrayal. Even so, the world you let me see is still so gorgeous and wonderful.
It's the world that I absolutely absolutely don't want to leave.
But what is it that prevents me from falling into it?
What has been shouting in my ear, tugging at me, telling me that I can't fall any further.
Pu Youshi then grabbed the plastic pull ring to get the shaky courage, and waved to Meng Xiao, who was still standing under the bus stop sign and gradually getting smaller, and said word by word, "Meng Xiao, see you again." β
The door made a dull sound, and it seemed that I vaguely felt that the girl's shoulders were shaking strangely when she got into the car. Meng Xiao finally realized that Pu Youshi said something like breaking up. It's different from every one of the previous ones. His expression finally stiffened, and the fear in his heart finally turned into real frustration. As early as the moment he saw the messy vegetables and keys in front of his house, he was already silently waiting for the verdict to be announced. Today's stolen time made him inexplicably lucky. There was a lot of chaos in my mind, and I could only watch her out of my sight.
The next second, he ran hard. How can this old bus be compared with his own fresh life. For what kind of luck would happen, Meng Xiao seriously felt that it was a belief that he never wanted to give up from his heart. All the time together, the warmth pieced together, made him sad and made him regret it even more.
He chased the bus all the way, his young and beautiful body stretched out with the exercise, and shouted loudly under the sun, "Pu Youshi!" You make it clear to me! I know I'm not right! I was wrong! I'm willing to change! I'm willing to change anything! But you said that you want to break up, I absolutely, absolutely disagree! A million disagree! Please take back such inexplicable words! I disagree! Strongly disagree! Death doesn't agree to ......"
The shouts even broke down, and the young man in white clothes in the past blurred in his vision. The watch dripped up again, and the moving red dot made unremitting efforts, so that Pu Youshi subconsciously looked over, as if she had rehearsed many times, at this moment when she looked back, Meng Xiao finally lived up to expectations and tripped on the ground, and banged Pu Youshi's heart. As the car continued to accelerate, the boy who had been left behind became more and more blurred.
No breakup is ever pleasant. Every loss is like a cocoon, giving people the shock of escaping death.
Pu again clenched his palms. She had to admit that such clumsy and sincere words stumbled her steps. Even if she is still moving forward with the car, even if he has been lost in place and has become a milestone of eternal loneliness.
In the next second, the phone rang wildly. It even trembled a little in his hand.
There was silence for a while, until Kaka gave a gentle reminder.
She took a deep breath and picked it up, "I'll wait for you at the next stop." β
She thought, she still owes him a breakup. And he owes himself an explanation. In this way, we can draw a perfect end to the good old days.
Kaka dripped, and Pu snorted comfortingly.
Anyway, he is also a person who has lived again, and there is no reason why this thing cannot be done.
So after getting out of the car, she didn't even wipe her tears, and the state of the whole person can be described as being in battle.
When Meng Xiao finally ran over out of breath, without waiting for him to speak, Pu Youshi slapped him with a big slap, and he was stunned. There was a hole in the knee of his pants, and his body was too dirty to wipe it.
Pu Youshi was not much better, she secretly thought that this must be the most embarrassing moment of her life. His eyes were red, his face was full of dirty tears, and he couldn't save the traces of even foundation.
No one is easier than the other, and no one can get out of it.
No one expected that the two of them would end up like this.
Pu Youshi's eyes widened, almost fiercely, and said, "I have always felt that there are many things that don't need to be said so clearly, and you can just point to the end." In the end, two people who have loved each other, why do they need to make it so ugly. scolded you, slapped you, and then you counted how much of me did not force you to betray me, will I be happy? She sobbed, stared at him, and said aloud, "I won't." I feel sad. Actually, I've been wondering if I can act as if something didn't happen. I want to skip this page directly, but the original book with missing pages will really affect the reading. I'm far from being as nostalgic as I imagined, the good memories of the past can't be exchanged for my tenderness, and there are some things that I can't forgive. β
These are all the words in her heart, and the part that she didn't say will only make people more sad. You know that I am afraid of being betrayed, and you know that it took me so much effort to believe you. If I could turn the page, then why would I die?
If you know, I've even tried to die. At this moment, will you stop pushing me?
Meng Xiao looked at her sadly, there were more and more people gathered around, but they didn't have the heart to care about the question of whether they were embarrassed or not. I wanted to stretch out my hand several times, but in the end I could only hang it down helplessly. He felt that he would definitely be able to cry in the next second, and the reason why he couldn't shed tears was just because he was too sad. For a few seconds he even felt like he was watching from the sidelines, and the bastard who had made everything so out of control would definitely not be himself. After a long while, he grabbed her hand desperately, and said in a somewhat vicious tone, "Let's get married." Ah, I will marry you. I'm not kidding, shall we start over? We said before that if it's good, we'll ......"
Pu Youshi's cold gaze fell on the hand he was holding his wrist, and said lightly, "You are not worthy." β
Meng Xiao felt that his body was cold, and the whispers around him could not be heard clearly, and his mind was full of her cold gaze and disgusted tone. He even sensitively felt that the arms that she had seen were cold and no longer fit his body.
He felt a little frustrated, "Is there really no way back?" β
Pu Youshi shook his head desperately. Her eyes fell behind him, looking at the empty street scene, on the way of people coming and going, everyone's expressions were so solemn, as if they were paying tribute to this relationship.
Meng Xiao made a fierce effort and took her into his arms, so strong that she was hit by his chest and painful, and his gentle kiss fell on the top of her hair.
Pu Youshi sighed, "Meng Xiao, can you tell me ......" It seemed difficult to ask for a reason, and all the pretended reserved elegance and ease seemed so ridiculous.
If she hadn't been at the scene of her breakup, she thought she would probably have made up a sentence of "loved" to ridicule the atmosphere, but unfortunately, she didn't ask about the past.
Meng Xiao's expression also stiffened. After a long time, he said, "I don't dare to ask you, you are too beautiful, I ...... I don't think you'll agree either, but I want to ......"
I don't know what Lu Dao is for, maybe he feels blasphemed, or he thinks that Ou Cuo is not the innocent young man in white clothes in his imagination, or he thinks that this is not the love of Plato in his imagination, or he feels that it is shameful to discuss this kind of topic in public, or he is frightened by this answer, anyway, this is too different from what he imagined, in short, when the topic suddenly turns here, Pu Youshi can't even pretend to be calm. She completely broke away from him, and said angrily, "You TM need you to stand up and, why did you go with your left hand and right hand?!" Do you think the five girls are screaming in vain! This is probably the first time she has swear in front of Meng Xiao, and Meng Xiao's face turned white with a brush.
She was still disgusted, and continued to grit her teeth and say, "Meng Xiao, we're done playing!" Things have finally come to this point, and the lines of fate have been said word for word.
Looking at her departing figure, Meng Xiao smiled bitterly.
And he knew the way.
She couldn't stand it.