Chapter 182: Fairy Tears (Part II)
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Are you happy?
Guan Feixuan, who was wrapped in happiness, only felt a sour nose, and tears fell uncontrollably. If it weren't for Fairy Qingshi saying it herself, how would she know that there were so many people behind her back?
And she couldn't help but think that it was only an arm injury. If she lost her life, how crazy would these people who cared about her be?
She didn't know how powerful the families were in the mouth of the Fairy of the Qing Poetry. But it's definitely beyond the reach of the little housekeeper. The inheritance of the family, she has not encountered it, but looking at the descriptions in those novels, movies, and TV series, they are all the kind that is so explosive. In the past, she would have been in awe. But now, she can face it calmly!
Wiping away the tears for Concubine Guan, Fairy Qingshi said enviously: "Tears are happy, being cared for by so many people, there is no reason not to be happy." ”
Concubine Guan said softly: "Actually, you can also be so happy"
Qingshi Fairy laughed at herself and said: "The happiness I don't want is all over the street, but the happiness I want, they are stingy and don't give a single cent, if I knew that I would lose these when I stood in the clouds, I would rather be an ordinary woman's husband and godson."
Concubine Guan was silent for a while, and asked softly, "Do you love him?" ”
Qingshi Fairy said bitterly: "I once wore her hair in a high bun, do you know how he answered?" ”
Guan Feixuan shook her head slightly. A woman is willing to pull her hair in a high bun for a man, what can it be if it is not love?
Fairy Qingshi said in a low voice: "He said, you have nothing to do to play classical, and you will crush my crooked neck tree."
Guan Feixuan: ""
If she was left to guess, she felt like she would never guess the answer for the rest of her life. Such a fierce answer, such a fierce refusal, it is strange to think of! And Concubine Guan also realized the strange side of Nirvana at this moment!
"Isn't it funny?" Fairy Qingshi asked.
Concubine Guan nodded honestly.
"I was stunned at the time, if he hadn't turned around and went to sleep directly, I would have beaten him up. There is no such shameless method to bury people," the Qingshi Fairy said helplessly. Her first confession was rejected by such a dramatic rejection. It's not sad, but it's a little uncomfortable! Emotionally, no one can stay calm!
After a little silence, Concubine Guan asked softly, "Nirvana doesn't seem to have any reason not to like you."
Fairy Qingshi shook her head and said bitterly: "He has too many reasons not to like me. In his eyes, I, the woman who dominates the world, is nothing but a vicious woman, an enemy whom he will trample under."
Concubine Guan asked curiously, "Then can I ask the reason?" ”
After a pause, Concubine Guan added: "If it's inconvenient, just don't ask!" ”
Fairy Qingshi sighed bitterly: "There is nothing that cannot be said......"
Walking slowly to the window, Fairy Qingshi looked at the clear blue sky and muttered, "When I first met him, he was still a teenager. At that time, he was fighting with a group of people, and although he was not tall, his skills were not ambiguous at all. In the end, he killed the group one by one, shedding a lot of blood! At the moment when the last person died, his blood-red eyes looked at me, and he attacked without saying a word......"
Although at that time, he was an absolute leader among his peers. But there is still a huge gap compared to me. I easily subdued him, but he struggled and roared like a vicious young beast...... When I saw his blood-red eyes, I didn't see the agility and underlying feelings that a normal person should have, only the cold dead silence. It seems that he has excluded this world and walked alone, becoming a walking corpse in the eyes of others......"
"I don't have the ability to spy on his past, but I can feel that he deeply hates this world, as if he has to destroy this world before he can be willing. It was also at that moment that I realized that he was from Hell, a place where demons were bred ......"
"If you want to survive in hell, you have to annihilate the so-called human nature and become an outcast in this world. They will let you have family, love, and friendship, and let you deeply feel the warmth of this world. In the end, it ruthlessly let you destroy all this beauty with your own hands, so that you are no longer a simple person, but a demon who tramples on morality and ethics, and the rules and regulations of the world...... Eventually, it evolved into an evil killing machine......"
Concubine Guan felt a chill in her heart, and tears flowed down her face. Thinking of the account of Nirvana that night, a heart-wrenching pain swept through my body. It was only then that she realized that Nirvana, in order to take into account her feelings, had only told the tip of the iceberg of the suffering he had endured...... If he narrates them one by one, he doesn't know if he can bear it!
She is very glad that there is one more Nirvana in this world, a child who is trying to be a good person.
"I watched him secretly, watched him grow step by step, and felt the surprise and wonder he brought me...... I will create some casual encounters, chat with him and drink tea, and then teach her some small means of survival, so that he can gradually plump and full......"
Hearing this, Concubine Guan suddenly had an extremely strange feeling in her heart. She couldn't help but have a question in her heart: How can Nirvana get the favor of the Qingshi Fairy? From the domineering four words of "Conquering the World", she could guess the transcendent identity of Qingshi Fairy. How can such a master bother to pay attention to a small person, and not hesitate to spend his heart and mind to cultivate?
"Looking at his achievements, I am truly grateful. But I found that he was getting farther and farther away from me...... At first, even if he didn't smile at me, his attitude was not mixed with boredom and impatience. But one day, I suddenly felt his subconscious hostility and indifference, as if I had returned to the moment when we first met......"
Qingshi Fairy was full of bitterness, this was the first time in her smooth life that she suffered a blow. Or the person I care about the most!
The silent Concubine Guan suddenly asked, "Why would he do this to you?" ”
There must be a cause for effect, and Nirvana naturally cannot change its attitude for no reason!
Qingshi Fairy smiled bitterly: "Because he doesn't need others to interfere in his life, he just wants to be himself......"
Guan Feixuan's spirits perked up, and she had already guessed some reasons, and asked astringently, "Who do you want him to become?" ”
The Qingshi Fairy muttered, "The one who is becoming more and more vague in my heart......"
Concubine Guan clearly saw that a crystal teardrop slipped from the corner of Qingshi Fairy's eyes......