The distance from the 'Shengtong Company' to his and Xuemei's temporary home was only seven or eight miles, and the left army walked back on foot...

He stops and goes...

Tangled emotions made his steps unusually heavy.

What should he say to Xuemei?

How can he make Xuemei accept the cruel reality that he is far away from?

But what if he doesn't?

Those migrant workers who were in debt were looking for him everywhere in Dejiang, there was no place for his left army to stand here, and he shouldn't let Xuemei follow him to be frightened and suffered.

Finally, he pushed open the door...

"You're back? Have you seen Lao Zhang? Xuemei stepped forward and asked.

"Hmm!"

Zuo Jun's gaze didn't dare to meet her, he turned to the side and vaguely agreed.

Seeing that Zuo Jun's expression was wrong, Xuemei became even more nervous, and she asked a little tentatively, "Does Lao Zhang want to go back to this house?" ”

"Nope! He doesn't plan to live here, if you want to stay, you can continue to rent it yourself. ”

"What 'you'? It's us! ”

Xuemei corrected, and then said: "That's good, the rent is not expensive, and the landlord is a good person, so let's live here for a long time." ”

"Oh!"

Seeing that Zuo Jun was a little absent-minded, Xuemei said strangely: "What's wrong with you?" A little unrelenting, did you not find a job? ”

"I talked to Lao Zhang about something today, but I didn't go to work!"

"Oh? What did you talk about? Is it a new project? ”

Seeing Xuemei's earnest expression, even if Zuo Jun was iron-hearted, he couldn't say anything about going abroad.

"Well, now I just have a little eyebrows, and Lao Zhang is contacting it."

Zuo Jun decided to hide Xuemei for the time being, and wait for the 'Shengtong Company' to get his passport to go abroad first, and then he will talk about it, and there must be some variables in the middle.

In the next few days, Zuo Jun put on a mask again, covered his face tightly and went to the labor market to find a job, because it was just spring, the weather was warm and cold, and no one cared about him covering his face, while waiting for the news of the 'Shengtong Company', of course, this needs to be passed on by Lao Zhangbang.

It didn't take long for Lao Zhang to bring him 'good news', everything was done, and he was asked to report to the 'Shengtong Company' immediately.

Zuo Jun has been waiting for news with an ambivalent mentality, he is eagerly waiting for this opportunity on the one hand, but on the other hand, he hopes that he will not be able to leave, he really can't bear to leave Xuemei.

However, everything was already in order, when Zuo Jun was informed that he would leave the country directly from the 'Shengtong Company' the next morning, he couldn't help but be filled with joy and sorrow, he had not yet revealed a word to Xuemei, and tomorrow, he would be completely separated from Xuemei.

He took the salary advanced by the company in advance and came back to see Xuemei...

"Why did you come back so early today? I haven't cooked yet! Xuemei asked curiously.

Zuo Jun's nose was a little sour, and he hurriedly said: "Xuemei, I earned money today, let's not eat at home, I invite you to eat outside." ”

"No, let's not go out to eat in the future, that's not a place we can consume." Xuemei hurriedly dissuaded.

"But today we must have to eat, you have suffered with me during this time, I must treat you to a decent meal." The left army insisted.

Xuemei was a little stunned and said, "What's wrong with you today?" It's like getting rich! ”

"That's right! I did make a small fortune today, and people advanced a lot of money to me, so you can listen to me once! ”

As soon as Xuemei heard Zuo Jun say this, she didn't want to let him spoil his fun anymore, so she finally agreed.

Zuo Jun led her into the 'Sichuan Weiyuan' restaurant again, he and she sat in the same place again, and Zuo Jun ordered her favorite 'Mapo Tofu Fish' and 'Sesame Lamb Chops'...

Xuemei was surprised to feel the changes in the left army, what kind of happy event happened to him?

"Brother Jun, did you catch up with Mr. Huang?" Xuemei guessed.

"Nope! He doesn't matter to us anymore, but my career has a new beginning! ”

"Really? Then tell me quickly, don't sell it to me. Xuemei urged earnestly.

"I've already joined the 'Shengtong Company' and I'm going to the new construction site tomorrow." The Left Army finally told the truth.

"Really? I also heard that 'Shengtong Company' is the largest construction company in Dejiang, but it is not as unreliable as 'Yunpeng Company', it is great that you joined this company, is the construction site far from home? ”

Xuemei asked the crucial question again, and Zuo Jun bowed his head and was silent.

"You're talking!"

Zuo Jun finally raised his head and replied: "That construction site is far away, it is abroad!" ”

"Huh? How can this be? ”

"That's a good thing! Working abroad is a dream for many people, and the pay for working there is much higher than at home, so that's why I agreed to go there! ”

"But you're gone, so what should I do? Can I go with you? ”

'It can't be!' Shengtong is a regular company, and it is impossible to arrange family members to go to the construction site, and it is to go abroad. ”

"And how long are you going to be out of the road? Can you come back often? ”

"I may have to go out for a few years, and the construction site there is far away from here, so it is inconvenient to come back."

"You... What do you mean by that? Don't you want me? Xuemei said a little excitedly.

Zuo Jun buried his head, and he said in a low voice: "Xuemei, you know that I love you, but you have also seen the two of us together these days, what kind of life have we lived?" Maybe we're really not fit to be together, so let's calm down with each other first, I hope you have a chance to choose again..."

"You fart! I'm already your person, and when you say such things now, are you the words of a responsible man? ”

Xuemei was excited, her voice was very high, and the customers around her focused their eyes on the two of them...

"Xuemei, you have to calm down, we have something to discuss when we go home, eat first..."

"That's good! I've eaten, let's go! After Xuemei finished speaking, she got up and walked out...

Zuo Jun looked at the half-eaten dish and hurriedly asked the waiter to come over to help pack it.

When Zuo Jun came back with leftovers, Xuemei was lying on the bed sobbing...

Zuo Jun put away the food bag with leftovers, came over and patted Xuemei lightly on the shoulder, and then persuaded: "Xuemei, maybe we are both too young, we have always longed for fairytale love, but we are not prepared for the cruelty of real marriage, and our hardships these days are enough to make us unforgettable." Therefore, no matter how ideal love is, it must be subjected to the cruel reality. ”

Xuemei sat up suddenly, and she shouted to Zuo Jun, "Do you think I'm dragging you down?" Do you think it's inappropriate to be with me? ”

"Nope! Xuemei, you are as clear and jade as a fairy in my mind, but it is my own reason that I have made you suffer so much with me, and I am sorry for you! ”

When Zuo Jun said this, his voice was a little choked.

"But I'm not afraid of this, as long as we are together and never separated, even if we suffer more, I will accept it willingly." Xuemei said emotionally.

Zuo Jun was silent again, he knew in his heart that if he said the desperate words of breaking up at this time, it would not only hurt Xuemei alone, but he would not be able to bear it, he had to find a more acceptable reason for each other.

Thinking of this, he suddenly took out a dozen banknotes from his arms and handed them to Xuemei...

"Where did you get all this money?" Xuemei was surprised.

"This is the 'Shengtong company' to advance my salary, as long as I can insist on going to the construction site abroad for a few years, then, I will come back, I will be able to buy a building, at that time, our hard days will be over, if you are really not afraid of suffering with me, then wait for me here for a few years, and when I 'return home', I will marry you in a beautiful way, okay?"

"Are you telling the truth? Can you really make a lot of money working abroad? ”

Zuo Jun said with a smile: "People only advanced my salary for two months, and they gave so much, if I insist on working abroad for a few years, how much can you calculate how much I can earn?" ”

"But you're not home, what should I do?"

"This money is enough to pay the rent for a few years, I will often send you money, your life is not a problem, if you are bored at home, you can also go out and find a job!"

As soon as she heard Zuo Jun say this, Xuemei had a glimmer of hope in her heart, if it was really like what Zuo Jun said, it would be a good choice for the two of them, she had hands and feet, and she could completely support herself, and then Zuo Jun's money would be saved, maybe she could save a lot of money, she was not a selfish girl, and she knew that she couldn't bear Zuo Jun, and she couldn't drag Zuo Jun's career back.

"That's good! We are determined, no matter how far you go, no matter how long you go, I will wait for you to come back. ”

After listening to Xuemei's expression, Zuo Jun's heart was sour, he was not sure whether he was going to Africa this time, whether it was evil or lucky, how could he let Xuemei consume a lot of youth and wait for him?

But if he said it, he would continue to hurt Xuemei, and he couldn't bear to see Xuemei's tears anymore.

"Alright! I will be back as soon as possible. Zuo Jun replied weakly.

"And when are you leaving?"

"Ahhh Let's wait a few days! I haven't got my passport approved yet. "The left army lied.

Xuemei's heart was a little more steady, she caught a glimpse of the food bag brought back by Zuo Jun, so she immediately got up and picked it up and said, "I haven't eaten enough just now, I'll go and heat it up, and we'll continue to eat." ”

"What a shame! I went out to buy a bottle of wine, I haven't drunk it for a long time, and I'm a little hungry. The left army turned around and walked out.

Zuo Jun walked out of the room for a long time before he sighed heavily.

That night, Xuemei tasted the 'mapo tofu fish' and 'sesame lamb chops' left from the restaurant, and she wanted to cherish the good times with Zuo Jun in the next few days.

Zuo Jun was so worried that he kept drinking and took the opportunity to persuade Xuemei to drink with him.

Xuemei usually doesn't drink a drop of wine, but she couldn't stand the enthusiastic persuasion of Zuo Jun, she took a sip, and quickly took a second sip...

For a girl who has never been drunk before, the first time she was drunk is imaginable, and she is most unconscious.

Zuo Jun laid out the quilt, picked her up and put her on the bed, and helped her take off her clothes...

He gently covered Xuemei with the quilt and kissed her lightly on the forehead.

When Xuemei woke up, it was already early the next morning, only she was lying in the bed, Zuo Jun was already gone, she hurriedly got dressed, and was about to go out, when she suddenly saw a blank paper in the corner of the table, like a letter, she immediately had an ominous premonition in her heart, and picked it up with trepidation...

"Xuemei, when you read this letter, I was already on my way abroad, how much you should cherish yourself, I don't know if it's right or wrong for the two of us to combine together, don't wait for me, I don't know if we have any results. I know that you don't have relatives in Dejiang, it's best to look for Liu Cheng again, he runs logistics, you go to a few logistics companies in Dejiang to ask, he will take care of you, I will leave all this money for you. Whether we can meet again in the future depends on the arrangement of fate! ”

When Xuemei read this letter, she burst into tears, pulled her legs and ran out, she was going to chase back the left army...

At this time, Zuo Jun had already boarded the bus of the 'Shengtong Company' and was on his way to the provincial capital, from where he and a group of employees who had gone abroad were going to take a flight to Africa.

Zuo Jun looked out through the car window, and saw that the urban area of Dejiang was gradually out of sight, and when he thought that his beloved Xuemei was still left alone, his tears couldn't help but gush out...

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