PS: PS: That...... This paragraph is a little depressing, and it doesn't progress much with the plot, so you can skip and watch it...... Momoda......

…… Well, fortunately, she finally knows the real "distressed" parents now.

Wei Lan thought of what he had done...... I regret it...... So, she hopes to start over and get rid of this nightmare. Since there is no hope of curing this disease, why didn't he bother to die at that time, because his selfishness affected his family......

Before I knew it, tears had soaked the pillow towel. Ziqing felt the pain of the original owner in the plot, helpless, and struggling......

However, with the deepening of the understanding of the plot, Zijing knows that in fact, the original owner is giving up on herself, and deep down in her heart, why is she not eager to be more cared for and loved? It is precisely because of the despair of reality and the strong desire for life that I want to use this extreme way to inspire more hope......

Oh, what a contradiction.

True death can actually be very simple and can be achieved with countless opportunities and time without anyone knowing. But there are very few people in this world who are willing to die silently, no one really wants to die, just like those who want to jump off the building to take poison and hang themselves or something, they will publicize it with great fanfare in advance, of course, it is not excluded that life is indeed facing an insurmountable hurdle, and it is really desperate to think about it.

But after all, they are afraid of death, so they will let everyone know... What they look forward to or wait for is the attention and sympathy of others... Then, after hours of persuasion with those well-wishers, he was reluctantly dragged back......

But what Zijing wants to say is that he can really save himself. It is not others who can get out of the pain, but yourself, and only yourself!

Only when you become psychologically strong, cheerful, and optimistic, will you see the brightness of the sun, perceive the fragrance of birds and flowers, and be truly moved by those who love and care about yourself, and will make life warmer.

At least for the time they have a life. It makes sense to save yourself. Otherwise......

Just like the original owner. Originally, it was just a family of food and clothing, but because of her illness, all her savings had been squeezed out in half a year. There are grandparents who need to be supported, and younger brothers and sisters who are studying. Her extreme reaction forced her parents to put all their energy on her. In the end, the house was sold. I also sold all the valuable things in the house. The family went out and rented the cheapest house to live in......

Ziqing can also fully understand the "selfishness" of the original owner, and the ants are still stealing their lives, not to mention that she is in the prime of her life. Seeing that a beautiful life was slowly unfolding in front of him, suddenly the whole world was splashed with the thick ink of death, and every qiē lost its luster. How desperate that must have been. While complaining that she was dragging down her family, she complained about why she was not reincarnated in a richer family...... As her personality slowly changed, she became self-contained, and she began to hate herself and the qiē around her.

Therefore, Ziqing doesn't feel that there is anything wrong with the contradiction of the original owner, after all, not everyone can bear the pain of chemotherapy again and again, and many people commit suicide because they can't stand the pain of this treatment. But she endured it, which shows that she is still a very strong girl in essence. I don't feel that the original owner's parents and family owe her anything. Ziqing has experienced too much life and seen all kinds of people, in fact, in her opinion, the original owner is very lucky compared to those who are abandoned from birth, or are directly abandoned by their relatives in the hospital after being diagnosed with a terminal illness.

Everyone is not wrong, in fact, looking at the whole plot, if there is no damn disease, what a happy and wonderful family it would be.

Ziqing knew that all the problems were caused by this leukemia.

Is it that the disease is cured, and everything is solved?

Ziqing put aside all the plot information for the time being, and ran the spiritual heart trick a few times before the original owner's residual resentment did not affect his state of mind.

Data collection on leukemia began......

With the understanding of this disease and the diagnosis of the original owner, Ziqing was a little desperate, because the original owner had chronic leukemia - chronic myeloid leukemia, which has not been effectively treated until now.

Even if the treatment continues, it will only be to endure the pain caused by one more chemotherapy treatment, to survive the endless pain, and to add a heavy burden to the family.

Ziqing thought that the original owner asked the main god space to counterattack for his life, and the most fundamental thing was to end his life as much as possible, so as not to add a burden to the family.

In fact, Ziqing can feel how painful the original owner is saying her request, if she can, she really doesn't want to die, such a beautiful age...... However, she was afraid that if she did it again, she would cause her family to suffer again because of her selfishness, so she ...... The two evils are the opposite, she still chooses to let herself die neatly, it's a hundred!

Thinking of this, Ziqing cried, really cried.

What now? Damn the system's request this time is to "survive ......", survive......

If you talk about the life-and-death struggle in the gladiatorial arena, you can also fight for the chance to survive through your own skills; In the apocalypse, becoming a little cannon fodder zombie can also try to avoid danger and struggle to survive on the edge of the plot.

So now, she has nothing to do.

From his search for the memory of the original owner just now, Ziqing also learned some means to alleviate the pain and enhance vitality, but they are fundamentally a symptom but not a root cause. Therefore, the art I learned, acupuncture, was just to relieve the pain and alleviate the side effects of chemotherapy and Western medicine...... This makes her embarrassed.

According to the plot of the original owner, she has more than half a year at most...... Of course, in fact, a large part of the process is caused by the original owner's resistance to treatment, as well as the depression and autism in the heart, which makes the body in a tense state for a long time, and the condition deteriorates rapidly.

Therefore, if you relax your mind, use guò acupuncture, as well as traditional Chinese medicine assistance, and eat a reasonable diet, maybe you can also prolong your life?

It's just that this is just an extension, not the "survival ......" required by the system, so, is this mission doomed to failure?

Zijing was weighing, and she wondered if she should give up this task wisely or ...... Let's see the situation first? After all, I have just entered this body, and I have just received the plot, and I haven't really experienced the pain and helplessness of the original owner to give up, which seems to be too disrespectful.

Well, in order to fulfill the original owner's "wish", before she finds a cure, the first task is to convince her parents to give up the treatment and let her be discharged from the hospital before the whole family is torn down. (To be continued......)