Chapter 111 Happiness Quota

I can probably only sigh that I was too young at that time.

The progress of the two people is really fast, this feeling is very describeable, and it is difficult to explain to others, just like the relationship between two little girls who have gone to the toilet by leaps and bounds because they have held hands together.

The two of them started the model of good friends when they were studying.

will participate in sports together, and most of the time Xue Qin is responsible for applauding Xi Tang. When he ran a thousand meters in the physical education exam, Xi Tang stood at the finish line and waited for Xue Qin. Xue Qin fell into Xi Tang's arms, Xi Tang just smiled, and then dragged him around slowly to relax.

We will go to the library to read books together, and study in the study room. Then Xi Tang cheered for Xue Qin, who participated in various competitions. Once at a school gala, Xue Qin and Xi Tang both prepared programs, Xi Tang was the host, plus singing. Xue Qin is playing the piano, and the two people's programs are in front of and behind, neither of them saw each other's performance, and when they staggered backstage, they could invariably say, "Wait for the performance to show me!" ”

Eat together at noon every day. The food in the school cafeteria became more and more unpalatable, and there was no lower limit, and then it developed to the point where two people secretly ordered takeout together, and even became more and more intense in the back, climbing the school wall together, and running outside to eat lunch every day. The food is strange.

In short, it definitely met the standard of the good friend that Xue Qin asked at that time. Whenever a student mentions them, when they talk about one, they must mention the other.

Because these two people are just too good. There is absolutely nothing to say about the appearance, from the point of view of popularity. Both of them are quite likeable, and they get along well with their classmates, but they are not particularly good.

So when the two of them got better to this point. Over time, there are some strange sayings.

When the two of them heard this rumor for the first time, both of them were very frank and laughed at it.

But there are indeed some ups and downs in my heart.

Then came the third year of high school. Both men faced very significant tests. Xue Qin's target is Tsinghua University. And Xi Tang plans to go to the Central Academy of Drama.

When the Chinese Opera School recruited for the art examination, it happened to be Xi Tang's nineteenth birthday. He was alone in distant Beijing to take the exam. The exam process went smoothly, but it felt lonely and boring.

As a result, when I returned to the hotel at night, I saw Xue Qin dragging a big red suitcase at the door of the hotel. Xue Qin explained that there was just a physics competition here. But Xi Tang saw the cake he held on top of the box at a glance, and still felt an indescribably sweet feeling. I always feel that the undercurrent is getting more and more powerful.

Xue Qin dragged the box and the cake into his hotel. Unboxing the cake and going to share the cake with him. He took out the candle and lit it, then turned off the light, and the light was shining. He smiled skillfully and said to Xi Tang, "Make a wish." ”

Xi Tang was a little sluggish and made a wish. When he opened his eyes, he saw Xue Qin looking at him stunned, and he felt a very strong premonition at that time.

As a result, Xue Qin really spoke. He said so at the time. "Xi Tang. You like me, right? ”

Xi Tang was stunned for a moment.

I heard Xue Qin say angrily, "I know that you had money on you when it rained." ”

Xi Tang did not speak.

Xue Qin bit his lower lip, then suddenly stood on tiptoe like this, and pressed his lips against his lips very suddenly.

Xue Qin's lips were very hot, and in such a dim, even somewhat dark environment, Xue Qin's whole person was like a luminous body.

So the two naturally kissed and rolled together.

The first time it was very tragic. Neither had much experience. But he is young and frivolous, and his blood is strong. There was a bloodstain on the sheets of the hotel in the straight alley.

Xue Qin's tossed half of his life was gone. The next day's physics competition was also a matter of course. Xi Tang nestled on the bed, stroked his waist with his hand and said. "Is there really a competition?"

Xue Qin hummed softly.

"You don't even go to the game in order to go to chuang?" When Xi Tang said this, Xue Qin's face turned red. The two of them remained warm in bed for a while.

At this point, the relationship is established.

And in this relationship between the two of them, it has always been Xue Qin chasing Xi Tang and taking all kinds of initiative to care about Xi Tang, it seems that Xi Tang has always occupied the initiative. For a long time, he thought so himself.

In fact, Xue Qin also has a very natural attraction to Xi Tang. That's why Xi Tang was about to get wet with his money when he touched his hands in his pockets for the first time, and he couldn't take them out.

He likes himself, and Xue Qin has always known this. Because of this, I can become my own indomitable confidence. It's no wonder that some people say that in this world, in addition to love, what kind of feelings can be completed by yourself.

The two of them love each other, so the interaction between the two people can achieve such beauty and sweetness.

And there is really no way to hide such love. Soon, it was seen and posted on the school forum and school website. All kinds of HOT, all kinds of red, all kinds of high-rise buildings, overwhelming people.

Everyone who saw both of them seemed to say, X-sexual, go back to your planet. We are not people of the world. The matter is too big and the impact is not good. The school teachers can only talk to them.

And in this conversation, Xue Qin, who everyone always thought was soft, had a very tough attitude, and he completely dominated the conversation this time.

First of all, we are not wrong to block the back of the serious teacher, and then all kinds of quotations to explain the rationality and legitimacy of same-sexuality/sexuality. It's a nature, and we can't erase it. then emphasized his growth and progress after being with Xi Tang. In the end, he unilaterally ended this meaningless conversation with the necessity of privacy.

It can be said that the conversation collapsed at this point.

Both of them had a bit of a solemn expression.

Xue Qin glanced at Xi Tang and asked with a little worried, "Do you agree with what I said?" ”

Xi Tang nodded.

So Xue Qin laughed again, "Then there will be no class today, let's go out and play." ”

The two walked hand in hand from the school, and climbed over the wall neatly.

The two of them were very famous in the school. Seeing the two of them holding hands and skipping class so blatantly, many people shouted excitedly, "Oh my God, they eloped!" "It's so romantic!" "You must be happy!"

These encouragements and so on are inaudible to the two of them.

After the two of them came out of the wall, they walked around aimlessly and said some meaningless things, and most of the topics were in the future that they couldn't see clearly. They looked a little lost, and when they came back, it was too miserable to wait for the two of them.

The first is the disciplinary and dismissal notice from the school.

Both of their families are falling out. Each was placed under house arrest at home and re-educated in his mind. Xi Tang's side is actually fine. Probably not biological, a lot of words are not easy to say, and even the beating and scolding are separated by a layer of distance.

Xue Qin's side was different. Their family is well-off. It's just three generations of single transmission, and he is the only boy in the family. He also has a sister who is six years younger than him. I don't understand these things at all. I have tried everything at home, and Xue Qin is like a hard stinky stone, dead or alive is a word, and he is simply out of the cabinet at home. was beaten all over his body by his angry father, and he was directly cut off from the father-son relationship.

And Xi Tang's side was much more relaxed. He had a very in-depth and thorough conversation with his adoptive father and adoptive mother. Take a step back from each other, agree to break up, go through your own life first, and wait until you are more mature to think about this kind of love that will hurt others and yourself.

So Xue Qin, who was ruined, received Xi Tang's breakup notice, and committed suicide at home without thinking about it for a while. According to the trajectory he imagined with Xue Qin, Xi Tang was still admitted to the Central Academy of Drama.

But Xue Qin no longer had a chance with Tsinghua University. He was found by his little sister and has been in a poor state since he woke up. In the end, he was disheartened, agreed to his family's arrangement, and went to study abroad. But because he really didn't have any will to survive during that time, the family could only let Xue Song, who was only eleven years old, accompany him abroad to take care of his brother.

Xue Song was very clingy to his brother when he was a child. This time something so big happened to her brother, she was stupid on the spot, and she cried a little broken. Or maybe it was her heart-rending cry that brought her brother back.

The family thought that maybe for the sake of such a young little sister, Xue Qin could have a little more reason to live. We often say that time can change everything. But maybe it should be revised, time can confirm some things, and it can change some things.

This sentence has been spinning in his mind since Xue Qin first saw Xi Tang on TV.

He smiled silently, feeling that there was no point in staying abroad, so he took his bag and returned to China very freely and casually.

He has had a very sad life over the years. When you study, you have to work and study part-time, after all, the severance relationship you said at the beginning is still in your ears. Although my sister tried her best to help herself, she still worked hard. With the help of my family, I started "NASHA" with great results, and my life seemed to be easier.

When he found out that his heart, life or something, in fact, is the same as the backpack grid that plays the game, there is a fixed amount, take some away, you have to add some fresh, put some new ones in, and it is natural to eliminate some others.

He slowly enriched his life, and then silently felt that he hadn't thought of Xi Tang for a long time. In his crowded life, he can't let go of him at all. I started a new life with great peace of mind. (To be continued......)

PS: I forgot to say that these two chapters are the old things of Xue Qin and Xi Tang, involving Tanmei, and those who thunder are not allowed to enter.