I thought I was someone I would never love. I've struggled in the dark all my life, so I hate light.

Until that day, the girl who was like the sun broke into the gymnasium, and she looked at me with a look of surprise like a ghost.

Stubborn, energetic, and radiant, just like her name - Sunny Light.

He hates Ji Qingguang like this, obviously she has such a sad past, and she can still smile so brightly for nothing.

I wanted to ruin her smile and even drag her into the eternal night where he was.

It's also an illegitimate child, but he's much more miserable, isn't he? He lives in hell and receives those inhuman training every day, just so that one day, he can personally send his biological father to the western heavens.

The purpose of his life is to avenge his mother and take revenge on the man who lost her.

Such a self who is forced to become a tool of revenge should not have his own emotions, if his heart does not move, it will not hurt, and if he is ruthless, he will be invincible.

But he thought, he really didn't want to see Ji Qingguang so happy, her optimism and vitality pierced his heart deeply.

So, he began a series of actions to drive her crazy. On the surface, he was extremely considerate, as if he was pursuing her, which made all the girls go crazy with jealousy, and Ji Qingguang became the target of everyone.

Those who loved her began to attack her constantly, suppressing her, framing her, and teasing her, making her hide in hiding like a rat crossing the street.

But it didn't work, where she was, he would definitely appear, and protect her with the same posture as a prince who rescued Cinderella, which actually put her in a worse situation.

That time of chasing became the happiest memory of his life, as if illuminated by her light.

He finally saw the decadent Ji Qingguang, she was scared, seeing him was like seeing a cat and a mouse, cowering, timid, full of fear and resistance.

She no longer laughed wantonly, no longer made trouble without scruples, and became cautious where he appeared, always keeping her head down, not daring to look at him.

However, he was not as happy as he expected, and he even felt distressed. He thought he should make her happy again.

But he couldn't stop himself from provoking her and provoking her, he thought that the next time they met, he would really treat her well.

But Ji Qingguang didn't dare to talk to him anymore, and he didn't even want to look at him, which made him lose control of his emotions every time, and then targeted her even more badly.

Every time, when he saw others bullying her, he was actually very annoyed, if it wasn't for his own calculations, she shouldn't have so much trouble.

So while he was fighting those who targeted Ji Qingguang, he couldn't help but bully her himself, such contradictory thoughts were really maddening.

Later, he often thought that if he had not smoked marijuana when they first met, but ran in the sun, and then showed the most sincere smile to her, maybe everything would have been different.

In the end, he still didn't have a chance to make up for it and change, because someone finally stood in front of Ji Qingguang and helped her block all the guns and arrows, so that she regained her smile and self-confidence.

That person said to him with an arrogant attitude: "Lan Ting, I will let you disappear, and never think of having a chance to hurt Ji Qingguang again!" ”

He really did it, and hit the Lan family hard in the mall, causing the Lan family's foundation to collapse and make it impossible to gain a foothold in City A, and in the end, his mother had to compromise and send him to Italy.

It just so happened that it also made him go to the destined road of revenge in advance.

He remembered that before getting on the plane, he looked at the bright lights of City A and made a vow: Ji Qingguang, I will definitely come back again, at that time, I want you to be my woman!

So, in Italy, he endured inhuman torture, exchanging his life and blood for the opportunity to climb up the mountain again and again.

Unscrupulous, scheming, cold-blooded, ruthless, insidious and vicious, he sold himself to the devil, just so that one day he could stand at the peak of power and trample on the soles of all those who hindered him and manipulated him.

He has slept in sewers, eaten cockroaches, been in prison, and hovered on the edge of life and death several times, but every time, he gritted his teeth and pushed through, and he kept telling himself that he could not fall down.

In his dark world, there was only a glimmer of light, and her name was Ji Qingguang.

He promised himself that he must live, he must return to City A, and then firmly bind Ji Qingguang to his side and let her illuminate his bleak life.

He did it, defeated all the enemies, betrayed many brothers, and finally one day he sat down in the position of the godfather and looked at those who had not taken him seriously, prostrate at the soles of his feet.

He took matters into his own hands with his own hands, the man who spurned himself as a. Then, with his iron wrist, he integrated the dark power of Italy, his hands were covered with blood, and his heart was cold and ruthless.

But he came back after the worst, and he saw a more dazzling Ji Qingguang, fading away from the youthfulness of a girl, and becoming mature and full of charm.

He knew that no matter what, this time, he would not let go again, even if he broke her wings, he would take her away.

And the obstacle he has to face is still the man who forced him to Italy back then, Jin Shaoqing.

This time, he won't lose again, he wants to win extremely beautiful, and let Jin Shaoqing taste despair.

But when he thought he was going to win, he finally lost to Ji Qingguang, and lost to her heart that she had never loved.

Because even if she lost all her memories, she still only saw Jin Shaoqing in her eyes. He knew that he had lost completely, and perhaps never had the possibility of winning.

How angry he was when she said she was sorry, angry and wanted to destroy everything.

Until he chose to let go, she actually took the initiative to hug him for the first time, and a faint fragrance came from the tip of her nose, and he felt very satisfied at this moment.

Yes, he should be satisfied, he stole her from Jin Shaoqing for four years. For four years, her laughter, her anger, her vulnerability, her helplessness, were all given to him only.

There is only darkness in his world, maybe it is really not suitable for Ji Qingguang, a woman who belongs to the light, she should live freely under the sun and smile like a blooming flower.

Laughing unscrupulously and living with energy, that's the Ji Qingguang he loves, right?

In his youthful and frivolous years, he fell in love with a girl named Ji Qingguang.

In the years after the storm, he fell in love with a woman again, and her name was still Ji Qingguang.

This woman taught him to love and teach him to let go.

Even though the darkness is boundless, the place in his heart is still clear, because there is always a beam of light that illuminates his eternal night.

Thank you, thank you, let me love you.

Thank you, thank you, you were not hurt by my paranoia, and you are still so dazzling and unrestrained.

When I look at you in your wedding dress, I wish I was the one on the other side of the red carpet who reached out to you.

Maybe there is really a parallel time and space in this world, if there is, I must be a warm person there, no hatred, no extremism, no blood-stained hands, no scars that cannot be lifted, and no years that cannot see the light of day.

And I will definitely stand quietly under the banyan tree on a sunny afternoon, waiting for you to walk by.

Then grow up with you, and like him, stand at the end of the red carpet, smile at you, stretch out your hand, and lead you to a lifetime of happiness.

I'm sorry, I love you.