Looking at the sleeping little girl, Nirvana's eyes were full of tenderness. It is undeniable that he occupies almost the entire world of the little girl, because in the little girl's mind, he gave her a new life.

If it weren't for his father, the little girl at this moment might still be wandering lonely in this world full of endless indifference in her eyes, and in the dead of night, she could only curl up in the corner in thin shabby clothes and shiver. Even if you are lucky enough to fall asleep, you will dream and whisper: "Dad...... Mommy ......"

Everyone knows that the little girl occupies an extremely important position in Nirvana's heart, but no one can give the four words "extremely important" an exact quantification. Only Nirvana himself knows that if he has to make a choice between the little girl and Concubine Guan, he will not hesitate to choose the little girl.

Some people may say that he is ruthless, a bastard with no conscience, a negative man. But he, even if he has to bear the insults of the entire world, he has to choose like this. Because the concubine who still has a complete family even if she has him, she can continue to live happily in this world, and at most she will be sad for a while. But if the little girl doesn't have him, it is equivalent to losing everything. Therefore, he must support the little girl in a world realm.

Gently remove the shirt and set it aside. Nirvana tidied up the little girl's bedding again and quietly walked out of the room.

After closing the door, three women surrounded at the same time, all with concerned and inquiring looks.

Nirvana smiled: "Sleep ......"

The three women breathed a sigh of relief at the same time.

Concubine Guan looked at Nirvana's cold eyes, and stopped talking.

Nirvana smiled softly at Concubine Guan. said: "Some things, after all, there must be a ...... to be broken"

Concubine Guan opened her mouth, but finally only turned into a long sigh. She knew that she couldn't stop Nirvana, and all she could do was pray silently and sincerely in her heart.

Qiu Xiangchun's face was complicated, and she didn't speak. Even Concubine Guan couldn't dissuade Nirvana, and it was even more impossible for her to be nameless and unshared.

Nirvana smiled: "Don't worry, it's okay...... Don't they all say that good people don't live long, and disasters will last for thousands of years? I'm not going to die so easily......"

Guan Feixuan and Qiu Xiangchun both smiled reluctantly. If they were usually able to smile coquettishly. But now, they're not in that mood!

Nirvana turned his gaze to Sister Jiaojiao, who had been silent, and said with a smile: "Sister Jiaojiao, take a step to speak?" ”

Sister Jiaojiao nodded. Be the first to walk out of the house.

Nirvana shook the jade hand that held Concubine Guanxuan. Laughing softly: "Wait for me to come back......"

The voice fell. Nirvana followed in the footsteps of Sister Jiaojiao and left home.

At the moment when the door closed, Concubine Guan covered her heart and staggered back three steps. barely held on to the foot of the table, her pretty face was pale, and tears were pouring out.

Heart, inexplicable colic!

Qiu Xiangchun's face changed, she reached out to support Guan Feixuan, and asked with concern, "What's wrong?" ”

Concubine Guan tightly grabbed Qiu Xiangchun's arm, choked up with a look of hope and asked, "He'll be fine, right?" ”

Qiu Xiangchun was puzzled by Concubine Guan's abnormality, but she didn't ask, but nodded and said, "There will be no trouble......

Concubine Guan pursed her lips tightly, turned her head to look out the window, her eyes were gloomy.

……

On the roof of the building, Nirvana and Sister Jiaojiao stood side by side, and the breeze caressed the corners of their clothes.

Sister Jiaojiao frowned slightly, and asked Nirvana, "What do you kid want to do?" ”

She had a strong premonition in her heart: this time things were not simple. If it was normal, Nirvana would never call her out to speak alone. But this time it was extremely abnormal, which made her a little uncomfortable.

And Nirvana's abnormal behavior couldn't help but make her feel a touch of worry in her heart.

Nirvana smiled: "Do what a man should do, do what a father should do......"

Sister Jiaojiao said viciously: "Boy, don't play dumb riddles with the old lady, you owe it to clean up, right?" ”

Nirvana smiled bitterly and said, "Sister Jiaojiao, it's better not to say some things......

After being silent for a while, Sister Jiaojiao asked, "Say, what are you looking for me to do?" ”

Nirvana's face froze, and he said in a deep voice: "Sister Jiaojiao, this trip is unpredictable, and no one knows what the result is. If I have an accident, please take care of the girl and the concubine......"

Sister Jiaojiao kicked Nirvana's calf, like an angry lioness, and roared, "What kind of bullshit? Accident, accident your uncle! ”

Nirvana smiled bitterly: "Sister Jiaojiao, this is just a ...... if"

Sister Jiaojiao said angrily: "There is no if! ”

Nirvana smiled and said, "Sister Jiaojiao, everyone wants to live in peace and stability in this world and taste the joy of happiness. Not everyone has this blessing. If you can live and die at a moment, no one will want to die. To be honest, I'm scared of death too! Especially after having a girl and a concubine, I was so scared. But there are some things where you have to put life and death out of the way, because it involves one's principles, and there is no room for maneuver. ”

Looking into the distance, Nirvana sighed: "Besides, as long as this plate is not finished, I will not have a stable life, and I will be guilty of the girl and the concubine Xuan following me." Even if it's not for myself, for the sake of the girl and the concubine, I have to finish this game of chess......"

Sister Jiaojiao was silent, her eyebrows were furrowed together, and after a while, she said softly: "Actually, this matter can come step by step, there is no need to eat a big fat man in one bite......"

Nirvana shook his head and sighed: "Sister Jiaojiao, you should understand the temperament of those people, and they have always been inch by inch. If they don't hit them all at once, they won't have a long memory. ”

Sister Jiaojiao was silent, and she really couldn't find the words to refute it. And how could she not understand those bastards?

Nirvana whispered: "During this time, I have been running away, escaping from my other layer of identity. Emperor, whenever I think of these two words, there is always an irrepressible urge to kill, accompanied by a sting from the soul. In my heart, the emperor represents evil, a devil, and a source of evil. So, I've been trying to get it out of my body. However, the results were not satisfactory. ”

"Just today, I suddenly had a feeling: in fact, the emperor is me, I am the emperor. It's not so much that I'm disgusted with the identity of the Emperor, but that I'm disgusted with myself. Because the emperor is just a layer of empty skin, to cover up the endless killing skin I have created, and also to give myself an excuse...... Now that it's happened, there's no room for change. What I can do is to learn to face it up to it and make up for it as much as possible, so that I can get a real sense of salvation......"

Nirvana's back was depressed, and he muttered: "Sister Jiaojiao, actually, I'm very tired......" (to be continued......)