Step 46 The true truth can never be finished

The Human Genetic Engineering Laboratory is a scientific research organization formed by more than 20 countries in the world to explore the mysteries of human genes. In reality, however, this organization, like other so-called worldly organizations, still belongs to the behemoth of the United States of America.

Americans are ambitious and intelligent, and although they did not start the World War as openly as their predecessors, the Nazi Third Reich, the reason is simply that they are not willing to work too hard for that empty fruit.

After they experienced the Great War of the World Realm, they knew one thing very clearly, that is, if they wanted to unify the World Realm by force, it was a very stupid thing at that time. Because then you need to pay more, rather than disrupting the world and occupying an absolutely powerful and advanced position, in this troubled world, you are crazy to snatch their resources from innocent citizens in other countries.

Although the people of the United States of America have no intention of invading the world under the slogan of freedom for the time being, for various reasons, they have a crazy attachment to all the leading scientific technologies, and it is because of this that this seemingly innocent scientific research institution was born.

The Human Genetic Engineering Laboratory was born in the 80s, ostensibly at the call of an American scientist, and countries in the world and even China joined one after another. In fact, however, the funding report for this research project was submitted to the US president's desk in the middle and late stages of World War II.

On the surface, the budget for this scientific research project has reached a high of 3 billion US dollars, but in fact, the budget for this scientific research project has far exceeded this figure by more than ten times.

According to the initial plan of this plan, by 2015, the code of about 100,000 genes in the human body will be unraveled, and the human gene spectrum will be drawn at the same time. In other words, to uncover the secrets of the 3 billion base pairs that make up the body's 40,000 genes.

But in fact, when the research is in the later stage, some unexpected results will inevitably be discovered even if some people don't want to know about it

Li Haofeng only learned this information from the mouths of these people, after all, it was impossible for these agents on duty who were sent abroad to know too much, and only their leaders could get more detailed information in the future. But fortunately, under the oppression of all their parties and the effect of hypnosis, the mastermind who had been hiding behind them finally appeared in Li Haofeng's eyes.

After Li Haofeng solved these fragments, he immediately returned home, and after releasing his mother from the other space, he explained his affairs to his mother in detail and thoroughly. After all, these things will make her know sooner or later, and now it may be a good thing to take this opportunity.

Xiao Meiniang's feelings for Li Haofeng's mother are extremely attached, she was abandoned by her mother since she was a child, she obviously pinned all her yearning for maternal love on Li Haofeng's mother, at this time Haofeng's mother finally came back safe and sound, she immediately showed her mother's nature, and she didn't want to leave when she was by her mother's side

Although Li Haofeng was a little numb when he saw this, he was a little hard to say anything, but in his heart he sometimes silently wondered, could it be that this guy was entangled around him at the beginning, in fact, a large part of the reason was to take the opportunity to get close to his mother?

Li Haofeng felt that he was thinking too much

After settling his mother, Li Haofeng quietly withdrew from the room, and the five daughters of Wang Kati outside the door were already waiting for his dispatch.

"Isn't that good? This dress? I think you guys really have the potential to cosplay. ”

At a glance, these people actually all wore maid costumes, although they were not all the same, but I have to say that such five beautiful contemporary fashion girls, standing in front of their eyes dressed as maids, still attracted attention.

Among them, Wang Kati may have deliberately shown her difference, she wore a butler's deacon outfit.

"Cut, we don't want to? But in order to fit in here, I had to dress like this? Who told you that a house so big here should not even have a servant?"

Wang Kati said with some jealousy, the other four girls are fortunate that they have been blessed by the state since they were children, and they are not very resistant to this simple maid work.

Li Haofeng glanced at these people, not to mention that there was really such a scene, which made the sealed otaku's heart in his heart faintly moved.

"Stockings beautiful legs maid! Temperament royal sister maid! A glamorous killer maid! The little sister maid next door! Are you sure you didn't deliberately send that kid Wang Shan to tempt me? Li Haofeng said with a strange look in his eyes.

This incident was just an episode, Li Haofeng didn't care much about it, he didn't have the mood or desire to care.

Li Haofeng's mother may know that when he encounters sad things and troubles, he will become like this

Although he is still young and young, he dares to say that some of his inner thoughts are no worse than those of people in their 60s.

Let's put it this way, he felt that he had a lot to do, and he sometimes felt that he was anti-human, because he didn't see any hope in humans, who were clearly the same species as himself.

Even though they are human beings, they are all like animals

Brutes have no morality, no shame, no understanding, no principles, and what about people? Sometimes Li Haofeng is thinking about whether the current people are really worthy of being called? Actually, it's not worth it at all, right? To say that it is human, in fact, it should be called a half-orc, is it more right?

Haofeng's mother used to say that his mouth was very damaged, just like his father in the past, Li Haofeng didn't remember his father's affairs, so he couldn't guess what his father thought.

But even now, he still can't suppress the depths of his heart, and he fantasizes about a world full of sadness, pain, and darkness!

He questioned that he might be cursed, cursing himself to keep staring at the darkness, even if he longed for the light

Or maybe it's because you can't get it that you yearn for the most?

In fact, he is an abandoned child at all?

The inner demon will not disappear all the time, and even if you become a Buddha, it will constantly change its form and appear around you.

This is a test, and Li Haofeng clearly perceives this possibility.

Otherwise, why would you grind so much?

When you encounter something terrible, you encounter something negative, and you want to be swallowed up by darkness

That's why I want to overcome it and override it! Deny all that it has assumed!

Because compared to it, I can't admit that I'm the devil! And it, which has been shaking, is actually the real me!

The demon in his heart is himself, Li Haofeng doesn't know how long ago he realized this, maybe it's because his mother believes in Buddhism, right? He's read a lot of books like this, maybe it's because his brain is brighter, right? He was lucky enough to understand some of the so-called Buddhist teachings.

But because of this, with the strengthening of his self-awareness, it seems that the inner demon is also getting stronger and stronger, and he uses the Buddha to suppress it, and it will point out some loopholes to refute itself

But for some reason, Li Haofeng always felt that although he couldn't talk about him, he was still wrong

Now let's bring the topic back to the recent one, he can think about the reason why the gang kidnapped his mother out of understanding and incomprehension, which may be the reason for the demons? He is able to experience one thing from two angles and get a completely different feeling.

One is to understand that it's not a big deal

One is the unforgivable sense of distortion that cannot be let go of although it is understood, and cannot be stopped

There was a voice that screamed even more fiercely now that he had gained strength

"Go and ruin everything! Then all the things that bother you will disappear with destruction! ”

Maybe this is another way of existence of the inner demon, but I have to say that as a possible idea derived from the darkness in his heart with one heart, Li Haofeng knew that if he did that, he might be very easy, but in the future, his heart will never be at ease

Cleaning up his mood and restoring the same self is the insight that Li Haofeng has gained after learning to control his mood in recent years.

"Nobody understands me, it's a painful thing"

Li Haofeng sat in the living room of the room, and said depressedly at the painting on the wall.

Once upon a time, he once thought that the wound in his heart could be repaired by himself strongly.

But later he realized that since it was injured by others, there was nothing he could do

"I should actually learn from the bad points, that ruling everything in the world by violence can also bring peace to the world"

In fact, thinking about it according to his own mind, Li Haofeng knew that the idea of Dao was what fascinated him the most. But he would always think of his mother, and in those days he kept telling himself: "Son, my mother believes that you are not a bad person!" ”

Because of this, although she knows that she doesn't fully understand herself, she just can't be ruthless

She still believes in me?

I'm gone, she's my only light

Do you really throw yourself into the darkness?

Even to kill this little bit of light in his own hands?

Others have robbed me of all my light, but should I kill this last glimmer of light?

Li Haofeng doesn't know how many times he has cried in the dusty time of the past

"Nobody understands me"

Li Haofeng hung a picture on the wall, which was a pattern of countless roses coming together

"What should I do?"

Educate the world to counter violence with violence

Think about the first time I killed someone, I didn't even hesitate for a moment

Obviously, I don't want to take the lives of other creatures

Can't figure it out

Can't figure it out

It seems that I still need to think about a lot of things

Li Haofeng threw out the glass in his hand and smashed the glass of the painting

I thought everything was better, I thought I had figured it out a lot

I thought I would understand after reading some of them, but I thought the confusion was over

But the truth is never-ending