Since it's late, I'm just going to be late for a while, I was going to sleep for four hours, and I got up at 6 o'clock to code words, but the alarm clock or something was really useless, and it was half past seven when I opened my eyes. So, it's time to finish the code, pass a chapter first, and it is estimated that it will be two o'clock in the morning to get home today. In other words, I'll see you in the early morning in the next chapter! After the most, ask for tickets, ask for clicks~~

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In fact, sensibility for music and music for sensibility are complementary to each other, people who have liked music since childhood, and those who study music will slowly become very sensitive, and their emotions and emotional intelligence will also become richer, so if they are engaged in music, there will never be such an overly rational problem as Lee Jun-hyuk.

Lee Jun-hyuk's situation is really special, after all, he only started to get into music when he became an adult, and it has been less than a year now.

"Of course, that alone isn't enough to keep you stumped by this problem that no one else has ever faced for so long, and you have another, more serious problem." Seeing that Li Junhe agreed with his statement, Fang Shihe did not show a happy look, but continued to speak very seriously.

"What's the problem?" This is not very clear to Lee Jun-hyuk.

"I don't know what you do, I always feel that you don't like to sing and compose from the bottom of your heart, or that you don't call music now." Fang Shihe did not be more euphemistic because this sentence was heavier, on the contrary, he directly expressed his suspicions.

Fang Shihe's words don't sound like much, but for a person who wants to become a music producer, this sentence is undoubtedly very heavy, music is different from other professions, such as business administration, teachers, and other professions, even if you don't like it very much, but as long as you work hard and have enough ability, you will do very well.

But if you don't really like music and art, then it's harder to do it well. This is the difference between an emotional profession and a rational profession.

Hearing Fang Shihyuk's words, Li Junhe didn't refute, he just looked at Fang Shihe with his eyes wide open, but his pupils dilated, showing that he didn't look at Fang Shihe, but was in a contradictory state of surprise and thinking.

In fact, whether it is a music producer or a singer, there are many rational people, but there must be a premise, that is, they love music very much, not like Lee Junhyuk who uses their own reason to control themselves to learn music.

In fact, Lee Jun-hyuk doesn't know what his so-called innermost thoughts are. Whether he likes music or not, even he can't tell. Growing up, he never seemed to like to do anything, or what he was going to do, everything just went naturally.

He was self-taught, as he didn't have a lot of access to SAS bootcamp, and he didn't want to be separated from his father. His hobby is cooking, because this is the only thing in the training camp that is not next to military training. He joined the army early at the age of 15 because it was his father's last wish. He became the youngest member of the SAS team because he grew up in that camp.

All of this seems so natural, but including himself, no one has ever thought that this is the life that Lee Jun Hyuk really likes, he doesn't know the way, he really doesn't know the way, from the moment he is sensible, Li Jun Hyuk is much more sensible than children of the same age.

At the last party before Lee Jun-hyuk left Arthur's team, every member of the team made a wish, such as Harvin's wish to open an elegant café, but selling black tea and refreshments.

Lee Jun-hyuk has already done this, and Alex, another member of their team, wants to become a musician, no need to be a famous singer, no need to be a great producer, as long as he can get on the stage and sing some songs that people like. This is the original intention of Lee Jun-hyuk to study music.

If you want to say that Lee Jun Hyuk hates music from the bottom of his heart, then it's not, looking at the end of his year of studying music, he knows that he definitely doesn't hate this thing. But if you want to say that Lee Jun Hyuk likes music from the bottom of his heart, even Lee Jun Hyuk himself doesn't know about it.

In fact, because he has become too rational since he was a child, Lee Jun-hyuk has never felt the word "love". In his concept, only this thing is important, this thing is relatively unimportant, and so on.

This is the fundamental reason why he did not "love" music. Although he came to Seoul after retiring from the army, he began to change slowly, but after all, this time is still too short, and the habits developed in 20 years cannot be completely changed in a year due to changes in the environment.

So why can't Lee Jun-hyuk find this reason before, it's actually very simple, because he doesn't have this concept in his mind at all, and some of his previous experiences don't need to use this thing.

In SAS, the more sane the mission, the higher the success rate, and the smaller the injury or sacrifice rate of the team members. At the training camp for the peacekeeping forces, he faced all the members of the team who were more than 10 years older than him, and all he had to do was to train these people to better adapt to the tasks in those volatile areas, so that they could protect themselves as much as possible. Therefore, he does not need emotional factors to be mixed in.

As for studying economics, many times, shopping malls are more terrible than battlefields, all kinds of conspiracies and conspiracies emerge in endlessly, and all businessmen need extreme rationality to ensure that their interests are not lost, so, to a certain extent, learning music can improve people's emotional character, and studying economics can make people more rational.

Whether it's a coincidence, or fate, anyway, in the first 20 years of Lee Jun-hyuk's life, the word sensibility was insulated from him, and the word love was also distant to him. So, when he began to learn music and began to make some achievements, emotions became a big mountain in front of him.

"Brother He, sister-in-law, Brother Kyu-hyun, and Xing. Thank you for caring so much about me, rest assured, I won't give up music because of this little problem. When he came back to his senses, Li Junhyuk saw that everyone in the studio was looking at him with concern in front of him, and his heart suddenly warmed, and he said to everyone.

"Indeed, as Brother Hugo said, I am a person who is too rational, and I have never been involved with emotion in my first 20 years. At the same time, I didn't love music from the bottom of my heart. To tell you the truth, if you think about it, in my world, I don't seem to have really loved anything. There was no pause, Li Junhyuk smiled slightly bitterly. Go on.

"Don't talk about love, it's just that the word like is considered a luxury in my place. I am a person, I may say that it is the influence of the environment, or I myself may say that I am such a person, from childhood to adulthood, everything is only important to me, or not important. Holding his hands together, Lee Jun-hyuk began to speak with a calm face.

"I feel that the things that are very important to me, I will study them very, very seriously, even if I don't sleep, I will thoroughly understand the knowledge I have learned that day, engrave it into my mind, and then through repeated practice again and again, these things will become my instinct and can be used as I like." Several people led by Fang Shihe sat there and listened quietly to Li Junhyuk's narration, and they knew that this was the first and probably the only time that Li Junhyuk told about his inner world.

"Like, uh...... I used to study economics, and that's how I was. Actually, Lee Jun-hyuk wanted to talk about his time at SAS at first, but he changed his tune at the moment, and he didn't want to tell too many people about his previous experience.

"Of course, when I was younger, there were some things that I didn't really care about me, like cooking. In fact, it was arguably the only extracurricular activity I had until I was 15 years old. But now that I think about it, I didn't like it very much, but at that time there were conditions and there were a lot of ingredients for me to practice. So, I don't think I've ever really liked anything. ”