Chapter 114: The Meaning of Secrets

Gao Yuanshang secretly analyzed that Song Anle obviously learned that he was visiting, so he appeared here, and when she was here, Qing'er must have also learned the news that he was here, so Song Anle said that Qing'er refused to see anyone, and he only made it clear after learning that he was visiting.

Gao Yuan still couldn't figure out why Qing'er deliberately avoided him, whether there was another reason, or limited freedom, and he couldn't analyze other possibilities.

Before there was full evidence and certainty, Gao Yuanshang didn't want to stiffen things, so he said meaninglessly: "It seems that it is really unfortunate." ”

Gao Yuanshang's tone revealed audible doubts, but then he took it over with meaningless words, he casually took out a hairpin from his waist, and handed it to Song Anle and said: "Then bother Miss Song to hand over this hosta to the lover, and tell the token to give it to the beloved." ”

Song Anle glanced at the hosta handed over by Gao Yuanshang, transparent as fat, bright in color, she subconsciously looked at Gao Yuanshang again, but it happened to be on the top, he looked at the jade pendant on her waist, Xu was empty-hearted, she immediately restrained her body and mind.

Before Gao Yuan revealed his identity first, she didn't want to expose it first, her knowledge of his identity, pretending to be crazy and stupid can be pardoned, if she pretends to ignore it, it can be regarded as a big crime.

Song Anle took the hairpin with his hand, and then said gently like jade: "That little girl thanked Gao Gongzi for her sister. ”

Gao Yuanshang slightly outlined the corners of his mouth, and said lightly and tastelessly: "Farewell." ”

"No." Song Anle bowed her body to pay tribute again, and watched Gao Yuanshang leave, but she did not feel the slightest relaxation, but the sorrow in her heart became more distinct.

Song Anle looked at the hosta in her hand, and casually put it into her sleeve, since Qing'er has made a decision, the so-called token, for them, in addition to giving each other a little more nostalgia, there is no other meaning, so she does not plan to hand over the hosta to Qing'er, maybe when that relationship is precipitated, at that time, she may be able to leave a good memory for each other.

After all, Qing'er did not resist the reluctance in her heart, facing the dilemma, she couldn't get rid of her feelings for Gao Yuanshang at all, even if it was those so-called promises, she clearly knew that her heart was still on Gao Yuanshang, as for avoidance, but she was still finding a more suitable sustenance point for herself, those promises she had made.

So Qing'er just watched Gao Yuanshang leave from a distance, and then sent Song Anle away in a daze, she didn't have any consciousness, just released her sadness with a sad face.

After a short period of silence, ushered in the joy of the New Year, but the Song Mansion was up and down, but there was no smell of the New Year, Song Xiaojing did not wait for Gao Yuankang's reply, and Gao Yuanyi did not look for Song Anle again, as if there had never been communication between the two.

Seeing that the New Year was approaching, Song Cheng and Song Qi began to summarize the business outside, and the affairs in the house, due to the depressed feelings of the lover, Song Xiaojing was also depressed, so the affairs fell on Song Anle.

In addition to being busy with some trivial things, she is also busy with large and small family affairs, and she is too busy to take a break, so she rarely cares about accompanying her lover, including Song Xiaojing.

And Song Xiaojing finally couldn't help it after a few days of closing the door, and there was no news about Qing'er and Gao Yuanshang, so he was not optimistic, so he planned to ask Qing'er.

Song Xiaojing came to Qing'er's residence, approached the door, and saw Qing'er leaning on the soft collapse in a daze, after a few days of not seeing her, Qing'er was already haggard, her delicate face had lost her gorgeous luster, her beautiful eyes were no longer bright, and her beautiful lips were pale and pale.

Song Xiaojing was about to walk in, but Song Cheng walked out of the back room with a bowl of steaming food, so Song Xiaojing quickly avoided it.

"Come on, try the snow ginseng porridge I made for you personally." Song Cheng smiled shallowly, and sat down beside Qing'er as he spoke.

Qing'er glanced at the porridge handed over by Song Cheng, looked at the thick and ruddy porridge, and guessed that it must have taken a lot of effort to boil, and the materials were also very expensive, but unfortunately she didn't have the slightest appetite.

"Thank you, Brother Cheng, but I really can't eat it." The lover's tone was weak, and her face was even more gloomy.

"I really can't give Brother Cheng a taste of face for the sake of Brother Cheng boiling for you for a few hours." Song Cheng was still gentle as water and said, "Come, just taste it." ”

Song Cheng took a spoonful, blew it gently, and then handed it to Qing'er's mouth and said, "Good." ”

Qing'er was moved and speechless to refuse again, even after the quarrel, Song Cheng was still able to pamper her and care for her as before, but she couldn't give him anything in return, in fact, Song Cheng was more of a care between men and women in addition to the love between brothers and sisters;

Love can really feel it, but unfortunately, when she was ignorant of the distinction between family affection and affection, a Gao Yuanshang came out, if it wasn't for Gao Yuanshang who occupied her heart first, she and Song Cheng might really have a good future.

With a grateful heart, Qing'er counted the care and thoughtfulness given by Song Cheng one bite at a time, but she didn't have the feeling in her sense of taste, and only kept her gratitude to Song Cheng.

Song Cheng saw that his feelings had changed, and he said happily: "How is it, is it delicious?" ”

Qing'er nodded, with a haggard look on her face, and a far-fetched smile.

Song Cheng has always been, treating love as a treasure, at this time, love is the first time he saw the brittle, so the pain of love is connected to his inner senses, she hurts, he will only hurt more than her, so he said with pity: "Then eat more, when your body is better, I will take you out to relax." ”

The lover had already been entangled in her heart, she wanted to ask what kind of relationship existed between them and the royal family, but she still couldn't understand why the grievances and grievances of the previous generation had to be borne by her, she felt that it was unfair and should not be.

"Brother Cheng, I" still couldn't give herself a satisfactory inquiry point, so with a sad face, I hesitated here.

Song Cheng really couldn't bear to be confused because of this, so he said heavily: "Say whatever you want, Brother Cheng will always be your guardian." ”

"Brother Cheng, why are you being so good to me." Qing'er choked up with a sad face, Song Cheng always cared for him affectionately and never asked for anything in return, this kind of payment will only make Qing'er more embarrassed.

"From the moment my aunt entrusted you to me, you were the only one waiting for my Song Cheng in this life." Song Cheng is no longer affectionate, but solemn, more like a pious oath.

"But I can't give you what you want, please don't wait for me." She never realized that Song Cheng's feelings for her were completely beyond her imagination, and she even ignored that since a long time ago, she had become the guard in Song Cheng's heart.

Qing'er didn't know whether to blame herself for her consciousness of hindsight, or to blame them for meeting too early, but she knew each other too late, but at this time, she already knew clearly that it was impossible for her to transfer her mind to Song Cheng, and she was even more afraid that this undeserved relationship would affect the family relationship between their brothers and sisters.

"All I want is for you to be happy, and that's enough." Song Cheng smiled indifferently, his lover's straightforward refusal, he would also be heartbroken, but he could silently wait for her happiness, he was willing to wait for her like this, give her a carefree life, not ask about the world, not stained with dust.

If it weren't for the happiness mentioned by Song Cheng, she almost forgot how long her happiness had abandoned her, how long had she stopped thinking of her smiling face, she recalled in a daze, but remembered the joy that Gao Yuanshang brought her.

"Brother Cheng, thank you for doing so much, but I still want to ask;" Qing'er plucked up the courage to move: "Regarding the identity of Brother Yuan Shang, do you already know?" ”

Song Cheng also had a good psychology when he came to visit this time, so he said calmly: "It doesn't matter sooner or later, the important thing is that he shouldn't appear in our lives." ”

Qing'er frowned slightly, and said with a solemn and serious face: "But he has already appeared, and we shouldn't run away." ”

If Qing'er didn't take care of it, she would never be able to bear the promises she made to her parents at this time, but at this time, while taking care of those promises, she wanted to figure out the reason even more, maybe after figuring it out, things were not as strict as they imagined.

"There is no should or shouldn't, this is what we promised." Song Cheng was still indifferent, but his firm tone revealed his principle of not being violated.

Qing'er said with some excitement: "Then you sue me, what grievances do we have with the royal family in the Song and Bai families, why don't we solve those mysteries, but cowardly choose to escape." ”

Song Cheng hesitated with a gloomy face, if it weren't for the special relationship between Qing'er and Gao Yuanshang, he might not have been so resolutely opposed, Qing'er interacted with the royal family, he occasionally didn't have the curiosity to unravel the secret, but because of the relationship between Qing'er and Gao Yuanshang, they were destined not to reveal the secret.

"You should know it's a secret, a secret we shouldn't know." Song Chengyan's expression and solemn words undoubtedly no longer tell the meaning of the word 'secret'.

Qing'er can't understand that in her simple consciousness, there is no secret generation, just to give those who are in the middle of the matter a chance to decipher, if you don't solve it, then what is the point of secret generation.

"Because it's a secret, we should unravel it, not just run away from it." Qing'er also showed a rationality that she had never had, such a self was also a strange side to her, but she knew her behavior.