"I'm finding that I'm less and less like myself."

Krystal muttered a few times, took a deep breath, and looked at Jessica with the corners of her mouth pulled, "Ernie. Actually, nothing has changed. You have a say, has Taeyeon'ani changed? ”

Jessica opened her mouth, and Krystal shook her head: "She would rather sacrifice for him silently, but she refuses to say it to make him feel guilty and compensate, and has been hiding it." didn't even take the initiative to approach and avoid him, not wanting to affect his new relationship. She actually knew that as long as she told the truth, he would definitely return to her. But she didn't. ”

Jessica fell silent and did not respond.

Krystal looked at her and continued to speak: "This kind of thing, she debuted when she was young for eight years, and she has done a lot, right?" For the sake of the group, for the sake of the group members. ”

Jessica pursed the corners of her mouth and nodded a little hard: "In the group, for so many years, the only thing I have resisted is her." But not because I hate it, but because I have some rivalry. The heart is as arrogant as me, what fashion tiffany, the façade Lin Yun'er, I never take it to heart. She is the only one, and I know in my heart that I have actually been pressed by her all the time, no matter what aspect. That's why it's alienating. ”

Looking at the nod, "Now you make me have to face such a fact, stinky girl." ”

Krystal smiled and sighed softly, "She didn't: change, she always does." Even if you treat feelings, treat those who have feelings for her...... He. ”

Jessica didn't speak, and she didn't know what to say.

Krystal was silent for a moment, then continued: "And he hasn't changed. ”

With his cheek resting on his arm, Krystal curled the corners of his mouth: "He rejected me because he knew that once he accepted, he would have no hesitation to take responsibility in addition to loving me." It may have something to do with his age. It also has something to do with his character. If others treat him well, he can repay 100 points. When he learns that Taeyeononi has done this for him, if he can still ignore it and come back to me to continue to have a happy relationship when nothing happened, this is not what I know and like him. ”

Looking at it and smiling: "Ernie knows everything." From the time he blocked me from being bitten by a dog, you can see my back being pressed by his handprints. From the time I knew that he was resting in my nanny car and I was going to go up together, and finally I caused the incident, he refused to blame me for quitting the crew and was punished. I fell off the stage, and he caught it. ”

Krystal sat up straight and exhaled, "He hasn't changed. He has always been like this. Regardless of whether he still has feelings for Taeyeon Oni or not, it is inevitable that he will compensate her and repay her. It's right to hide from me. Even the laughter he gave me in front of me was so happy and sweet between us. I actually found out that this is also really not pretending. ”

Jessica stepped forward to hug Krystal and gently rubbed her hair to comfort her.

Krystal smiled distractedly: "How painful is he? ”

Jessica hugged Krystal and could feel the waves in her heart. Some trembling bodies krystal himself didn't feel perhaps. Jessica felt she had to say something.

"Either don't dating, and if you do, don't get involved with your ex. It's not the right thing to be sweet with you and break off the connection with him at the same time. It's shameless, split-legged. ”

"Huh."

Krystal smiled and looked away at her, "Ernie doesn't have to do this to comfort me. Strong words. ”

Jessica paused, frowned and shook her head: "That's at least reasonable." Any outsider sees your situation. It won't be your fault, it's his. ”

Krystal shook his head: "If it's really such a man, I will look up to it?" ”

Krystal smiled disdainfully: "What outsiders see of my situation...... They know a. Really stand on my side, speak for me, feel sorry for me, and I also look down on such people. I don't need this sympathy. ”

"Oh moo?!"

Jessica smiled in surprise and pointed at herself, "What about me?!" You still know ...... Can't you learn something from him?! Dirty words go so well!! ”

Krystal laughed, half-retracted his smile, shook his head and said: "Outsiders will never be there, and things don't fall on them." Don't you just talk about it? Really let them encounter such a thing. It's as if they are so noble and free. If they can really do it, no matter what they have done for them, they will sacrifice so many ex, and only be sweet with the current one. Aren't they just a bunch of selfishness who only think about themselves and don't think about others? It's better to say that others do one thing at a time, and it's better to do it yourself. Who wouldn't stand aside and just say? Did you really try it yourself? Can you really find the perfect solution yourself? Not thinking you are it yet? What do you think is talking nonsense? ”

Jessica smiled, "Why are you so angry all of a sudden?" Shall I speak for you, too? ”

Krystal was silent for a moment, then spoke calmly, "I'm not targeting you Ernie. ”

Jessica was silent for a moment, then looked at Krystal, "Actually. You mean yourself, right? ”

Krystal smiled and looked up at Jessica, "Stick to your own people, let me respect." All along, because of your relationship with Taeyeon Oni, I will greet her when we meet on the surface, and Kim Taeyeon will be called behind the scenes. But now she has done a qiē, which deserves my respect. Even the whole thing made me angry, and I found out that he was the same, still the man I loved. He's not changed, he's always been responsible......"

Jessica frowned: "Feelings are not just responsibilities. ”

"So it's him who suffers the most."

Krystal interface: "He can give me real feelings in his contradictory situation at this time, and it is more of a responsibility to compensate and repay her." I always knew who he really loved in his heart, and now he responded in the opposite way. And on the surface as nothing. ”

Jessica's expression was weird: "So...... What's your attitude? Is it time to complain to him and clear his name? ”

Krystal paused, smiled and looked at Jessica: "Once he was drunk, he didn't even know what he said after he got drunk. There was a time when I couldn't help but want to break up and have a few awkward days with him. ”

Jessica frowned: "What did he say when he was drunk?" ”

Krystal was silent and shook his head after a while: "He went to Taeyeon Oni to sort things out." ”

Jessica was surprised: "He?!" Looking for her to sort out the relationship?! Active? ”

Krystal laughed: "Hurt her so much." She didn't say a word. He is willing to give up the past for me and truly associate with me. But then I learned what Taeyeon Oni did for him, and I could empathize with how sad he was, but he was still carefully enduring it for my sake and did not cross the line. This is right for him. For her, for both of them, it was actually an ordeal. ”

Jessica's face changed, and she frowned and said, "Ah, you're a little extreme." How can such a thing ......?"

"I don't blame myself."

Krystal interrupted Jessica and spoke calmly, "It's not a matter of self-reproach. ”

After being silent for a while, Krystal pinned her hair, looked at Jessica and said, "It's not the same, they, Han Guo is fine." Taeyeononi is also good. What they do, how they feel about it, is still their own. It hasn't changed. ”

Suddenly, his tone rose a little, and Krystal's fingers trembled a little and pointed at himself, but he smiled.

"It became me. I can't find myself anymore. The confident Zheng Xiujing, as he said, the cold Zheng Xiujing. A qiē will only be upright and upright, and will not be filthy and disdainful of Zheng Xiujing, who uses means. I can afford to put it down. It's all gone. ”

Jessica rubbed Krystal's hair, her eyes a little distressed: "Emotional matter." Sometimes that's how it is. Two people interact and change each other's influences. Being different from your previous self means that you have entered a new stage in your life. Stages that everyone has to go through. Tolerate each other and give something for the sake of the relationship, it will be more stable. It can't be said that you can't find yourself......"

"Is it just for the sake of stability?"

Krystal laughed: "Pleading, tantrums." Fear, gain and loss. ”

Looking at the shaking head: "Maybe I'm still young." I suddenly felt that happiness wasn't like that. For the sake of a person, for the sake of a relationship, lose yourself and lose yourself. How to calculate the gains and losses? ”

"This ...... This is the stage of life experience. ”

Jessica felt like she had nothing to say but keep repeating it. She had just sensed what Krystal was going to say, and now that she had heard her, she understood. Krystal had actually changed a little at the beginning of his relationship with Han Guo. Gao Leng is colder than himself, and his pride is more proud than himself, and his sister Krystal, who is not as four-dimensional as himself, loses his temper at every turn, but is like a little girl's temper, slowly disappears.

Even if it is the stage of communication, after all, it depends on one's own choice. Life is inherently short, and women are not like men, and they are still wonderful at the age of forty or fifty. Women with dazzling and splendid lives become cheesy and mediocre for a relationship, and looking back, do they really have some regrets?

"This is the stage of life experience...... But it's not necessarily an option. ”

Krystal was silent for a moment, perhaps thinking it was time to end the sisters' night talk.

Krystal seemed to be relaxed for a moment, and looked at the opening: "There is a way to kill several birds with one stone. While fulfilling them, I also want to be myself. I'm only 22 years old. I should have a lot of work to do with Ernie. Go more exciting, rather than being consumed by a sweet relationship into a cheesy woman. ”

Holding Jessica's hand, Krystal smiled brightly.

"I want to get back to who I was. The proudest ...... of self-confidence and coldness Zheng Xiujing. ”

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