Su Luoyan had to admit the greed in her heart, she had selfishly thought at that moment, if she hadn't left Leng Yunhao at the beginning, wouldn't all this be like a dream? She wanted to tell him at that moment that the child was actually his. But until the end of the day, she didn't have the courage to say it.

When she opened her eyes, what she saw was Fang Yichen's face, this man was already asleep on the side of the bed with his chin propped up, and she realized that it was Fang Yichen who was holding her hand all along. As if a reflex, she quickly retracted her hand.

"Are you awake? Is there a better point now? Fang Yichen woke up from his sleep and saw that Su Luoyan had woken up, he wanted to squeeze out a smile to welcome Su Luoyan's wake-up, but that smile only left embarrassment on his face.

"Where's the baby?" Su Luoyan's frightened eyes began to search around, and she hadn't had time to hug the child since it was born.

"You wait a minute, I'll call the nurse." Fang Yichen got up awkwardly, just in time to bump into Lin Xi walking in with a large bag.

"Luo Yan, are you awake? Rest well, you now, don't think about anything, just pay more attention to rest. The baby is so cute. Lin Xi put the things down, and immediately squatted beside Su Luoyan and started talking.

After a while, the nurse appeared in front of Su Luoyan with the child in her arms, she stretched out her arms and took the newborn over, with a happy smile on her face.

"What are you doing here? Luo Yan is so tired after giving birth, let's eat something to make up for it. Lin Xi immediately said to Fang Yichen with a tiger face. He smiled wryly, then turned to leave. It's just that the loneliness on his face became thicker with a sigh.

She blamed him for not showing up to her at that moment, otherwise she wouldn't have been so cold to him. From the moment he was born to the present, this child does not seem to have a half-woolen relationship with him, he cannot find the joy of being a father, nor does he feel the joy of being a father.

Leng Yunhao's pain began from the moment he left the hospital. How he wished that child was his, such a lovely child, he could only look at it, but he couldn't hug it more. He had hoped countless times that he could have a child with Su Luoyan, but before that child could see this world, he had already disappeared from this world.

He locked himself in his study, not eating or drinking. That kind of pain spread, making him almost collapse, he didn't know what he had been doing, as if he was living a very full life, but what could such paralysis bring him? His most beloved woman became a mother, but the child was not his.

If Su Luoyan is happy, then he can still feel at ease, but this woman is not doing well, and he has been ignored by superficial things. They had missed so far that he wanted to chase it back now, but he didn't know which direction he should go.

That is the happiness he desires the most, but the people who get it easily have never cherished it. He didn't know how Su Luoyan faced these things alone, she didn't know where she was going next?

How he wished that her future life could be handed over to him, that he would be responsible for her happiness, that he would be responsible for making her face every day with a smile. The pain in his heart could not be told to anyone, and he could only be sent by one person.

"Yun Hao, what's wrong with you? Staying in the study all day and not coming out, is something wrong? In the evening, Shen Yuqing pushed open Leng Yunhao's door, Leng Yunhao sat on the chair, staring out the window with a blank expression, looking lonely. He rarely shows such an expression, which makes people feel distressed.

Shen Yuqing approached Leng Yunhao and stood beside him. She reached out and put her palm on Leng Yunhao's shoulder. The eyes that know Leng Yunhao the most are Shen Yuqing, she knows that when he also has pain and boredom in his heart, she knows that even if he is in pain and boredom, he is just hiding and digesting alone.

"Mom, am I doing something wrong?" After a long time, Leng Yunhao sighed, his gaze still fell on the distance, and the doubts in this life made Shen Yuqing understand.

He has never been able to let go of Su Luoyan, even if he numbs himself with busy work, even if he pretends to be happy, he can't change his mind. He is unhappy, and this is the truest manifestation.

What kind of person should a person meet in a person's life in order to continue this fate? How many hardships do two people have to go through before they can come together again and face the ups and downs of life together?

"It's enough that you love her." Shen Yuqing said lightly. There are many things that we can't change, and it's inevitable to watch her happen, to watch him go away. It is better to deceive yourself than to feel sorry for yourself. Life never stops because a person leaves.

Therefore, what we need to do is to change our mentality. Change the state of loving someone, bury this love deep in your heart, and turn it into a distant blessing, then this is also an explanation to yourself and others.

"Luo Yan gave birth, and just last night, I took her to the hospital. Mom, I really want to be by her side. When Leng Yunhao said this, under the frowning brows, those deep eyes were dissatisfied and sad.

The moment he received Su Luoyan's call, he really wished that he had wings and could immediately fly to Su Luoyan's side, he wanted to give her a harbor and relieve her pain. Seeing her in such pain, tears slipped from the corners of his eyes.

He remembered his heartbeat clearly, and that heart was full of worry for her. This heart hadn't beaten for a long time, and only she could activate him. However, he could not covet, he had to leave, because the woman was already someone else's wife. Although he still loved her, although he felt that she still had love for him, there was a long distance in front of them.

"You've done a lot for her. Yun Hao, even if you love her very much, she loves you very much, and you can't be together. She is already someone else's wife, and it is another man who can give her happiness. If you love her, keep watch. Don't try to bother. Shen Yuqing said earnestly.

Seeing Leng Yunhao in such pain, she felt uncomfortable in her heart. She had seen Su Luoyan and finally understood that Leng Yunhao would favor that woman for what reason. Su Luoyan is a woman worthy of a man's love, but the fate of the two of them is a little shallow after all.

Where are there no regrets in life?

Leng Yunhao began to fall into silence, and the childish face of the child still appeared in front of him, and those dark eyes stared at him, so clear and bright. It was as if he saw himself in those eyes.

"Mom, do you know the truth? If nothing happens, Luo Yan and I already have a child. When he said this, the pain on Leng Yunhao's face became even more obvious. If that time, he hadn't rushed back to the United States, or if he had kept her by his side, there wouldn't have been so many accidents for so long.

This accident became the guilt of his life, so that he could no longer live peacefully and peacefully. He lost the most important thing in this life, the right to continue to be happy and joyful.

"That's all in the past, isn't it? You loved deeply and thought about being with each other, but the reality is so cruel. Everyone has their own life trajectory, and when they reach a fork in the road, they have to go to another place. Shen Yuqing spoke eloquently, as if she was talking about herself.

If this is the trajectory of life, then how he wishes it could be reversed. He can not have fame, he can not have the aura of hypocrisy, he just wants to be with her, isn't that enough? He loved her so much that he saw her as his life.

But he didn't love her, and she wasn't doing well at all. Seeing her so strong and so stubborn, I was distressed. Leng Yunhao wanted to suppress his feelings, but finally fell into a state of powerlessness.

"This is her, the one you've always known and known to her. If she wasn't like this anymore, would you still love her? She's a very good woman. Yun Hao, believe in yourself, you will definitely reap your own happiness. Shen Yuqing tried her best to enlighten Leng Yunhao, but these words were so pale and powerless to say.

Even if Su Luoyan has changed, even if she is no longer the same she used to be, he thinks he will still fall in love with her without hesitation. He will give her happiness and make her smile like a flower.

"Yun Hao, Mom doesn't want to see you like this. You are a man and you can't be swayed by your feelings. Now that the company is facing such a situation, Mom hopes that you can be rational. Although Luo Yan is good, it is already in the past. The two of you will never be able to walk together again. Shen Yuqing calmed down her mood, and her elegant face was replaced by seriousness.

"Also, Mom doesn't want you to continue to intervene in her life, this time it should be the last time, you can do it yourself. If you continue to be obsessed, then you will regret the current entanglement for the rest of your life. After Shen Yuqing finished speaking, she didn't continue to talk to Leng Yunhao, she walked away from him, leaving him with a large blank space.

He knew that Shen Yuqing said these words for his own good, he should be a man who regards his career as his entire focus, he should not indulge in seven emotions and six desires, and he should not let his emotions fluctuate so much for a little thing. However, he is a person, a normal man with feelings.

He couldn't convince himself to put Su Luoyan aside immediately, he couldn't let himself fall in love with another woman casually, he couldn't do what Shen Yuqing said, only focus on his career.

The scenery outside the window began to blur, and the sky became a little dark. Instead of feeling sleepy, he became unusually clear.