Chapter 119: Confused Emotions
In the afternoon, Chunmei came to the sub-bureau with a nervous mood, and she walked directly into the office of the Feng Bureau
At this time, Deputy Director Feng has been transferred to the director of the bureau, and the original Director Zhang has been transferred to the municipal party committee as the secretary of the Zhengfa Committee, as soon as he saw Chunmei walk in, he first asked: "Chunmei, you didn't come in the morning, what happened at home?" ”
Director Feng has always been very concerned about Xing Zhibin's mother, he will go to visit and comfort in person every year on holidays, Chunmei does not come, he first thinks of Xing's mother will be okay?
Chunmei knew that he cared about his mother-in-law, so he hurriedly said: "Feng Ju, it's not my mother's business, I have another matter, I want to discuss it with you."
Seeing Chunmei's spitting appearance, Director Feng seemed to have guessed her heart, so he frowned a little and said, "Are you worried about Xiao Zhang again?" ”
Chunmei nodded slowly.
Director Feng stared at her and asked, "Tell me, what's wrong?" ”
Chunmei told me about Xiao Zhang's contact with the professor in Beishi
After Director Feng waited for her to finish introducing the matter, he couldn't help but talk and said, "Chunmei, you still have to face the reality!" In recent years, in order to seek medical advice for Xiao Zhang, have there been fewer detours? Now Xiao Zhang's resettlement work has already been transferred to the local Civil Affairs Bureau, and the funds for handling cases in our bureau are very tight, and there is really no obligation to help Xiao Zhang anymore. ”
Director Feng's words were like a basin of cold water, almost extinguishing Chunmei's rising hope, if the bureau didn't support it, how could she herself have the ability to help Xiao Zhang?
But she didn't give up, and argued with Director Feng: "Bureau Feng, what you said is not right!" Xiao Zhang is still not a comrade in our bureau at present? Doesn't he still retain his organizational ties in the bureau? He has hope now, how can the bureau sit idly by! ”
Hearing Chunmei's reproach, Director Feng had a helpless expression on his face: "Chunmei." I can understand your feelings, Xiao Zhang is also a good comrade of mine, but no matter what you do, you have to go through the policy process, right? As the head of a bureau, I can't violate the principles of the organization for my own selfishness! ”
"Oh well! Since you are so embarrassed, then I will figure it out myself! But I'll ask you for a period of leave first, and I'll take Xiao Zhang to Beishi for treatment soon. ”
After Chunmei said this, she saluted Director Feng, and then turned around to walk out.
"Chunmei. Please wait! ”
After listening to Director Feng's call, Chunmei turned around again and said, "Bureau Feng, are you still in trouble?" ”
"Chunmei, last time I heard your mother-in-law say that Liu Cheng promised to marry you on this 'October 1st', you should put all your thoughts on this! This is about your lifelong happiness, you should value and cherish it, Xiao Zhang's affairs, you don't care. You've done your part, so let it be! ”
After listening to Director Feng's words, Chunmei didn't say a word, she turned around and walked out quickly. Director Feng looked at her back and couldn't help but sigh again.
After Chunmei handed over her work, she officially asked for a long leave from the bureau, and she was busy with these. And went home.
When she walked into the house, she heard Liu Cheng's voice in the house, and she was overjoyed. Brother Liu is here again.
When she turned around and plugged in the door and walked into the house quickly, Liu Cheng was chatting with Xing's mother, Shanshan was doing her homework, and Xuemei had just started cooking.
"Brother Liu is here?"
After Chunmei entered the house, she first said hello.
As soon as Liu Cheng saw that she was back, he immediately stood up: "Are you back, are you tired?" ”
"Not tired! You and Mom continue to talk, I'll help Xuemei cook. ”
Liu Cheng hurriedly said: "Don't be busy, it's still early, I won't go back tonight, just let Xuemei do it slowly alone, can we go out for a walk?" ”
When Xing's mother heard this, she fell into her arms, and hurriedly urged her daughter-in-law: "Child, you can talk to Xiao Liu!" ”
Chunmei glanced at Xuemei again, she didn't say anything, she was still bored and chopping vegetables.
She had no choice but to bow her head and follow Liu Cheng out of the house
Liu Cheng did not lead her far away, but walked into a small amusement park nearby.
Liu Cheng saw Chunmei's preoccupied appearance, so he first asked, "I didn't discuss it in the bureau, did you?" ”
Chunmei was stunned and said, "Do you know the Tao?" ”
"Well, Xuemei called me, I was in a hurry to go back to the provincial capital today, but I didn't leave, come to your house to have a look."
"Oh, then Xie Lu thanked Brother Liu, but no matter what difficulties I encountered, I must take Xiao Zhang to Beishi for a trip."
"Chunmei, just because you are a weak woman, can you bring a big man who can't move to Beishi?"
"I can't manage so much, even if I have a hard back, I have to take him there, this opportunity is not easy to come by."
"Well, as long as you make up your mind, I will support you, but you can't take him with you after all, so I'll go with you!"
"Really? Aren't you busy then? ”
"I've already thought about it, after I drive the car back to the provincial capital, I will take the train to Dejiang, and I will have to ask the company for a long vacation, let them find another driver!"
"How's that going to work? What if they don't leave you that seat? ”
Liu Cheng smiled indifferently and said: "Actually, if I hadn't been thinking about you, I wouldn't have wanted to do this business for a long time, I'm tired of working for others, and I want to do something myself, if the boss fires me because of this matter, I can't ask for it." ”
"Yes, Brother Liu is a man who stands up to the sky, how can he always work for others?"
"Ha Luha, Chunmei, don't praise me, although I don't have any big skills, I also have my own dreams, and I hope to do something I like to do in my lifetime."
"Well, then what does Brother Liu want to do in the future?"
Liu Cheng said with a smile: "What I want to do is not yet eyebrow-raising, so I will sell a pass for the time being, and then I will tell you if there is a certain result." ”
"Alright then!" Chunmei nodded.
At this time, Liu Cheng suddenly changed his conversation to another topic: "How is Xiao Zhang's financial situation for medical treatment?" Listening to Xuemei, it costs at least 40,000 or 50,000 yuan, plus other expenses, and it is not possible to do without more than 50,000 yuan. ”
When Chunmei heard this, tears were about to fall in her eyes again, and she said in a low voice: "In the past two years, I have almost not saved a penny in my hand in order to make up for Xiao Zhang. ”
When Liu Cheng heard this, his expression became solemn, and he spoke after a while: "I also studied this matter with Xuemei just now, she has just worked for a few months, and she has more than 5,000 savings in her hand, and I have a total of about 30,000 yuan in savings. ”
As soon as Chunmei heard this, she said emotionally: "Thank you so much for you and Xuemei, I am so lucky to have a friend like you." ”
Who knows, Liu Cheng said solemnly: "Chunmei, don't thank me first, let's just try our best to help Xiao Zhang, if he still can't be cured, you must marry me then, I can't watch you suffer anymore." ”
When Chunmei heard this, her tears suddenly fell, and she choked up and said: "Brother Liu, I know that you feel sorry for me, but it is impossible for us to do so, Xiao Zhang and I are inseparable from each other now, and I must take on this responsibility." ”
Liu Cheng smiled bitterly and shook his head: "Chunmei, you are really a stupid girl, do you think this is really for Xiao Zhang?" If Xiao Zhang sees that you have suffered for him all his life, will he be happy? Let's not talk about Xiao Zhang first, let's talk about Shanshan's grandmother, can you bear to let her see that you are helpless when she leaves this world? You are a sensible girl, why can't you understand the heart of the elderly? ”
When Liu Cheng said this, Chunmei's emotions could no longer be controlled, she couldn't help but throw herself into Liu Cheng's arms and cry bitterly, she has been struggling to support her in the past few years, how much she needs a man's strong arms to rely on!
Liu Cheng was also very moved in his heart, and he gently hugged Chunmei's thin body with his hand
Chunmei buried her tearful face tightly in Liu Cheng's broad chest, and didn't want to leave for a long time, but the reality still required her to restrain her emotions as much as possible, she calmed down for a while, and broke free from Liu Cheng's embrace
"Brother Liu, your kindness to your sister-in-law, my sister can't repay it in her life, but if the two of us are combined, not only will Xiao Zhang have no hope, but even Xuemei can't bear it! Can't you be too selfish and think about her feelings? ”
"Chunmei, don't always think about others, take Xiao Zhang as an example, if you marry me, he sees that he can't give it to you, but if I give it to you, he will be happy, you are a girl, you don't know the mind of a real man at all. When the time comes, I'll help you take care of him together, isn't that good? Let's talk about Xuemei, she has now grown into a white-collar class, and she is in the prime of her youth, even if there is no Zuo Jun, the boys who will pursue her in the future must be indispensable, I don't worry about her now, her mind has matured, even if she suffers from a short period of pain, but with the passage of time, she will slowly come out of the emotional haze, she has already suffered the loss of her first love Zuo Jun, is she still reluctant to be a little old man like me? ”
Chunmei shook her head and said, "You don't understand a girl's heart!" Although she lost Zuo Jun at the beginning, you quickly entered her life and quickly helped her heal the wounds in her heart, but now, I don't know if she can bear the pain of losing you anymore. When I saw her QQ space, I understood that she couldn't do without you for life. ”
When Liu Cheng heard this, his heart was also very entangled, his relationship with Xuemei for more than three years was vivid, but he was a man, he had to pick it up and put it down, he couldn't let Chunmei suffer the hardships of the second half of his life for Xuemei's sake, nor could he let Xing's mother leave with regret, nor could he let Xiao Zhang accept Chunmei's charity in self-blame and remorse
"Chunmei, now that we can't convince each other, let's let it be! Let's see if Xiao Zhang can stand up again and decide our future, okay? ”
Chunmei listened to Liu Cheng's words, she nodded and said, "It's good, it's not too early now, let's go back quickly, Xuemei should feel uncomfortable when she sees that we haven't gone back for so long." (To be continued......)