72. 072 Lin Yanchen, don't love me
"Nope." I really didn't want Lin Yanchen to hear my strange voice, so Yun Yun tried to reduce the number of words in her speech.
"What's wrong with you?" Sensing Yun Yun's abnormality, Lin Yanchen's originally pleasant voice became cold and cold again.
Yun Yun let out a long sigh, it seemed that Li Zilin didn't mention his 'cold' to him, "It's a little cold." ”
Stupid woman, if he is not there, can she not take good care of herself and let herself catch a cold?
Or, did he hand over the company to her, which really put too much pressure on her?
However, if so, she didn't tell him anything?
"Why don't you have a good rest when you have a cold?" The tough questioning voice was mixed with the slightest heartstring of care.
...... "Can I rest?" If so, whose arm am I leaning on?
Yun Yun's tears welled up in her eyes in an instant, Yanchen, I don't want you to see my sadness and vulnerability, if you come back, how can I become strong in front of you? How can I hide my unstoppable tears in front of you?
"Are you crying?" Yun Yun's slightly panting breath made Lin Yanchen immediately make a correct judgment.
“… No, the nose is stuffed. Yun Yun tried to balance her breath, and the result was already like this, so why bother to let you know the Tao.
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The two fell silent for a moment, leaving each other breathing distinctly audible.
Yun Yun's tears fell silently, and at this moment, she suddenly thought, Lin Yanchen, don't love me, don't love me, I'm not good enough to be loved by you.
On the other end of the phone, Lin Yanchen's heart began to ache faintly, Yun Yun said that she didn't like to be alone, but he left her alone on the other side of the Pacific Ocean for more than three weeks after telling her to let her be his girlfriend, and this time is still extending.
What did he have to do to compensate for Yun Yun's loneliness and loneliness without him?
For the first time, Lin Yanchen felt a sense of loss and helplessness in his heart that he couldn't control things.
"Rest well and take care of myself before I come back." After a long time, Lin Yanchen's low but soft voice with extremely complicated feelings sounded.
"Hmm." Lin Yanchen, don't be so nice to me, it's not worth it, you should fall in love with a pure and clean woman, and I'm not.
After hanging up the phone, Yun Yun rushed into the bathroom and cried loudly, everyone was off work, and no one could hear her grief-stricken voice except herself.
The grief in the cry is not only because of the mother's imminent departure, but also because of the love that has not begun but is about to be buried.
I went to the hospital to have dinner with my mother, and my mother said that she wanted to walk around casually and blow the evening breeze, and it was really uncomfortable to stay in the ward all day.
Yun Yun hesitated but agreed.
The October night was quite cold, and her mother's body was already very weak and she couldn't hurt her in the slightest, so Yun Yun asked her mother to sit in the restaurant and wait for her, and she went back to the ward to get a coat for her mother first.
The mother nodded, and watched Yun Yun's figure disappear from sight.
In the small cafeteria, many patients and family members are still having dinner, and looking at the men, women and children wearing the same hospital gowns as herself, the mother sighed again.
"Have you heard that the old lady in ward 1102 has advanced leukemia and has no treatment?"
"Yes, I heard that I am now relying on blood transfusions and imported medicines, otherwise it would have been gone."
"Well, I heard that her children are really filial, they spend tens of thousands of dollars a day, and the doctors ask them to give up treatment and they are unwilling, so they have to spend money to support a person who is dying, and hundreds of thousands of them are gone this month."
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