Because of fear, fear, insecurity.

Later, when it was time to serve, Chen Dingrui ordered a lot of vegetarian and very little meat, and Gong Qiuyi found that his current eating habits were much healthier, was it because of the influence of Li Rantang?

"I remember you used to eat out, and it was all big fish and big meat."

"Well, Li Rancheng said that it is better to eat more vegetables, so that the body can be healthier, and the nutrition of meat is not as much as that of vegetables." When Chen Dingrui talked about Li Rantang, there was a touch of pride on his face.

As if showing off something, Gong Qiuyi looked at it and felt even more that the two should be together.

"You two don't have contact?" Gong Qiu put a small mushroom into his bowl and asked.

"No, I heard from a friend that she seems to be preparing to get married in the second half of the year."

"Married?"

"Well, you're surprised, too, I was the same when I first heard the news." Chen Dingrui put down the chopsticks in his hand, drank tea, and suddenly lost his appetite for food.

He once thought that after losing a palace, he would say that he didn't care about losing another person, but after a long time, that person seemed to be around you, surrounding you, and it simply lingered.

I think of her when I eat, I think of her when I work, I think of her when I sleep, and I will make a mistake wherever I go, thinking that her figure is right in front of me, which is really scary.

"You didn't think about redeeming it?" Gong Qiu asked cautiously, lowering his voice a little and becoming a little quiet.

"No, her current life seems to be very good, I don't want to bother her, not to mention that I know from her friends that she is enjoying her current life very much, and she also thinks that man is the MR in life. right。 Chen Dingrui shrugged helplessly, and a wry smile rose at the corner of his mouth.

Gong Qiuyi also put down the chopsticks, and the two didn't talk again, just treated the tea as if it were wine, and toasted several times in a row, maybe silence is better than sound......

When some people want to redeem it, they find that a miss is a miss, there is no equal formula for feelings, no one stipulates that it is good at the beginning, and the ending must be happy.

Later, the meal broke up unhappily, Chen Dingrui sent Gong Qiuyi home, Gong Qiuyi hesitated in the car to say something more, and Chen Dingrui waited patiently for her.

"I hope ...... You will be happy. Gong Qiuyi pushed open the car door, stood outside the car door, and shouted at Chen Dingrui inside.

"Thank you, I hope too." Chen Dingrui smiled and nodded.

Gong Qiuyi waved her hand and said goodbye, the moment she turned around, everything felt like a dream, they had always been unhappy before, but now they can become friends, how wonderful it is.

After returning home, she tried to learn how Huo Yiwei usually was at home, but as she learned, tears fell without anger, and she was like him usually, she wore his home slippers.

Putting down what she was doing on the sofa, she walked in step by step, turned on the light in the study, went into the bedroom, and finally entered the bathroom, she tried to live like he usually did.

Wearing his bathrobe, smearing his cleanser on his face, and looking at himself in the mirror, his life seemed to be so simple that he could spend the evening.

On the contrary, she is in a lot of trouble, she has to rub her body lotion after taking a bath, where to blow her hair first, she must change into a full set of pajamas before going to bed, she must read a book before going to bed, and her clothes must be washed separately, but he has never disliked her.

In the end, the whole person sat on the carpet, leaned against the edge of the bed, hugged himself and cried bitterly.

She deserves to drive others away, others used to have the patience to chase you once or twice, but now people are tired and don't want to chase, maybe they can even wave goodbye to you......

When she looked at the ticket that she had thrown away on the carpet last night, her mind was hot, maybe she could go to him, so she finally changed into jeans and a shirt, took her bag and left......

The last flight to Hong Kong was at 10:45, Gong Qiuyi glanced at the time, there was still an hour, she sat in the waiting hall, waited patiently, and watched the plane take off outside the window......

Empty-handed, very chic, only with a bag and a mobile phone, not even a change of clothes.

Sitting on the plane, like a little girl who has just fallen in love, fantasizing about the place, picture, and scene when we met, I thought a lot, and later, when I calmed down, I thought of a key question.

What if he didn't want to see himself? She was very confident when she left, and the closer she got to Huo Yihuan, the more uneasy she became, the more apprehensive she was, and the more she had no confidence.

yes, what if he doesn't want to see himself?

When the time comes, she stands in front of him, laughing and saying hi, or saying sorry I was wrong, every sentence makes her think countless times.

She even searched quickly in her mind for the movies she had watched, how did those heroines apologize first, every sentence and every word was so serious to her.

She thought about every sentence seriously, like a carefully selected dress the day before a date, waiting to be shown to him by her.

These...... A gentle and sweet gesture, if then he poured cold water on her.

What should she do?

Gong Qiuyi was not very familiar with Hong Kong, so he just stopped the taxi and reported the address, and asked Gong Chunxiao to check the hotel where Huo Yiwei was, and finally asked, where is he now?

Gong Chunxiao quickly sent a text message, saying that she was in a nightclub, and then she told the driver that she was going here, and the driver was happy to say yes and send her over.

When she got out of the car, she saw that the crowd at the entrance of the nightclub was full, some were waiting to go in, queuing outside, and she had already said hello because Gong Chunxiao had already said hello, so she took out her ID card, and the security guard let her in.

As soon as she entered, the deafening sound of music immediately came into her ears, and Gong Qiuyi was thinking about where to find Huo Yiyun, so she had to stroll around casually to see if there was any way to see it, and when she turned around, she found that there was no one.

She couldn't go up to the second floor, she had to show her VIP card, so she finally gave up, and could only stand in a small corner, looking at everyone seriously, hoping that she could see Huo Yihuan soon.

Gong Chunxiao made a phone call, and Gong Qiuyi immediately answered, because he was too anxious to know the news of Huo Yiyi.

"Hello?" Gong Qiu fed first.

"How's it going, have you go?" Gong Chunxiao asked anxiously.

"I arrived, but I didn't see any of them......" Gong Qiuyi talked to her while looking at the people inside.

"Are you in the wrong place?" Gong Chunxiao asked worriedly, she was very anxious, Gong Qiuyi was unfamiliar with life in Hong Kong.

"Isn't that the one you told me?"

"Oh my God, I was the first to say the wrong thing, and the one I sent you in the text message later is true!" Gong Chunxiao roared excitedly, and the volume increased by a few decibels.

Gong Qiu understood for a while, but when she just came in, it was clear that the security guard's eyes were normal to look at her, could it be that the security guard also recognized the wrong person?

made such an oolong, and finally Gong Qiu left in a tangled way, she didn't dare to hang up Gong Chunxiao's phone, it's very late now, and she will be very worried about her safety in the field.

stopped a taxi again, reported the address that Gong Chunxiao told her, and kept in touch with Gong Chunxiao on the phone.

"You're in a hurry this time, do you know what time it is? Have you booked a hotel? "Gong Chunxiao was over there, and she couldn't bear to be angry.

"No ......" Gong Qiu replied weakly, she could imagine that Gong Chunxiao must be angry and wanted to kill her.

Her heart was warm again, she was glad that she had Gong Chunxiao by her side, otherwise she wouldn't know what to do, of course, because Gong Chunxiao was happy to help.

"Oh my God, why are you doing things so messily this time, you don't even book a hotel, do you know which hotel Huo Yiwei lives in? I'll help you book the same hotel later......" Gong Chunxiao said helplessly, and it was impossible to get angry at Gong Qiuyi.

"Well, that's ......"

Gong Qiuyi looked at the scenery flashing outside the window, she was very nervous and scared, until she arrived at her destination, she still didn't dare to put down her mobile phone, but kept talking to Gong Chunxiao, and then took out her ID card again and gave it to the person at the door.

They just let her in, this time it was true, the people who came in from the outside were all holding invitations in their hands, their eyes were sour, looking for Huo Yihuan, and they almost lost themselves when they found it.

When she entered, she saw that there was a lot of people in one position, and she didn't have to guess to know that it must be Huo Yihuan and them, she slowly walked through the crowd and walked in.

Her heart was beating faster, and she couldn't tell why, and her inexplicable palms began to sweat, making her feel uncomfortable.

These places would have made her very uncomfortable, it was because there were acquaintances before, but now she was the only one left, so she couldn't adapt, just ten meters away, across the crowd, she clearly saw Huo Yijun and Jiang Yan Yusi Zhi talking and laughing.

Her face was so happy, she was in a good mood, the table was full of wine, and she was hiding in a small corner......

Suddenly, there was no strength to walk in and go inside, she leaned against the corner, looking at the full people here, everyone was happy, but she was not alone.

It seems that at such a moment, she can see Huo Yihuan's world clearly, and she will become too ugly if she reluctantly joins in.

There were several women sitting next door, who looked like they should be entertainers or models, and she watched a group of them play crazy, and one of them was sitting on Huo Yijun's lap.

Her heart was cold, and the hand holding the bag was a little unsteady, and it fell to the ground, and every time she took a breath, her heart was throbbing, and all the words she wanted to say were stuck in her throat.