Chapter 164: Love's Return
Gao Jin didn't want to stay in this awkward atmosphere, because in his heart, he was a horizontal log between two people who loved each other, and he wanted to move away, but he had taken deep roots.
Gao Jin said as he walked, "By the way, I just discussed with General Qin, and in two days, if King Liang does not raise his flag and surrender, I will lead the army to attack the palace directly." ”
Song Jingran nodded, "I just received a secret report from Yong Di, saying that the military horses of Xia Feng Country have taken down more than ten customs departments, basically all of them are persuaded to surrender, and some troops have been used, and the current situation is stable, everything is just waiting for good news from our side." ”
Gao Jin nodded thoughtfully, the news on Yan Yongyan's side has always been in private contact with Song Jingran, which shows the affectionate relationship, and sighed inexplicably in his heart, since when did he become so suspicious, and they are all small people who have experienced life and death by themselves, although he reminds himself all the time, he still can't suppress that majestic heart.
"By the way, when I came, I found that the people guarding the city gate seem to have changed?" Song Jingran looked at Gao Jin inexplicably.
"Oh, Qin Feng asked that all the people guarding the city gate be replaced by their men." Gao Jin said indifferently, he expected that Qin Feng was not a stupid person, so he would naturally grasp the door of his retreat in his own hands, so that he could haunt at any time.
Song Jingran nodded, he could also understand the relationship between the situation inside, and the two of them just walked and talked, which could be regarded as avoiding the obstruction in their respective hearts.
Because the dark soul hadn't slept all night, Lin Xuan'er saw her tiredness, so he drove her back to the house to rest, and he had been helping the dark soul boil medicine.
Cui'er and they are all taking care of the children in the garden, and they have nothing to do to help her, I heard that the fetal medicine will stay up for a longer time, and the effect of the medicine will be better, Lin Xuan'er After two hours, she poured the medicine into the bowl with satisfaction, looking at the black medicine, she actually had an indescribable taste.
The dark soul didn't know if it was disturbed by the child's crying, or if it had no intention of resting, as soon as he left the house, he saw Lin Xuan'er facing the hot medicinal juice, so he shouted softly, "Xuan'er"
"Sister Soul" Lin Xuan'er was about to pick up the medicinal juice to see the dark spirit, but when she saw the dark soul coming, she also greeted her, "Why don't you sleep more?" ”
Dark Soul smiled and shook her head, glancing at the steaming potion, she was so caring.
Lin Xuan'er followed her eyes, turned her head and said with a smile, "The medicine has been boiled, let's go together." Because of Song Jingran's love, she was in a particularly happy mood, and she was so intoxicated.
The dark soul smiled and nodded, the woman who is immersed in love is the most beautiful, just like Lin Xuan'er at this time, her words and deeds, every smile and even every move are filled with the happiness in her heart, and they are all so charming.
Lin Xuan'er only knew that he was in a good mood, and he didn't notice that he was a little abnormal, and he went to the west courtyard next door with the dark soul with the hot medicinal juice.
When I arrived in the west courtyard, I looked through the cracks in the slightly opened windows in the dark room, and the dark spirit leaned on the soft couch, as if he had woken up; Pushing the door and entering, she was still sitting sluggishly, and when she saw someone coming, she tilted her head inward in disgust, her face still had traces of tears slipping down, and there was still a clear porridge that had not been touched last night on the table.
Dark Soul and Lin Xuan'er glanced at each other, picked up the medicinal juice, walked beside Dark Spirit, and handed the medicinal liquid to her; The dark spirit had no reaction but sluggishness.
Seeing that she didn't move for a long time, the dark soul felt a pang of pity in her heart, but she still said indifferently, "What, don't you even want children?" ”
I hope she can come out of her grief strongly for the sake of her children and bravely face her future life.
The dark spirit still didn't move, but her eyes jumped obviously, she didn't want children, but it was difficult to consume the sudden pain for a while, like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and it seemed to sink to the bottom of the sea, there was always an exit from the labyrinth, but her sadness, where is the end.
Lin Xuan'er didn't understand that the sisters whose blood was as thick as water were obviously standing at the same angle, why did they have to look up to each other; Seeing that they were stalemate for a long time, he took two steps forward and said, "Sister Soul, if this medicine is cold, I'm afraid that the effect of the medicine will not be good." ”
The dark soul is unknown, this medicine is still steaming, why did she say this, so he looked at her clearly, but received a signal from the bottom of her eyes, and instantly understood the meaning of her words in his heart;
She glanced at the dark spirit, and left with the medicine, hoping that Lin Xuan'er's innocence and kindness could impress the dark spirit, and even more hoped that her words could persuade the dark spirit to let go.
Lin Xuan'er sat down on the edge of the dark soul's bed, took an orange in her hand, peeled a petal and handed it to the dark spirit;
Lin Xuan'er saw that she was still indifferent, which was also expected by herself, so she put it into her mouth casually, and said leisurely, "When I was a child, I was always curious, why such a sweet and delicious taste was wrapped under a rough skin, and later I learned that this is a natural law." ”
Lin Xuan'er subconsciously glanced at the darkness, and said, "If there is no care of orange peel, you will not be able to give birth to delicious fruits, but the great orange peel will eventually be discarded by people, because if you don't peel off the orange peel on the outside, you can't enjoy the delicious inside, although the orange peel is great, it is born to be a guardian, so it is destined to be forgotten." ”
Lin Xuan'er lowered her head and fiddled, the orange peel in her hand, the dark spirit gradually became conscious, and glanced at her secretly, she knew that she was comforting herself and telling herself, perhaps, Bai Nianming was the guardian of her life, and his departure was to make her life better, but God was so cruel to Lu, before she could say to him that she loved him, their children, before they could look at him, he had already left them, why couldn't they give them more time, Even if it's a phrase about the time when the sky is old.
When Lin Xuan'er raised her eyes to look at the dark spirit again, she was already in tears, she knew that she was listening to her, seeing her so painful, she felt a burst of regret in her heart, so she comforted and said, "The withering of flowers is not because of the urging of the season, but for a more gorgeous bloom in the coming year." All things in the world, if you want to reciprocate, you must first learn to give. ”
Dark spirit sat in a daze, if Bai Nianming's life was the gorgeous flower, then he was not gone, but waiting for her at the next intersection, but what did he get, "He paid for his life, but he didn't get anything." ”
"He got your heart and guarded your children, and that's what he reciprocated." Lin Xuan'er had a hint of peace, she was very relieved that the dark spirit could accept her words, as long as she could accept it, she would be able to get out of the pain, as long as she was given time, the pain would settle in her heart.
The dark spirit stroked the flat lower abdomen, the heart was like a colic, here was pregnant with his child, which he bought with his life, she protected him well, brought it to this world in good health, for him, they had to live well.
"If you want to cry, cry if you want to, it will feel better." Lin Xuan'er got up and left as she spoke, she knew that her secret spirit was hindered by her self-esteem, and she had been suppressing the pain in her heart, so she simply gave her a little time to vent, and she had said what she should have said, hoping that she could be strong earlier.
"Why are you telling me this?" The dark spirit's voice was a little cold, because of the ghost in the past, there was no less misunderstanding to frame her, and the dark spirit has always been friendly with her, if not to tell her openly, at least to remind her.
"Because we're all women." Lin Xuan'er left the words, and walked away, she was also a woman, although she disguised herself as a femme fatale, she couldn't disguise her fragile soul.
The dark soul stood outside the door with the medicinal juice, quietly listening to their conversation, at this time Lin Xuan'er also walked out, she just wanted to say something, Lin Xuan'er made a 'shhh' gesture, and the two gently retreated.
"Xie Lu, thank you Xuan'er." The Dark Soul is a heartfelt thanksgiving, and it is also a thank you for the Dark Spirit.
Lin Xuan'er smiled, and suddenly there was a heart-rending cry in the room, both of them couldn't help but look at it, such a painful cry made people feel distressed to hear;
Lin Xuan'er saw the sad look on the dark soul, she knew that she was concerned about the dark spirit, "Let her cry, it will be better to cry." She deeply remembered that on the night Song Jingran got married, she also cried so heartbreakingly, so she knew that crying was a kind of venting.
The Dark Spirit nodded, she had no words to comfort her, just let her stay with her more.
The dark and sad cry was unbearable, and the two of them left;
In the afternoon, Dark Spirit finally woke up in grief, and after Lin Xuan'er learned about it, he sent the fetal pills that had been boiled to the West Courtyard accompanied by Cui'er, and Cui'er and the others didn't know that Dark Spirit was pregnant; Although the dark spirit is still in a trance, he has already begun to drink medicine.
At this time, the dark spirit took the medicine and fell into a groggy sleep, Lin Xuan'er and Cui'er stayed outside the house;
And Lin Xuan'er has always wanted to find an opportunity to test Cui'er's thoughts about Lin Mo, and it seems that it is the most suitable time to reveal her heart at this time, after all, after the love affair between Dark Spirit and Bai Nianming, all the living people should fight for themselves without regrets.
Lin Xuan'er sat on the steps of the garden with his knees crossed, glanced at Cui'er, who was sitting beside him, fiddling with the weeds, pondered for a while, and said, "Cui'er, you treat me to him."
"We don't have anything." Cui'er was playing with the weeds, paused slightly, and then held her chin again, lowered her eyes in amazement, and didn't know what was wrong with Lu Dao, she and Lin Mo had always talked like a very good friend, but after seeing him and Xiaoying, she always wanted to deliberately avoid him, and the faint liking in her heart gradually sank into the bottom of her heart with his coldness.
"In this life, it is not easy to meet someone who cherishes each other." Lin Xuan'er looked at her seriously and said: "If you have a heart for him, be brave enough to tell him that he doesn't have a handsome appearance and doesn't have much future, but he is definitely a good man worth entrusting for life, don't regret it for life because of the momentary attachment in your heart." ”
Lin Xuan'er just deliberately revealed to her that Lin Mo actually had a heart for her, but because of the humility in his heart, he didn't want to say it, and he was also afraid of being rejected.