443: To love or not to love

Now that he hears this title again, Xu Jince inevitably thinks of his childhood again, and naturally softens his heart when he thinks of his childhood.

Although she is not his own sister, the love when she was a child is still there. When her mother died early, she sent people under the fence, even if she was raised by someone with gold and jade, I am afraid that it will be difficult to have a happy time.

Especially when her identity was revealed in the end, such a weak girl suddenly became helpless. Thinking like this, the guilt for her in my heart became deeper.

He used his softest voice to say to her: "Don't think too much, as long as you are in Chiyang City in the northern Xinjiang, you are still the county lord." No matter what others want to say in private, they will not dare to question you on the surface. ”

Nalan Jinxiu nodded, she was not a person who didn't know what to do, how could she not see his kindness.

"But you explain to me, what's going on between you and Ji Hongye?"

If you climb up and kiss each other, Xu Jince and the third brother are cousins. He called him by his name, presumably because he was angry with the third brother in his heart. Nalan Jinxiu prevaricated casually: "My relationship with him is not something that can be explained in one or two sentences. ”

"Don't always use this sentence to prevaricate me, what doesn't make sense between husband and wife, besides, you have a child. ”

"I don't want to say the specific reason, but brother, you have to believe me, I won't take this path unless it's a last resort. ”

Nalan Jinxiu also felt a little uncomfortable when she said this. They all know what kind of atmosphere the Daning Dynasty is, but all the women who have been abandoned, there is no need to talk about how sad their lives are.

Who would take this path unless it was a last resort?

"Then, what are your plans in the future?" Xu Jince has long known that she has excellent medical skills, and now that she runs a medical hall, she can be regarded as having something to do. But after all, he is a daughter, and it is always difficult to keep drifting in the market, and finding a home is the most important thing.

"I don't want to rely on anyone, it's good now, I'm at ease. ”

Xu Jince didn't know what he could say for a while, if he said let her go back to the palace, he could take care of her. However, can he really stop the mouths of Yoyo?

There is now a princess in the palace, and he is still a troublemaker. Fortunately, Lige is a person who has been in the army all the year round and has a big heart. is not as sensitive as other women, and let her be allowed everywhere, otherwise I am afraid that this inner house will not be able to live in peace.

If she lives in the palace, she has to endure it everywhere, in the final analysis, she is uncomfortable and unhappy. He has to lead troops to fight from time to time, and he can't even bring his wife and daughter with him all the time, let alone his sister. So if she can stand on her own, it will be the best.

"You and Mu are ......"

Xu Jince knew that with his own identity, he shouldn't ask such a thing. But when he saw that the two of them got along so tacitly, he naturally felt that there might be something going on. Mu Li is actually not bad, but if they are in love and want to be together, he will not be able to accept it for a while.

Nalan Jinxiu sighed, and secretly said that he and Lige were worthy of being husband and wife, and even thinking about the problem was the same. I had to explain bitterly: "He and I met by chance, and the two of us were helpless, so we got together, and that's it." ”

Xu Jince's eyes still contained a lot of doubts, obviously not believing what she said.

"My brother also knows that it is not safe for a woman to behave, and it must be safe to be with him, and I can trust him as a person. ”

Trustworthy these three words, it was obvious that the two of them thought of the incident that happened before. At that time, there was a big difference in their opinions, and even if they brought it up now, I was afraid that the two of them would still have their own reasons, and neither of them would want to give in.

After all, they had just met, and so many things had happened to her, Xu Jince didn't want to block her, so he stepped back first: "Anyway, you are already an adult, and you can think about doing things yourself." I just hope you don't embarrass yourself and ask me if you need help. We have grown up together since childhood, and the brother-sister relationship will always be there. ”

Nalan Jinxiu nodded, and finally said something in his heart: "I am also worried about you and my father, so I will return to Chiyang City." ”

This sentence obviously pleased Xu Jince, the brother and sister reunited after a long absence, and this should be the topic that should be said. Mu Li bought back the wine, and the four of them drank a little, which can be regarded as a very happy conversation.

Nalan Jinxiu was still thinking about seeing Xu Liange, today because they came too early, and the little guy hadn't woken up yet, so he didn't bring it out.

"Don't you still want to see your father?

"That's right, when I come to visit, I'll be able to see her by the way. ”

Although Lige drank alcohol, he mentioned that his daughter's eyes were still shining. The tone also sounded a little more coquettish: "I'm afraid that you will regret it when you see her." She didn't learn at all, her father's uprightness and kindness, and he couldn't be naughty. Even my father said she was too much like me. ”

King Zhenbei loves his granddaughter very much. It's just that sometimes, the little girl broke out of the catastrophe, and even the girl and the nurse with her were turned on their backs.

King Zhenbei looked helpless, thinking that his daughter was obviously very well-behaved, unlike this little girl, she was simply a demon king of the world, so he said that this child was very much like his mother's trickery.

Nalan Jinxiu looked at Lige, when she talked about the king of Zhenbei, there was more admiration in her tone in addition to respect, presumably because she had gotten along well in the past two years.

At the beginning, she also asked them to cut first and then play, and after they became pregnant, they went to see the king of Zhenbei together. She came up with the idea, and she took all the factors into account at that time.

King Zhenbei is a decisive man, but his heart is actually very kind. This is not difficult to see from the soldiers he led, from his attitude towards the people, and from his love for her.

How could such a person be willing to let the blood and bones of his family flow outside, and how could he be willing to let a woman who left the song helpless. So I will definitely treat her well.

The years when Lige fell in love with Xu Jince should have been particularly bitter. had to carry everyone on their backs, and they had to endure a long separation, but in the end, they were able to see the moon.

And her start seemed to be smooth. The door is right, childhood sweethearts, everything started too well. That's why there are so many twists and turns. They are bitter first and then sweet, and she and the third brother are sweet first and then bitter, and they feel uncomfortable thinking about it like this.

Nalan Jinxiu was overwhelmed by alcohol, and after sending Xu Jince and Lige away, he fell asleep on the bed. The clinic didn't open for a day.

Although Mu Li knew that she didn't drink well, she didn't get worse like this, mainly because she was unhappy. He was still holding his sword, leaning against the doorway. Just like a long time ago, he was guarding her door.

At that time, he only wanted to complete the task assigned by the prince and ensure the safety of the county lord. And now he seems to be thinking a little more, and he hopes that she can get out of the haze as soon as possible and start over.

He has always had a casual attitude towards everything, and has never had such a deep hope for one thing. Now, he wants her to be safe and happy.

Even after drinking wine, Nalan Jinxiu still couldn't sleep soundly. In my dreams, I was always in the boundless sea, as if I was going to be drowned in the sea in the next moment.

Ji Hongye, who is far away in Jinling, is not doing well. Ji Boyan has been crying since his mother left. The nurses tried their best to amuse him, but he didn't look at it, just kept crying.

When I was tired of crying, I fell asleep again, and when I was hungry, I ate as usual, but I still cried when I was full. Mo Yan Mo Yu still has Ruyi, and now they are doing their best to take care of this child.

Ji Hongye inadvertently saw Ruyi crying at Mo Yan, and said: "The little master is crying so much, he should miss his wife." The third master and his wife have always been affectionate, how can they say that they are separated when they are separated, there is no sign at all.

Don't say that the little master can't accept it, everyone in this mansion can't believe it. And the day the lady went out, it was fine, how could she fall into the water. The little master has no mother at such a young age, what do you say will happen in the future!"

Mo Yan and Mo Yu followed Nalan Jinxiu for a short time, and if it was said that the love was deep, it was not. They have always done their best to treat their wives, mainly because of the third master.

But they also really like Ji Boyan, and now watching him cry every day, they can't feel comfortable following him. Until now, they are all blinded, I really don't know why everything has been turned upside down in just half a day.

The people who serve Ji Boyan now are all trustworthy by Ji Hongye, and their words will have some weight in his heart. And in his memory, he did dot on his wife very much.

He kept asking himself why he was so calm now, and he realized that not only was he right, but his dead wife didn't feel it. He was indifferent to everything around him.

He was good to Ji Boyan because he knew that it was his son, and he had to be good to him. He always did his best when approving excerpts in Wenyuan Pavilion, because he thought that every excerpt was a matter of people's livelihood in the Daning Dynasty, and he must not be sloppy.

When the criminal department decided the case. He also kept telling himself. Since he is in charge of punishment, he must ensure absolute justice to everyone. Everything he does now seems to be measured by a ruler in his heart.

He also asked himself what he wanted and what he wanted to do. The result turned out to be a blank. What impresses him now is only the dream he has had for many years, that is, to make the world clear.

This may be his only dream in life. But he felt a little strange, he was also an ordinary person, did he really have no selfishness of his own?

What was his selfishness? He now even wondered if he had ever loved that person deeply. If there is no love, then why is the memory clear, and if there is love, why can it be so easy to let go?