Chapter 444: Because the heart belongs, I don't want to.
Withdrawing his gaze carelessly, Qiancheng smiled faintly, didn't dodge, and greeted him generously, "Ye Shao looked at me like this, did he have a plot against me?" ”
Facing her open and indifferent glass eyes, Ye Chongxi couldn't help but wrinkle his eyebrows slightly, maybe something had really changed, he could no longer see the worship and love for him in her eyes, and even the most touching shyness was replaced by coldness.
This is not the little girl he is familiar with, these beautiful glass eyes, he can no longer see the bright light of the past.
"What if I say yes? Will you give me the opportunity to plot against you? "In the past, there were too many constraints and helplessness, and there were too many words that he didn't dare to say, but now he has no distractions, and he doesn't have to worry about the family business, and he can do what he wants to do wholeheartedly.
He can't wait to make up for the regrets of the past so many years, and he also wants to regain his old love.
For his undisguised purpose, Qiancheng smiled faintly and shook his head lightly, but his attitude was more firm and decisive than ever: "I don't want to." ”
"For what?" Ye Chongxi looked at her puzzled, and a trace of loss flashed in his eyes.
"Because the heart belongs, I don't want to." She smiled faintly, and her decisive and gentle tone made the light in Ye Chongxi's eyes completely dim.
It was just a plain sentence, and even her tone was so gentle that he couldn't hear any anger or impatience, but just a few words jumped into his ears, making him feel harsh and piercing.
The heart belongs, it is not the first time he has heard these four words come out of her mouth, but every time it is like a gentle knife, piercing straight into his heart, and the pain is so painful that he can no longer breathe.
"Really?" He smiled bitterly, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't reach the bottom of his eyes, "But I don't want to give up." ”
If he really gave up, then he and her, I'm afraid, will never have the opportunity to start over in their lifetime.
"That's your business, it's none of me, I've already made my attitude clear." Picking up the jasmine tea in her cup, she slowly turned her head to look out the window, a thought in her heart, but it was more unwavering than ever.
She knows very well what she wants, and she also understands what she should refuse, the past has been so painful, and she has learned such a profound lesson, she is not a fool, and she will not repeat the same mistakes.
Today, she realized that the relationship between her and him was no longer the same, and she would never give any of her feelings for this man again.
The pain in memory, in the ocean of time, can still gradually settle down after all, and finally settle down.
She had thought about the scene of a thousand and ten thousand reunions between the two of them, but she still didn't expect that she and him would drift apart like this.
When the love is strong, the love becomes thinner, she has long lost the fanaticism and innocence she once had for him, the reality is cruel enough, and the pain he once left her is heavy enough, which not only makes her reborn, but also makes her learn to be indifferent and strong.
Looking at her straight, he did not hesitate to express his attitude: "I will not give up easily." ”
Hooked his lips playfully, Qiancheng turned his head and glanced at him lightly, casually put down the cold jasmine tea in his hand, and the sweet and greasy fragrance was entwined between his lips and teeth, "This kind of persistence is not like you!" ”
"Really? It also depends on who you insist on, and if it were you, I wouldn't give up easily. A stubborn sentence came slowly from his mouth, with firmness and persistence that could not be ignored.
It's a pity that this kind of persistence came too late, if he could have been as desperate as he is now, maybe he and she wouldn't have come to this point.
Lowering her eyes, she couldn't help but think of the answer she had been desperate for when she had chased herself to France.
Perhaps because of the only remaining reluctance in her heart, she finally asked the words: "There is a question that I have thought about for many years, and I have always wanted to ask it, and I also want to hear your answer." ”
"You ask."
"If I had been in France back then, would you have given up everything to be with me like you are now?" When she chased to France, she didn't tell him, but just watched him and Zhao Minjia go in and out from a distance, which had shattered all her illusions and expectations.
The question of "......" was asked to him without exception!
If it was him back then, I'm afraid he would still not be able to give her promises and answers, because at that time, he was just the young master of the Ye family, enjoying everything that the Ye family gave him, and there was no choice for many things.
His silence gave her the best answer, she smiled faintly, played with the glass in her hand, and hooked her lips: "Sure enough." ”
In fact, she had already expected such an answer, but she was unwilling to hear his answer with her own ears.
Looking at the fading smile and coldness on her face, Ye Chongxi suddenly panicked, the helplessness of the year was also a torture that had been entangled for so many years for him, and even a humiliation that he was ashamed of all his life.
"Back then, I didn't give you the answer you wanted, because I believed that there was only a brief separation between me and you, and one day I will come back when I am successful, and you will be able to come back to me. My feelings for you, five years like a day, have never changed! ”
He was so convinced, convinced that she would be able to come back to him.
The hand holding the wall of the glass was wet and cold, and she raised her eyes playfully, "Then why don't you let me wait for you, five years, ten years, I can afford to wait!" ”
But he didn't, so that for so many years, she hated him so much!
"I didn't ask you to wait for me, that's because I can't be too selfish, if you meet someone more worthy of your love, I will let go, but when I came back, I found that I couldn't do it. I can't give you up to someone else......"
There are so many unpredictable and unselectable choices in life, he has spent so many years and can't do it freely, and now that he is back with her, and even has the ability to start again, how can he be willing to give up like this?
The heavy breathing gradually stuck in her nose, she suddenly felt a little breathless, raised her eyes and looked at him indifferently, and the bottom of her unwavering eyes was cold.
"Then now that I have met someone who is more worthy of my love, you can learn to let go! The past is over, I just want an answer, and since your answer is no different from what I thought, I can be considered to have got my wish. ”
After so many years of love and hate, it finally turned into a trace of unwillingness, and this trace of unwillingness is now cut off by herself.
For the past, there is nothing worth remembering her.
Just at this time, the mobile phone rang, she looked at the caller ID, picked up her bag and stood up, "I still have something to do, so I won't accompany you to dinner, I'll go first!" ”
Without waiting for him to respond, she turned and walked briskly out of the restaurant.
Behind him, Ye Chongxi looked at her resolute figure, and suddenly felt that the beating heart in his chest was empty in vain.
The colorful glass glass separated the two worlds, and he quietly watched her figure leave, and finally disappeared at the corner of the street, as if he had disappeared into his life.
At this moment, the proprietress came up with the dishes, looked at the lack of someone at the table, and couldn't help but look at Ye Chongxi, "What about Miss Su?" ”
"She's gone beforehand." The eggplant pot on the table and her favorite West Lake vinegar fish were filled with a sweet smell, but the person sitting opposite him had already left.
He suddenly thought of something, and suddenly raised his head to look at the proprietress who was about to leave, "Boss, ride...... It's Miss Su, who just sat there, when did you meet? ”
"When, I think about it...... My son was about to go to university that year, and now he is about to graduate, so it's been five years! At that time, she came here every day, and again I saw her crying secretly in the corner! As she spoke, the proprietress pointed to the seat in the back row behind him, "Now, that's it!" I asked her what was going on, and she wouldn't say. My son's design grades are not good, and he wants to be a designer, so she gives him free tutoring, and thanks to her, my son was admitted to university! Later, I heard that she went to Italy to study, and she hadn't been back for many years, so I was quite surprised to see her just now! ”
Looking at Ye Chongxi's gradually changing face, the proprietress realized that she seemed to have said too much, and smiled apologetically.
"When I came to you five years ago, did she ever come here?" It was the most of all he had in college, but he hadn't run into her the whole time.
"It seems that I have been here several times, and a few times I saw her look at the door and left, I thought she was looking for my Xiaojiu to revise the design draft!"
"......" He suddenly remembered Zhao Minjia, who had followed him back then, and for a moment, he seemed to hear the sound of the wall collapsing in his heart.
A boom ran through his mind, all his breath was instantly emptied, he turned his head to look out the window in a daze, and it took a while to come back to his senses, hurriedly and tremblingly took out his wallet to pay the bill, and ran out of the restaurant with staggering steps.
He finally understood why she was going to ask such a question just now, it was not that she had not come to him back then, she came, but she did not let him know the Tao, but stood in a place where he could not see, watching him and other women in pairs.
He was wrong, he was still wrong after all, he was ridiculously wrong!
When he broke up with her, he didn't give her any explanation, especially when he was captured and annihilated, he couldn't explain it at all, until the first year of studying in France, he always thought that the separation of the two people was just a dream, or just his own illusion, he had been waiting, waiting for her to come to him.
But he waited so long, and after all, he still didn't wait for her to come.
At that time, he also blamed her for her ruthlessness, so many years of relationship couldn't withstand a misunderstanding, but he never thought that she would come to him!!
Hurried to the corner of the street, he looked at the busy street, and could not find her again.
Just as he had abandoned her in his memories, he had lost her again.
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