"The one who waits for death is the saddest, so it's better to be alive!"

How could the person lying on the bed not know Lu Yao's thoughts at this time, but she couldn't let her die, she hadn't been killed yet, so why bother dying an innocent person!

She believed that Lu Yao must have another reason for wanting to kill her, so she didn't want to die because she was dying!

Such persuasion was undoubtedly surprising, and even when she said this herself, she couldn't help frowning.

"It's my business whether I live or not, what do you do?" Lu Yao didn't like her to know what she thought again and again, and she was very impatient in her words, but she was even more empty-hearted.

Who is not afraid of death? Besides, it's a beautiful girl like her!

Zhang Xianxian opened his eyes at this time and looked at the veil above his head in a daze. "Do you know what death is like? I know the truth! ”

The voice seemed to come from far away, and it was so ethereal that people couldn't grasp it. Lu Yao also suspected that he was hallucinating, and his eyes widened to look at Zhang Xianxian.

Zhang Xianxian seemed to know her disbelief, and the corners of her mouth pulled out a self-deprecating smile, and then continued to speak: "When I was 10 years old, I stole a pear from my mother-in-law in the courtyard, and that day was my mother's sacrifice day, and she loved to eat pears the most, so I wanted to make a sacrifice for her." But...... I was found by that woman! ”

"I was beaten badly, and I was in pain, so I cried desperately and begged for mercy, but ...... The more I did this, the harder she hit her! At that time, I missed my mother very much, and I thought that if I died, I would not be in pain in Zhilu Dao, so I quietly cut my wrist with the dagger hidden in my arms. ”

When she said this, her expression was still very light, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her, and her voice was leisurely and shallow, "The more and more blood flowed, I wanted to sleep more and more, but the woman found the injury on my wrist, she was afraid that I would die and she would not be able to explain it to her father, so she was afraid that I would close my eyes, so she grabbed a handful of salt and pressed it on my wound, it felt too painful and painful, so I couldn't sleep!" ”

Her voice paused, and she turned her head to look at Lu Yao with a sympathetic expression, and the smile on the corner of her mouth became even more bitter: "So, at that time, I knew that one person's death can't solve everything!" If you die, they will be able to do whatever they want! ”

Her words were finally finished, but Lu Yao was immersed in the bloody picture and couldn't extricate himself. A beautiful little face has long been frightened by the picture in his imagination.

From time to time, he peeked at Zhang Xian's wrist, as if he could still see blood bubbling outward.

"I'm not saying this to scare you, and I'm not trying to make you sympathize with me! I just want to tell you, don't always think about dying, it's the right choice to find a way to keep yourself alive. ”

Seeing Lu Yao's panicked expression, the sadness brought out when he recalled those was gradually relieved, yes, at that time, I just didn't know that she was so helpless, you see, when others heard it, they would still feel sorry for themselves.

Neither of the two people in the room was talking, the time was quiet for a while, and Lu Yao walked out of the hall in a distraction.

Staying here makes her feel depressed, she wants to go out to breathe, maybe Zhang Xianxian is right, she shouldn't be so unwilling to wait for death without doing anything, maybe, she has another way!

Zhang Xianxian looked at Lu Yao's slender back as he walked away, and closed his eyes a little tiredly. She thought that she was so used to these things that she was unconscious, but when she peeled off her wounds in front of others, it still hurt like that!

How could I want to die when I was so cowardly? My father treats herself well, and there is a case of silver distributed to her courtyard every month, but it is her cowardice that fulfills the ambition of the mother-in-law. It was her cowardice that made her life more and more unbearable.

Today, she is still so cowardly! Yes, she didn't dare to remind Lu Yao, in fact, she was not certain to die! Jing Se asked her to take the blame, she just wanted this matter to be over, and she could get out of it. Therefore, when she saved Lu Yao, Jing Se's crisis was gone, if Lu Yao was smart enough, she would choose to stand by Jing Se's side to show her loyalty, so that she would not have to die.

Or the two reached some kind of agreement, so that Lu Yao would not appear in the Pony Mansion and disappear with the secret of her knowledge, but she could be happy and stable.

However, a pampered daughter, who has been hit by such a big thing for several days, may not be able to turn around for a while, even if she is smart. She only knew that Jing Se wanted her to die, but she forgot the reason why Jing Se wanted her to die. There were so many ways to solve Jing Se's concerns, but at this time, she had long lost the heart to think about what was going on.

She had lost her mind in the fear of death, how could she have thought of this!

Feeling sad for his cowardice, Zhang Xianxian weakly wanted to empty his mind. She knew that the most important thing for her at this time was to get her body better.

Because Lu Yao didn't give her much time! She would soon think of the things she had just thought about, and at that time, she was afraid that her situation would be even more embarrassing!

It was at this time that Hua Wurui entered the door, holding the medicine he had personally boiled for two hours, with a proud face.

Zhang Xianxian knew his temperament, and if he didn't worry about others, he would definitely guard the medicine jar himself. I couldn't help but feel a ripple in my heart, what kind of mood did people who love to be lively wait for two hours with such a mood.

"What, you're impressed, aren't you? This is the medicine that my peerless son boiled with his own hands, and there is only one bowl in the whole world......"

Although his mouth was talking, his hands were not idle, he picked up Zhang Xianxian and leaned against the head of the bed, and then handed a spoonful of decoction to Zhang Xianxian's mouth.

"Thick face!"

A trace of embarrassment flashed in Zhang Xianxian's heart, and then she pretended not to appreciate it and reached out to take the medicine bowl in his hand. The action of feeding medicine in this way is too intimate, and no matter how you think about it, you can't accept it calmly.

Hua Wurui didn't give her a chance to raise her hand, and glared at her with a cold face: "You dare to raise your hand to try!" Do you know how hard it is for me to boil medicine? I didn't care about the fruits of my labor three times and twice, ran around disobediently, made the wound like this, and now I want to tear it open while lying in bed? You did it on purpose, right? ”

With a hateful expression, Hua Wurui stared at her chest, indeed, her wounds had become more serious after passing through the wardrobe and Lu Yao when she went to protect Lu Yao alone. And the location of her wound is at the mouth of the right heart, and it is true that the movement of her right hand will affect the wound.

"Just give me the medicine bowl directly, and I'll drink it in one gulp to avoid bitterness."

His trick of feigning anger Zhang Xianxian has long been commonplace, so of course he will not think that he is really angry. He held out his left hand towards him.