Chapter 259: Hypocrisy
So Wu Liangdi said even more proudly: "Thank you for mentioning the princess, the concubines and others will definitely serve the princess for the princess, and the princess can rest in peace." ”
"Then there are a few younger sisters, if you can give birth to an heir for the eldest prince as soon as possible, this palace will definitely be greatly rewarded." Song Anle knew that it was impossible to get words from their mouths, so she didn't deliberately care, and simply used her position of power to defend herself.
Chen Liangdi finally couldn't help but said strangely: "The imperial concubine said that she laughed, if you want to give birth to the imperial heir, then you will come first, and the concubine will not dare to rob you of your glory." ”
"The matter of pregnancy has always been inseparable from before and after, whoever is lucky, that is their own life, this palace is willing to share this glory with the heavy sisters, so you don't have to worry about it." Song Anle should have shown the public with generosity, and the queen pressed Gao Yuanshang's heirs tightly, if they couldn't give birth to the imperial heir earlier, this heavy responsibility would fall on her again, and the current relationship between her and Gao Yuanshang must never be combined again, so she might as well assign this important task to them to complete.
Everyone was also deflated by Song Anle, so they couldn't wait to go back to prepare to serve Gao Yuanshang, so they all bowed their heads and said, "Then the concubines are welcome." ”
After a short greeting, everyone also dispersed, leaving Song Anle alone, guarding the deserted palace, but she felt a heavy sense of oppression in front of the scenery in the courtyard.
Bai Huaqing has always stayed in Yongkang Palace on the pretext of taking care of Song Xiaojing, but she has almost no other emotions except for the secret sadness of her heart every day.
She didn't eat or drink, but under Song Xiaojing's persuasion, she also began to eat, but every time she only took a few bites, looking at her increasingly thin appearance, Song Xiaojing really couldn't bear it.
Song Xiaojing's pregnancy, under the careful conditioning of the imperial doctor, was finally considered healthy, and it was rare for her to get out of bed and walk around, so she walked with Bai Huaqing in Yongkang Palace.
After wandering around for a while, Bai Huaqing was worried that Song Xiaojing's physical strength was overdrawn, but she still insisted on accompanying her to relax, so she stopped and said, "Xiaojing, your body is just right, why don't we go back first." ”
Song Xiaojing said with a smile: "It's okay, it's hard to come out to bask in the sun, after a while, I'm afraid the sun will be poisonous." ”
Bai Huaqing nodded, she glanced at the pavilion not far away, and then said in a blink of an eye: "Then let's go to the front and sit down." ”
Song Xiaojing nodded, and the sisters walked to the pavilion and sat down together, facing the spring scenery in the garden, they both relaxed their bodies and minds, but the depressed mood of Bai Huaqing still couldn't be brought up.
Song Xiaojing saw that she was still not happy, and she finally spoke: "Qing'er, if you really can't let go, why have you been hiding from the eldest prince?" ”
"If we don't see each other, there will be no pain." Bai Huaqing secretly lowered her eyes sadly, after Gao Yuanshang's wedding, she never saw him again, so his so-called promises were also worn out bit by bit in time.
"But you can't forget him at all, so why torture each other?"
"So what, we can't be together after all." After careful consideration, Bai Huaqing couldn't accept it at all, so she went to share a husband with Song Anle.
Song Xiaojing asked without any consideration: "Just because of Anle?" ”
Bai Huaqing couldn't deny it at all, everything was inseparable from Song Anle, so she hesitated a little before she said in a gloomy voice: "It's not because of anyone, only blame myself for being too cowardly." ”
"You're lying;" Song Xiaojing said firmly and seriously: "If you are really cowardly, you will not enter the palace without hesitation, after suffering so many grievances, you still use your cowardice as an excuse to retreat, don't you think it's a pity?" ”
"But what else can I do;" Bai Huaqing said helplessly: "Now that the wood is in the boat, I am not qualified to fight at all." ”
Song Xiaojing said with a worried face: "But you still have the eldest prince, at least he treats you sincerely." ”
"What about Anle, do I really want to fight with her and rob her?" Although Bai Huaqing resented Song Anle, she didn't want to compete with her, because she was not confident enough in her heart.
Song Xiaojing still said seriously: "This is not a fight, nor is it a robbery, you have to think from a different angle, you are just fighting for happiness." ”
"But I can't forgive her, I really can't forgive." Bai Huaqing was tied up in her own grief, so she looked very sad and sad.
Song Xiaojing guessed that she just lacked a backing to support her, or that Bai Huaqing was too simple, she didn't know how to fight for her happiness, and she couldn't even hate Song Anle ruthlessly.
So Song Xiaojing said meaningfully: "You are just troubled in your own consciousness, maybe others don't care about your forgiveness at all." ”
Bai Huaqing looked at her with some confusion, and Song Xiaojing realized that her words were a little extreme, so in order not to let Bai Huaqing misunderstand, she said euphemistically: "I just feel unfair for you, I am also a sister, I really feel sorry for you." ”
Bai Huaqing frowned deeply with a sad face, but she thought about Song Xiaojing's words later, if Song Anle cared about her a little, she would not make such a despicable means, maybe just like Song Xiaojing said, Song Anle didn't care about her resentment or forgiveness at all.
So what is her series of scruples for, if she can't even forgive the gratitude of others, is there still any need for her to forgive? Rather than not, why not calm her inner unwillingness.
Song Xiaojing saw that Bai Huaqing seemed to pay some attention to her words, so she struck while the iron was hot and said: "Qing'er, you have to believe that I will always stand behind you, no matter when, I will help you." ”
Bai Huaqing suddenly said confusedly: "Then what should I do now?" ”
Song Xiaojing said with confidence: "Do what you think from your heart, don't worry about anyone, as long as you keep moving towards the goal in your heart." ”
Bai Huaqing locked her eyebrows deeply, and the imbalance in her heart was suddenly ignited, if she couldn't fight for her original wish, then what was the point of her staying here, if she couldn't even fight for her own happiness, what qualification did she have to resent others.
Song Xiaojing saw that she was a little distracted, and she could roughly guess her inner thoughts, and she said tentatively: "Qing'er, are you willing to believe me?" ”
Bai Huaqing retracted his thoughts, and also relieved his troubled emotions, and said gently: "Of course, if I don't believe you, I won't choose to take refuge in you." ”
"Then do you want to let go of Bo for the sake of happiness?"
"What's Bo?" Bai Huaqing looked at Song Xiaojing with a curious expression.
"Do you still know why An Le has been preventing you from coming and going with a big prince because of the grievances of the previous generation?"
Bai Huaqing hesitated for a while, she recalled the promise she made to the previous generation, she told Song Xiaojing everything in the ins and outs, and also explained the so-called promise about them.
Song Xiaojing, who knew the details, was calm on her face, but she was shocked in her heart, she never expected that Bai Huaqing's parents were courtiers before the establishment of the Northern Dynasty, that is, people who followed Gao Jin, but after Gao Jin won the world, her father died in battle, and her mother died of depression, and then it was handed over to the Song family to raise.
Bai Huaqing didn't mention anything about the Song family, and Song Xiaojing was still unknown, so she asked again: "Then what is the relationship between the Song family and the royal family?" Is it because of your father that they also want to cut off their ties with the royal family? ”
"It is said that Uncle Song was also the hero of the founding of the Northern Dynasty, but then because he didn't want to be too involved with the palace, he finally chose to stay away from the palace, and a few years later, Uncle Song and Aunt Song died suddenly, and the final testament was also to tell us not to have anything to do with the royal family, which is the promise we once made to the previous generation."
Song Xiaojing finally solved the long-standing mystery, so she had too many questions for a while, but she picked one of the questions she was most concerned about and asked curiously: "So, you and An Le's father should know the emperor?" ”
Bai Huaqing didn't realize that Song Xiaojing was asking her, so she said worriedly: "I don't know if I know it, but someone should know." ”
Song Xiaojing avoided arousing Bai Huaqing's suspicions, and she didn't want to ask too much at once, anyway, she had already learned about the general relationship, and with the letter in her hand, she believed that she would soon be able to figure out the relationship between the Song and Bai families and the royal family.
"Since they are all related to the previous generation, and they are not any grievances, you can completely ignore those so-called promises, and An Le has not kept his promises, so why should you insist on this alone."
Bai Huaqing said worriedly: "But my mother repeatedly told me before she died that once she provoked a connection with the royal family, it would definitely cause chaos. ”
"But it may also be that you care too much, think about it, the previous generation has passed away, even if there is really any big chaos in it, it will also be buried with the deceased, you are just innocent new life."
Bai Hua said thoughtfully: "I hope so." ”
The sisters talked quite harmoniously, Song Xiaojing not only comforted Bai Huaqing, but also encouraged her to strive for happiness, anyway, now Song Anle is also resentful of her, Song Cheng must not be able to forgive her for helping Bai Huaqing enter the palace, she can only leave Bai Huaqing by her side, first, Bai Huaqing can listen to her, and secondly, Gao Yuanshang is interested in her, and they can take care of her.
In fact, everything in the Song family is just a part of her curious psychology, the reason is because she is unwilling to Song Cheng's love for Bai Huaqing, so she is jealous, and makes do with Bai Huaqing and Gao Yuanshang.
Even if she can't get Song Cheng, she won't let others get it, and it is impossible for Song Cheng to get her wish, as for Song Anle, it can only be said that she shouldn't fall in love with the person she likes in love with Bai Huaqing, the conflict between their sisters is purely caused by themselves, and Song Xiaojing just realistically chose her own interests.