Chapter 12 There is also a kind of love called letting go

It took Liang Shan more than ten hours to fly back to Huaxia, continuous flight, the loss of divine consciousness is not very large, the Yuan Infant itself is a kind of energy body, the speed is very fast, the consumption is not large, so the ancient cultivators all like the Yuan Infant out of the body, swimming all over the rivers and mountains. But after a long flight, coupled with the release of divine consciousness, there is still some fatigue.

Liang Shan's consciousness moved, and fifty kilometers away, he saw himself lying on the bed in his own house, with Lan Meng'er lying on the corner of the bed on the side, and Jiang Hai sleeping on the sofa in the living room. Seeing that the two of them did not send themselves to the hospital, Liang Shan finally breathed a sigh of relief. If the state knows that his body is abnormal, he will definitely be arrested and studied, although it is easy to escape, but there must be a lot of trouble, even if he is not afraid of trouble, but there are many relatives and families, and he will definitely be affected a lot.

Liang Shan, who was lying on the bed, slowly opened his eyes and checked it, Liang Shan put his mind at ease, and when he left, he was still in a fire of heart, if he didn't survive it, he would have taken the bastard in the living room. When Yuan Ying entered the body, the feeling of harmony was like a fairyland, and he couldn't help but moan. As soon as he made a sound, Lan Meng'er, who was lying on the corner of the bed, woke up. Seeing that Liang Shan opened his eyes, his own eyes were also moist.

Lan Meng'er saw that Liang Shan's eyes were as clear as water, and naturally knew that he had completely recovered his senses, stood up, and said timidly: "......Are you awake?"

Liang Shan saw that Lan Meng'er's eyes were bloodshot, and her face was also gloomy, she had no former look, and she knew that her inner torture was not shallow. Buddhism talks about cause and effect, and Taoism talks about fate. Before coming back, Liang Shan had already figured out that Lan Meng'er saw that she was wanted, so naturally she couldn't wait endlessly and hopelessly forever, so empathy was not a betrayal. Those who cultivate the Tao have a clear mind. Now when I see Lan Meng'er like this, I can't bear it.

"Thank you for your hard work...... Liang Shan said, but he didn't speak for a long time, and his voice was a little hoarse.

The two of them talked, looked at each other, but there was no movement, and they didn't know what to say. "You just woke up, do you want to get something to eat?" After more than ten seconds of silence, Lan Meng'er also came back to her senses. She was very afraid of Liang Shan's state of not saying anything, whether it was angry or tears flying, she didn't feel strange, but Liang Shan's calm and emotionless state made her panic.

"No need...... Liang Shan said don't get up, and walked to the cabinet to change clothes, but found that there were no more of his clothes in the cabinet.

Lan Meng'er's face was a little feverish, and she hurriedly said, "I'll go and get it for you, your clothes are packed and put in another room." ”

"No need, I'll change it myself......" Liang Shan walked towards another room, Jiang Hai also woke up at this time, and was sitting on the sofa, Liang Shan nodded to Jiang Hai and said, "I'll change my clothes first." ”

If I can't come back, then I don't want a better man than me to take care of Lan Meng'er? Liang Shan asked himself in his heart. The answer is yes. In such a situation, one's current appearance is superfluous. In addition to blaming fate for making people, can you still wronged others? He saw that Jiang Hai's eyes were bright, righteous but not evil, and he was not a traitor, such a person must be very suitable for Lan Meng'er's side.

"Let's sit together." Liang Shan greeted Lan Meng'er after changing his clothes.

"Liangshan, I'm sorry...... I should have been more patient, I ......."

"No, no, no, Liang Shan is my fault, I didn't give Lan Meng'er more time, everything is my fault, if you want to punish, punish me." Lan Meng'er didn't speak, and was interrupted by Jiang Hai.

"Okay, you two listen to me, first I don't blame anyone. Second, I don't want to punish anyone, and third, I think I'm just a superfluous person, I should have continued to disappear, you don't have to blame yourself, and you don't have to feel sorry for me, the matter has come to this, and none of the three of us can turn back, so let this matter continue to develop like this. When Liang Shan said these words, his heart was also extremely bitter. At present, only he has withdrawn. Assuming that Jiang Hai withdrew, would he and Lan Meng'er be able to go back to the past? Even if Liang Shan can do it. But can Lan Meng'er go back to the past? For the three of them to be so painful and entangled, it is better to sacrifice one person and make two people happy.

"Liang Shan......" Hearing Liang Shan's words, Lan Meng'er's tears rolled down like pearls with broken threads. In these tears, there is guilt, reluctance, and emotion. A lot of emotions are churning in my heart, and I can't help myself.

"Xie Lu thank you, Liang Shan, Xie Lu thank you for everything you have done, I will definitely take good care of Meng'er, and I will definitely make her happy." Jiang Hai couldn't help himself when he heard this, and knelt down to Liangshan as he spoke.

Liang Shan waved his hand, and a real gang held Jiang Hai up. "Don't be like this, instead of three people suffering, it is better for two people to be happy, you two can progress to this point, I believe that you are true love. I wasn't supposed to be here in the first place, you just have to forget about me, forget that I was here. ”

"No, don't, Liang Shan, don't just throw my ...... like this." Lan Meng'er said, grabbing Liang Shan's hand, which was still soft and soft.

"Meng'er, everything has passed for the two of us, and now that I am also a monk, in fact, I came back to say goodbye to you, and I am also very relieved to have Jianghai to take care of you. You have to face this reality, you have to go back and be with me, I think I can't ignore everything about you and Jiang Hai, presumably you can't either, in this way, the three of us will be miserable, now I go, you two continue to live now, you should be happier, you also know the Tao, no matter what, I hope you are happy and happy". Liang Shan broke free from Lan Meng'er's hand and said.

"No...... No...... It shouldn't be like this......" Lan Meng'er's voice gradually grew louder, a little hysterical.

Jiang Haihai took a step forward to support Lan Meng'er and gently patted Lan Meng'er's back with his hand. The movements are gentle and caring. Liang Shan nodded in his heart, it seemed that Jiang Hai was indeed sincere. Although he still has mood swings, he is already a cultivator, and he is decisive in killing, and once he decides to let go in his heart, he will let go wholeheartedly, without entanglement or repetition.

Jiang Shan picked up the overweight burden made of demon animal skin, carried it on his back in a chic manner, and walked towards the door, saying as he walked: "Okay, that's it, Meng'er, I'm sorry, I love you, but I have to go." ”

"No, don't do this, Liang Shan," Lan Meng'er heard Liang Shan's words, and immediately threw herself into Liang Shan's arms like crazy, hugging Liang Shan tightly, "I won't let you go, and I won't let you go if I die......"

Looking at Lan Meng'er's red and swollen eyes crying, and looking at the almost desperate look in Lan Meng'er's eyes, Liang Shan's heart throbbed and hurt. No matter how powerful the Dharma Body was, no matter how powerful the Dao Method, it couldn't stop Liang Shan's heartache. Liang Shan smiled at Lan Meng'er, like every time he suddenly appeared in front of Lan Meng'er after a long absence, he smiled slightly, and Lan Meng'er at that time would suddenly laugh and shout and hug Liang Shan tightly, just like Lan Meng'er is holding Liang Shan now. Liang Shan's right hand gently pressed on Lan Meng'er's jade pillow acupoint, and a True Yuan crossed in. Lan Meng'er fainted all of a sudden, her body fell softly, Liang Shan gestured to Jiang Hai, Jiang Hai hurriedly came up and hugged Lan Meng'er and put her on the sofa.

"You take good care of Lan Meng'er, she is fine, she will be fine after a good night's sleep. I'll leave everything to you......" After Liang Shan finished speaking, he walked out of Lu without looking back, and didn't bother to take the stairs, and jumped out of Lu directly from the fifth floor.

In the deep darkness of the night, Liang Shan carried a big burden and walked alone on the streets of the North Sixth Ring Road. He didn't dare to look back again, to look back at the house he had once regarded as a dream and had been fighting for, he was afraid that as soon as he turned around, he would see Lan Meng'er's sad eyes and tears like broken pearls. The cold wind blew in his face, Liang Shan's heart was also cold, it seemed to be almost frozen cold, the ice was about to break, tears couldn't help but burst out of his eyes, Liang Shan's legs were weak, he knelt on the ground, his hands tore his hair vigorously, and the suppressed cry spread to all around, like the wail of a wounded wolf. What about the Yuan Infant Period, what about the world, even if you can dominate the world, what can you change?

In Liang Shan's sea of knowledge, the shots with Lan Meng'er are slowly playing back, there is the shyness when they first met, the attachment when they are lovesick, and the madness when they are in love.

"Liangshan, you must marry me in the future, if you don't marry me, I will find a way to marry your father, and be your stepmother, hum."

"Liang Shan, you say, do we want a boy or a girl in the future? You are not allowed to favor sons over daughters, forget it, I guess your family will definitely like boys, for the sake of your family, I still like boys too. ”

"Liang Shan, I want our bedroom to be pink, I like pink, so that when you are not there, I will also feel warm."

Every shot made Liang Shan in pain, but he couldn't help but recall, and couldn't help such sadness, one after another memories were like the most powerful sword qi crisscrossing his sea of consciousness, making his divine consciousness shatter into pieces, no matter how powerful he was, he couldn't resist, he could only lie on the ground, suppressing his cry like a wolf's howl, as if he was afraid that his cry would scare away Lan Meng'er in his memory, this is the only place where he can have Lan Meng'er now, in the sea of knowledge, but also in his heart. He knew that it would be a permanent farewell, and that everything would end tonight, no matter how much love or how painful it was. There is also a kind of love in the world, which is called letting go.

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