108. 115 There is no right or wrong in feelings
"Okay, then call me as soon as there is anything." Lin Yanchen dropped a kiss on Yun Yun's hair, if she didn't want him to know about her sadness and sadness, then why did he force her, this would only make her feel more burdened.
"Well, go ahead, drive carefully."
"You too, or do you want the driver to send you?"
"Zhilu Dao, you can go quickly." Lin Yanchen, when did you become as verbose as Li Zilin?
Lin Yanchen's handsome brows furrowed, did she start to annoy him? This stupid woman is getting more and more unspeakable.
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Yun Yun drove her own car and took the child to arrive on time, it was still the same place as last time, and the same scene was still staged, but the difference this time was that the child was no longer so easy to deceive.
After eating, when Yun Yun was about to leave with the child, she and Cai Yihan tried all kinds of methods but failed to deceive Xu Jiale, and he was unwilling to be separated from Cai Yihan again.
Helpless, Yun Yun could only let Cai Yihan accompany the child more, so they went to R Us, where it was a child's paradise, Yun Yun hoped that when the child was happy to play, he could temporarily forget Cai Yihan's existence, so that she could take the child home again victoriously.
The effect was as Yun Yun expected, although at the beginning, the child was holding Cai Yihan's hand and refused to let go, for fear that Cai Yihan would leave him alone again.
However, as time went on, the child's vigilance slowly began to relax, and when Xu Jiale happily participated in playing Transformers with other children, he began to pay less attention to whether Cai Yihan was still around.
Cai Yihan understands quite well in her heart that Yun Yun's promise to let the child see her every week is already quite generous, if she has to make inches and wants to occupy the child's contact with the child for a longer time, it may backfire, and she will lose the opportunity to see the child once a week.
Cai Yihan believes that with her dedication and affection for her children for so many years, it is impossible for children to easily forget her mother.
Therefore, she must be sensible and leave at the right time in order to win herself the opportunity to see her child again next time.
So, when Xu Jiale was quite involved in playing, Cai Yihan left quietly.
However, Yun Yun never thought that Cai Yihan's departure would make the child react so abnormally.
When Xu Jiale had a lot of fun and was about to share the achievements of the Transformers he assembled with Cai Yihan, Cai Yihan could no longer be found.
Xu Jiale cried loudly on the spot, which immediately attracted a surprised look from the surroundings.
Yun Yun immediately stepped forward to coax Xu Jiale, but Xu Jiale pushed her away hard, and yelled hoarsely, "I hate you, you go away, why don't you let me go home with my mother, why do you always lie to me." ”
"Woo... Whining... Woo..., you go away, I hate you, I don't want to see you, woo... Woo..."
Xu Jiale's cry immediately attracted onlookers and discussions from the surrounding mothers.
"This woman, stepmother, why don't children like her so much."
"I saw the child playing with his mother just now, and I was happy."
"Yes, yes, this woman may be a stepmother, and she must have abused the child."
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may not have seen the appearance of the child and Yun Yun, so most of the judgment is that Yun Yun is a stepmother who likes to abuse children.
Yun Yun's mind is all about how to stabilize the child's emotions, although the discussion is loud, but where is she still in the mood to care about this.
After pondering and meditating, Yun Yun could no longer find any reason to continue to lie to the child, because she knew that the child had concluded that all her words were lying to him.
After thinking about it, the child rushed through Yun Yun's body and ran outside the R Us City with an arrow step.
Yun Yun immediately caught up, "Lele, where are you going?" ”
"I'll go find my mother, don't follow me, I don't want to see you again." Xu Jiale cried and shouted as he ran.
Yun Yun ran a few steps quickly, grabbed Xu Jiale forward, and hugged him tightly in his arms, "Lele is good, let's see my mother again next Saturday, okay?" ”
"Woo... Woooooooo Woo..."
Saying that, Xu Jiale didn't know where Lu Dao got so much strength, and he actually pushed Yun Yun away with another handful, Yun Yun was caught off guard, and her whole ass fell to the ground.
When Yun Yun stood up, the child had already run several meters away, and there was no way, Yun Yun had to continue chasing.
After chasing her, she was caught, but the child broke free, and cried harder, and the voice of accusation against her became louder, and everywhere they passed, they attracted countless attention.
In order to let the child's emotions slowly stabilize, Yun Yun decided that he would no longer stop the child's behavior of looking for his mother, and began to stop dissuading, only when the child himself realized that he could not find his mother today, he could take the initiative to give up.
Otherwise, it will only provoke his rebellion even more.
So, just like that, chasing and running all the way, although the child no longer made a lot of noise, the crying never stopped, as if he had lost his dearest mother and would never see him again.
Yun Yun's heart began to be extremely painful, didn't she want her child back just to give her child a good mother, but for what, now, she felt that she had become an executioner who deprived her child of having a good mother.
Is she really wrong again, really wrong again?
Just like with her own mother, because of her own selfish and meaningless insistence, her mother finally chose to know her own life.
If she is wrong, what should she do, what is right, how can she stop hurting the child, so that the child can grow up happily all the time?
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Yun Yun didn't know how far she had followed Xu Jiale, in short, street after street, intersection after intersection, she was even wondering if they had already circled S City.
Keep walking, keep walking, two hours have passed, three hours have passed, Yun Yun really doesn't understand, why such a young child has such a good will and physical strength, is it that the child has already made up his mind, does he have to see Cai Yihan again today.
Yun Yun began to struggle violently, whether to call Cai Yihan and ask her to see the child again, but once she met again, the scene was even more beyond her control.
At that time, the little courage she had left in her heart to persevere may fall apart, and she will never have the opportunity to hear her child call herself mom again.
At this moment, Yun Yun found that the child was walking towards a red light intersection, and Yun Yun rushed towards the child without thinking about it.
I only heard the sound of a slam brake, and a small car stopped abruptly in front of the child.
Xu Jiale was frightened by the car that suddenly stopped, and it was just a little bit, really just a little bit, and the car crashed into him.
Yun Yun rushed forward and hugged the child, Xu Jiale was stunned for a while, and he didn't know anything.
"How do you take care of the kids?" The owner poked his head out of the window and yelled.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Yun Yun apologized, then picked up the child and left.
Leaving the road and walking to a safe place, Yun Yun patted the child's back and comforted her again and again, "It's okay, it's okay, Lele, let's go home with my aunt first, and we'll find my mother another day, okay?" ”
Xu Jiale nodded mechanically, "Okay." ”
At this time, the mobile phone rang, and it was Lin Yanchen calling.
"Yanchen." Yun Yun steadied her frightened mood and then spoke.
"Where are you?"
"Is your affair over?"
"Well, I'm getting ready to go home."
"Lele and I are still outside, you go home first, and we'll be back soon."
"Okay, be careful on the road." Lin Yanchen told him, and from Yun Yun's tone, he could hear her abnormal breathing rate.
"Well, I know it."
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In order not to worry Lin Yanchen, after returning home, Yun Yun said nothing about what happened today
Not mentioned. The next day, in order to make Xu Jiale happy, Yun Yun and Lin Yanchen specially took Xu Jia
Le went to Hong Kong Disneyland, but Xu Jiale did not show a trace of excitement, on the contrary, Xu Jiale's indifference to everything made Yunyun and Lin Yanchen quite uncomfortable.
Back in S City, Xu Jiale became silent, almost no longer took the initiative to talk to Yun Yun and Lin Yanchen, just obediently went to school, ate, and slept, and could no longer find any emotion on his face.
Lin Yanchen even thought about whether to find a child psychologist to guide the child's psychology and emotions, Yun Yun also felt that she could try, so Yun Yun contacted an authoritative child psychologist and agreed to take the child there after school.
However, things are always unexpected.
At half past 1 o'clock in the afternoon, Yun Yun just finished lunch and returned to the office to prepare for work, and suddenly received a call from the kindergarten teacher, saying that Xu Jiale was missing, and he didn't see anyone after searching the kindergarten.
Yun Yun was stunned when she heard this, hung up the phone and immediately rushed to Lin Yanchen's office, and when she arrived at Lin Yanchen's office, she found that no one was there, and she remembered that Lin Yanchen was invited by the mayor to attend the groundbreaking ceremony of the S City Center Theme Cultural Park, and she was not available this afternoon.
didn't have time to think about it, Yun Yun went back to her office and rushed out of the company to get her things.
Because the child has not been missing for more than 24 hours, so the police cannot be called, Yun Yun went to the kindergarten, now whether it is the responsibility of the kindergarten or not, the most important thing is to find the child first, so after watching the surveillance video, Yun Yun roughly judged that the child should have gone to find Cai Yihan.
Yun Yun immediately called Cai Yihan to explain the situation to her, and Cai Yihan was so anxious that she almost cried, but she didn't have the right to blame anyone now, so she had to quickly join the search for the child.