At this point, Qiao Xi'an paused slightly, her eyes were full of sadness, and Li Jiaying in his arms was faintly excited, she involuntarily grabbed Qiao Xi'an's sleeve, and some fragmentary pictures flashed in her mind for a moment, and that sense of familiarity was as if she had experienced it!

"Si'an, you...... You go on, I want to hear it! Li Jiaying gasped eagerly, and she looked at him with longing in her eyes, "What happened later?" Did you break up later? ”

Qiao Xi'an pursed the corners of his lips and said in a low voice, "There is no breakup, we love each other very much, and it is difficult to let go of each other, so the two finally discussed, pretended to break up, and secretly dating, so in this way, we spent another happy year, the college entrance examination was released, our grades were good, and we did not affect our studies because of love, I wanted both of us to apply for the same university, but unfortunately, Li Ying's mother forcibly filled Li Ying with a university in Seoul, South Korea, and wanted to take Li Ying to move to Seoul, but I couldn't do it, I wanted to follow her to Seoul to study at university, I don't want to be separated from her, who knows that my dad doesn't allow it, our whole family is against it, my dad wants me to go to military school, and even the school has contacted me, that summer, I spent the darkest vacation at home, I don't want to, I make trouble with my family, I rebelled and didn't go to the military school, I didn't let me go to Seoul, I had to go to the conservatory, and finally, Li Ying went to Seoul, I went to Beijing to study at the Conservatory, and we finally separated. Later, my parents relaxed about me, so I went to Seoul frequently to visit Li Ying, but not long after, Li Ying suddenly disappeared, I only went to see her for more than a month because of school exams, and when I went again, I couldn't find her! Lee Ying dropped out of school, her teachers, classmates and friends, none of them knew where she went, and even, when I found her address in Seoul, along with her mother and stepfather, all of them went to the empty building! ”

"I was anxious and worried, I went crazy looking for Li Ying, looking for her on Seoul Radio, looking for her in newspapers, walking every street in Seoul, I used all the ways I could, but after so many years, I never got any news from her, she seemed to have evaporated from the world, leaving no trace......"

Qiao Xi'an told the story, the memories are like a pillar of incense, ignited carelessly, burning silently, those youthful loves, the past of the wind and snow, like an old movie, the film has turned yellow, but the people in the story are as clear as yesterday, unforgettable.

The lover who can easily forget must have loved deeply enough, otherwise what kind of pain should he bear when he pulls out the cinnabar mole embedded in his heart?

Qiao Xi'an thought that in this life, even if he didn't have the opportunity to grow old with Li Ying, at least he would remember her for the rest of his life.

The first girl he liked.

The girl he had kissed for the first time.

The first woman in his life.

She was the only first love who had an abortion for him.

How many firsts can there be in life? And how many times can it belong to the same person for the first time?

The beauty of his youth was stripped away by the ruthless reality, Qiao Xi'an struggled, helpless, unwilling, and after more than ten years, he finally stopped and had to give in to fate.

He thought, maybe Li Jiaying was an angel sent by Li Ying to save him, and he couldn't bear him to die alone, so he gave him a touch of warmth.

So, he empathized with Li Jiaying, and Li Ying wouldn't blame him, right?

Qiao Xi'an buried his head in Li Jiaying's neck, he hugged her deeply, his eyes were red, his shoulders trembled slightly, and the scars hidden deep in his heart were revealed, which required a lot of courage, especially in front of the new love, and the old love was frozen in his memory from now on.

Li Jiaying's head hurts, as if someone knocked a dull stick, some deposited long-term memories, vague jumps in the brain, Qiao Xi'an's story, she seems familiar, as if she has experienced it herself, but she can't remember it specifically, or rather, she can't connect the fragments of memory together, she doesn't know if she is in a dream at the moment, or she is stuck in a fantasy and can't extricate herself......

She buried her head in Qiao Xi'an's chest, listening to the man's irregular heartbeat, she gasped softly, "Xi'an, you pinch me." ”

Qiao Xi'an came back to his senses and was surprised, "Why did you pinch you?" ”

"I wonder if I'm dreaming......"

"Huh?"

"Pinch it!"

Qiao Zian couldn't, so he had to tap her tank top twice and ask her, "Do you feel pain?" ”

Li Jiaying said "um", and was silent for a long time, she didn't care about Qiao Xifa's past, and she didn't have the heart to think about whether he was still in love with his first love* or had feelings for her, her brain was too messy, as if she had been under a spell, and kept flashing those pictures, she suddenly raised her head and stared straight at Qiao Xi'an, her face was pale, and her tone was hurried, "What does Li Ying look like?" Does she often ride a green bicycle? ”

Hearing this, Qiao Xi'an was stunned, and a look of shock appeared in his eyes, "How do you know?" Jiaying, how did you know that Li Ying rode a green bicycle? I have a picture of her, but it's in my house, I don't have it in my hand now, but ...... By the way, haven't you met Park Jinna? Li Ying looks like that! ”

"I don't know ......" Li Jiaying shook her head, her eyes were confused, she muttered, "I really don't know why, this picture suddenly popped up in my mind, a girl, wearing a white school uniform, a ponytail, riding a green bicycle to school, and a boy running behind her to chase the girl, and then ...... And then it was broken...... Li YingLi Ying...... Xi'an, my head hurts, I see Park Jinna, my head hurts like it's about to explode, and now it's so uncomfortable......"

Qiao Xi'an became more and more surprised when she heard this, "Jiaying, do you have anything to do with Li Ying?" ”

"I don't know, I don't know Xi An, I've lost a lot of memories, I can't remember, but the name Li Ying is so familiar......"

"Jiaying, you ......"

"Si'an, I'm uncomfortable......"

"I'll hold you* and lie down for a while!"

Qiao Xi'an didn't dare to ask again, hurriedly picked up Li Jiaying, walked into the bedroom quickly, put her on the * and lay down, he ran to the kitchen and poured a cup of warm water and brought it over, and helped her head, "Come, drink some water to stabilize it, the lost memory will come back slowly, don't think about anything now." ”

Li Jiaying drank a few sips of water, lay down and closed her eyes, her head was soaked in hot sweat, her face was tired, she looked at Qiao Xi'an expectantly, "I'll sleep for a while, Xi'an, don't go away, accompany me, okay?" ”

Qiao Xi'an held her cold hand in the palm of her hand and solemnly promised, "Okay, I won't leave, I will always be by your side and never leave you again." ”

The corners of Li Jiaying's eyes were moist, she didn't say anything, she interlocked her fingers with him, clenched tightly, and then fell asleep with peace of mind.

Qiao Xi'an leaned over, his thin lips fell on Li Jiaying's lips, and kissed him gently, his heart seemed to grasp something, he looked at her intently, a whimsical thought floated from his mind, and his eyes gradually became thick......

Have you really forgotten your first love*?

Suppose one day

You've met someone who looks a lot like her

Is she really who she is

Is it still possible

Is this the forbearance of fate or

Another ill-intentioned joke

Qiao Xi'an thought of an old song, the situation was so similar, he gently stroked Li Jiaying's face with his big palm, and whispered softly, "No matter who you are, I have to condemn you, Jiaying, I admit it, I have a heart for you, it is love, it is the love you are looking forward to, I am so slow to react, very stupid, isn't it?" But I still have to confess to you, Li Ying is also in my heart, if you are the same person, how good would it be? ”

Li Jiaying fell asleep, her even breathing sound was very shallow, she slept peacefully, but in her sleep, she still clasped his fingers and did not let go.

Qiao Xi sat quietly for a while, he took out his mobile phone, he couldn't pull his hand out of Li Jiaying's palm, and he was afraid of arguing with her, so he could only send a message to Xu Jin Qiao with one hand: Cousin, I now suspect that Li Jiaying and Li Ying are the same person, Jiaying has Li Ying's memory in her mind, she can accurately say things related to Li Ying, and it is a piece that I have never told her, but her appearance is different from Li Ying, what do you think of this cousin?

Not long after, Xu Jinqiao replied to the message: Appearance can be changed, and memories can also be transplanted. According to what you said, there are two possibilities, first, Li Ying's amnesia and plastic surgery have become Li Jiaying; Second, Li Jiaying did not have plastic surgery and was transplanted Li Ying's memory. What kind of situation is it, you need to continue to investigate, you try your best to find Li Jiaying's mother, I remember that you met Li Ying's mother, you made Li Ying pregnant, Li Ying's mother slapped you twice, if it is the first possibility, then Li Ying has plastic surgery, Li Ying's mother may not necessarily have plastic surgery, you just need to see if Li Jiaying's mother and Li Ying's mother are the same person, you can judge the result!

Qiao Xi'an was transparent, he was excited in his heart, and carefully pondered how to meet Li Jiaying with her mother, Li Jiaying rejected him this morning, on the grounds that he and her were not boyfriend and girlfriend, and it was not suitable to meet, so ......

Qiao Xi'an snapped his fingers excitedly, he had already determined his mind, and when she woke up, he would confess to her, then he could go to see Li Jiaying's mother openly!

Li Jiaying slept until the afternoon before waking up, and when she opened her eyes, there was no shadow of Qiao Xi'an around her, she panicked, and shouted in a hoarse voice, "Xi'an!" Where are you, Si'an? ”

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