Chapter 38 Jia Wenwen leads the practice

From the next day, Wenwen did not show up again. Three days passed, Ge Chunsheng was so lonely that he couldn't help but go to Lingshan to find her.

Lingshan Mei'an is really a good place, with its back to Tianling Peak and facing Tianping Mountain. Surrounded by beautiful peaks, deep valleys and streams on both sides, ancient trees are sparse, and the green shade is like a cover. There is a vegetable garden in front of the hermitage, which is verdant; Not far away, there is a clear spring, and the water is constantly flowing.

The plum nunnery is deeply hidden in the ginkgo biloba ancient cypress bush, there are three palaces, the main hall is sublime, and the corridor is exquisite. A huge statue of Guanyin Bodhisattva stands in the main hall, with thousands of hands and thousands of eyes, holding a net bottle, willow, and a picture of nectar to nourish the suffering sentient beings. The hall was filled with a faint fragrance, and several nuns lowered their eyebrows and went in and out, and there was a solemn scene everywhere.

Ge Chunsheng respectfully inquired about Abbot Miaoyin, and Miaoyin told him that a few days ago, a female benefactor had indeed come to the nunnery to lead the practice, and now she lives in the nunnery. But the donor said that he would not see the guest, so please go back. Ge Chunsheng begged again and again, but Miaoyin no longer answered, but there were words in his mouth, Ge Chunsheng was inexplicable, and only understood the words "color is empty and empty is color".

Ge Chunsheng didn't give up, and wanted to find it later. Before he could step into the backyard, a nun blocked the way. Ge Chunsheng tried several times and got the same reply: Please donor self-respect. In desperation, Ge Chunsheng had to leave unhappy.

At this moment, Wenwen was indeed in the nunnery, and it was Xiuxiu who accompanied her, and Xiuxiu was puzzled.

"Sister Wenwen, why do you want to come to such a place if you have a good life?"

"I'm tired of everything in the red dust, and there is no place worth nostalgic anymore, only this green lantern ancient Buddha is the place of old age."

"Sister, why are you doing this? I know that Sister Lu Dao is very bitter in her heart, but people still have to look forward, there are still many happy things in the world. I see that you were very happy a few days ago, although I don't approve of you being with Ge Chunsheng. ”

"Xiuxiu, we are good sisters, although we are reluctant to part with you, but there is no feast in life that will not be dispersed, and it will not be dispersed sooner or later. I've thought it through, life is like a dream, that's not bad at all! Xiuxiu, take a good look back, how did we both come through in this life? Mom and Dad hope that we will study honestly and be down-to-earth people. Do you remember the song we used to talk about when we were kids, 'I picked up a penny on the side of the road and handed it over to the policeman's uncle'? The teacher asked us to learn from Lei Feng, so we went to the lonely old man's house to carry water and do hygiene, and often helped the old man carry things and cross the road. How did we feel at that time? A piece of sunshine! ”

Xiuxiu still remembers very clearly that at that time, Wenwen and Ge Chunsheng would meet every day to do good deeds, and they were not only praised by teachers, but also praised by their parents and neighbors for being good children.

"However, who would have thought that after entering junior high school, our lives have undergone earth-shaking changes: joining the Red Guards, wearing red sleeves, suspending classes to make revolutions, writing big-character posters to criticize teachers, going to society to 'break the four olds', and copying the homes of capitalists. How fanatical we were then! With all my passion, with great ambitions, I have done so many unbelievable and ridiculous things! ”

Xiuxiu nodded, and a long-buried and ridiculous scene resurfaced in front of her: Principal Douliang and Teacher Peng in the school criticized Douliang and Teacher Peng, and made them not like people and ghosts. But we stood by and watched, and we continued to make a fuss. After the criticism meeting, Principal Liang committed suicide, and we gloated, saying that we deserved it; In the front street, Zhao Wang, who was dragged out of the street after being raided, jumped into the river that night, and her body was only picked up three days later; Socially, many precious cultural relics and monuments have been destroyed, and countless books and documents have been destroyed······

"Then there is the great series of the whole country, rebellion, armed fighting, going to the mountains and going to the countryside, we, the revolutionary successors who have conquered the storm and revolutionized other people's lives, will finally have to revolutionize ourselves, accept the re-education of the poor and middle peasants, and the days to come will be even more like a nightmare to look back!

Xiuxiu, do you remember? Some time ago, I often saw Principal Liang's lover picking up rags in the streets and alleys, and a person in her forties looked like a 60-year-old woman, and when I saw her, I would think of our violent actions against Principal Liang, Principal Liang died unjustly, and we killed him! I hate Ge Chunsheng, I hate myself, and I hate the beast captain who ruined my life! ”

Xiuxiu knew that if Ge Chunsheng hadn't come to Wenwen early in the morning that time, Wenwen would have returned to the mountain long ago. If you don't send that beast captain to prison, the next victim will be his turn. In those years, there was more than one female intellectuals who were insulted like Wenwen! After they returned to the city, they had a hard time, and they were psychologically shadowed for the rest of their lives. There are many people who introduce boyfriends to Wenwen, but they all end up because of her misfortune in the depths of the mountains.

"Xiuxiumei, I know that you are disdainful of my dedication to Ge Chunsheng, and I also understand that he has already become bad. When he raided his house, he took possession of other people's gold and jewelry; Kill others in martial arts. But after all, he is my savior, and he has nothing to repay, but to make a promise. From then on, I can be free of thoughts, no worries, and take refuge in Buddhism wholeheartedly, which can be regarded as a confession of my life! ”

Xiuxiu was silent. She can feel the pain in Wenwen's heart, her lofty ideals have been undestroyed by the absurdity of those years, and the shame given to her by Captain Beast has harmed her life.

"Xiuxiumei, from now on, we will live in two different worlds, take care of each other. My two sisters, on the occasion of parting, send you a sentence: 'Color is not different from emptiness, emptiness is not different from color, color is emptiness, emptiness is color.' 'Remember! ”

When Xiuxiu left Mei'an, she panicked. Wenwen suddenly left her in the form of escaping into the empty door, which made it difficult for her to accept. When she told the white-faced scholar about this, the tears she held back in front of Wenwen finally burst out, leaning on the white-faced scholar's shoulders and crying in a low voice. The white-faced scholar gently stroked her shoulders and back, feeling her body tremble violently.

After a long while, Xiuxiu raised her head and frowned. "The good sisters who have been playing together for more than ten years finally chose the way of being isolated from the world, but they are really sighing. If you know today, why bother in the first place? ”

The white-faced scholar sighed: "We have all done many ridiculous things in the absurd era, and used our precious youth to bury a huge mistake. And Wenwen closed the heart that was once full of passion and generosity with a passive way of escaping the world, who can judge the merits? Who can know how many female intellectuals who have suffered the same humiliation as Wenwen live in the psychological shadow? This page of tragic history has been turned, will it be repeated in seven or eight years? ”

Xiuxiu said worriedly: "If there is really that day of 'one more time', the only thing I can do is to accompany Wenwen Qingdeng Ancient Buddha." ”

The white-faced scholar said: "There are many things that no one can predict. Do you remember a policeman named Zheng Dawei? Is it the mountain policeman who came to arrest the animal captain Li Delin on the day of Wenwen's accident? ”

Xiuxiu said: "I remembered. The little policeman with a tiger head and a tiger brain is a local. ”

The white-faced scholar said: "At that time, we knew that there was a lot of fighting, and we often dealt with that little policeman. Now that he is the head of the police station, he came to me out of nowhere yesterday and scared me. The police come to the door for no reason, nothing good will happen.

Sure enough, Zheng Dawei brought bad news: Li Delin did not stay in Dashan after his release. The prison guards reported a situation to the police station, Li Delin had talked with his cellmates many times in prison, and after he went out, he wanted to seek revenge from the educated youth, but it was the educated youth who made him unable to become the emperor of the soil, and he also ate prison food for ten years. Zheng Dawei considered that Li Delin had resumed his citizenship and that it was inconvenient for the police station to take coercive measures against him, so he could only make a special trip to Sanjiang to report the situation to the public security here, and also asked us old intellectuals to be vigilant just in case. ”

Xiuxiu was surprised. "Who does Captain Li Delin want to take revenge on? He did something hurtful to the heavens and reason, and he still blames us educated youth? ”

The white-faced scholar said: "Captain Beast was originally used to being the emperor of the soil, but then he suddenly suffered a lawsuit for ten years, can he not hate our educated youth?" Zheng Dawei told me that Li Delin's attitude when he left the mountain was very resolute, and he said that he would not suffer this big loss in vain. He also said that the sentence of ten years was too heavy for him, and he was not convinced, and the losses in the past few years had to be made up from the educated youth. Zheng Dawei said that ten years of imprisonment still smoothed out the backbone of the back of his head, and he was still so arrogant, and this kind of person was the greatest threat to society.

I guess there must be three people he wants to take revenge on the most: Wenwen, Ge Chunsheng and you, we must be careful. ”

Xiuxiu rejoiced: "Wenwen is not in the city, Li Delin can't find her." Ge Chunsheng, I don't think he can be provoked, he doesn't have the guts. As for me, with your protection, I'm not afraid! ”

The white-faced scholar said: "I have to take a good look at you in the future, be careful." I'd also like to tell Little Black Skin and the Snot King to be a little more careful. In addition, I want to tell you an unfortunate news, Zhou Guoliang has been depressed for a long time, he can't hold on, some people say that he has become stupid, and now he has been admitted to a mental hospital, we have been good brothers with him for many years, old classmates, we should go to see him. ”

Xiuxiu was taken aback: "Is it because of Yu Xiaoying's matter?" ”

The white-faced scholar's expression was gloomy: "I don't think there will be any other reason, Guoliang is the same as his father, he is a tendon!" ”

Xiuxiu sighed: "It's so pitiful, Guoliang is really an infatuated lover!" ”