Chapter 276: Missed So Much
Gu Jingxi is still the same as before, he hasn't changed at all, and sure enough, his nature is easy to change, no matter how he changes, his personality will not change.
Xia Xiaobai laughed angrily, she didn't know why Gu Jingxi suddenly appeared here, and why did she come over to pester her.
In the past, she always thought that she could face him calmly, but that was all because she didn't see Gu Jingxi again, and she tried not to think about it.
But now, when she saw him so closely, and there was physical contact, the memories of the past, like a tide, slapped towards her, completely disintegrating her little bit of defense, and making her collapse when she faced him.
She misses him, misses his arms, misses his temperature, misses his taste, misses and misses...
How determined she was to not let herself fly straight over!
No, no, Xia Xiaobai, you must carry it!
The previous generations of their two families had a deep hatred, and even their generation had too many things happening, how could they continue to be entangled when nothing happened.
Obviously, the well water does not interfere with the river water, and they don't care about each other, and there are other women around him, which one is he singing now?
Don't think you tortured enough before, and want to continue?
"Mr. Gu, what are you doing here?"
Because Xia Xiaobai wanted to try to keep the surface calm, his tone was naturally very cold, and his eyes were very detached.
And her attitude obviously stimulated Gu Jingxi.
He has always thought of her from time to time recently, and his mind always inadvertently comes up with her voice and appearance, and some broken hazy pictures, but whether it is in a dream or in reality, it is her.
Let him easily wander when he is working, and let him talk to his partner, but also because of her every move, and attract his attention, so that he is distracted, and always unnaturally shifts all his attention to her.
Even if there were any grievances and hatreds before, even if their previous generation did not share the sky, but so what, didn't they still be a couple before?
Even if he has amnesia, he will always feel that she is different, feel familiar, and even when he sees her, his heartbeat is different from usual, but she is so indifferent and ruthless to him, if he didn't feel strange and took the initiative to ask Bai Manni, then he still doesn't know how to say, how did this woman have a relationship?
The amnesia, coupled with Xia Xiaobai's indifference, made Gu Jingxi angry.
On his always calm and cold face, a trace of anger floated, and even the originally calm and waveless eyes also set off a trace of ripples, clusters of small flames, spraying outward.
He laughed angrily: "Mr. Gu? Xia Xiaobai didn't speak again, just looked at him indifferently.
"You call me Mr. Gu?"
"Is it a mistake?" Xia Xiaobai suddenly realized.
"Oh~ I'm sorry, I was negligent for a while, I should call you Mr. Gu."
In addition to her alienation, she was also mixed with a touch of self-deprecation, which made the tip of his heart inexplicably stabbed by something sharp, and instantly felt a sharp pain.
He stared at her with a complicated expression, seeing that Xia Xiaobai almost threw away his armor, threw himself into his arms, hugged him tightly, and complained about the pain of lovesickness, however, she didn't, and couldn't...
He looked at her compassionately for a moment, his cold face was like an iceberg cracking, falling apart, and Xia Xiaobai's heart was also broken at the same time.
No, the ending shouldn't be like this, even if you see each other again, you can't be friends, but you can be the most familiar stranger, you can turn a blind eye, but you can't let your heart hurt so much, it's like being torn apart.
A touch of panic finally appeared on her originally calm face, and she struggled to break free of her hand from Gu Jingxi's palm.
She couldn't stay here any longer, and if she stayed any longer, she would suffer a little more.
She has always known that Gu Jingxi is her magic barrier, and she will never be able to get rid of him completely.
It's like smoking opium, once you become addicted, you can't quit again, you can only continue to sink and eventually perish.
Her panic and fear, and her struggling appearance, fell into Gu Jingxi's eyes one by one.
It was a heart-piercing pain, an unforgettable death.
He domineeringly pulled Xia Xiaobai, who was still struggling, into his arms, and hugged her vigorously with both hands like iron tongs, letting her struggle in his arms, slapping, and he didn't let go for half a minute.
She is like a fried kitten, because she is dissatisfied with the treatment of her master, she is punching and kicking her master, and venting her anger in her heart.
He let her hit, let her kick, let her scream in his ear.
Anyway, he didn't move, he didn't open his mouth to speak, he just stood quietly like that, just the hand that hugged her body, getting tighter and tighter.
As if she was afraid that as soon as she let go, she would want to bubble and disappear, never to be found again.
When she finished venting, she finally stopped making a fuss and gasped to rest in his arms, and then he spoke.
"Xia Xiaobai!" His voice is as good as ever, with a consistent strong and domineering attitude.
She didn't answer, with her understanding of Gu Jingxi, as long as it was something that Gu Jingxi decided, no matter how much she objected, it would be in vain.
After such a toss just now, she no longer has much strength to struggle, so she simply stopped resisting and waited to see what happened.
Gu Jingxi continued: "I have amnesia! ”
As soon as these words came out, Xia Xiaobai froze inexplicably, and in the next second, he quickly raised his head and looked at him.
Amnesia? How could it be, could it be...
I didn't look very closely, but now that he was so close, he happened to be facing his face, and there were still shallow marks on his handsome face that had not completely faded at this moment, which should have been left by the fall from the cliff that day.
With such a beautiful face and so many scars, it's really distressing.
Nearly enough, she reached out to caress his scar, but at last she held back, only clenching her fists tighter.
She looked away with difficulty, deliberately making her expression look calm.
In an almost indifferent tone:
"Wouldn't it be better to have amnesia."
Yes, for Gu Jingxi, he can forget many things when he has amnesia, and he will not be troubled by those memories of the past.
No wonder his eyes were so strange in Mingle that day, it turned out that he didn't pretend not to know her, but just had amnesia.
Now that I've lost my memory, what's going on now?
Her facial expressions were all seen by Gu Jingxi, he was like a roundworm in her stomach, able to guess her conjecture.
"But even if I have amnesia, I still haven't forgotten you, I still remember you, Xia Xiaobai!"
Xia Xiaobai looked at him again, he was still staring at her face as he had just now.
The bits and pieces of the recent came to his mind.
"I forgot something that had happened recently, but your appearance still lingered in my mind, and then I asked Mannie, and Mannie told me that you and I were once lovers."
When Gu Jingxi said Bai Manni's name, Xia Xiaobai's originally excited heart gradually calmed down.
"Then did she tell you why we broke up for Lu?"
Gu Jingxi didn't dodge either, and replied directly: "Yes!" ”
Xia Xiaobai suddenly cried and laughed: "Since you know everything, then why do you have to come to me, you know that there are so many grievances and hatreds between us, even if we meet again, you should pretend not to know each other, instead of chatting like now, it will only add to the two of us!" ”
Gu Jingxi frowned: "I don't think that escaping can solve the problem. ”
"You're wrong, we're not running away now, but we don't want to have any more crossings. We are like two parallel lines, which originally did not intersect, but then forcibly intersected, which is also a kind of wrong encounter. ”
Xia Xiaobai took a deep breath, pushed Gu Jingxi away little by little, and retreated to stand within a meter distance from him.
"Therefore, we should have completely broken off the cliff at that time. Even God wants to help you, so that you forget that unbearable memory, so I chose to make you amnesia, now it's okay, you have amnesia, you have forgotten me, and I don't remember the bits and pieces that have happened between us, isn't it good, why do you want to wake up those memories again? ”
She doesn't want to repeat the mistakes of the past again, she doesn't want her father and Wen Jun to be in the spirit of the sky, and they can't turn a blind eye, even if the man in front of her is not the murderer who directly killed her father and brother, but he can't get rid of him.
Coupled with the grievances and grievances of their previous generation, after all, all of this, she can't treat it as if it hasn't happened, no, absolutely not!
Her resolute attitude made Gu Jingxi very annoyed, she could be so resolute, indifferent and ruthless, but even if he lost his memory, he never forgot her.
"Yes, I have amnesia, but Xia Xiaobai, I still remember you, remember here!"
He was so annoyed that the decibel level had risen a lot, pointing straight at his head.
Then he slowly reached out to his left chest and pressed his heart down.
"And here, your name is really engraved here, Xia Xiaobai!"
Because of his anger and excitement, the words behind him were simply roared out, and the scarlet eyes seemed to fall out of their sockets, which looked quite scary.
Xia Xiaobai's face was full of shock and disbelief, maybe it was because Gu Jingxi's words frightened her, maybe it was Gu Jingxi's appearance at the moment, it was really scary enough, her feet were weak, and she took a big step back.
It took her a lot of effort to keep herself from thinking about him, but every time in the dead of night, that kind of longing was like a big net, wrapping her whole body in it, and the tighter and tighter it became, making her almost suffocated.
It would have been fine if she had died like that, but it always made her unable to live, unable to die, and tormented.
He said that even if he had amnesia, he remembered her, and engraved her name in his heart...
But even so, the two of them can't get together again!