Chapter 103: Breaking the Secret
"Brother Jingxi, you're here, did the eldest brother ask you to come? He's really, I'm such a big person, why don't you worry, you're so busy, you have to take time to come"
Lin Jie said while letting Gu Jingxi enter the door, but Gu Jingxi did not enter the door, but stood at the door, slowly squatting down, looking extremely lonely and sad.
Lin Jie was startled, and the rest of the words were stuck in his throat.
"Did something happen to Brother Jing Xi?" Gu Jingxi didn't answer, just hung his head, reached out and held Lin Jie's cold palm tightly, his silent silence at the moment made Lin Jie even more worried.
His face changed greatly, he held Gu Jingxi's hand instead, and said nervously:
"Is there something wrong with my brother!" Lin Jie's voice was sharper than just now, and he was still a little trembling, his face was even paler than just now, and his whole person trembled.
"No, your brother is fine, he is fine!" Gu Jingxi's voice was a little hoarse, as if he had exhausted all his strength before he spoke.
Lin Jie, who was nervous, breathed a sigh of relief, probably realizing that he was too excited just now, and let go of his hand a little embarrassed, his palms were still hot, and he was still a little sweaty.
"Brother Jing Xi, you are"
For Gu Jingxi, Lin Jie still can't let go of it, after all, he is not his brother.
Gu Jingxi took a deep breath, raised his head, and as usual, raised his hand and gently touched Lin Jie's head, his hair was soft and delicate, just like the feeling he gave people, Gu Jingxi smiled lightly.
"It's okay, I just suddenly thought of you and wanted to come and see you, your brother won't be back until two days, I'm a little worried."
After that, he laughed a little sneeringly, he naturally wouldn't tell Lin Jie the truth, he didn't want to say it, and there was no need to worry about it in vain.
"I know that your brother must have prepared it for you before he goes out, so I didn't buy anything more, you don't lack anything now, if you need it, I'll help you buy it."
Lin Jie shook his head: "Well, there is no shortage, you also know that my brother likes to buy double portions of everything, and it is inconvenient for me to know that I am not going out, so I will definitely confirm it again and again before I go out." ”
Although Lin Jie was smiling, his smile was somewhat gloomy, the drooping eyelids and the pupils hidden under the thick eyelashes covered up the faint sadness.
Yes, a teenager who should have been alive and well, but because of a car accident, he finally had to hide at home every day in the best years.
Gu Jingxi felt that every time he saw Lin Jie, he was stabbing himself again in a wound that should have healed, and every time he heard him say these sensible words with a smile with hidden sadness, he hated himself very much, although it was not his fault.
And it was also at that time that he knew Lin Jie's indescribable deep affection for his brother, at that time, Lin Jie had already put his own life and death aside, and Lin Kun was the only one in the whole world, like lightning, flying over.
After some doubts over the years, the memory suddenly became clear at this moment, and he finally understood why Lin Jie was so sticky to Lin Kun all these years, and why he looked at Lin Kun so strangely, and everything found a breakthrough and was explained.
And when Gu Jingxi found out, he also suddenly became enlightened, Lin Kun is such a careful, keen and intelligent man, I am afraid that he has long known his brother's unspeakable feelings for him, but he has never pierced it, it is not that he has the same affection for Lin Jie, but he doesn't want to hurt his younger brother, even if he knows Lu Dao, he pretends not to know.
In this way, it can not only satisfy Lin Jie's little thoughts, but also make himself not look so embarrassed in front of Lin Jie, the two brothers have been careful not to pierce this layer of paper, and have been carefully protecting each other.
Maybe one day it will be broken, but a day of peace and nothing is a day.
I want to hide my love for my brother, and I suffer from my heart all day long, on the one hand, I want the other party to know the Tao, and on the other hand, I am afraid that after the other party knows the Tao, there will be any unexpected results.
Afraid of being told by the other party that he was shameless, perverted, and **, and afraid of losing him because of this, so Lin Jie didn't say it, just because he was afraid of losing completely, he must have been very difficult all these years.
And Lin Kun, he knew that his younger brother had that undeserved thoughts about him, but because he cared for Lin Jie, Lin Jie's body was already weak and sickly, and now he was still half paralyzed, how could he rub salt on his wounds again.
So Lin Kun didn't demolish Lin Jie, didn't pierce that layer of paper, just because he was reluctant and unbearable, and he didn't want to lose Lin Jie.
In today's society, although it is not as feudal and stubborn as in the past, it has a long history of 5,000 years, and some things are naturally deeply rooted.
Lin Jie's feelings for Lin Kun are wrong, they shouldn't be, this is a broken sleeve, and not only that, Lin Kun is also his brother, he is even more **, this is to be spurned by others.
And this already precarious relationship is now broken by Warwick, and even threatened.
Warwick's kind of person has always been a villain who doesn't know the height of the sky, and he is very shameless, if one day he squanders all that money, maybe he will threaten it again.
Gu Jingxi can't let Hua Wei repeat his old tricks, he doesn't want the Lin Kun brothers to have something to do, let alone hurt the two of them, Lin Jie has only half a life left, if something happens to him, Lin Kun will definitely go crazy!
He hadn't wanted to get involved in the affairs of the two brothers, he didn't want to, he didn't want to, but now, it seemed that he had to say something.
As a third party, and has a great relationship with their two brothers, Gu Jingxi feels that it is better for him to say it than anyone else.
Lin Jie took the hot tea handed by Gu Jingxi, took a sip, and saw that Gu Jingxi had a serious face, obviously looking preoccupied, as smart as Lin Jie, how could he not see that Gu Jingxi had something on his mind.
"Brother Jingxi, do you have anything to say to me?"
Gu Jingxi pondered for a while, and finally nodded.
"Well, I have something to say to you!"
"What do you want to say to me?"
Gu Jingxi's dark eyes stared straight at Lin Jie, although the young man in front of him was sick for a year, he could not hide his own handsomeness and brilliance, if he was a healthy person, he must be sitting in the classroom now and listening quietly.
To say or not to say? He really couldn't bear to see such a beautiful young man with such a trick, showing a sad and painful look in front of him, but he couldn't do it if he didn't say it
After sitting for a long time struggling with his thoughts, he finally decided to say that the so-called long pain is better than short pain, and it is better for him to say it than for others to poke it out in the future.
But Gu Jingxi still said extremely carefully: "You like your brother, right?" ”
Not a question, but an affirmation, because he had already known the Tao of Lu, as for why he would say this, he just wanted to make his tone sound as soft as possible.
Lin Jie was slightly stunned, as if the secret in his heart was being discovered, but soon, he thought that he was thinking too much, and said with a smile: "Of course, he is my brother, in fact, I like you a lot, Brother Jingxi!" ”
In order to hide the tension in his heart, Lin Jie deliberately winked at Gu Jingxi mischievously.
Gu Jingxi really wanted to give up, he didn't want to say it anymore, he was really unkind, it was like rubbing salt on other people's wounds, but he knew that if he didn't say it at this time, it would only make them suffer more serious injuries in the future.
He clenched his fists: "I'm not talking about such liking, but the kind of love from the heart!" ”
After saying it, he finally said it, and after speaking, he stared at Lin Jie without blinking, and sure enough, as he expected, Lin Jie's face changed greatly.
However, this young man was not as fragile and vulnerable as he appeared on the surface, he was just stunned for a moment, and then calmed down.
"When did you know the truth?" Who is Gu Jingxi, he can't help but quibble again and don't admit it.
If he can say such a thing, it means that he has affirmed it from the bottom of his heart.
Gu Jingxi said honestly: "Five years ago, there was that car accident, but before that, I always doubted it, but I never thought it through, and I thought it was incredible, but that time, I was sure." ”
Lin Jie continued to smile: "It's worthy of Brother Jing Xi, I can't hide anything from you." ”
Gu Jingxi looked serious: "Lin Jie, even I can see it, do you think your brother doesn't know the way?" ”
The little bit of composure that pretended to be a little calm fell apart again, although Lin Jie had already thought about it, but today when he heard Gu Jingxi's words in person, he still couldn't accept it, and he couldn't stop trembling lightly, and looked at Gu Jingxi with a pair of clear eyes.
Compared with Lin Jie's excitement, Gu Jingxi seemed much calmer.
"You actually knew it in your heart a long time ago, how could a thoughtful person like your brother not notice it, but if you don't say it, your brother won't find it, both of you are deceiving yourself here, as long as you don't explain, the other party won't know the way, and you can continue to live in peace like this."
"The authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear, even if you are unaware, but the relationship between you has changed invisibly. Lin Jie, you are a smart child, and your brother is naturally a smart person. It's okay if you're of the same sex, he's still your brother, you're a**! ”
When those two words came out of his mouth, Gu Jingxi was not as relaxed as he imagined, but was like being stabbed by a sharp thorn, and as he expected, he saw Lin Jie's delicate face surrounded by sadness and pain in an instant.
At that moment, he really wanted to slap himself a few times, for what he wanted to say, for what he wanted to say so seriously, but the words had been spoken, and he couldn't take it back.
"Do you want you and your brother to live in the future being spurned and reviled by the world? You and your brother are both so young, and your brother is still a normal man! ”
At this point, I can't say anything more, how can a smart child like Lin Jie not understand.
The secret hidden deep in his heart was dissected by Gu Jingxi without reservation, the pain in his heart was self-evident, his face was miserable, the smile on that delicate face had long since ceased to exist, and was replaced by anger, and a delicate face also looked a little hideous and ugly.