Chapter 263: As I Wished
Bai Huaqing is angry, and any explanation of Song Anle is an excuse for hypocrisy for her, so she said firmly: "One day, I will use my own efforts to regain the happiness that belongs to me." ”
From Bai Huaqing's still immature eyes, Song Anle saw her resoluteness, but she smiled bitterly: "Are you declaring war on me?" ”
"Maybe you don't deserve it at all." Bai Huaqing left naked-naked-naked sarcasm, and then left on her own, but the moment she turned around, she still showed a melancholy expression on her face, after all, there has been so many years of family affection, how can she forget the past ruthlessly without deep hatred.
Song Anle looked at her figure, thoughtful in her own melancholy, now she is really facing the breaking of family affection, she doesn't know what she will do with her extreme temperament, and she doesn't know how long this complicated relationship will last.
Things are getting more and more complicated, it seems that it is impossible to be cleaned up smoothly at all, and to ensure that the relationship between Gao Yuanshang and Bai Huaqing is not exposed, and to prevent them from being together, these may be controllable for a while, but it is by no means a long-term solution.
I want to make sure that everything is quiet again, only they disappear from their respective lives, maybe the white love disappears, and they can barely return to normal, but as long as they have the heart to be together, the truth will be pierced sooner or later.
What Song Anle can do now seems to be no longer how to try to preserve this secret, but how to end peacefully after the truth is pierced.
Whether it is Yongfu Palace or Changle Palace, Song Anle is not liked by Gao Yuanshang, it is a well-known thing, and even everything that Song Anle asks, and then Gao Yuanshang, it is decided that there will be no good results, so the concubines in each courtyard rarely interact with Song Anle, even if someone occasionally comes to say hello, it is also an excuse to come to stimulate her.
On this day, Song Anle chose a cool morning and went to greet the queen, and for a long time in the sullen mood, her trip could be regarded as relieving her boredom.
When the queen learned of Song Anle's arrival, she was also very happy to summon her immediately, because she had already wanted to talk to Song Anle about Bai Hua's love affair thoroughly.
"Concubines see queen mother." After Song Anle entered the palace, he bowed to the queen.
The queen hurriedly raised her hand and said, "Excuse me, come and sit beside the palace." ”
Song Anle smiled, and then sat down on the seat next to the queen, and when the palace people served tea, the queen raised her head and ordered: "You all go down, the palace has something to say to the imperial concubine." ”
The palace people all bowed their heads and retreated, Song Anle guessed that the queen was so rigorous, presumably not because of the matter of Gao Yuanshang's heir, and the white painting should be the focus.
The queen saw that Song Anle's face was slightly haggard, and her posture was obviously thin, so she said with great concern: "Anle seems to have lost a lot of weight recently, but what's uncomfortable?" ”
"Thank you for your concern, the concubine has just had a poor appetite recently, but it's not a big deal." Unconsciously, Song Anle was used to such a friendly conversation, although there were still constraints, but it was only in a different position, if they were all in an ordinary family, they would be more casual and harmonious than now.
The queen took her jade hand and said in a serious voice: "I have wronged you these days, and this palace knows it, but this kind of day will not last long, so you have to learn to be patient." ”
"The concubine understands." Song Anle smiled indifferently, her once quiet temperament seemed to be born for today's patience, so she didn't feel how much she had endured, but more relieved.
The queen pursed the corners of her mouth shallowly, and after a slight pause, she said again: "Also, the lover has settled in your palace?" ”
Song Anle was unconscious, but the smile on his face faded in an instant, and instead said with a gloomy face: "The eldest prince gave her the title of Liangdi, and the concubine could only hold her in her own palace, and the concubine was really incompetent, which disappointed the queen mother." ”
"Bengu knows that you have done your best, but it was too sudden, and Hongu was also caught off guard." The queen gently slapped her hand twice, as if to comfort her, but her own face also showed a deep melancholy.
Song Anle sensed the meaning of the queen's words, and seemed to want to say something more, so she said questioningly: "What does the queen mother mean?" ”
The queen pondered for a moment, and she said with a long sigh: "How much do you know about the previous generation? ”
"The concubines only obey the orders of their parents, and they must not have an affair with the royal family, and they don't know anything else." For the sake of conservatism, Song Anle certainly can't reveal too much, after all, the point is to avoid the royal family.
The queen believes that there are absolutely reservations about what Song Anle said, but the point of what she said, she also absolutely believes that the grievances of the previous generation and telling them to avoid the royal family must be inevitable, but they each know differently, so she must straighten things out, so that it is possible to keep everything intact.
Only with a tacit understanding of the person can the queen seal the secret, so she said meaningfully: "Then do you know why this palace doesn't let you go, but still wants you to stick to your identity?" ”
"The concubine is unknown." Song Anle said her unknown without thinking, she really didn't know, if the queen didn't want the secret to be pierced, she could choose to let them disappear, but she didn't let them go, but she still had to keep the secret, so what was her intention.
In fact, she can also recognize Bai Huaqing openly, after all, she is her own niece, as for the existence of grievances in the previous generation, as long as she doesn't say it, Bai Huaqing will not know at all.
The queen's intentions are actually very simple and pure, Bai Huaqing is the daughter of her own sister, and she is also her only relative who is wandering, she is ashamed of Bai Huaqing's parents, of course, she hopes to make up for it from Bai Huaqing, which is the biggest reason why she is unwilling to let them go.
As for strictly guarding their life experience, in fact, it is completely only for Gao Jin, with Gao Jin's affection for Song Anle's mother, when he finds her descendants again, he will definitely not easily let go of the past few years, since it is the news they have in their own hands, there must be inconsistencies, and the important thing is that it will implicate a powerful force, which is the focus of Gao Jin.
While maintaining Bai Hua's love, the queen also can't abandon Song An's happiness, the palms and backs of her hands are the same in her mind, for her choice, she can't tell right from wrong, but now she can't regret it, so she can only persevere.
The queen's intentions and Song Anle are almost like-minded, and only when they join forces can they seal the secret, so the queen told Song Anle some things about the grievances of the previous generation.
After learning some details, Song Anle was still shocked, although she had also learned some connections from her parents in the past, but the key points and details that the queen said were not the same as the details emphasized by her parents, maybe everyone has their own cognition and opinion, so there are different understandings of things.
After Bai Huaqing's identity was changed, it was not as beautiful as she imagined, she was guarded by Song Anle every day, and even every time she met Gao Yuanshang, she had a sense of restraint.
Xu knew that someone would secretly pay attention to them, so every time they met, they just ate together and visited the garden together, without any intimate actions.
Bai Huaqing was not satisfied with such a situation, not only her low reputation, but also the people and things she came into contact with, which made her unable to cope at all, and she had been locked in a dull mood, she finally found Song Xiaojing to tell her bitterness.
The sisters sat in the garden, facing the full garden, but they did not have the slightest mood of appreciation, Song Xiaojing had already seen the sullen mood of Bai Huaqing, so she said gently: "Qing'er, do you have something on your mind?" ”
Bai Huaqing said gloomily: "Xiao Jing, do you know which palace I am sealed in? ”
Of course, Song Xiaojing had heard of it, but she said curiously: "Isn't it in Yongfu Palace?" ”
Bai Huaqing sighed and said, "Do you know whose residence is Changle Palace?" ”
"It is said that it was the palace that the queen gave to Anle." Song Xiaojing instantly seemed to realize something, so she asked uncertainly: "What, can't Qing'er be sealed there?" ”
Bai Huaqing nodded in frustration, thinking of this, she became more and more annoyed, but she felt a little powerless.
Song Xiaojing said bluntly: "It's no wonder, if I change me, I will also put my opponent under my nose." ”
Bai Huaqing glanced at Song Xiaojing with some surprise, but she could immediately understand her words, so she said even more depressedly: "Now I am like a prisoner, living in the sight of others every second, it is better not to have this title." ”
"Don't talk nonsense, it's better to have a reputation than nothing, and your situation is only temporary, living in the eyes of others may not be a good thing, at least you don't need to hide, and those who are secretly staring at you can only live like rats, aren't they even more pathetic." At this moment, Song Xiaojing could only comfort and encourage her as much as possible.
"Having said that, when will I be able to keep the clouds open and see the moon." Bai Huaqing sighed dejectedly, everything she wanted, as long as Song Anle existed, she had no information to see the hope in front of her at all.
Song Xiaojing said confidently: "Don't worry, you have to stabilize your position now, and you must not let others rob you of your position in the heart of the eldest prince, do you understand?" ”
"Although the eldest prince has affection for me, I am really afraid that a man's affection is too thin, and besides, he will inherit the country in the future, how can he treat me alone and love this life." Since the conversation between Bai Huaqing and Gao Yuanshang, Gao Yuanshang's words have completely awakened her, although they now cherish each other, but Gao Yuanshang has made it very clear that he can't belong to her alone.