Chapter 250: Turn around and leave
There was a knock on the door.
Mo Xiaozhi, who hadn't slept all night, said that the person he was waiting for was here. It seems that she is not resting either, it is just dawn.
Suddenly I didn't want to see her, I didn't want to hear anything from her, and I hated the dawn even more, because no matter what she was about to say, the answer to the night's meditation had already been obtained. He thought he couldn't face her anymore, he couldn't stay anymore.
"Mo Xiao, I need to talk to you." She clearly understood that he would not be sleeping at the moment. Although it was just dawn, most people were still asleep at this time, but he wouldn't. He won't be able to sleep anymore from yesterday's events.
"The door is unlocked, come in."
Mo Xiao spoke, no matter how much he escaped, he still had to face what he should face, and he still had to say what he had to say.
Leng Muqing pushed the door open, and Mo Xiao sat at the table in the outer room.
He sat all night, Leng Muqing was sure.
Mo Xiao watched Leng Muqing walk in slowly, and then sat next to him.
"I think you've calmed down." Leng Muqing said.
The corners of Mo Xiao's mouth twitched, as if laughing at himself, "There has never been a calmer and clearer time than now." Seeing the purple bruises on her neck, he sneered, "What, keep this to make me feel guilty?" ”
Relying on her spiritual power, it didn't take any effort to make this bruise disappear.
Of course, Leng Muqing knew what he was referring to, "I never thought of making you feel guilty, and you don't need to feel guilty." I just don't want to touch him, something if I let it go away on its own. Even if I get it myself, it still hurts, so it's better to let it slowly disappear on its own, and disappear with that pain. ”
"You don't need to talk to me about such advanced topics, and you're not here to talk to me about this." Mo Xiao was a little impatient, "Let's hurry up." ”
"Are you ready to leave?" Although Leng Muqing said a question, it was a positive tone.
Mo Xiao looked at Leng Muqing, she knew him very well. It should be said that she knows everyone around her very well, and it is because of this understanding that she can play with everyone in the palm of her hand?
Whether it is gods and demons, or demons and humans. Does she have her own way to train uniforms, including herself?
Mo Xiao thought about it for a long time this night, if Mo Yu didn't like Wei Ming, Wei Ming's master was not this person named Leng Muqing. Then will he still go with such a group of people to find Moyu's child? The answer is no.
He is a demon, the future demon lord of the demon world. He is used to fighting alone, and he is used to facing problems on his own.
If it weren't for Leng Muqing, he wouldn't have followed them. Therefore, he also joined this group of people because of this woman named Leng Muqing. He was also one of the people she disciplined. Be willing to believe everything she says and be willing to cooperate with every decision she makes.
He thought that this woman had given him the same things he had given for, such as trust.
But he was wrong, and she didn't give him any trust at all. Because there is no deception in trust.
"I do go." Mo Xiao looked at Leng Muqing's eyes seriously, "What do you want to say?" ”
"In addition to my selfishness, I also thought a lot about it." Leng Muqing said, "I'm not really hesitant or embarrassed at all. ”
Mo Xiao nodded, "The way you show it is indeed very hesitant and embarrassed. It's just that you guys worked so well together that the four of you completely excluded me and then drained the scene. Choose the result you want. ”
Yes, he alone was excluded. They all know the answer, but they still behave like that.
Leng Muqing shook her head, "No, it's not that you are completely excluded. At least Dao Xiu and Hei Jiu didn't know the Dao, only Murong Che and Lu Zhan knew the Dao. Because when he went to write, I used a thousand miles of voice to tell him the result I wanted, and Murong Che also burned another piece of paper to find out the truth. When he burned it, he glanced at it, it was Wei Ming's name. He thought that the rest would be Moyu, but he didn't expect that it would be Wei Ming when he opened the other piece of paper. ”
"You think I'll feel a lot better if I tell me that? Because you are at least not deceiving me alone? Mo Xiao asked.
"I just want to tell you the real facts." Leng Muqing said, "Actually, I knew from the beginning what the answer you wanted. Because you are all selfish, Moyu is your own sister. There is no one else who can compare to your love for her, and three hundred years ago you saw her die and be reborn. Now of course you want her to come back to life, so I know that you want her to be the one who is resurrected. ”
"And Wei Ming is closer to you, so you choose Wei Ming." Is this the same psychology?
Leng Muqing nodded: "You're right, but that's just the reason." ”
"And what's that other excuse?"
He didn't believe her anymore, he didn't ask what the other reason was, but the excuse, which meant that he wouldn't believe anything she said, not at all.
So, did she really do something wrong this time?
What if it was the right time to tell him what she wanted to do, or to make that decision directly?
No! She wouldn't do it, and if she had to do it again, she would. Her biggest mistake was not turning this lie into a forever lie.
"Even if we choose Moyu and bring her back to life. She would still choose to die. Leng Muqing said.
Mo Xiao retorted, "How do you know what she will do?" Leng Muqing, aren't you her? Wei Ming can live for what she would choose to die? ”
"Because the world without Wei Ming is not the world world where Mo Yu wants to stay, she would rather die alone than live alone. At least she can't feel it now, she can't feel the sadness of Wei Ming's absence. But if she comes back to life, in this world without Wei Ming, she will be in pain. Because she couldn't even stop thinking about herself. Mo Xiao, almost everyone loves themselves more than they love love. But Moyu is not, she is the embodiment of love. Her love for Wei Ming has long surpassed everything. Between the child and Wei Ming, she will only choose Wei Ming. She is powerful, because she can be unstoppable because of love. But she was cowardly, because she didn't even have the courage to breathe because she lost Wei Ming. ”
Mo Xiao couldn't refute her words, because he knew that it was true.
Moyu has lived all her life because of Wei Ming, and if she didn't have Wei Ming, she really wouldn't even have the courage to breathe.
If Moyu is brought back to life, will she kill herself again?
This kind of realization made Mo Xiao's heart ache, why could she be so selfish and live for a man.
Obviously, there are so many reasons for her to live, her children, her father, her mother, and her.
But she didn't care about anything. Except for the person named Wei Ming, no, she cares. It's just that these people are not as important as the one named Wei Ming.
The bitterness welled up from the bottom of my heart, and it was such an unbearable taste in my mouth.
It's bitter.
There are countless distresses and longings for Moyu, but now there are more only complaints. complained that she looked down on them too lightly, complained that she looked down on herself too lightly, and complained that even after three hundred years, she still chose to give everything for that Wei Ming.
Mo Xiao had to admit that this was not an excuse, it was a fact.
This is the reason why she chose Wei Ming, and of course it is also a very correct choice.
But this reason cannot be a reason to deceive him, "You shouldn't lie to me." ”
"At that point, I couldn't stop things anymore. I can't make everyone stop and say that they want to choose Wei Ming. Leng Muqing looked at Mo Xiao, "I don't want to ...... All of a sudden, your most disappointing expectations will suddenly turn into disappointment. If it makes you feel that this is providence, your heart will definitely be better than the other outcome. I don't want to tell you what Fang just said about Moyu, because I don't want you to blame her. ”
"I don't accept this as a reason for you to deceive me." Mo Xiao looked at Leng Muqing in disappointment, "If you don't have the ability to turn this lie into a lie for a lifetime, then don't deceive me." I don't accept any deception, no matter what it is. ”
"Isn't it okay for you to accept it because of this?" Leng Muqing asked.
Mo Xiao asked Leng Muqing rhetorically: "What if it's you?" Do you accept deception on such grounds? ”
Leng Muqing didn't speak, because the answer was no. She won't accept deception for any reason, and the thing she hates most is deception.
She began to waver, she must have done something wrong.
She did the most unacceptable and hated thing to another person.
Deceit......
Mu Xiao got up and pushed open the door of the house.
The sun has slowly risen, and the sun shines through the clouds on the earth.
The rising sun, the newly awakened earth, everything is new. Everything new, he inhaled hard, the morning air was really fresh. I'm used to being a devil, eating the dirtiest breath, and I'm quite happy to be a person once in a while.
"I think you know that I can't go with you anymore." Mo Xiao said softly, "At least there is no way now, with you who deceived me." ”
Leng Muqing can understand what Mo Xiao was thinking better than anyone else, just like she was back then.
Because fear is to deceive all those who choose to leave, she chooses to betray first in the betrayal. I'd rather be the one who is negative than the one who is negative, because of that damn self-esteem.
She deceived Mo Xiao and lost his trust in her, just as he felt that he was not trusted.
"When, then, you'll come back." Leng Muqing asked, she hoped that one day, he could come back.
Mo Xiao shook his head, "I don't know." I won't give up looking for a baby. Maybe I will meet again when I find the baby, and I will give the baby to Wei Ming. Anyway, he's the child's father, and I'm just an uncle. The child should be with his father, Wei Ming said that after the facts are resolved, he wants to do what he wants to do. Give him the child, maybe he will live better. ”
"Mo Xiao, I'm sorry." It's that she's too self-righteous, it's that she thinks everything can be mastered.
Mo Xiao smiled bitterly, "What's the use of telling me this, when you decide to cheat at the moment." You should know that you are pushing me away. Leng Muqing ......" Mo Xiao turned to look at her, "If it weren't for Murong Che, I would have turned you into my woman." It's just that I've never liked to rob others. I'm too lazy to grab it, I don't think there's anything worth grabbing from my Demon Realm Prince. ”
"You just feel that every thing or person has its own choices or destiny. You don't rob because you respect fate and choice. "He is as kind as Moyu, even kinder than those gods who are worshipped.
"I'm not that noble, Leng Muqing, I'll see you when I can really figure out that deception is also a kind of trust one day."
Mo Xiao disappeared like this, in front of her, for a second, without a trace.