At the beginning of August, it was the height of summer in the south, and the weather was so hot and dry that even the usual sea breeze seemed to be blowing no more.

Hibiscus didn't pack her bags very quickly, because the plane was going to take off at five o'clock in the evening, and she had plenty of time to pack her modest luggage—

There is also a mood that is not too lonely.

The divorce agreement was drawn up by her yesterday afternoon, because Shi Yan went on a business trip yesterday morning, and she personally drove him to the airport, and he was going to New York on a business trip this time, and he would stay in New York for a week.

She typed the divorce agreement very quickly, because this agreement had been drawn up in her heart for half a month, so yesterday afternoon she just typed it out on the computer and then printed it out with the printer of Shuangmu Company.

The divorce agreement is placed on the desk, this study has become two since she and Shi Yan got married, and since she worked in Shuangmu Company, it is more that she is occupying the desk.

In the drawer of the desk, there is a thick stack of invitations, which is the wedding card for her and Shi Yan, Shi Yan said that when he returns from the United States, they will hold the wedding, and then, they will go to Provence, France to see lavender together.

August is the season of lavender, in order to be able to go to Provence to see lavender in August, Shi Yan specially set the date of their make-up wedding in mid-August.

When Shi Yan did this, she watched silently from the side, she didn't stop him, although, she knew that it was impossible for her and him to have a wedding, because she had already given birth to it.

Quyi was born a month ago, and at that time, her relationship with Shi Yan was in the midst of a cold war.

In fact, the cold war is not really prominent, because Shi Yan is the best husband, he will coax her when she loses her temper, she snubs him, and he will take the initiative to come to her side to make her happy.

In fact, the real cold war came from the beginning of July, after he returned from a business trip during her ovulation again.

In May, she had already conditioned her body, and even her mother had asked her relatives to prescribe ovulation induction drugs, and her mother and she were working hard to have twins.

In the first three months after returning from Germany, because she couldn't get pregnant casually, Shi Yan felt normal with TT, but when she was about to conceive a child, Shi Yan still used TT, which made her feel inexplicably abnormal.

So, she inevitably reminded him, now that she is going to conceive a child, what TT do you use?

So, Shi Yan didn't need TT, and she took it according to the rules of the drug, thinking that she would have sex with him on the day of ovulation, and then maybe she could conceive twins or triplets.

However, she soon discovered that Shi Yan's work always contradicted the day of her ovulation, and in May, when the day of her ovulation was approaching, Shi Yan flew to South Korea to discuss business.

This is the case in May, and it is still the same in June, although she reacts slower than others in some aspects, it does not mean that it is really a piece of wood, and Shi Yan's behavior is obviously very wrong.

Especially in June, she repeatedly told him not to go out during ovulation this month, she took medicine, and taking too much medicine is not good for her health, so she has to conceive the child this month anyway.

He agreed at the time, but in the days when she ovulated, he rushed over because something happened to the Shanghai branch, and he left for a week.

She wasn't a fool, and although she hadn't been very smart, she still had a clear sense that he didn't want to have children, at least, he didn't want her to conceive.

Shi Yan is an only son in the Shi family, and she is Shi Yan's wife, he actually doesn't want her to conceive his child, what is this for?

Could it be that he wants other women to conceive his child?

That's impossible!

She denied such an idea almost instantly, after all, she and Shi Yan have not been a day or two, the two of them have experienced so much, they have been married twice, if Shi Yan wants other women to have his children, he has no need to marry her a second time.

So what is the reason why he is reluctant to have children with her?

Could it be that there is something else hidden?

What's hidden? When she thought of these four words, her heart instinctively jumped, and an ominous premonition welled up in her heart.

Catch? What else could there be between her and him?

Since she was misdiagnosed with Alzheimer's disease, she has 100% trust in Shi Yan, because Shi Yan insisted on marrying her and insisting on being with her under such circumstances.

So, where is the secret between them?

What disease does Shi Yan suffer? Or is it the little yellow bean in her skull?

Thinking of Xiao Huangdou, she remembered that she didn't get the film or the report after she took a brain CT scan in the Berlin hospital, but Shi Yan went to see it and came back to tell her.

She called the professor in Berlin at the beginning of July, and asked about her condition in an extremely flat tone, and the professor in Berlin said that the condition was similar to what Shi Yan said, and that he did not need treatment.

It's just that when she asked the professor what to pay attention to, the professor said that she should try not to get pregnant, because pregnancy will compress that nerve, so there is a danger of waking up the sleeping little yellow bean, that is, there is a danger to life.

She finally understood that it was not that Shi Yan didn't like her to give birth to a child for him, it was that she couldn't have a child at all, and Shi Yan couldn't risk her life for the sake of the child!

Therefore, she simply didn't take any medicine in July, because Shi Yan wouldn't let her get pregnant, no matter how much ovulation medicine she takes, what's the use of shooting more eggs?

Except for being able to age faster, nothing else will have any effect.

She didn't take ovulation induction drugs, and she didn't talk to Shi Yan about getting pregnant, but even so, the last two days were her ovulation period, and Shi Yan's company in the United States also happened to have something wrong, and he had to go there in person.

The divorce agreement was written very simply, because between her and Shi Yan, to be honest, there was not much joint property between husband and wife, and this time when she married Shi Yan, she had already been misdiagnosed with Alzheimer's disease, so she almost didn't create any property for this family, but spent a lot of money on Shi Yan.

The luggage was packed very slowly, and she still packed her luggage, and the place to go was to contact Hao Lu a week ago, England, where she had stayed for three years, and her former roommate Alan welcomed her over.

Last night, she went back to her mother's house for dinner, and she made dumplings and fried pot stickers with her mother, and her mother also made her favorite radish stewed brisket.

"Ah Jin, what's the matter with you, isn't it your ovulation period these days, why does Shi Yan always go on a business trip at a critical time?" Shao Minzhi couldn't help but complain when he ate: "If he wants his work to be in conflict with your ovulation, when will you be able to conceive a child?" ”

She smiled and didn't answer her mother's question, but picked up Xue'er who ran to her side and said with a smile: "Mom, you're getting more and more well-behaved, so that I don't like dogs anymore." ”

"That's not," Shao Minzhi didn't know that he was successfully transferred to the topic, and followed the topic of hibiscus: "You kid too, how beautiful the snow fox Shi Yan bought you in the past, with white hair and pink ears, you are ruthless and tie people up with iron chains."

Mu Hibiscus laughed when she heard this, she didn't understand why Shi Yan wanted to buy her a dog before, and she didn't understand why Shi Yan always wanted to add small animals to the house, because she really didn't like small animals.

But now he understands that he knows that she can't have children, and he doesn't plan to let her get pregnant, so he thinks about adding animals to the house, and wants her to be accompanied by small animals in the future.

Mom talked to her for a long time last night, talking about her infatuation with her father when she was young, and saying that she could give up her qualification to have children for the sake of An Zhengrong at that time.

Mother loves her father, but since her mother had Xue'er, she seems to be a lot more cheerful, and even her father's study has not been here for a long time, so that the books in her father's study have accumulated a thin layer of dust.

She stayed in her father's study for a long time, swept away the dust on her father's books, and then carefully arranged them neatly, and only after the last thing did she put her parents' wedding photo, which had turned yellow, in the most conspicuous position in the study.

Last night, she asked her mother an unprecedented question, and she had ever regretted following her father in her life.

Shao Minzhi smiled and said, what is there to regret, people are like this all their lives, do you have to give up to get it, I lost the qualification to have children, didn't I have such a good daughter as you?

She didn't know if Shi Yan thought so, because Shi Yan didn't tell her about her condition, nor did she tell her that she couldn't get pregnant and have children.

After packing her luggage, she looked at the clean and tidy home again, although she and Shi Yan have not lived here for a long time, even if the two marriages are not long, she still regards this place as her home.

Her real home.

A few days ago, she and Shi Yan went back to the suburban county to live in a villa that imitated a small green tile slate house in the southwest for two days, and the two of them cooked again with a Chinese-style stove.

Shi Yan said: "Amu, when we are old in the future, we will come here to retire." ”

She just laughed, nodding or shaking her head, for she knew it was impossible.

She had made up her mind to go, and what she was waiting for was an opportunity, an opportunity for him to go on a business trip, because she didn't want him to find out about her departure soon, and she didn't want him to find her again.

The flight at five o'clock in the evening, it was only twelve o'clock, and it was really early to go to the airport at this time, she put two duffel bags at the door, thought about it, and went to the balcony to get a shower to fill the bathroom with water.

Because she doesn't like to raise small animals at home, Shi Yan raised a lot of flowers on the balcony, such as junzi orchid, phalaenopsis, magnolia, gardenia, and nightshade

She patiently watered these flowers, in fact, Shi Yan usually watered these flowers more often, because after dinner in the evening, she mostly lay on the chaise longue and read a book, while he watered the flowers on the balcony, pruned and pruned the leaves.

After watering the flowers and plants, she came to the study again, sat down at the desk, and only after half a ring, did she pick up the pen he usually used in the pen holder and write to him on the notepad on the desk.

She thought, even if this is not a goodbye, it should be a long goodbye, she and him should not see each other for a long time, right?

After writing the letter, she found an envelope on it, thought about it, and finally left the letter on the desk in the study.

When the phone rang, she had just dragged her suitcase out, although it was still early, less than one o'clock in the afternoon, but she wanted to go downstairs to the noodle king for a simple lunch.

The phone was called by Liu Qin, she hesitated to pick it up, and before she could say 'hey', Liu Qin's voice came first: "Mu girl, do you want to come back for dinner tonight?" ”

"I probably won't be coming back," Hibiscus replied with a slight hesitation, glancing at the two duffel bags, one large and one small, she should be on the plane to London tonight, how could she get back?

"Why don't you come back?" Liu Qin's voice was obviously disappointed: "Mu girl, you come back tonight, although it's not Friday night, but Shi Yan went on a business trip, and it's lonely for you to live there alone, isn't it?" Come back and stay with me, old woman. ”

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Can she go back?

"Grandma, I'm really in trouble tonight," Hibiscus said cautiously, "Well, isn't Aunt Rong at home?" She's not going anywhere now, wouldn't it be nice for the two of you to chat together or something? ”

"Don't mention her," Liu Qin's tone was obviously not good, but she realized something instantly, and immediately said enthusiastically: "Mu girl, your aunt went to the countryside yesterday, and came back with a pair of Chinese medicine, saying that it is very effective, her relatives are forty-two years old, and they are pregnant with children after drinking this medicine, I will ask my aunt at home to help you boil medicine in the afternoon, and you will come back in the evening."

Liu Qin's words came from the mobile phone, and Mu Hibiscus felt very uncomfortable, and after the worst, her tears had unconsciously overflowed from her eyes.

Liu Qin is over eighty years old, and since she came back from Germany, she has been looking forward to her pregnancy, it has been more than half a year, and she has not reacted at all, if she is in a hurry, then Liu Qin is even more anxious than her.

Maybe she didn't listen to it all the time, Liu Qin thought she was hanging up here, so after nagging a lot of words, she quietly hung up the phone.

She gave up lunch, but took a taxi back to Luhu Villa, of course, she did not walk into the Shi family compound, but stood silently under a longan tree outside the gate of the Shi family compound, looking at Liu Qin and Bai Huirong basking in the sun in the courtyard.

Liu Qin was lying on the chair, squinting her eyes slightly, holding a pu fan that is almost impossible to find on the market now, and I don't know if Lu Dao is asleep, the pu fan has not moved for a long time.

And Bai Huirong sat in a wheelchair, her eyes were just looking at the Luhu Lake in front of the courtyard in a daze, and she didn't know what Lu Dao was pondering, or she was simply in a daze, in short, she didn't move.

She sighed slightly, not wanting to disturb the two people in the courtyard, although one of these two people treated her like a granddaughter, and the other treated her like an enemy of life and death.

She stood under the longan tree for about ten minutes, then quietly turned around and slowly walked towards the taxi that was still waiting for her not far away, but she silently shouted in her heart:

Farewell, Shi Family Compound! Farewell, Grandma!

Later, of course not, she and Shi Yan have divorced, and it is impossible for her to have a chance to enter the Shi family compound.

She obviously went to board the plane and not to pick her up, but I don't know if the taxi driver was confused or she didn't make it clear, in short, the taxi sent her to the first floor of the terminal building and did not send her to the second floor of the terminal.

She was a little depressed, so she could only resign herself to her fate, dragged two suitcases, and prepared to take the helicopter up to the second floor.

It's just that just two steps after she turned around with her suitcase in tow, she heard an 'ouch' sound behind her, and her suitcase shook obviously, obviously hitting an obstacle.

"I'm sorry," she immediately turned around and apologized, "I'm sorry, you're fine, I didn't mean to."

"Wood," the other party called her first, and then stared at her with wide eyes and stunned: "Are you wood?" ”

"Orange Orange?" Hibiscus rubbed her eyes with her hands in disbelief, and then exclaimed in surprise: "Are you really an orange?" ”

Orange was amused by her actions, came over and slapped her on the shoulder and said, "Could it be that there are still a few of me in this world?" Have you seen someone else who looks like me? ”

Hibiscus laughed, shook his head, and said, "That's not true, I just didn't think of it." ”

"I didn't expect it either," Orange glanced at the two suitcases she was dragging and frowned slightly: "Wood, are you confused, you still brought two suitcases with you to pick up the airport?" ”

"Pick-up?" Mu Hibiscus reacted for a moment, and then quickly explained: "No, I'm not here to pick up the plane, I'm here to catch the plane, and the taxi driver made a mistake and pulled me to the first floor." ”

"Oh, you're on a plane?" Orange frowned slightly and looked at her suitcase: "Then where are you going?" ”

"Me"

As soon as Mu Hibiscus said the word 'I', he heard someone next to him shouting: "Liu Chengcheng, the customer is out, hurry up!" ”

Hibiscus looked up at the place where the voice came from, and it was actually a man in his forties waving at Orange, and in front of him, a lot of people poured out of the flight that had just arrived, and Orange and the middle-aged man were walking towards the crowd.

She sighed, she hadn't seen Orange for four or five years, and she finally met, but she never had time to chat with her anymore.

The crowd was pouring out of the terminal, and Orange was already overwhelmed, she looked at the time, and finally picked up her suitcase and walked towards the helicopter not far away.

Forty minutes later, she had already flown into the blue sky, and she looked out the small window at the neon city that had been lit up, and silently muttered:

Farewell, Ben Thanh, farewell, my love!

The letter she left to Shi Yan was written: I couldn't sleep alone last night, so I turned over and looked for a movie on the computer to watch.

I used to watch it in college.,The pirated version I watched with Orange back then.,It's been too long.,The storyline in it has been blurred.,I'm idle and bored.,At first, I just watched it very casually.,Purely to pass the long night.,I didn't seriously devote myself to this film.。

But after the worst, I still looked in, Waterloo Bridge, London's air raid siren, and the two came together.

The wedding that was too late to be held, so rushed that she gave up the performance and still couldn't see the most beautiful farewell at the station, the list of heroes who sacrificed their lives for the country, and her happy world collapsed.

He came back with honor, he was safe and sound, he was still handsome, he was still graceful, and he still loved her.

She is still young, still beautiful, and so beautiful that people are intoxicated.

He took her to meet his family, his loved ones, his neighbors, and she even passed everyone's 'checks' and was accepted by everyone.

Therefore, many people are puzzled by her behavior of committing suicide after the worst, and even say that she is cowardly, because he doesn't mind at all, and he doesn't care, the person he wants is her, as long as it's her, nothing else matters.

When I was in college, the people in the dormitory once talked about Marat, saying that she was cowardly and not strong enough, and she could survive bravely when Roy died, so why did Roy live and she chose to end her life instead?

After writing so much, I don't know what I want to express to you, I used to think that Mara was not strong enough and brave enough when I was in college, but when I watched this film again last night, my perception changed.

I think Marat must have thought a lot about her death before she ended her life, about Roy's life after her death, she knew that he loved her, and she knew that he shouldn't mind, but she didn't want to let herself affect his life in the future.

I'm gone, I've gone to a distant place, I've signed the divorce agreement, you just sign it and go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the formalities.

In addition, no matter where I go or what kind of life I choose, in short, I will bless you and wish you sunshine and happiness in the future!

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PS: Dear friends, if this is the end, can you accept it?